The Importance of Repetition.

take a trip to outerspace.

2008-12-06T13:03:00.000-08:00

This blog is quite oly already. I would not be using it anymore but I am not gonna delete it yer for it really contains so much memories.

Bye, lexiiicography.

I would be using my past MA blog for I really like it's id.

Bye, lexiiicography.

Thnks fr th Mmrs.

Retraction.

2008-05-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

My previous post sucks. Haha. I mean, I don't know. It just sucks. It's I already admitted that something but right now I really do not feel something. Okay, sometimes I do, sometimes I dont'.

Two weeks to go and classes would be starting again. Tiring 10 months. So many things to wait for. Trainings, entrance tests, and other activities. So exciting and at the same time pressuring. Yes, we're already Seniors. How's that?

Three days and review classes would be over. Yey :) So what's left is Match Compre, ACET and DLSU. Wow. I did not see how those 4 weeks have passed already. riding 3-5 jeeps a day. Haha. Oh well. I sitll haven't decided on what course to put as my second choice in my UPCAT form. I really fo find it hard to decide on what to write their. Oh well. Goodluck to me.

Yes, I would be posting again starting now. But I'm not yet in the mood to type something more sensible. Haha.

K. Bye.

Everything being unfair and its perplexities.

2008-05-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

Why does everything seem so unfair? Maybe because what we want is not what happens and having that feeling of "want" makes us think that what we really want is the right thing, comparing it to what is really happening that seems so unfair for us. Yes, everything is unfair but we only have one choice, just accepting what is happening. So what else is unfair? "People always leave"-OTH. Why do people need to leave? Can't they just stay forever with you? TO tell you the truth, I really haven't experience saying goodbye for real with anyone. Yes, I have relatives who died already. But they died before I was born, so I was not that affected. But this time, damn. I don't know how. I really hate changes and this would be a one big change again. I am already so used being with a few people. It's like, they are very important to me. They complete me. They make me. I am what they want me to be and what they are. So tell me, how can I handle that? Big change again. I know I got to move on and just accept it. Unfair again. I know what to do but I don't know how. I know that dwelling on them would not make me move in nor be in a good in condition. Oh well : Yes. Accept and just accept. There's still something. Why do I always have to feel what I don't want to feel? I do recognize what is it, but I just can't accept it. No way. I cannnot admit it to myself nor admit it someone. And I cannot really admit it to that someone. The bad thing is, yes, I got used to what's happening again knowing that it's not really permanent. I cannot tell her that what she's saying already is O-U-C-H. I cannot blame her for that, for she doesn't even know. What's bad is I really don't want the feeling because I know what's really going to happen and what's not really going to happen. She can't, and I can't too. But I can't help it. I feel it and it sucks. It hurt me, and it sucks again. If only I can really forget that easily and just not think about it. But hell, no. It's already a part of my everyday and the more that I do think about it, the more I feel that I realy really suck and there's no hope for it. It's really something that makes life difficult for me today and maybe tomorrow and the next coming days. So yeah, what I need to do is just to accept and move on again. Fine. But, I don't know. What's bad is, yes, I am affected, greatly affected. Okay, enough. I don't believe that it's really true and I am not admitting it yet. So why bother think about it? Oh well, I don't know. I don't really know.

The Importance of Repetition.

2008-01-21T19:36:00.000-08:00

Wow. I'm posting :D Haha. Well, I was moved by my posts. Haha. I mean, I missed posting.

Okay, about my post's title, well, here I go again. I am in the same stage again. Yeah, the stage that I've been going through and not going through for almost a year. It's hard. And I hope that this one would be successful already. I don't know. There's no point of making it still last, I think. No benefits. Not really a good thing so why make it last? Why give my time on it if me and my efforts are really not that appreciated? I need to grow. I need to surpass this one. I need change. I'm already tired of going back. The same things just happen. Yes, sometimes their are a-little-different ones. But I should not make big deals about them. All's been said and done. It's already over, between me and that person. Why linger on memories that would not happen anymore? No point of staying. It's over. I just need to accept that it's over. I cannot already change the things that happend. But I can change my view about them. Just be happy dear and don't mind me :) It's too late baby there's no turning around. Yeaahhh :) Go Lexi :)

Okay. So many events to look forward to. Fair, Intrams, Com Arts Week, EOP, Prom, TLE Week. Dang. Yes, very busy. Haha.

Wala na. Nawala na ko sa mood magpost. Haha. Next time na lang ule. Oh well.

I guess this time it really is goodbye. You made it clear when you said, I just don't love you no more.

Shitty :D :))

2008-01-06T15:22:00.000-08:00

Okay. Long time no post as I always do say. It's already 2008 :)) Wow.

Shitty blogger. The google group does not accept some skins' codes. It's like blah blah do not match with the end tag body blah blah blah and so on and so on. Okay. I give up. I'll just use blogger's templates and just edit. Yeah, edit. But it would not look that nice. Argh. Okay. Haha. Enough :D

I'm so addicted...with studying? Haha. Ewan ko. Okay, basta ayun. Anlabo ko na naman. Bagong taon na di pa rin ako nagbabago. Napaka-cute. Haha.

I want to go to TriNoma. Tsk.

Oh well.

Depressed na depressed ang dating.

2007-10-21T19:19:00.000-07:00

At last, the exams' week is already over. I can say that I think that I did better for the tests this quarter than last quarters. Yung three night, nagpaka-owl talaga ako. The remaining two nights, well, yeah. Tinamad na ko. Haha. So how were the tests? Well, the test that I would not be able to foget would be the Chem Test. I was not able to balance five equations. Oh well. Bahala na :( The Trigo test is also an unforgettable one for the Juniors. 51 items, multiple choice. Even if it was multiply choice, it was really hard. Well, our section saw our papers already. I am satisifed with my grade :) Haha.

Friday, yes, the last day of the tests. The day when my greatest hearbreak happened. Haha. Okay, Pinoi, Health and MA were the tests. I was so lazy last Thursday that I was only able to study Pinoi. Ena and Elaisa came to our house. If not because of them, maybe I would not have studied. Thanks to them. Haha. I studied Health and MA in school. Pressure was there so it was effective. Haha. After the tests, we had a meeting for the new sitting arrangements. I left early because I had to train. Haha. Ang alanganin talaga nung oras. Okay, sa ten rounds pa lang ay ubos na yung sausage at kanin na kinain ko. Haha. Anyway, so after the training, Starr and I walked in BF then took a tryk in front of BPI then met with her mom in McDo. Okay, noon pa lang ay wala na ko sa sarili ko. Natapon ko yung nuggets ng wala man lang akong nakakain na kahit isa. Tapos ayun, we went to Starr's house. Nanoon kami ng TV at kumain at ngalakad. Haha. Ambigat ng marshmallow sa tyan. Haha. Tapos ayun, umuwi ako. At doon, okay eto na eto na. I rode a the Ever Ikot Jeep. I was really thinking if I should just go down in Sandigan or in Ever because the presence of a Fairview Market Jeep. So then I decided to just go down in Ever. I did not know that that would be the worst decision that I have ever done in my life. Okay, the last time that I was able to see my phone was during the time I was getting coins for the fare. Oh well. Then when I was about to get coins for the Fairview Market jeep, okay, no phone anymore. The pocket was half-opened. Iniyakan ko yung telepono ko. Haha.

Saturday, WBL Opening :) Wowiez. Despite of my depression we were able to win. Haha. We won against St.Scho. 19-13. Ang baba nung score nu? Okay, effective ang a bey bey bey ni Ate Barci, ang pag-iyak ni Ate PK at ang pagkawala ng telepono ko? Haha. Basta, ansaya :)) Then we ate in KFC Connecticut. Napa-heavy loaded ako ng dahil kay Kate. Haha. Tapos, I was dropped in Housing. Tanong sila ng tanong, saan at ano yung housing? National Housing Authority Friends. Sabi ni Ate Beloi, NHA naman daw. Ewan, yun kasi yung tawag ng marami eh :) Bago pala ko bumaba, ito ang hindi ko makakalimutan. Sabi sakin ni Ate PK, "Ingatan mo yung cellphone mo ah." Haha. Oo nga naman. Then I went to my mom's office to give to her some loads in my bag then rode the FX to Q.Av. Wow. First time to commute in Q.Av. Then, imbis na bumaba sa Examiner ay bumaba ako sa may McDo. Lumagpas ako. Haha. Naglakad ako. Tapos ayun. We practiced for PE. Di ako magtataka kung magkakaroon ako ng mga patay na kuko at mga pasa sa daliri. But thang God, wala naman :) Okay, I ate spag and bibingka. I even tasted the biko. Haha. Then Rita dropped me in Q.Av and I rode a jeep to Delta. Kung di lang delikado lalakarin ko dapat yun eh. Haha. Then I rode a jeep to The Block. My mom and my tita was there and they played there usual games. Then we ate. Okay, imbis na heavy loaded ay over-loaded na yung tyan ko nun. Haha. Then we went home. Ayun :) Tapos I started reading "The Witch of Portobello". Nice :)

Okay, ang araw ngayon ay walang kwenta :D Haha.

May dysthmia na ata ako. Sabi nga sa health namin, under depression but able to function. Ewan. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, materyal na bagay lang yun. Ang babaw, pero dalawang beses ko na iniyakan. Parte na yun ng buhay ko eh. Di pa ko makaget-over. Sobrang contented na ko dun eh. Mp3, video, madyo maganda ang resolution ng camera, may folders, may multi-shot, may bluetooth at malaki ang memory. Ansaklap pa kasi yung ericsson pa ang natira. Hay :( Ewan. Bahala na. :(

Yeah. New week, new sitting arrangement. Bahala na si Buttman.

I'm just a nodge in your bed post but you're just a line in a song.

I want to be Insane :)

2007-10-12T12:11:00.000-07:00

I really can't explain the feeling, but I feel so happy and contented right now :) I can describe m happiness lile the feeling that comes into me whenever I eat Reese's. Haha. Haha. Mababaw na kaligayahan, pero yung feeling ang lalim. Ansaya :) Sana lageh ganito. Haha.

What happend to me? Hindi ako in love. Haha. I had just finished reading Veronika Decides to Die. It tooke me years before I got the chance to read it. I really want read it. And at last, I was already able to read it :) At first I was not having fun reading it. Walang thrill sa una at boring sa una. Pero as I continued reading it, it became so exciting. Yes, that's the style of Mr.Coelho. Haha. I love the ending :) Maybe Mr.Coelho could have elaborated more on what happend to the character s :) The book changed some of my perspectives. Next on the list is The Witch of Portobello. At last, I found an owner :D But before reading it, I still need to read my textbooks. Exams already next week. :S Oh well, good luck to me.

Oh yes, I'll do my best for the next quarters. I'll study hard for the exams. Addict na ata ako sa pag-aaral. Haha.

I did not know that Impossible love can lead to depression. Haha. I read it from the book. Here's the story of Zedka:

Zedka fell in love with a man who was alrady commited with someone else. She withrawed all of her money just to get into the other side of the ocean for the man he loves. Yes, they had a relationship. She stayed in cheap hotel rooms and waited for the guy who rarely called her until one day, the guy never called already. She went back to her own country. Then she alrady forgot the guy and met a good man. They fell in love with each other and eventually got married after a year. They were a happy family until one day she remembered her lover from the past. She missed him. She started hiring investigators to look for the guy. She made international phone calls and found no answer. She sent express mails and found the mails returning back to her. She spend a lot of their money without her husband knowing it. She was thinking that maybe her lover was also unsuccessfully searching for her. Yes, she became depressed. She slept all days and was up at nights. She even slapped her child without any reason and knelt in her child's feet asking for forgiveness. She did not go out of the room and even treated the bed as her bathroom. And so she was brought to Villete.

Imagine, many years had passed already, but what caused her depression was her Impossible love many years back. Haha. Lord, huwag naman sana mangyari yun sa kahait sinong kakilala ko. Haha.

But I do really hate that feeling. Yung pagkasayang. Haha. Oh well.

Click Five's in Trinoma later. I don't know if I am going but I want Kyle Patrcik :(

Being crazy and insane is not bad. It is just being not like the normal. You cannot explore life without being insane :)

Wow, malinis na siya ule :) April 23 ang kanyang birthday pero siya ay walang pangalan. Haha. Sabi nila mukha daw bear. Whatever. Baboy kasi siya. Haha.

Oh well. I feel so new :)

I'm enjoying playing Hands Down and Heels Over Head:)

you were worth a thousand miles but you couldn't stay awhile.

Sarcasm irritates me.

2007-09-23T14:04:00.000-07:00

Mehn. We're not going to Church again, but I want to. Their reasons are really not enough. Yes, I am so so irritated. Mehn. I have my points but I am not in the right place. Proving my points right in front of them would be like showing them disrespect. Oh well, my points are wasted. No rights for us mehn. No right to correct them. They are older.

I do love applying sarcasam, but I do not love sarcasm being applied to me. Mehn. Who loves people who are sarastic anyway? Darn. Okei, change topic.

I do not like to go to school. Haha. I don'k know. I feel s lazy going to school. Yes I am busy, but I do not feel so contented and I don't know why :(

FOB concert. How I wish that I was able to watch it. Too bad, I did not have enough money and I was SO SURE that they would not allow me so I did not bother asking permission from them. So I just went to Trinoma last Friday. Sinulyapan ko lang si Elliot Yamin. No regrets. His smile was so cute :))

OH WELL. I'M TIRED.

my post is so random.

2007-09-22T22:34:00.001-07:00

It's Saturday today and I'm doing mt homeworks right now. A four day vacation for the juniors,alright! :)

Anyway, this week has really been a very tiring one for me. I needed to collect funds for our class and the downpayments for the prom venue downpayment. Haha. How I wish that they were all mine. Anyway, I have no intention of klepto-ing (term from cha's multiply :)) them. Haha. Even if they call me kurakot. Hindi naman ako ganun noh! Haha. Trainings resumed also already. 15 rounds of jogging was a nice sign of welcome to the training. Haha. Oh yes. Of course we were not conditioned at first so we really got tires. During the start of the run, I think I was the first in the line. The suddenly, 10 rounds was changed to 15 rounds. So I changed my pace. Haha. I even said to ate nicdom: "Uy 15 rounds daw! Bagalan nalang natin. Haha!". Anyway, at least during second day of training, hindi na ko hinigal and I was able to maintain my pace. Haha.

Yesterday was our outreach. It was really fun :) Partner ko si Hope. Inaya niya kasi ako. Haha. Anyway, there. I forgot the digicam. Stupid me. I even had a permit. During our reunion I forgot the memory card. Haha. To contnue my story, we sitted at the near back of the bus. It was really so hot in the bus if you're going to ask me. But don't ask me. Haha. People in the back were really fun to be with. Of course, vanity was the main attraction in the bus and second was the eating. So while we were going to Marikina, pinagtitripan nila yung signs along the way. Haha. Nice. When we reached Boys Town, at last, fresh air. Haha. Then we met the kids. Even if it was called "The Boys' Town", of course there were girls. Kadors, Eur and KatGar were the emcees. I was asked to play Waves of Mercy for the Opening Prayer. Haha. Ansaya talaga tumugtog ng praise song:) At first, all of them were very shy but when we started the games, luckily we were able to convince them to join. The first game was Marimar. A pair (one student and one kid) should be able to shoot the straws in the holes of the cans then dance Marimar on the end then get the straws again. Haha. Napasayaw ng Marimar ang dalawang Bea. Nakakatawa:)) The second game was the one with the balloons. Haha. Ayaw pumutok ng balloon sa paa ko. Very embarrassing. Haha. After that, we ate. Acutally I really did not eat. I just drank juice. So jackpot with the iced cold orange zesto. Haha. Bea and I just sang and shared some thoughts and some our knowledge on the songs we know to play. After that, we ended the program with the Waves of Mercy again. My classmates taught the kids the action in the Waves of Mercy. I played it again. Haha. Napagtripan kong tugtugin nanaman ang walang kamatayang One Way. Hindi planado tapos kinanta nila. Aba. Haha. Then we left. During our ride back to the school. My classmates really waited for Game Ka Na Ba in the TV. Haha. Adik kayo. So when we were already back, it was almost lunch time. Aba, dalawa ang meeting ko. Sabay pa. Kamusta naman. Pero dun nalang ako pumunta sa kung saan kailangan talaga ko. Haha. It was our guidance period after lunch. We got the results of our IQ Test. Hindi naman nagbago ang aking IQ. Haha. Then after guidance was our CL period. Miss Malayas showed us two manila papers. Only in the Movies. Haha. Ang funny talaga :D Parang puro, oonga nu? Sayang wala yung lagi huli yung mga pulis unless yung pulis yung lead. Haha. Trigo was after CL. New lesson in getting the sides and the angles of the triangle. Good thing I got it easily :) MA was our last period. Shitty my test. Haha. Then during training, so many laterals. Haha. Then I waited for my dad for an hour. When he picked me up, he asked me where do I want to eat? I reminded him during the morning to bring my phone but he forgot to bring it. Haha. So we picked-up my mom and went to The Block. Eating Fetuccine Carbonara with Iced White Chocolate/Vanilla Shake with a Raspberry FIC is heaven but a sin. Haha. Anlabo. Anyway, then we met my brother somewhere then waited and picked up my sister near Lagro for almost an hour. Yes, it was really a very tiring day.

I'm already finish reading Mitch Albom's For One More Day. Read it for two days but I think that if I wasn't that busy, I could have finished it in just a day. Anyway, tinamaan ako. These days kasi I've been so so irritated. Haha.

The songs that my sister sings every now and then are really nice. Napakagaling magpatama. Wala Nang Iba, Alam Mo Na Yun and Lips of an Angel. Oh, really thanks to her. Haha.Oh well.

Buhay Baboy Nanaman.

2007-08-16T16:03:00.000-07:00

Classes are suspended. Naiinis ako na nainis ako kanina. Haha.

Oh well. I'm not productive during the start of the day. But I'll try to be later.

Ang cute. Nakita ko sa multiply. Napakacute :)) Haha. Kailan kaya ako makakanood ng gig ng Boomfields?

Anyway, my dream was so strange. Haha. Kinilig talaga ko. Haha! Napanaginipan ko ba naman si Miggy :))

Yeah, I'll change for the better. I'm running out of words.

I read my posts during a year ago and 2 years ago. Yes, my posts sucked :D Haha.

I am finish with you. Thanks for the memories.

Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

2007-08-12T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm so so amazed with this song :)

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Boredom was not able to kill me. (this is random.)

2007-08-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

I was already typing yesterday but I changed my mind. Haha. I thought that it was not worth posting. I didn't have many things to type. Haha.

Today is the day. Yeah. Haha. Birthday ni Ate Beloi ngayon. Happy Birthday sa kanya. Haha.

Ginaw na ginaw ako kagabi sa number one na electricfan. Haha. Ansakit ng ulo ko. Nakatulog ako ng may earphones sa tenga :P

So yesterday, buhay baboy nanaman. Haha. Grabe, ang boring talaga kahapon sobraaa. Wala akong masabi. Haha.

Patok talaga ang mga gm ni Jea :) Kaso medyo masama. Pero hindi ko maiwasan na matawa talaga. Oh well. Avoid temptation. Haha. Ang karma ay nasa tests :))

Yes, I already need to be careful with my gm's lalo na sa mga makabagdamdamain kong lyrics :D Haha.

My dad drove my mom to office for my mom's duty and after that, he would be going to the salon in kalayaan and have footspa. My mom asked me if I want to go with my dad. I refused:) Haha. Bakit? Ewan ko. Tinatamad ako. Luho ang pagpapafootspa. Haha. Umiiwas na ko sa luho. Baon na ko sa utang. Haha.

Sana magsimba kami :)

Oh yes, I promise to study later. Kinakabahan ako sa geom test. Haha.

I want a copy of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' Album, Don't Fake It. Haha. Shitty talaga. Anganda nung Your Guardian Angel :)) Oh no talaga. Haha.

Hindi ako nagsasawang sabihan si Donna Fe ng adik. Haha. At ako raw ay mayabang. Aba. Nagagaya na talaga. Haha!

Mas masaya ang pagpapakabatugan kesa sa pakikipag-away sa eklats :D

Haha. Yes I agree. Haha.

Oh well, this is really a random post. Haha. Gusto ko na magtrain! Sobraaa. Oh well.

Yes, I'll be better :)

Sobrang LSS ako sa Stolen. Haha.

I watch you spin around in the highest hills. You are the best one of the bst ones :) You have stolen my heart :)

Usapang Ospital at Dugo

2007-07-29T10:02:00.000-07:00

Sa mga nakaraang araw ay naging liban ang aking kaklaseng si Alex dahil sakit na dengue. Ansaklap, definitely. Haha. Nung nag-online ako, nakita ko yung pangalan niya at in-IM ko siya. Kinamusta ko siya.

lexi calda: 2 weeks ka ba naging absent?
alex_dance_viray: grbe tlga
alex_dance_viray: parang ganun
lexi calda: pano ba nagsimula?
alex_dance_viray: masakit n xe katawan ko nung monday last2 wk
alex_dance_viray: tas nung wed may lagnat na ako
alex_dance_viray: hanggang naospital na ako at lahat lahat
alex_dance_viray: tas aun.. nung friday lng ako nakalabas ng ospital
lexi calda: sang ospital?
alex_dance_viray: children's medical center
lexi calda: owwlexi calda: boring sa ospital??
alex_dance_viray: sa banawe
alex_dance_viray: sobra..lng magawa
lexi calda: di pa kasi ako naaospital bukod sa pinanganak ako
alex_dance_viray: may sugat pa nga kamay ko sa dextrose eh
alex_dance_viray: :P lexi calda: anskalap naman nun alex_dance_viray: haha..alex_dance_viray: saklap tlga
lexi calda: gusto ko maospital
lexi calda: :))
alex_dance_viray: may mga pasa pasa pa ako sa pinangkuhaan ng dugo skn ehalex_dance_viray: badtrip
lexi calda: woah.
alex_dance_viray: nyeh
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: nakakatrauma cguro
alex_dance_viray: d nmn
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: ok lng nmn maospital
alex_dance_viray: boring lng tlga at magastos
alex_dance_viray: sinalinan pa kaya ako ng dugo
lexi calda: transfusion?
alex_dance_viray: oo
alex_dance_viray: platelet lng
alex_dance_viray: san ka pa!
alex_dance_viray: :))
lexi calda: pano yun?
alex_dance_viray: d ko dn alam
alex_dance_viray: bsta ung bag ng dugo puti!
alex_dance_viray: lexi calda: woah
lexi calda: gusto ko makakita nun!
alex_dance_viray: hahahaah!
alex_dance_viray: gud lak nmn!
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: feel ko kung ako yun kakabahan ako!
alex_dance_viray: kinakabahan nga ako nun eg
alex_dance_viray: *h
alex_dance_viray: kinukuhaan xe ako ng bp every hour nun
lexi calda: woah
alex_dance_viray: tas nung nalaman ko.. antaas ng bp ko!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: nakakatakot naman yun
lexi calda: whaat?
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: freeky xa
alex_dance_viray: antagal nga nun eh..
alex_dance_viray: mga 4 hrs at
aalex_dance_viray: eh gabi pa gnawa un
lexi calda: nako baka kung ako un hinimatay na ko.
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: hahah!
alex_dance_viray: grbe!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: seryoso~
lexi calda: *!
alex_dance_viray: freaky xa
alex_dance_viray: pramis
lexi calda: wag mo ko takutin
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: ayaw ko na pala maospital!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: ok lng yan
lexi calda: hahaaha
alex_dance_viray: depende nmn sa kaso mo eh
lexi calda: sbgay
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: takot kaya ako sa dugo!
alex_dance_viray: ako din eh!
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: freaked out kaya ako pagkinuhaan ako ng dugo
lexi calda: dati gusto ko maging doctor
lexi calda: pero nagbago isip ko
lexi calda:
alex_dance_viray:
alex_dance_viray: bqt? dhl sa bdugo?
lexi calda: oo
alex_dance_viray: ako dati dn gus2 ko maging doctor
alex_dance_viray: kaso dhl sa dugo na yan!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: pareho pala tayo eh!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: oo nga eh
lexi calda: haha
lexi calda: oh well

so ayun. wala talaga akong idea kung anong feeling ng naospital. haha.

oh well. ngayon lang ako nakapgblog ule. ewan. sinisipag na ko mag-aral :) at naparaming prioritites at priorities. sort of last week na bukas. so siguro medyo busy na. haha.

anyway.

nung thursday, nagdive ako nung training. eh yung drill 3-on-3. binabantayan ko si ate beloi at ayun. nadulas ako at nadala. bumagsak una yung tuhod ko. ah ewan : wala na ako sa mood magpost. may bago akong crush :))

sarcastic smile and fake hellos. :

Living In Color daw o.

2007-07-23T11:38:00.000-07:00

It's SONA today. Our school is near Commonwealth. That is why we have no classes today :) Haha.

Takte talaga yung si Allan. Ako ay lageh niyang pinapatawa. Sinendan niya ko ng song. Living in Color yung title. Tapos nung pinakinggan ko, whaat? Hahaha! Basta, tingnan nalang sa aking multiply :))

Anyway, yes. SONA. Don't expect that I'll watch it. Never pa kong nakabuo nun. Haha. Maybe I'll just study for English :)

Oh yes, one realization of mine. Papansin ako. Haha.

Ah ewan, ako ay may gagawin pa.

Adios :D

here I go scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one.

False Pretense.

2007-07-21T23:03:00.000-07:00

Okei, ibig sabihin ng aking post na ito ay may ibig sabihin. Yeah, I have time for blogging :)

Today is our Calisthenics Day. Whaat? Is there such? Haha. Ewan. Oh well. It was fine.

You're just too hott to look at :D Haha. Sadyang may mga taong masarap tingnan-Lexi and Donna

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng aking post so just bear with me. Haha.

Oh yes, happy birthday to Binkee:)

Napaklamig ngayon. Bakit? Kasi ako ay nakaupo sa sahig at napakalamig ng aircon. Haha. At isa pa, walang hott dito. Haha. Whaat? Oh well.

Andami talagang sakit ng tyan ko. Haha. Ewan. Sanay na ako.

SONA sa Monday. Balita ko ay inanyayahan ni Gloria ang mga magsasaka. Bakit kaya? Haha. Actually, never pa kong nakapanood ng buong SONA. Gusto ko nga gumummick sa Monday eh. Haha.

Sabi ni Di bibigyan daw niya ko ng chocolate sa Tuesday:) Wowiez :)

Yeah, it 's really hard if you're both irritated with each other. What comes next? Sa tingin ko ay wala na talagang patutunguhan dear.

I'M SO INLOVE. Yung bag sa nike. Argh. Sana talaga mayaman nalang ako. Haha.

UNFORGETTABLE SCENES THIS WEEK:

Scene 1: Naglalakad ako palabas ng Screening Gate. Nagmamadali ako dahil andun na yung sundo ko. Sabay ang mga teachers ay nasa may screening gate.

Lexi: Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms. Sabordo. Hi Miss. *Kaway kay Ms.O.* Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms.Ambat*
Ms.O: Parang sabog ka ata Alexi ah? Galing ka sa enrichment nu?
Lexi: Ms. hindi po!

Scene 2: Sa kotse

Lexi: Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko... *kumakanta*
Papa: Kanina mo pa ko hinahanap ah.
Lexi: Okei?

ang corny. haha!

SANA MATALINO NALANG AKO SA GEOM.
SANA MAYAMAN NALANG AKO.

ang lame ng post ko. wala kasi akong maisip eh.

what's your name anonymous? where you at anonymous? when I think about you I get a rush. Wanna meet my Miss Anonymous.

Kaninang umaga at ang araw ngayon.

2007-07-09T17:53:00.000-07:00

Sa aming mga pagpupulong sa "Finance Committee" kung saan ang "chairperson" ay si Karen, mayroon kaming tinatawag na "Filipino Day" at "English Day". Haha. Sa aking blog ngayon ay "Filipino Day". Whaaat? Haha.

Kaninang umaga, ako ay medyo nagmadaling maligo at magbihis. Gusto ko kasi mapanood yung bloomfields doon sa umagang kay ganda, sa pagnanais na makita at masilayan si Rocky. Sa kasamaaang palad, hindi ko nasilayan ang bloomfields. Napakasaklap na pangyayari. Habang naglilipat ng istasyon, bigla ko nakita ang "video" ng Wala Nang Iba, at ako ay natuwa. Pagkalipat sa isa pang istasyon ay ang "video" naman ng Stolen. Napakagaling talaga! Tapos biglang pagkatapos noon, biglang, woah! Anonymous! Tapos biglang dumating na yung bus. Argh. Ansaklap. Haha.

Noong "flag ceremony", kagaya ng dati, ipinaulit sa amin ang pagkanta ng Lupang Hinirang at Alma Mater. Ansaklap nanaman! Pagkatapos noon ay ang CL namin na asignatura. Wala si Bb. Malayas dahil retreat ng mga taga ikaapat na baitang. Sabi nila, may namimiss daw ako sa mga nagretreat. Whaaaat? Wala noh. Napakaingay talaga ng aming klase. Sumunod sa CL ay ang Pinoi. Sa kasklapan ng buhay, ang tanging mga mali ko lang sa pagsusulit ay yung mga bagay na nakalimutan ko. Noong "recess" ay nagpasa kami ule ng "proposal" kay Gng. Torralba. Sa wakas, may inaapprove na siya :) Noong AP ay naglaro at nagkaroon kami ng diskusyon. Pagkatapos noon ay Geom. Sa wakas, medyo nakukuha ko na talaga! Pagkatapos ng Geom ay ang Chem. Napakasaya talaga kasama ng aking mga groupmates. Si Hope, si Denise at si Beatriz. Haha. Ilang beses na nga ba ngayong araw ko sinabi ang pangalan na Beatriz? Ewan. Trip ko lang talagang tawagin siyang Beatriz kanina. At ako ay tinawag niyang Alexi. Haha. Noong English ay ipnrisinta na namin ang aming presentasyon sa MA. Sadyang adlib lang ang lahat. Pero sa awa ng Diyos ay naisalba naman namin ang aming grado. Haha. Noong Trigo ay nagkaroon kami ng pagsusulit. Medyo mababa ang aking nakuhang grado pero ayos lang.

Kailangan ko talaga ng pagkakakitaan. Yung baon ko ngayong linggo at nakalaan na sa load ko sa sun at sa class funds.

Suma total, ayos naman ang aking araw. Ewan ko. Hindi ko naramdaman ang araw na 'to. Walang reyalidad. Walang malalim na pakiramdam.

Sino pa ang hinahanap mo? Nandito lang naman ako. Mahal kita ikaw lang at wala nang iba. Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko.

Our Chem Activity :)

2007-07-07T18:27:00.000-07:00

The other day, we had our Chem Activity realted to the Intensive, Extensive, and Chemical Properties of Matter. We were aske to cut out a our miniature forms in colored papers and hang them on our neck. We had to write some things about our classmates on their back while they cannot see it.

These were the things written on my cut out :)

responsible +siyempre kailangan para sa grades!
energetic +dipende ito :)
optimistic +i don't want to make myself miserable :)
friendly +minsan snob daw ako ah.
sexy +whaaaaat???? :D
pretty +kagimbal-gimbal naman ito. nanay ko lang ang nagsasabi niyan :)) sino ba nagsulat nito?
tulala :D +si eloi nagsulat nito. lageh nila ko tinitignan ni katgar badtrip. haha
hot +really? bawal magsinungaling nu. sa paningin lang yan ni donna! haha. di ko nga alam kung sino nagsulat nito eh.
basketball lageh! +di naman. kumakain, natutulog, at tumutugtog rin naman ako!
twin ni Jan +haha. hindi kasi eh. mas maganda ko kei Jan! joke. ah oo nga pala. Jan had her surgery. I hope that she's okei.
smart +globe at sun ako.
funny +ang corny ko kaya!
cute :) +baka pacute?
emo +definitely not!
masayahin +masaya kasi pag masaya :D
tao na matalino na kamukha ni Jan + hindi ako taong matalino. at inuulit ko, mas maganda ako kei Jan :D
galing mag b-ball :) yey! :) +di ako magaling. medyo marunong lang.
definitely cool :) +sabi nung isa hot? haha.
mabait +depende sa tao minsan.
dear lexi, ang sexi sexi mo oh yeah! +anlakas mambola ni kadors!
sooper smart!! (trigo pa nga lng e.:)) +sana geom nalang. haha. di nga ko smart.
lexi, hmm. lovable seatmate ko! :) approachable & everything! :) "crushable"? whaat? -hope +hay nako hope. crushable? huwaaaaaaat???

Yeah. Those were the things written. Haha.

Natawa lang ako :)

Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko.

2007-07-02T18:22:00.000-07:00

I don't know. I'm doing my home works. I missed blogging here. Haha. Hindi ko makita kung saang lupalop ko makikita yung sagot sa tanong sa entrep. Oh well. Imbento na lang :))

Try-outs on Wednesday. Wowiez! I miss coach. I miss training. Anyway, I still have today and tomorrow. Kailangan kong gumaling. I'm quite sick.

I don't know what to say :)) Naeexcite lang talaga ko.

I'll post next time :D

i'll give you my final blow.

betrayal and disappointment.

2007-06-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

I've been quite busy. Yes, third year life's very hectic dude. I don't know. I already have my savings :) Which is so so so good :)

I was elected as class treasurer. Haha. Goodluck to me. Kurakot daw? Nakakatawa. I'm starting to love Katarungan already, which is a very good thing. Well, I just hope that this school year would be a good one :)

Last Wednesday, we held the try-outs for the club. Haha. Basketball Club. Yeah, it was fun :) Gusto ko na magtrain :) Gusto ko na rin mag-intrams!!

Anyway, yes. Betrayal and disappointment was there. It was like talking behind my back. Don't just trust your insitincts. Look for you proofs or evidences. During trials in courts, evidences and proofs are really the ones who have the bigger percent of credibiliy. Evidences are stronger than the statements of the witnesses. Judges don't just assume to be able to make the decisions. I was really disappointed. Credibility's taken. Trust is taken. What's left are just doubts. Doubts, doubts and doubts. Acccept your consequences. I'll not be the one to give you your consequences even though I'm still here and I'll guide you and would still be your friends. Oh well. Live your life and I'll live my life. Let's just all be happy. Be careful.

Oh well. Many deadlines to meet on monday. I gotta go.

at the end of the day it ain't worth it.

quick post :)

2007-06-13T19:23:00.000-07:00

Oh quick post only. My sister would use the laptop. Anyway, yeah. Long time no post. Third year would be a ver y busy year for me. Many homeworks and quizzes. Wow, sana kayanin ko. Wala pang training sa lagay na 'to ah. Pano kaya pag meron na. Wala nang tulugan? Haha. Ayaw ko na magcellphone. Anyway, masaya naman ang third year eh. Ewan, masyado kong nachchallenge. Haha. Bakit ko nga ba naman iisipin na mahirap? Nasa state of mind din kas yan ng tao. Kung iisipin mong mahirap, lalo kang mahihirapan. Sabi nga ng isang tao sa'kin. Madali lang naman daw ang third year basta makikinig ka lageh. Hindi mo na rin kailangang mag-aral pag ganun. Sabi pa ng isang tao, isipin ko nalang daw, yung ibang tao nga nalampasana yung third year eh. Nakayanan nila. So ibig sabihin kaya ko rin diba. Basta, I want to be productive this year :) I know my goals and what I really want.

Oh yes. Rejection dude. Haha. Okei lang. unaffected.

Oh well. I need to go. Gusto ko nang magtrain. Gusto ko na mag-intrams. I miss playing ball.
Argh. Sinisipon ako. Ganito ako pag lageh ako late nan natutulog. Anyway, yes. I'll reach my goals :)

Ang cute talaga ni Rocky, oh no. :)

These days lageh ako napapasabi ng..."Huwat?!?" o kaya, "Cute ah." Haha

What's with Lexi? I'll choose to be happy everyday :)

I've got an ice box where my heart used to be.

Huling araw.

2007-06-03T17:43:00.000-07:00

It's already the last day of summer. Summer was so fast. Yeah, super. And I think I did not have a good one. Haha. I was not productive. Haha. I wanted to attend lessons. Lessons for anything kinda extra-ordinary. Pwede na rin yung tumulay sa lubid. Haha. Joking. I wanted to learn a new instruement. Actually, dream ko yung drums, violin at sax. Kaso hanggang panaginip nalang ata yun. Haha. Hindi naman ako yung lageh pinapayagang umalis. Kaya, BADTRIP. Haha

It's so good to be back with old friends :) Angaling. Yung barkada ko dun sa subdivision ng pinsan ko, parang kagaya na ule ng dati. Nakakamiss sila. Haha. Ansaya :)

I really don't know what to post. Lol. Haha. Ieend ko na 'to.

current stat. message: You're gonna lose that girl.
-Haha. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang yung line. Nakakatawa. Haha!

Ayun, bumili kami ng kapatid ko ng mga album. A Promise (Chicosci), Infinity in High (FOB) at The Bloomfields (self-titled). Ang nice :) Basta, anganda talaga nung A Promise tapos yung Alam Mo Na Yun. Basta, ayun.

Classes tomorrow already. Katarungan ang aking section. Classmates kami ni Carmille :) Angaling :) Pero ayaw ko pa pumasok :(

Wala na talaga kong masabi.

di kasi masabi sa'yo na ano.

Multiply and the Pasan Video.

2007-06-01T12:12:00.000-07:00

Everytime I connect to the internet, I open many accounts. There's even an order of which account I would open first. After successfully connecting to the internet, I first open my ym account then create a stat message. After that, I would open 2 windows. One for friendster and one for multiply. After checking those accounts, I open blogger and LJ. Yes, 3 blogs, and greatly I am able to update them all from time to time. That is a routine already. Photobucket and WMP are just options.

So while checking my multiply account awhile ago, I did not have any replies or any invitations. So I just looked and scanned through the updated of my contacts. Ate pk's entry caught me. Haha. It was about basketball, our trainings, coach and the try-outs. Yes, I saw her real dedication to our sport :) The truth is, I also want classes to start already. The same reason with her. Basketball training. I really miss it. I also miss coach. For me, coach is very important in my life. He is really a good mentor, not only of basketball but also values. Her entry made me smile because I also felt the sameway with her:) After seeing her entry, I scanned again and saw Ms.Platon's. Then I remembered that I posted in her guestbook yesterday. Then this was her reply :)

Sobrang natouch ako. Sobrang naantig ang aking puso. Favorite teacher ko kasi siya eh. And I really hate the fact that she would be leaving teaching for a while. Sayang talaga one year ko lang siya naging teacher. But I'm happy that I became the English Secretary of our class. Through it, in a way, we also became close. Ako nga yung nahihiya sa kanya because she always gives considerations to late passers of out communication exercises, rough drafts and formal themes. Nakakahiya. Hindi ko nga nafeel na responsible akp eh. Kasi isang beses lang nangyari na buong class nagpass.

Coach and Ms. Platon are very important people to me. They are very great mentors. I miss them. :(

Moving on, last night, my sister and I waited for the new music video of Callalily, "Pasan". I knew the song already for months. August pa lang kasi mei album na nila ko. Nakakatawa si Alden tumakbo habang yung guitar nasa likod niya. Haha. Pero nabawi yung ng pagiging hot niya sa stage yung masyadong niyang comedy na pagtakbo :D

Nakakaaddict ang bloomfields. Haha. Ang cute talaga ni Rocky :) Gusto ko bumili ng album nila.

It's raining. Analamig. Haha. I guess I would be quite busy today. We would bring lola to the doctor and tentatively, we would be going to MOA. Pano yun, mas gusto ko yung Nike sa Trinoma eh. Haha. Bahala na si God :) Naku kung MOA, hindi ata ako pwede magchucks? Hindi kasi friendly ang chucks sa paa ko eh. Bahala na talaga.

sa sandaling 'to ikaw lang at wala nang iba.

Ale, nasa langit na ba ako?

2007-05-31T11:47:00.000-07:00

Ilang beses ko na nga bang narinig yang linyang yan ngayong araw? Haha. Nakakatawa. The Bloomfields makes me smile :) haha. Their songs are very jolly :) Thy're not making me down like Typecast. Haha. Okei, I'm not making a comparison here. I have no right. And they have different genres.

I was supposed to post yesterday but then we ran out of internet card. So yesterday was just a normal they. It was just like the other days as I can say. Anywas, again. Yesterday, naresolbahan na ang paglilihi ko. Haha. I was craving for halo-halo while it was raining. Kamusta naman yun? Ewan. Favorite ko kasi yung halo-halo :) Napakasarap :) Nakakakilig :) Hahaha. Tapos, okei na sana eh. Kaso nawala yung kinain ko nung nagbike ako. I was supposed to buy internet card. Electronic yung pagloload nila, so the lady got my number and said that she would just text me the username and the password. When I got home. Shitty. She texted me. She said that naubos na raw yung load nila kaya kunin ko nalang yung 100 ko. Aba, ansakit kaya sa legs at pwet ang magbike. Lalo na kung yung mga kalye sa inyo ay hindi talagang patag at may pataas at pababa. So ayun, sinabi ko bukas ko nalang kukunin (ngayong umaga). Dalawang beses ako naligo kahapon. Ang aga ko nga ring nagising. Haha. Then Starr and I tested. We were talking about school. Super nakakapraning nga at nakakasira ng ulo. We relly don't have any idea on the things that would happen this coming school year. Sabi niya anlakas daw nung feeling niya na classmates daw kami. Wow. Sana nga :)

Dapat may date kami ngayong ni Starr :) Too bad, our schedules are really clashing. Next time nalang:)

So ayun, I got my 100 this morning. Nagbike ako as usual. Going there and going home, aba, Lips of an Angel yung kanta. Nice. But it's not really a big deal.

Oh well, today's the last normal day for me :) We would be going out tomorrow:) Nahihirapan talaga ko. Nike na bag o Nike na slippers? Pwede bang pareho nalang? Haha.

sa sandaling 'to puso'y parang lilipad na...

Thrill.

2007-05-29T15:04:00.000-07:00

Ah ewan. Sobrang boring dude. Ewan. Ang boring ng buhay ko. Wala yung hinahanap kong thrill. Wala yung hinahanap kong excitement. Walang bagong nangyayari. Walang special na nangyayari. Wala kong niloolook forward. For short: boring talaga. Argh. Ewan ko.

Wala ako sa mood mag-Ingles. Grabe. Hayy. Ewan. Miss Universe kanina. Oh yes, Miss Korea is my dreamgirl. Yuck. Joke lang. Haha. Ang totoo ay mas maganda pa siya kei Miss Japan na siyang naging Miss Universe. Sayang lang hindi nga maganda yung nasagot niya. Sabi nga ni Carmille, dapat daw nanood ng Heroes si Miss Korea. Haha. Sabi nga namin, dapat yung power ni Hiro :) He can bend space and time. Haha. Yun yun eh. So she can change the future. Ayun. Sayang ang kahottan niya.

6 days to go may pasok na. Wow. Nung mga nakaraang araw naeexcite ako kasi gusto ko na talaga mag-aral. Pero nawala yung excitement ko. Ewan. Ang boring ng buhay ko. Walang thrill. Haha. Ewan. Challenge. Gusto ko ng challenge. Ah ewan ko. Bahala na si Buttman. Haha. Ano kayang magiging section ko at sino ang mga kaklase ko? Ewan ko. Kahit sino kanila Starr, Donna at Carmille okei na sa'kin. Masaya na ko dun. Kung lahat sila, aba, jackpot prize na yun dude. Nakakatawa nga si Starr, sabi niya kahit ako lang daw yugn classmate niya ayos na raw sa kanya yun. 51 siya ako isa. O di 52 na kami. Haha. Tapos napunta pa sa Intrams at Prom yung usapan namin. Ang tanda na namin. Haha.

Wala akong magawa. Hindi ako makapagcharge ng telepono dahil nasa loob ng kwarto nila Mama. Siyempre, antanga ko. Hindi ko nababa kanina. Nakalock yung kwarto nila. Pero okei lang. Tinatamad akong magtext. So ayun, dalawang araw na kong nagbibike sa umaga. Napakaaccident prone ko. Nung unang beses kasi, naligaw ako. Haha. Hindi naman kasi ako madalas na lumabas ng bahay eh. At unang beses kong mapunta sa side ng subdivision na yun. Ayun. Pero bago yun, argh. Badtrip yung isang Honda. Nag-overtake siya. Siyempre ano nga ba naman ang laban ng bike sa kotse. So tumabi ako sa layo na makakaya ko. Nagkasalubong kami. Siyempre, ayokong mabundol. Unang-una, nakakahiya. Pangalawa, mahal maospital. So ayun, sumampa ko sa gutter. Bute nalang hindi ako sumubsob. Yung pangalawa, ayun, hindi ko napansin agad yung humps. Late na ko nakapagbreak. Wow, medyo lumipad yung bike. Bute hindi ako tumalsik. Nakakatawa.

Mag-iisang linggo na simula nung binangungot ako. Shitty that. Simula nun nahihirapan na ko matulog. Sobra. Lageh putol-putol tulog ko o kaya lageh ako nananaginip. Badtrip. Kulang nalang ay uminom ako ng sleeping pills. Ewan. Bwisit. Bute nalang kagabi medyo okei na. Hindi masyadong putol-putol pero nanaginip pa rin ako. Tss.

Starr! Kamusta ka? Ako bored pare. Haha.

Argh...Thrill? Excitement? Challenge?

Gusto ko ng kayakap sa dilim. Period. Haha!

ang lame nanaman ng post ko.

"...and I still don't have the reason and you still don't have the time."

Dito sa North Pole.

2007-05-25T21:14:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, new time slot for blogging? No. I'm not really in the mood to blog. But this is the only thing I can do right now. Ako ay nasa North Pole :D Joke. Sa ABS. I can still remember, October 21 last year, I was also here. Good thing the temperature's not that low. Sorry na, lamigin kasi ako eh. Haha. I am supposed to be in The Block. But then, yeah, sanitary purposes. Haha! Shitty that. Yey. Binilhan ako ni Papa ng Vanilla Cream. Yun ang heaven :) Yun o..sabi nga ni Ahleng. Haha! Ang funny.

The rainy season already started. Wow! So early. Lalo ng nakakatamad maligo :D

Badtrip, lowbat na yung phone ko. We would still go to The Block later. I just don't know if we'll watch a movie.

We were in Trinoma an hour ago, the mall in front of SM along North Avenue. Some stores were not yet open. Siyempre, una naming tinignan yung Nike at Adidas nila. How I wish that I am rich. Haha. Kung mayaman lang ako, lahat na ng gamit ko Nike! Haha. Pero hindi eh. Sa Adidas, ang gusto ko run yung mga jacket! Haha. Adik ako sa jacket. Sobra. Kung pwede ngalang na lahat ng kulay ng jacket meron ako eh. Haha. SELF-PROCLAIMED ADDICT. Ansama ko talaga. Masyadong wordlt. Tsk. Anyway, pangarap lang naman yung mga yun eh. Kontento naman ako sa kung ano ako at anong meron ako ngayon.

So how's Alexi? Oh well, I'm cool. Haha. Don't get it literally. I'm happy:)

Kagabi, accidentally, pareho kami ng pinapakinggan. Haha. Basta, napakacorny nung sa 94.7. Tss. Haha.
Example! CHINA. Come Here I Need Affection.
Haha!

O sige na, aaminin ko na. Favorite ko yung Maging Sino Ka Man. Haha! Badtrip matatapos na siya ngayon. Kanina hinayang na hinayang pa ko na hindi ko mapapanood yung ending. Kung di pala ko sumama kei Papa eh hindi ko mapapanood. Haha!

I'm already running out of words. Sige, isa pang kacornyhan!

LIBYA. Love Is Beautiful. You Also :) haha!

wish that you still want me the way I want you...-Ice Box

Tell Her

2007-05-25T20:54:00.000-07:00

Tell Her
Jesse McCartney

I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

[Refrain:]
I can't believe
Her hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please

[Chorus:]
If you see my girl
Just tell her
I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her
Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
Her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please

[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her I know how it feels

[Chorus]

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

Buhay Baboy.

2007-05-24T15:59:00.000-07:00

Buhay Baboy, hindi sa baboy na ko. Haha. Buhay Babiy, buhay tamad. Yeah, yun yun. Anong oras na hindi pa ko naliligo. Nakakatamad kasi. Anlamig pa ngayon (dahil sa fan). Uulan ata. Ansarap siguro maligo sa ulan. Matagal ko nang di nagagawa yun. Ginagawa ko yung friendster profile ng kapatid ko. May bayad. Haha. Nakakatawa ka chat si Ate Sam kanina. Ah basta, boredom kills :( Magtatatlong araw na kong walang load. Okei lang sa'kin. Haha. Dapat lalabas kami nila Carmille ngayon. Kaso wala nga akong pera. Sana mei bike ako. Haha. Tinatawanan ako ng kapatid ko sa post ko. Ewan, ang lame naman kasi ng post ko ngayon.

makes me wonder...

makes me wonder.

2007-05-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

Tinatamad na ko magblog. Tinatamad na ko magcellphone. Haha. Ooopss..Baka sabihin ng nanay ko pag nabasa niya 'to, huwag na ko mag-internet at magcellphone. Haha. Ewan. Ayoko na magcellphone. Sabihin nating, hindi ko masyado kailangan at wala namang nakakaalala sa'kin. Haha. Tapos ngayon ginagawa ko nalang pampalipas oras yung cellphone. So ayun. Tapos itong blog, tinatamad ako magpost. Wala kasing masyadong nangyayari ngayon. Haha.

Ilang araw nalang pasukan na. Wow. Sino kyang classmates ko? Goodluck sa lahat. Sana better 'tong year na 'to. Gusto ko na mag-aral at magtrain. Yun yun eh. Haha. Ewan. Gusto ko lang. Haha. Ang boring na summer ko sobra. Ewan. Haha. Wala akong pera para lumabas. Andami ko pang utang na date sa mga tao. Kaso wala nga akong pera. Haha. Andalas ko maburp these days. Nakakahiya. Haha. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Iutot ko na ngalang daw eh. Haha! At as usual, lageh pa rin ako inaantok. Bute nalang, anjan pa ang Prisonbreak at Basketball para mei magawa ako. Haha!

Badtrip yung tulog ko kagabi. Sobra. Nung una hindi pa ako makatulog. Argh. Ewan. Nagcconcert yung kapatid ko. Lips of an Angel pa. Wow palakpakan! Haha! Anyway, balik sa tulog ko. Tsk. Ayun, nung nakatulog ako. Shet. Binangungot nga ata ako. Bute nalang nagising ako. Haha! Basta, grabe. Tapos, ayun nagising ako. Tapos nung natulog ako, nanaginip nanaman ako. Si Bru nasa panaginip ko. Haha. Bangungot nga. Starr, ang creepy niya talaga. :D

Nung monday, nagmeet yung team namin sa mei Northview. Naglaro kami. Ayun, ang saya :) As usual, ampangit ko talaga maglaro. Tapos nung papunta na kami sa bahay ni Gemma, umulan. Ayun, siyempre maarte kami, nagpayong kami. Haha. Tapos nagstay kami sandali kanila Gemma, tapos pumunta na kami kanila Starr. Tapos nagfishball kami at umuwi na ko. Muntik nanaman akong masagasaaan. Nakakatawa. Haha.

Wala nakong masabi. Napakalame ng post ko ngayon. :

Give me something to believe in cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye

Starr salamat :)

2007-05-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

Basta Starr, ako'y andito lang :) Away from the LL's? Nakakamiss rin ang mga LL nu :D Pero mabute na rin yun :D Yung Happiness is a Choic, nabasa ko lang yun sa libro. Ito yung bung nakalagay :)

The Fifth Decision for Success

Today I will choose to be happy.

Beginning this very moment, I am a happy person, for I now truly understand the concept of happiness. Few others before me have been able to grasp the truth of the physical law that enables one to live happily every day. I know now that happiness is not an emotional phantom floating in and out of my life. Happiness is a choice. Happiness is the end result of certain thoguhts and activities, which actually bring about a chemical reaction in my body. This reaction results in a euphoria taht, while elusive to some, is totally under my control.

Today I will choose to be happy. I will greet each day with laughter.

Within moments of awakening, I will laugh for seven seconds. Even after such a small period of time, excitement has begun to flow through my bloodstream. I feel different. I am different! I am enthusiastic about the day. I am alert to its possibilities. I am happy!

Lauhter is an outward expression of enthusiasm, and I know that enthusiasm is the fuel that moves the world. I laugh throughout the day. I laugh while I am alone, and I laugh in conversation with others. People are drawn to me because I have laughter in my heart. The world belongs to the enthusiastic, for people will follow them anywhere!

Today I will choose to be happy. I will smile at every person I meet.

My smile has become my calling card. It is, after all, the most potent weapon I posses. My smile has the strenght to forge bonds, break ice, and calm storms. I will use my smile constantly. Because of my smile, the people with whom I come in contact on a daily basis will choose to further my causes and follow my leadership. I will always smile first. That particular dsplay of good attitude will tell others what I expect in return.

My smile is the key to my emotoional makeup. A wise man once said, "I do not sing because I am happy; I am happy because I sing!" When I choose to smile, I become the master of my emotions. Discouragement, dispair, frustration, and fear will always wither when confroented by my smile. The power of who I am is displayed when I smile.

Today I will choose to be happy. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.

In the past, I have found discouragement in particular situations until I compared the condition of my life to others less fortunate. Just as a fresh breeze cleans smoke from the air, so a grateful spirit temoves the cloud of dispair. It is impossible for seeds of depression to take root in a thankful heart.

My God has bestowed upon me many gifts, and for these I will remember to be grateful. Too many times I have offered up the prayers of a beggar, always asking for more and forgetting to give thanks. I do not wish to be seen as a greedy child, unappreciative and disrespectful. I am grateful for sight and sound and breath. If ever in my life there is a pouring out of blessings beyond that, then I will be grateful for the miracle of abundance.

I will greet each day with a laughter. I will smile at every person I meet. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.

Today I will choose to be happy.

MAGPAKASAYA TAYO :)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabi.

2007-05-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

What's with the title? Aba hindi ko alam. Haha. Jeepney kasi yung nagpplay sa WMP eh. Kaya ayun yung title. Wowiez, tapos ko na yung Traveller's Gift :) I'm so so happy :) Haha.

The book was about David Ponder, a man who is in the most critical part of his life. He was not really a man of faith, but a man of reason as he admitted in the story. After having an accident, he found himself in the office of President Harry Truman. David time travelled and he met 7 persons who are really significant in history. David met President Harry Truman, King Solomon, Joshua Chamberlain, Christopher Colombus, Anne Frank, President Abraham Lincoln and Angel Gabriel. Each of them gave David a scroll which had every decision and those decisions taught David the most important lessons of life. I won't tell the ending. It's for you to find out :)

Here's the summary of the decisions.

The buck stops here. I am resoponsible for my past and future.
I will seek wisdom. I will be a servant to others.
I am a person of action. I sieze the moment. I choose now.
I have a decided heart. My destiny is assured.
Today I will choose to be happy. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.
I will greet this day with a forgiving spirit. I will forgive myself.
I will persist without exception. I am a person of great faith.

Okay, enough of the Traveller's Gift. If you want to have a copy, go to Fullybooked :D

Mei kung ano kami sa Monday, actually di ko alam kung game ba talaga o kung ano. Pero naeexcite ako :) I miss my teammates :)

Yeah, I'm already finish reading so next in my list is wrapping. Haha. Tinatamad pa ko magbalot ng libro. Bahala na. Basta gusto ko maging classmate sina Starr, Carmille, Donna at Chia. Kahit sino sa kanila para masaya :D Haha. Kahit anong section okay lang sa'kin. Puro naman mei "Ka". Haha. Angaling nga hindi nawawalan ng nagtetext sa'kin. Amazaing. Joke. Ewan. Haha. Wala na kong masabi :)

Honey why are you calling me so late?Kelan kaya may magiging sweet sa'kin ule? Haha.

Usapang eleksyon at pulitika.

2007-05-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

Kahapon lamang ay idinaos ang eleksyon na pang mga sendaor, mga gobernador at bise-gobernador, mga alkalde at bise-alkalde at mga congressmen na siyang gagawa ng mga batas para sa ikabubuti ng ating bansa.

Kung titingnan mo ang pangalang ng mga tumakbo para sa posisyon ng pagiging senador at kongresista, onti sa mga pangalang andun ay tila mga pangalan na naging parte ng mga skandalo o malalaking isyu sa Pilipinas noong mga nakaraang taon. Mga halimbawa ay sina Honasan, Trillanes, Singson at Garcillano. Wow diba? Si Trillanes ay sinasabing ang naging pasimuno sa nangyaring Oakwood Mutinee noong nakaraang taon. Si Honasan ay sinasabing parte rin nito at siya ay nagtago. Si Singson ay sinasabi namang naging kasabwat ng dating Pangulong Estrada sa laganap na larong Jue Teng sa sadyang ipinagbabawal daw. At huli sa lahat ay si Garcillano o mas kilala sa tawag na "Garci" ay nasangkot sa "Hello Garci Scandal" kung saan ay angkaroon ng wiretapping sa pag-uusap daw umano ni Pangulong Arroyo at ni Garci sa telepono ukol sa pandaraya noong nakaraang eleksyon laban sa yumaong si FPJ.

Sa naganap na eleksyon ay nagkaroon din ng foreign observers na galing sa ibang bansa. Nakakahiya ang ating eleksyon. Laganap kasi ang pagbebenta at pagbli ng boto. Para bang ipinasusubasta ng mga tao ang kanilang boto. Kung ikaw ay binigyan ng 500, siyempre, tataasan ng kabilang partido yan. Meron pa nga raw namimigay ng converse na sapatos eh. Pano kung di tama yugn size? Malay rin ba ng mga tao kung original yung of fake diba? Bukod sa vote buying , nagkarron din ng pamimigay ng sample ballots within 30 meters ng mga prisinto. Ang usapan ay tapos na at bawal na mangampanya, pero tingnan niyo naman, mga Pilipino nga naman, antigas ng ulo. At as usual, nagkaroon din ng flying voters. Sobrang gulo pa raw nung listahan ng mga rehistradong botante ng COMELEC. Nagkaroon pa nga ng kaso na yung pangalan namatay na tatay ng isang kolumnista ay nasa listahan pa rin ng mga rehistradong botante. Isa pang naging isyu ang pagsusulat lamang ng "Cayetano" sa balota. Medyo magulo raw kasi ang mga instruksyon ng COMELEC. At pinakamalala sa lahat, nagkaroon pa ng brownout sa ibang lugar habang nangyayari ang bilangan ng boto. Tss. Kelan kaya magkakaroon ng sobrang ayos at sobrang matiwasay na eleksyon sa Pilipinas? Hindi ako ngapaparinig sa COMELEC. Haha. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay sana gumawa ng paraan ang ating gobyerno ukol dito. Ang eleksyon kasi ay isang napakahalagang pangyayari sa isang bansa. Dito nangyayari ang pagdedesisyon ng mga tao kung ano ang gusto nilang mangyari sa kanilang mga kinabukasan.

Be the master of your emotions :)

2007-05-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah. I'm in the mood for an english post :)

No, I was not busy. I was just lazy to post. Haha! Hmmm...these days, yes, I learned a lot :) Good for me. Yes, it was just a matter of deciding for myself and choosing then...poof! Back to what I wanted to be :D Haha! Yes, I'm so blurry. Enough of that.

It's just 3 weeks before the Opening of Classes. Excited? I don't know. Maybe I just want to start already my new year. Yes, this time I'm already so decided of what I'm going to dothis school year. I'll study hard already and try to be a better person. Haha. I'm not kidding. Anyway, before that, there's still these remianing weeks and I don't know yet what to do with those remaining weeks. The summer training, I think we would not have that already. 5 training days left. Haha.

Good thiing I'm reading something this time :) I'm not yet finish with it, but it's really a good one :) I'll post a review for it maybe the next days :)

Out of words already. Well, at least I have a direction :)

Meh, lintuak na kanta talaga yan! Napakagaling nung title, sakto sa araw! You're so good in introducing huh?

Nasan ka man ngayon, ano mang oras na ikaw ay nangangailangan, tawag ka lang sa amin, at parang andito ka na rin :)
Sugarfree is really good :)

like so many friends we've lost along the way..

FLASH REPORT.

2007-05-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

Argh argh. As usual, cancelled nanaman ang aking dentist ngayon. Andami namang cancelled ngayon. Tsk. Dapat kasi 2pm, kaso ayaw ako payagan ng nanay ko na magcommute papunta ng Project 7 na kung tutuusin ay mga 3km lang ang layo dito. Tss. Sabi ko nga uuwi na ko. Kaso, samahan ko nalang daw siya sa SM mamaya. Argh. SM nanaman :( Tss. Inaantok nga ako eh. Gusto ko matulog.

Anhirap maghanap ng madaling tabs ng The Boston Drama. Sabihin na nating napakagaling kasi talaga ng badnag Typecast.

Gusto ko na magpasukan. Bakit? Gusto ko na mag-aral. Haha. Hindi ko na sasayangin yung chance. Mag-aaral na ko ng mas mabuti at magpapakabuti this year :D

Siyempre angaling, nakakita ako sa youtube nung chapter 19 nugn heroes pero wala namang speaker 'tong computer na ginagamit ko. Tsk. Malay ko ba kung anong pinaguusapan ni Nathan at ni Linderman?

Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?

Aba aba?

2007-05-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

Looking at my last post, aba, one word for it: magulo. Haha. It's date was April 29. Medyo matagal na rin. Sayang di na ko masyadong nakakapagupdate ng blog. One and only reason: no internet card for internet connection at home. Today is May 7. Aba...anong meron sa may 7? Today was supposed to be the start of our summer training. Grabe, nakakawindang mag-ayos ng summer training na yan ah. Napakahirap magrecruit. Siguro kasi..

Masyadong maaga. 5:30-7:00am. Yes, it's too early. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, daig pa namin ang PBA. Haha. Pero anong magagawa namin kung super busy talaga si coach at dun lang sa oras na yun siya available?
Para siguro sa ibang tao, mahirap laruin ang aming larong basketball.
Akala siguro nung iba, mahal? Actually, 300-400 nalang yung magiging fee per person for the whole may. O diba ang mura na?
Nahihiya sila? Hindi naman kami nangagngain sa team nu :)
Akala siguro ng iba, kailangan super marunong ka. Hindi naman kailangan na marunong ka eh :) Kaya ka nga magttrain to be able to learn how to play basketball. Yung training, di naman siya para sa Varsity lang. Kaya rin merong training para matuto yung iba :)

As I have said, hindi natuloy yung training namin ngayon. Training was cancelled. Kakausapin pa kasi namin si Ms. Cruz tungkol sa time nung training namin. Haha. Ang aga kasi eh. Mei approval na raw naman. Kaso siyempre, mahirap na.

I saw this in my cousin's blog. Napakacute ko nga naman nung bata :D joke.

So what's happening? Ah ewan. My cousins had their vacation in our house. Actually, the went home during the weekend. Then yesterday, when we were about to go home already from my tita's house, krisha suddenly said: "Ui sama ko!". Ayun, umuwi kami ng kasama siya. Mahal na mahal nila ang bahay namin. Haha.

I finished watching heroes already. Peter Petrelli is so hot :)) Haha. Si Isaac Mendez daw kei Donna. Pantasya nga naman namin :D I loved watching it. Ang hirap tantanan. Haha! Kaso, badtrip! Sobrang bitin yung huli. As in parang di nakabitin talaga kung ano yung nangyare sa kanilang lahat. Tss.

I want to be busy. Period. -End of statement-

I'm here in my mom's office. It's really boring here. Still need to wait for 5pm. Tapos, tenen! Dentist na. Ano na kayang gagawin sa'kin? Wala ng pag-asa yung bracket ko. Hahaha.

Starr's leaving for Singapore today. Sabi niya itext ko lang daw yung mom niya kung mei kailangan ako. Sabi ko, sige, I'll text her pag puputulan na kami ng kuryente. :D

Ah ewan. Wala na kong masabi. Anlamig dito. :s

Yesterday, I asked my dad to teach me waray. Haha! Next time na ang sample :D Nakakaaliw kaya :))

Sana ako ay mei iced box para sa aking puso. haha!

Ampf ka ah.

2007-04-29T17:41:00.000-07:00

Oh well, yes. Long time no post I should say. No internet card for internet connection. Haha. I'm here in fil2.

The Friday before I went to HK, I went to Jollibee Don Antonio to get my class shirt. Haha. Of course, I saw people from Holy. Then I stayed there with Karol and Chia for a few hours. Ate Bea, salamat sa Reese's :) Masyado mo kong dinala sa langit sa dami nun. Haha. After, I commuted to my Mom's office then we ate lunch there. After eating lunch, we already went to the salon for footspa-manicure-pedicure. Haha. Gusto ko talagang pinagsisilbihan ako :D Then I went home, showered then was dropped by my Dad here in Fil2. My cousin and I watched a series. Siyempre sa DVD. Haha. Heroes yung pinanood namin. Angaling nga eh. Too bad, I was not able to finish it.

Okei, so when I arrived home, my cousin, Igi was there. He was having a vacation in our house. Things were different when I came back. Haha.

The next day, it was already my birtdhay. Yes. I'm 15 already. Quite old huh? Hindi. haha Sa bahay lang ako the whole day. Bute nalang mei cake :D Ambabaw lang kasi talaga ng aking kaligayahan. Haha.

Thanks to...
Milaine, Karol, Ahleng, Donna, Starr, Ate Citters, Papa, Ate Dianne, Anna M., Gytha, Marti, Jem, Ate Bea, Camille L., Cassie, Claudz, Cam D., Ena, Jea, Ate Juvan, Marielle, Rene, Gela, Mikke N., Meh, Bea O., Ate Duday, Erika D., Wilda, Carmile, Joy, Ate Hannah, Marga, Ate Cha, Tere, Joyce, Alyssa (kapatid ko), Denise, Di, Tita Vangie, Mel, Icy, Hanna, Mama Embi, Ate Kathy, Ate Tenshi, Dyan, Krisha, Pare, Irenne, Mama.

Onti lang bumati sa'kin. Haha. Joke. Ayan yung mga nagtext at tumawag, sa mga nakalimutan ko, pasensya na :P

Yes, just said goodbye to my routine. Magaling akong bata. Lumalabas na ko ng bahay. Haha! Tapos kasi walang card at libro para basahin. So no choice talaga. Yes, things changed.

The next day, wow, binisita ako ng mga tao :) Maraming salamat sa mga taong bumisita sa aming muunting tahanan :D

Friday, picked up my mom in the airport, then we went to Eastwood. Joyride pare. Nasaan na ang C5? Nagmarunong kasi ako. Tsk. Nagstarbs din kami. Wow, hindi Vanilla Cream ang inorder ko. Nagsisisi ako. Ambigat ng chocolate sa tyan.

The next day, we went to SM North then to Tandang Sora.

All's been said and done. Finish. Ayun, napakarandom ng post ko. Ampf. Haha.

Nakakawindang mag-ayos nung training, pero ayos lang :) Napakaaga. 5:30am-7:00am. May 7 ang start :) At least mei gagawin na ko :)

Plans for next week:
*read some books.
*Manood ng heroes :)

i know it hurts so much but it's best for us.

Tatlong Araw sa HK :)

2007-04-29T16:57:00.000-07:00

Ika-21 ng Abril, pasado alas-ocho ng umaga ay lumipad ang aming eroplano, flight PR300 patungong Hong Kong. Ito ang aking unang pagkakataon na ako ay lilisan sa ating bansang Pilipinas. Bakit? Hindi kasi kami mayaman. Haha. Pagdating namin sa paliparan ng Hong Kong ay hinanap namin ang magsusundo sa amin. Tapos, kami ay sumakay sa shuttle ng umundo sa amin papuntang Kowloon. Pamilyar sa akin ang mga nasabing lugar,Kowloon at Hong Kong sapagkat itong mga luagr na ito ay napag-aralan namin sa AP noong 2nd year. Pagkarating namin sa aming hotel, kami ay nagpahinga sandali at kumain sa labas at naglakad ng naglakad. Pagkatapos ay bumalik kami sa hotel at lumabas ule ng aking pinsan para lumibot sa mga tindahan sa paligid ng aming hotel. Pagkatapos ay bumalik nanaman kami sa hotel, nagbihis at kumain at naglibot nanaman.

Noong susunod na araw ay sinundo kami ng shuttle ule para pumunta sa Disneyland. Wow. Anlake talaga. Walang-wala yung EK. Haha. Pagkababa namin ng shuttle ay biglang sinabi ni Mamang Tuper na 8:30 ng gabi daw kami babalikan. Noon ay 10:00 am pa lamang. Parang kami, wow, sampung oras tayo dito.

Isng araw sa Disneyland..
Sige lang..lakad pa, lakad pa. Sakay tayo dun o! Uyy si Mickey Mouse andun! Takbo takbo! Naiihi ako! CR tayo! Gutom na ko. Kain tayo! Ano kayang ipapasalubong ko kei ganito? Pasasalubungan ko ba si ganito? Uy si goofy! Picture! Naiihi nanaman ako. CR tayo. Sakay tayo dun o. Upo muna tayo pagod na ko. Tingnan mo yung babae nakaheels. Wala namang pictorial diba? Antagal nung fireworks.

Naging paulet-ulet na ganun. Siyempre maganda talaga yung fireworks. Ang laki siguro nung budget dun. Pagkatapos nun ay bumali kami sa aming hotel. Hindi na kami ule lumabas ng aking pinsan at ako ay nakatulog.

Nang sumundo na araw kumain kami tapos pumunta sa simabahan para magdasal. Pagkatapos ay nagpahinga kami sandali sa hotel at lumabas para magshopping. Tapos ay kumain kumain. Tapos, sinundo kami ng shuttle patungong airport. Ayun.

Welcome back to the Philippines :D

Random thoughts..
* Andami sa mga tag dun payat kasi lakad lang sila ng lakad. Walang jeep tapos di uso sa kanila kanin.
* Andami sa kanila, nakaleggings tapos nakachucks.. Bihira ka makakakita ng naka-tsinelas. May sarili silang sense of fashion.
* Walang tunnels dun na diretso para daw hindi antukin yung driver.
* Walang bidet yung cr :O
*Ang gloomy dun.

Ayun, one word, masaya:)

Nasa multips ko ung pictures :)

From Starr again :)

2007-04-17T15:47:00.000-07:00

41 facts and 27 secrets

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?

- Oo madalas kong kausapin yung sarili ko :)

2. Learn anything new?

- Learn to learn. haha

3. Talk to an ex?

- ex? expressway?

4. Miss someone?

- mister?

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Last Person Who-

5. Laid in your bed?

- bakit gusto mo ikaw una?

6. Made you cry?

- onion. haha

7. You went to the movies with?

- yung taga-laglag nung ticket sa movie house :D ang hot niya nga eh :D

8. Went to the mall with you?

-yung guard, pagkatpos inspeksyunin yung bag ko, di na humiwalay sa'kin!

9. You showered with?

- Bakit gusto mo ko sabayan?

10. Said they loved you?

- Wala. walang nagmamahal sa'kin eh.

General stuff

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16. Favorite location?

- kahit saang malamig pero di sobrang lamig.

17. Tattoo?

- nasa ribs ko. gusto mo makita?

18. What are you most scared of this

second?

- mawalan ng pagkain dito sa bhay.

19. Where do you want to get married?

- sa disyerto :D para hot kami nung magiging asawa ko :D

20. Who do you like?

- I like...I like...?

21. Does anyone like you?

- Theny all like me. Haha! joke

22. Do you like being around people?

- pwede ring animals :)

23. Have you ever cried?

- o timba timba pa nga!

24. Are you lonely right now?

- tanungin mo ko ule.

25. Song stuck in your head?

- lunod

26. Been on radio/TV?

- Oo nung bata ako. As in solo ah!

28. Ever liked someone who treated youlike crap?

- yeah.

30. What color shirt are you wearingright now?

- di ako nakashirt. di uso yun sa bahay. wlang naglalaba eh.

31. Name three things that you doevery day?

- eat,sleep, text

32. How much cash do you have on youright now?

- barya-barya nalang. gusto mo bilangin?

33. are you bored?

- tingnan mo nalang yung sagot ko dun sa isang serbei :D

34. whats your favorite show?

- maging sino ka man. hahaha!

35. Who got you to join Myspace?

- yung bastos na pop-up. haha!

37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?

- ayoko nga.

38. What web site do you visit themost?

- blogger :))

39. Do you have plants in your room?

- mei mushroom pa nga eh! ;)

40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?

- oo yung throat ko. di ko nga alam kung masakit o makati eh

41.Who was the last person to hug you?

-wala. matagal nang walang naghuhug sa'kin.

1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?

- about my name.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURETAKEN?

- hulaan mo :))

3. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?

- lee

4. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS?

- seven times divorced at currently separated. haha!

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELLYOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?

- yes i would :)

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, ANDCHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?

-no. para nariing di ako natuto nun :)

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?

- tiger. hahaha!

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?

- oo ata?

15. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THISFROM?

- starr :)

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOu?

- aba ewan

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF ALARGE AUDIENCE?

- oo. pinlakpakan ako nung mga langgam. haha!

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX OR SAME SEX?

- yung buhok. haha

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROMSTARBUCKS?

-vanilla cream :))

20. What color are your eyes?

- tingnan mo dun sa isang serbei yung sagot ko :D

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES ORTV SHOWS?

- pag tinopak ako.

22. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?

- oo. masakit nga raw eh. haha

23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TOYOU TODAY.

- cellular respiration?

24. SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?

- oo mei sarili akong languge :D

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?

- marami akong someone. haha! joke.

26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?

- yung tie nung braces ko. mei singaw nga ako ngayon eh.

27. WHAT DO YOU WISH FOR?

- happiness :)

From Starr :)

2007-04-17T15:24:00.000-07:00

Six Topics, Ten Questions

TEN EMOTIONS.

1. are you missing someone right now?

-- I guess so.

2. are you happy?

-- No. not really.

3. are you talking to anyone right now?

-- no

4. are you bored?

-- Of course, I am.

5. are you german?

-- Tatay ko ata si Hitler?

6. are you irish?

-- Hindi eh

7. are you chinese?

-- Oo. 1/16?

8. are you asian?

-- Tanong mo sa nanay ko. Haha.

9. are your parents still married?

-- Uhuh.

10. do you like someone right now?

-- Yes.

TEN FAVORITES.

1. televison show:

-- wala ata.

2. flower:

-- kahit ano basta mabango! never pang mei nagbigay sa'kin ng flowers. ahaha.

3. color:

-- red, black, brown, green.

4. sport:

-- basketball :) basketball is love. haha.

5. mall:

-- huwag lang sa EG :D

6. music:

-- Usher, J.Lo, Sugarfree

7. food:

--masyadong marami :)

8. season:

-- Lenten season? haha

9. animal

-- tiger :))

10. subject :

-- AP, English, Pinoi :)

TEN FACTS.

1. hometown:

-- QC.

2. hair color:

-- black.

3.perfume:

-- basa Benneton yun.

4. hair style:

-- layered??

5. eye color:

-- black is the color.

6. shoe size:

-- 7 1/2?

7. mood:

-- wlang mood.

8. skin color:

-- rainbow.

9. available?:

-- yes, single ready to mingle. haha!

10. lefty/righty:

--sana ambidextrous ako. righty,

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. have you ever been in love?

--oo?

2. do you believe in love?

--tanong mo sa buwan.

3. why did your last relationship fail?

-- pano mo nalaman? joke.

4. have you ever been heartbroken?

-- wala na kong heart. haha

5. have you ever broken someone'sheart?

--haha. heartbreaker ako eh. joke.

6. have you ever fallen for one ofyour best friends?

-- no

7. have you ever liked someone butnever told them?

-- uhuh.

8. are you afraid of commitment?

-- hindi.

9. has someone ever kissed your hand?

--magsurvey ka, tanungin mo sa mga tao kung mei isa sa kanilang humalik na sa kamay ko.goodluck :D

10. have you ever had a secret admirer?

-- secret nga diba? ewan

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.

1. love or lust:

--lust. malibog kasi ako! haha. joke

2. hard liquor or beer:

--hard liquor is the best policy :))

3. night or day:

-- noon?

4. one night stands or relationships:

-- one night stand para masaya. haha!

5. television or internet:

-- internet.

6. pepsi or coke:

-- pepsi.

7. wild night out or romantic night in:

--pakidescribe naman yung wild night out :D

8. colored pictures or black and whitepictures:

-- black and white :)

9. phone or in person:

--in person :)

10. friendster or myspace:

--blogger. (sipsip)

TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS.

1. have you ever been caught sneakingout?

--hindi pa. magaling ako eh :))

2. have you ever kissed s0meone youdon't love?

-- masyadong mahal ang kiss ko :D

3. have you ever done something youregret?

-- no regrets :))

4. have you ever bungee jumped?

-- baka atakihin ako sa puso. haha

5. have you ever been on a house boat?

-- wish.

6. have you ever finished an entirejaw breaker?

-- no. baka matanggal lahat ng brackets ko nun. haha

7. have you ever wanted someone sobadly it hurts?

-- maybe?

8. have you ever been to the U.S.?

-- mahirap lang kami. hindi pa. haha

9. have you ever danced in the rain?

-- ittry ko pag umulan ;)

10. have you ever had a hang over?

-- hindi pa. :)

3 hours session//sawing pag-ibig??

2007-04-17T14:38:00.000-07:00

Haha. So aian ang mga biktima kong tissue kagabi. Hindi crumpled masayado. Sa sipon ko kasi ginamit yan! Haha! Oh well.

Hindi ko maexplain. Ansakit o ang kati ng lalamunan ko. Pakamot :)) Haha.

Chia, sorry I had my session. Pero ansarap! 3 hours. Shitty. Haha. Namamaga yung mata ko ngayon. Wala akong load di ako makapagtext! Haha!

Yes, to start with my story. Cause? Secret. Haha. Oh well, at least. Yes, of course it was painful. But I have no regrets :)) Really :) When I woke up this morning, 10 am, super wala akong gana. Wala kong gana bumangon at kumain. Tapos ayun, I decided. "Alexi, ayusin mo buhay mo. Haha." Yes, accepted it already :)

Card day tomorrow. I'm nervous with Bio and AP. Goodluck to me. Sana matuloy ang date namin ni Starr bukas. Haha.

Sawing pag-ibig, wtf? Haha. Galing kei Starr! Haha. Bigla kasi ako mei naalala kanina. Ayan, magkekwento ako. I was still youunger. Tapos mei katext akong guy. Oo, guy talaga. Sa nagbabasa, maniwala ka naman. Haha. Tapos, yes, we really did not know each other. Only by names and schools. Ayun, tapos, haha. Natatawa ko. Tinanong niya ko kung pwede manligaw. Siyempre, ako ay bata pa kaya ako ay hindi pumayag. Haha. I liked him. Di niya alam yun. Pero nawalan kami ng communication. Haha.

Anyway, ang aming chat ni yna :D

yna: ui!\

yna: sm us!

lexi calda: no money mo!

lexi calda: *me

yna: whaha..aus lng un!..window shopping us

lexi calda: panu pagkain??

yna: window tasting..haha...rich kya you!! pno nmn you mwwlan ng money??!!

lexi calda: gagu.

lexi calda: haha!

lexi calda: i dnt have money!

lexi calda: only barya2!

yna: un!...kya yan!..mkakasurvive us!

lexi calda: pano yun?

yna: ewan!

yna: you make ipon-ipon!

yna: sbhin mo din kei alyssa!

yna: tsaka s iba p!

lexi calda: eh i dnt have baon to make ipon,

yna: wahha!..kya yan!

lexi calda: san ako kukuha ng pera?

yna: ewan!..aq rin eh..wlang pera

lexi calda: ngek!

lexi calda: nice one

yna: :))

yna: sma mo q s hk!!

lexi calda: libre lang yun eh

yna: wahaha....libre mo q!

yna: sma mo me!

lexi calda: sa loob ka ng bagahe.

lexi calda: haha

yna: haha..xur!

lexi calda: wag na pala

yna: ehh..

lexi calda: bbigat!

Window tasting? Anu yun iluluwa yung food? Hahaha!

Patama naman yung mga kanta sa TV. Magbalik. Haha.

Mahalin mo nalang kahit kunwari,

Dalangin niyang nakatingin sa langit,

Naubos na ang sandali ng buhay niya,

Na parang pelikulang wala namang istorya,

Natapos na ikaw nalang ang bida,

Di mo man lang nasabi na mahal na mahal mo siya.

Yung tita ko nagtext para mang-inggit nung frost blends ng Jollibee. Argh. Ako ay nagccrave. Haha.

Parang ayoko na magbirthday. Sana 21 na!

Mahal na mahal ko si Carmille :) Yun lang ang masasabi ko. Haha :D

Donna at Carmille, maraming salamat sa hindi pag-iwan sa akin :)

Starr, we would always be partners in crime :)

Honey why you're calling me so late?

Blog Rule: Don't make your posts too personal

2007-04-16T18:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, this is against the rule.

Ang totoo ay gusto ko na maghibernate at bigla nalang mawala o mamatay para hindi na ko makagawa ng masama.

Gusto ko maghibernate.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko.

Lunod (Danita)

2007-04-16T17:36:00.000-07:00

Sa isang iglap, mawawala
Malulunod sa luha ko

[Refrain]
Ba’t di mo sinabi, na ito ang mangyayari
Tinatanong mo yan ngayon

[Chorus]
Pagsisihan mo, yan ang sabi mo
Pero di mo na gusto ngayon
Pagsisihan mo, ang sinabi mo
Na ayoko na sa ‘yo

Sa isang iglap, maglalaho
Parang bula, alaala mo

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

Wala namang mawawala
Wala ka ng magagawa

Dude ano na ba talaga?

Just saw it.

2007-04-16T17:31:00.000-07:00

If I would be asked what was the activity I liked most during my second year life, I think it's the CL Day. Yes. I loved my role. For the first time, are class won and it was a group category.

Second would be the English Week. I loved the practices. Haha. That month was unforgettable for me :)

Doon sa Lexington Avenue.

2007-04-16T15:54:00.000-07:00

Ang totoo, wala kong masabi sa post ko ngayon. So just bear with me.

Just spread happiness.
Keep them within me.
Throw them all away.
Avoid.

After my session last night, I came up with those conclusions and sort of plan of actions. Yes, I'll be sensitive already. I'll change already.

I'll go for some brief flashbacks

Last friday, we went to so many places. Too bad, I was still having that stoamach ache and additional migraine. Our first destination was SM North. After, we went to DSWD and DFA. We needed to fix so many things. Too bad, we failed. Haha. After that we went to MOA. Still big. Haha. We shopped then ate then shopped. We also bought Starbs. Ang aking Vanilla Cream. Haha. I do remember one person when it comes to Vanilla Cream. It's not that she likes it. I'm the one who likes it. It is because she said she''ll treat me one. Haha.

Saturday, we went to Tandang Sora.

Sunday, we also went to Tandang Sora. Haha.

Doon sa Lexington Avenue,
Siguro ay may kung ano,
May taong nagtatago,
Nagsession hanggang makatulog.

I was hurt.
On our way to DFA, the traffic light was still in red so we stopped. Then suddenly, this kid went to our window, the one on my side. He leaned on the window. No leaning on the glass nga diba? Then I knocked. Then he suddenly said, "Kamukha mo si Bakekang!". Then he left. Ouch. Ganun ba ko kapangit? Sorry na. Alam ko namang pangit talaga ko.

Another one, my dad bought some softdrinks. I was not really allowed to drink softdrink. Actually, I was the only who was not allowing myself. Haha. First thing on my mind was, drinking softdrinks might aggravate the pain I was feeling in my stomach.

I miss pag-asa. I miss my job being the english secretary. Yes, doing my responsibilities during the last day was fun. Haha. It was fun waiting? Yes, I can say it was quite fun. My way on the faculty room was unforgettable. Haha.

Yes, well..enough.

Pagod na ko dude. Ano na?

Credits: Aly for the pix :)

Let Me Go (3 Doors Down)

2007-04-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls one me
In this world there's real and make-belive
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls one me
In this world there's real and make-belive
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

Let me go...

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
And all the pieces fall apart
And you would be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am

You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

now I already know why I loved your presence so much.

2007-04-13T10:57:00.000-07:00

I'm the kind of person who really hates feeling so alone. Ayoko yung parang feel ko iniwan na ko. Sobrang nalulungkot ako. Yes, I know that it cannot be that people would spend all of there time with me. I'm not that special. I'm not even special. Masyado naman akong paimportante. Haha. Ang totoo, naaappreciate ko nga yung pagbibigay sa'kin ng oras ng ibang tao pag free sila. Sobra. Example na yung pakikipagtext sa kanila ng sandali. Argh. Di ko mapalabas yung point ko. Anhirap. Anyway, back to what I was talking about. Ayun, kahit 5 minutes slang masaya na ko nu. Ewan, naiintindihan ko naman na maraming busy. Naiintindihan ko pero nakakalungkot. Ayun, di ko naman maaalis sa sarili ko yung malungkot eh. Nasasanay ako. Sabi nga ni Donna, huwag ako masanay. Pero mahirap talaga. Ayun.

Now I already know why I loved your presence so much.
Yes, you were always there. You never let me feel so alone. You spent almost all of your time with me. Sobrang naappreciate ko yun. Sana nga naging ganun din ako sa'yo. Nasuklian ko sana yung lahat nung kabutihang ipinamalas mo sa akin. I miss your presence. Ikaw kasi yung kahit wala ung ibang tao, hindi mo ko hinayaang maging malungkot at maramdaman ko na nagiisa ako. Kahit may gingawa ka talaga, sinasabi mong never kita naistorbo. Kahit gaano ko kalabo, hindi ka napagod sa pagttry na intindihin ako. Ayun. Maraming salamat talaga :)

--

Di ako magsasawa sa pakikinig ng Let Me Go. Andami kasing sinasabi nung kanta eh. Angaling talaga ng 3 Doors Down. Gusto ko nung Seventeen Days na album. Haha. I really love 3 doors down.

Si Starr ay pumunta dito sa bahay kahapon. Wala lang. Nakakatawa. Haha.

Nakakapagod din. Thrill at challenge. Gusto ko ng ganun ngayon. Gusto ko talaga magtrain : Gusto ko rin ng bagong libro. Libro kasi yung kahit mahal, di ako magguilty na bilhin di kagaya ng jacket.

Many people nowadays are so lonely. Dadamayan ko nalang sila. Ayoko kasi mafeel nila yung minsang naffeel ko dati nag-iisa.

I'm again feeling that my acomodador is already near. That can't be.

and no matter how hard I try I can't escape these things inside I know

Sa aking pag-iikot.

2007-04-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

Sa aking pag-iikot, ko ay maraming nakita. Sadyang marami ngang mga alaala sa ating mga buhay na kailanman ay ating hindi malilimutan. Yung iba siguro, medyo nakalimutan na pero bumabalik-balik pa rin :)

Galing sa lj ni Starr:

alexi :) ang gaya-gaya ko noh? ginagaya kita sa post mo :P hahahaha! pero salamat kasi
andyan ka parati... hindi mo ko iniwan kahit magkalayo naman tayo :)

-Starr, maraming salamat din :) Okei lang yung panggagaya :) Walang anuman :) Hindi talaga kita iiwan :) I'm still on the go for more RPG's.

galing sa friendster :D

testi ko kei starr :D

aLexi
Posted 9/4/2007

starr! ang mga japayuki daw ang mga salot ng lipunan! nainsulto ba kita? naniniwala ka ba dun? andito na ang sugo ng Diyos Ama! nawa'y ika'y lageng pagpalain ng Diyos Amang Makapangyarihan sa lahat a iligtas sa sawing pakikipag-ibigan sa isang taong taga-lupa sapagkat sabi ng iba ay bawal daw umibig ang mga anghel na tulad natin sa mga taong taga-lupa! :p

You shall keep holy the Sabbath Day

Kaya nga mahilig ka pumunta sa simbahan diba?Ako rin miss ko na ang ating mga makabagdamdaming usapang kaeklatan, na lageh tungkol sa mga naka-orange nung intrams at hindi sinasadya na tayo ay nakadilaw! haha. shitty anlabo ko! gusto ko magtrain! sana matuloy tayo :p hahaha!

ingat sa mga daga :D

mga testi ni Starr sa'kin :D wala lang. ako'y sadyang natatawa :D

Kathleen
Posted 9/4/2007 3:58 AM

naku talaga alexi! bwahaha :) oo sa tatay kong hapon :p magttrabaho na ko sa japan para magjapayuki :p tama ba? hahahaha! hay naku, miss ko na munimuni natin at usapang pangeklatan :p bwahaha. iligtas mo ko at ilayo sa kapahamakan o sugo ng Diyos Ama! :)) hahahaha! iligtas mo ako mula sa sawing pagiibigan :p ayoko na. ayoko na. gusto ko ng lumayo... ang sakit kasi sa ulo eh! :) hahahahaha! go lexi! ;)

Kathleen
Posted 9/4/2007 5:28 PM

oo nga naman dakilang sugo. ang mga anghel tulad natin ay hindi dapat umibig sa mga taga lupa na kaeklatan lamang. papaibigin at sasaktan ka lamang sa huli. mahirap yun. ang pagnanakaw ng aking puso ay sadyang nakakalito?! hahahaha! :)

anong mahilig pumunta ka simbahan dyan? secret lang ah. plano ko na nga maging misyonaryo o kaya madre. hahahaha! :) banal akong tao. dahil anghel nga tayo. kailanagan ko ipagdasal ang buong sanlibutan :p

sayaw ulit tayo sa flagpole ah. ayos yan. hehehehehe :D plonk! :)

--

~aww. naaalala ko, noong sumasayaw kasi sa flagpole ay yoong araw na may nangyaring napakatragic na bagay. sabihin na nating dahil sa naka-orange na tao noong araw na yun. haha! blind item nanaman ito! anyway, ibaon na sa limot yun. yung pangyayare ah :D

now I know why I loved your presence so much.

Napakasklap...

2007-04-12T15:00:00.000-07:00

Napakasklap kasi hindi ako kontento sa nauna kong post ngayong araw kaya ako ay mei post ngayon ule.

Napakasaklap kasi gusto ko umalis ng bahay, pero ako'y sadyang hindi basta-basta pinpayagan at tila ata walang gusto makipagdate sa'kin.

Napakasaklap kasi sobrang sakit ng tiyan ko. Kahit papaano ay natitiis ko naman, kaso sobra talaga.

Napakasaklap mauubos na yung pera ko.

Napakasaklap hindi man lang ako makakain ng masarap. Lageh may sabaw at walang mantika. Yung kapatid ko kanina pang umaga tumitira nung Moby na Caramel Puffs.

Napakasaklap kasi andaming nag-aaway ngayon. Lalo na sa mga gm, puro patamaan. Walang pakakaintindihan ang mga tao.

Napakasaklap kasi andami ring nalulungkot ngayon at sadyang marami ring concern na nahahawa sa kalungkutan. Hindi ba dapat kasayahan ang ipinapamahagi?

Napakasaklap kasi laganap ang campaign ads ngayon sa telebisyon at sa mga lansangan na sadyang pinagkagastusan ng napakalaking pera. Bakit hindi nalang gamitin ang mga perang iyon sa pagtulong sa pagpapaunlad ng ating bansa? Ang masklap pa, yung mga matatalo, sayang talaga yung pera nila.

Napakasaklap kasi sadyang maraming tao pa rin ang hindi sensitibo nararamdaman at pangangailangan ng ibang tao sa paligid nila.

Napakasaklap kasi di ko pa lam kung magkakatraining kami ngayong summer.

Napakasaklap kasi tila may insomia na ata ang aking pinakamatalik na kaibigan.

Napakasaklap kasi sadyang ako ay maraming taong namimiss at matagal ko na silang hindi nakikita at nakakasama.

Napakasaklap kasi sadyang wala akong magawa dito sa bahay.

Napakasaklap kasi pinagtittiyagaan kong basahin ngayon yung Mythology ni Edith Hamilton na babasahin ata sa aming ika-apat na taon sa high school, dahil wala na kong mabasang ibang libro dito sa bahay.

Napakasaklap dahil sadyang napakalabo niton aking blog.

Napakasaklap kasi tila wala atang nakakaintindi sa mga pinagsasabi ko dito.

Napakasaklap dahil naghihirap pa rin ang Pilipinas at trilliones pa rin ang utang natin sa ibang bansa.

Napakasaklap kasi marami pa rin ang gustong umalis ng Pilipinas.

Napakasaklap kasi ang bagal nung inaaupload ko sa Photobukcet. Aabutin na ata ako ng pasko.

Napakasaklap kasi malapit na ang aking kaarawan at tila wala atang babati sa akin at ito'y sadyang magiging ordinaryong araw lamang.

Napakasaklap dahil andaming taong naghihirap at maraming problema.

Napakasaklap kasi aalis na sila Ms. Platon at Ms. Salvador sa school :(

Napakasaklap kasi wala ng pag-asa next year.

Napakasaklap kasi di pa ko naliligo.

Napakasaklap kasi hindi ako mayaman.

Napakasaklap kasi pakiramdam ko, hindi pa rin ako nagbabago. Ampangit ng ugali ko. Nakakainis ako.

Napakasaklap kasi hindi ko matulungan at mapangiti lahat ng tao.

Napakasaklap kasi hanggang ngayon 11% pa rin yung paguupload ko sa photobucket.

Napakasaklap na wala akong magawa.

Napakasaklap na wala ako sa birthday ng kapatid ko sa 22.

Napakasaklap na may sira na yung wallet ko.

Napakasaklap na may bago kong pimple.

Napakasaklap na matagal na kong hindi lumalabas.

Napakasaklap na antagal ng bakasyon.

Napakasaklap na ang init sa Pilipinas.

Napakasaklap na sa HK lang ata akong makakapagbakasyon.

Napakasaklap kasi wala na kong masabi. Haha

Napakasaklap dahil ito na ang katapusan ng post na ito.

Napakasaklap kasi walang comments. Pahingi naman ng comments :D

Don't Matter

2007-04-12T14:37:00.000-07:00

Title Explanation: Wala lang. Ayan yung kantang nagpplay sa laptop ngayon eh. Haha.

We ran out of internet card that's why I was not able to post the past few days. Nothing new, except for my sickness. Kawawa naman ako. Haha. I really do not know if it has something to with my pets. Haha! Yung mga ameoba. Tsk tsk. Actuallly, last night, my stomach was already really aching but I did not mind it. Until at aroun 3:30 in the morning, the pain woke me up. Namimilipit na ko sa sakit grabe. Of course, first instinct, go to the comfort room. So I went to the comfort room. After the comfort room session, I was still feeling pain. Yes, and I tried a lot of things that would make the pain disappear until I ended up with the best and last, hot compress. So at around quarter to 6, I was able to go back to sleep. When I woke up, still with the hot compress, I already felt better. Until I started eating. Sa tatlong subo pa lang namilipit na ko sa sakit. Argh. So then I stopped eating. Then after that, I waited for the noodles to be cooked. Good thing my stomach did not reacted when I ate the noodles without oil. And now I don't know what to eat for the rest of the day. Goodluck to me. : Feel ko mei nakain akong kung ano. Haha.

Sikat na sikat na si Ederlyn sa mga text ah :P Sino siya? Di ko rin alam. Haha. Lageh nagtetext sa akin eh :P Sa katauhan ng tatlong tao sa aking pagkakaalam. Si Agel, Ate Citters at Chia. Haha!

Kausap ko si Starr ngayon sa sun. Nakakatawa :D Haha!

If you're always watching MTV, siguro mapapansin mo yung video nung song na "Kai". Anong meron? Ewan. Abangan. Haha! I just can't understand. The generation today is really quite different. Maybe the Filipino society is quite able to adapt already the new generation's behavior. Haha. Anlabo ko. Oh well.

I wish we have trainings. It's really kinda boring. I think I should go already.

"Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter, no."

wala akong maisip.

2007-04-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

Wala akong maisip na title. Haha! Gusto ko ng something na bago. At ewan ko kung ano yung "bago" na yun. Grabe napakaboring talaga! Haha. Gusto ko pumunta sa kung saan? Gusto ko bumalik ng bora. hahaha! Sa sobrang boring dalawang libro na ni Paulo yung matatapos ko!

I just wanna be on the beach!!!-pero ayokong umitim :P

So yes, we shall be leaving on the twenty-first. Babalik kami sa birthday ko. Di ko man lang maeexperience ang birthday greeting na 12am. Haha. Last year, si Chia yung unang bumati sa'kin :) Napakahaba nung message niya :) Mei kopya pa ko nun! Di ko yung malilimutan ever! Haha. At pagbalik ko ay..wala. Pupunta si Mama sa Palawan ng 5 days kasama ang aking kapatid. Si Papa naman, pahinga niya sa araw kasi nga gabi pasok niya. Kamustang birthday yan. Goodluck sa'kin :D

Kawawa naman ko. Walang nagtetext sa'kin. Haha! Bute nalang at naggm si Chia, ako ay kasama sa kanyang gm :D

Andami kong napanaginipan kagabi. Sobra. Napakarandom. Parang 'tong post ko ngayon. Haha.

Sana mayaman nalang ako. Haha. Andami kong gusto sobra!

Sana mei training kami. Gusto ko magtrain! Nakakamiss.

Seventeen Days. 3 Doors Down. Haha. Gusto ko ng album na ian kahit medjo luma na! Ang mahal kasi 499. Isang buwan na training na rin yun!

The Witch of Portobello. Paulo Coelho. Oh yes, isa nanaman sa magagandang products ng kagalingan ni Paulo, at unfortunately, wala pa sa Pilipinas niyan :P

For One More Day. Mitch Albom. Nasa Fullybooked na ito! Kaso wala akong pera. Hahaha.

Ipod Nano. Haha. In my dreams.

Nike o Adidas na jacket. Maluho talaga ko. Haha.

Oh well. Flashback nanaman.

Saturday
Tinulungan ko yung pinsan ko sa paghahanap nung cases. She's currently taking up law. Andami kong surname na nakita! Hahaha. Iyon ay ginawa namin sa Starbs, kaya ako ay nakasipsip ng masarap na Vanilla Cream :D Tapos, pumunta kaming SM North at kumain naman ako ng napakasarap na Baked Zitty. I love it. Haha! Tapos nagmovie kami. Ayun :)

Sunday
Wala, ayun nung banda gabi, nagmass kami. Patok yung pare! Haha. Tapos kumain kami sa Dencio's.

Ngayon ay bored na bored na ako. Haha.

Kwento ng aking tita :D
Kasi pinakita niya sa'kin yung grad pic nung pinsan ko. Ganito daw yung conversation nung tito ko at pinsan ko.

Tito Jake: O bakit nakalipstick ka? Diba pambaba lang yan?
Kodi: Hindi! Panlalake yan! Kinuha pa namin sa Library yan!

Haha! Bakit nasa Libs yung lipstick??

Andami ko talagang napanaginipan! Nakakatawa. Oh well. Gusto ko umalis ng bahay.

Sobrang nkaka-LSS yung Lunod. Haha. Wala namang mawawala. Wala ka nang magagawa.

Enough. Aian nanaman, nagpplay, It's really good to hear your voice, saying my name....ah tama na.

Love with freedom and no expectations :))

What goes around....comes around//Ang pagtatapos ng aking penitensya//Happy Birthday Donna! :)

2007-04-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

Yes, so many titles. Don't know why. Haha. 3 days of not using the nternet. How painful. Haha! Sabi ni mama, penitensya ko daw. Oh well. Yes. I'm bored again. Nakakaaliw tingnan yung multiply nila Ms. Platon at Ms. Salvador. Sobra! Too bad...argh.

Happy Birthday Donna! :)

Sobrang bored na ko. Hahaha. Sobra. Wow. Isang linggo na. 7 more weeks! Takte antagal. Sana makasurvive ako. At sana magkaroon din kami ng training :D

I'm already finish reading "Like the Flowing River". Sobrang aliw grabe. Haha. Ewan. Wala atang katuturan itong post na 'to. Wala na kong masabi.

Oh well, mei gagamit na. Wala naman na kong masabi eh.

"You cheated girl. My heart bleeded girl."-What goes around..comes around (JT)

Goodluck nalang sa'kin. :

No one kills and no one dies....

Say NO to Space Shuttle.

2007-04-03T11:46:00.000-07:00

Yes, back to everyday blogging. It's already summer. This is my first day of my real summer. It was supposed to be yesterday, but I went to EK with my classmates.

flashaback....

Thursday
Yes, nagdate kami ni Donna. We photocopied my notes in AP, we bough sun sim and ate in Chowking. Yes, we were poverty. Secret na kung saan namin nakuha ang aming pera :P My 2 weeks craving for Halo-Halo was finally over. Haha

Friday
Last day of tests. I did not study that much. I was not able to absorb that much. AP test was quite hard. Haha. Oh well. We went to SM North. Yes, my Sophomore year is finally over. Goodbye to our school for awhile.

Saturday
Nothing special and important. I just stayed at home. :s Mei bago na kaming chip sa magic sing. Haha :D

Sunday
Palm Sunday, the start of Holy Week. Of course we went to church and celebrated Mass. Then we went to SM North again. We shopped. Then went to Tandang Sora, bonded with my cousins. I was sort of pressured during the night though.

Monday-EK! :)
At last, the day finally came. For the last minute, I decided to join my classmates. Haha. It was really not crowded. We did not even encountered so many lines. Paulit-ulit pa kami sa Jungle Log Jam at Rio Grande. Donna was my partner. I did not face my fear. Hindi ako duwag na tao. Pero ang kinakatakutan ko talaga sa lahat, yung Space Shuttle. It's not that I'm afraid of heights. Ewan, feel ko kasi aatakihin ako sa puso dun sa mga paslide na sobrang bilis Gets niyo ba? Haha. Ayun :) I'll ride the space shuttle, maybe someday :) Tapos angaling, yung sa Rio Grande, twice namin nasakyan yung number 7 :P Wala lang :) Sa Wheel of Fate, gumawa kami ng dramatic video ni Donna :P Basta masaya talaga :) Sobra :) Maraming salamat sa Pag-asa :) Mga 12 na ko nakauwi. Haha! All pictures in videos in my multiply :)

Today..
Yes, mei hangover pa ko. Ansaya kasi. Oh well. It's really boring. Feeling ko magbabasa nalang ako. Haha. Ang boring takte. Isalaba nio ko. Haha. :) Inaantok pa ko.

The Importance of Repetition:
"It is just about practising and repeating the action until you get used to it and it is not already necessary thinking about it."

Dalawin niyo naman ako sa bahay para masaya :D

Sana after Holy Week na at April 20 :)

+3 weeks to go.+

My Sophomore Life is already Over.

2007-04-03T02:18:00.000-07:00

My sophomore life is already over. This year was the worst. But I really learned so many things from this year. Many lessons and man first times. Maybe the greatest lesson I have learned this year is to give up something I really want just to do what is right and that would give more benefits to other people.

Yes, let's have some flashbacks.

Linggo ng Wika
Ehem. Haha. I really enjoyed our practices. Super. Nais Ko and Pamulinawen? Haha. Ansaya talaga noon. SOBRA :D

Science and Math Week
I can't remember any important scenario. But it was really fun doing the documentary/having vanity sessions with other people :D

WBL
Even though we did not win any game, this year was really still a very fruitful year for us :) A year of improvement for all of us :)

Intrams
*Estuans interius ira vehementi?* Aeris?
Haha. Takte. Hindi pa rin nagsisink-in sa'kin ngayon na kinaya ko yung cheering. Haha!

CL Day
Shitty. Eto yung pinakamasaya :) Kahit sobrang mei strain na ko, masaya pa rin tumugtog! :) The practices were really fun :D Actually until now, I really find it hard playing One Way. Itry ne ng tuloy-tuloy! Magplay ka ba naman sa buong kanta at walang pahinga eh. Haha :) And we won :)

English Week
It was really fun bonding with the band. Sobra :) Chia! Ako'y kinikilig kei Rama at Sita :D

Truly, this was the worst year. Many big problems really occured, and I would not have been able to overcome them without so many people :)

Pag-asa
Unang-una, ako ay nagpapasalamat sa II-Pag-asa :) Alam naman nating lahat na sa una pa lang ay ayaw natin sa section natin. Pero sa banda hule ay naging masaya rin tayo at naaprciate natin yung presence ng bawat isa sa classroom :) Tandaan niyo yung english na record ah? :) Di ko makakalimutan yung com ex 15 at masaya ko at ako'y naging english secretray niyo :) Haha. Kahit hindi talaga ako tanungan ng directions at format ng comex, formal theme, rough draft at HRR, ayos lang yun :) Sana magkaroon ng Part 2 yung EK :) Mahal ko kayo, sobra :)

Carmille Louise Valencia Barruga
Sana ay mabasa mo 'to. Masaya ako at kahit hanggang ngayon, best friend pa rin kita :) Never mo kong iniwan at ang tanging inisip mo lang ay yoong mga ikasasaya ko :) Sorry kasi madalas nawawalan ako ng oras sa'yo. Basta, babawi ako ngayong summer :) Magdate naman tayo :P Sorry sa mga times na nagkakalabuan tayo. Kasalanan ko yoong mga yun. Sana mas maggrow pa tayo kasama ang isa't isa :) Walang iwanan :) Home for the Aged ah :) Lageh kang mag-ingat :) Grabe Carmille, wala ka talagang katulad! Mahal na mahal kita :) Tandaan mo, andito lang ako lageh at hindi ka walang kwentang kaibigan :)

Donna Fe Samson Villegas
My very, very, very close friend :D Haha. Halos ata sa lahat ng bagay ikaw ang kasama ko. Angaling. Hindi ka ba nagsasawa? Hahaha! Nakakatawa talaga yung mga naiisip natin. Bute talaga hindi tayo napapagkamalan. Lageh pa man din tayong magkasama. Yuck. Haha! Basta, maraming salamat :)

Kathleen Valdenarro Flores
Hindi ko sure ang spelling ng iyong middle name. Bahala na. Hahaha! My partner in crime, maraming salamat sobra :) Hindi ko makakalimutan ang ating mga kalokohan at mga pagpunta sa McDo, Jollibee at Convergys na rin. Haha. Angaling talaga. Oh well, basta, andito pa rin ako pag inaway ka :D Awayin natin. Hahaha! Huwag mong kalimutang magkwento at sana ay pareho tayong makapagtrain next year at matuloy ang ating sessions :D Lageng mag-ingat :D Huwag kalimutan na Alexi is the name :P Gets mo ba? haha. eklats ka! :D

Meh :)
You started my year :) Salamat ng marami sa pagiging isang mauting kaibigan sa'kin :) Sana walang magbago sa ating pagkakaibigan :)

Gytha Kate A. Torres
Maraming salamat sa pagiging parte ng year ko:) Sobrang dami kong natutunan sa'yo :) Ayun :)
Sorry ang iksi. Alam mo naman na siguro ang aking mga nais na sabihin. Haha.

Ate Bea
Lately lang kita nakilala. Haha. Pero salamat sa lageng pakikinig at pag-iintindi :) Hindi ka nawala. Sorry sa mga pagddrama ko. Haha! Sorry rin sa lahat at Salamat :)

Maria Alexandra Kristienne Rivera Sales, Anna Lorraine Cortez Lo Lim at Angelica Joy Caparras Garcia
Alam niyo, sobrang miss ko na talaga kayo. Sorry sa lahat ng pagkakamali ko. Salamat kasi kahit hindi na tayo masyadong close, hindi niyo pa rin binabale wala ang ating pagkakaibigan. Maraming salamat talaga :) Sobrang mahal ko kayo :)) at miss na miss ko na kayo..... :(

Marami pa kong dapat pasalamatan. Kaso, ewan. Kung gusto niyong maspecial mention, sabihin niyo lang. Gagawan ko kayo ng post :)

Basta sa lahat....

MARAMING SALAMAT :)

school year 2006-2007 signing off......

it's over.

Puto Bungbong at si Kamz Ritualo.

2007-03-26T20:47:00.000-07:00

Haha. Bakit Ganyan yung title? Ewan. Medjo okei na ko. Kumain kasi ako ng puto bungbong, sabay kachat ko si Kamz. Nakakatawa kasi. Haha. Oh yes. We'e back to our routine last summer. Chat and chat. Tapos sa 30 she's leaving for States. That was what also happened last year. Yes, sabi nga namin, paulet-ulet lang.

Yes. I felt sad. Dahil sa kwento? Ewan. Something was lost. Someone? End of statement. Period.

I guess we never really moved on.

Haha. Parang walang test bukas noh? Ewan.

Today, is not like the other days. Yes. Bumaba ako ng recess at lunch. Haha

This morning, our topic in the classroom was about college. Yes, 2 years from no we're already going to college. We also talked about what we like to in the future. I were to be asked, I would like to be a corporate lawyer. Haha. Yayaman ako. Sana.

Hmmm..topic.? Wala akong maisip.

I'm craving for Vanilla Cream, Halo-halo from chowking, cake from Red Ribbon, Seafood Fetuccine from Napoli's/Avenetto's and chocolates :D Haha. parinig kahit kanino.

Yes. Just changed the layout of my blog. Bakit? Kasi tumatanda na ko. Gawin na nating medjo formal. Haha. Tsaka ayoko na nung mei Never wanna say goodbye. Kasi, ewan. Kung gusto niyo malaman ang sagot, tanungin niyo ko. Haha :)

Oh my fairweather friend, why do you always approach me when you need me? Can't you approach me because you miss me or yo want to be with me?

I did it all, all for you, hoping you would see.

4 days nalang. wow. Patience :)

Wala nang katuturan ang aking post.

Ah ewan..

...but girl you make it hard to faithful. Naiintindihan mo kaya?

just a classic case. just a scenario.

2007-03-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

Wala ako sa mood para sa isang pure english na post. Next time nalang. Haha :D

Bakit ganito ang title ng aking post? Hind ko rin alam. Haha. Yes, from "What goes around..comes around" Naaalala ko tuloy, dati sobrang naLSS ako sa kantang yun. Nagpasend ako kei chia sa ym nun. At imagini niyo naman 10mb yung size. Haha. Napakagaling ni Alexi :D

Yes, was so busy last week. Portfolio, paper sa investi at kung ano-ano pa. Masyado kong naging busy. Ilang gabi rin akong napuyat. Well, hindi pa ako third year sa lagay na yan. Paano pa kaya next year? Anyway, ayun. Haha.

Ilang araw nakong napapisip. Ano kaya kung idelete ko na 'tong blog na 'to? Hindi kasi ako nakakapag-update masyado eh. Napakasayang at alam kong wala namang bumibisita dito. Haha. Pero hindi. Haha. Dito lang ako nakakapagsalita ng ayon sa gusto ko. Gaya ngayon. Tagalog na tagalog. Tingnan ang mga simuno at panaguri. Tingnan rin kung ang aking mga pangungusap ay nasa anyong payak, tambalan, hugnayan at langkapan. Tingnan din kung tahasan o balintiyak ba. Pandiwari, pangngalang diwa, pandiwa, pangngalan, pang-uri, pandiwa, ah, tama na. Napaghahalataan tuloy akong favorite subject ko yung pinoi. Haha. Hndi ko 'to pwede idelete. Ito yung mundo ko. Ito yung saril kong mundo. Haha.

Tuwing mei cooking, lageh nalang akong nahihiwa. Bakit kaya? Sadyang malas ako sa mga kutsilyo. Kanina, nasugatan naman ako sa sirang doorknob. Gaya nga ng sabi ng isang tao sa isa sa mga sulat na nabasa ko kanina na binigay sakin dati, lageh daw ako mag-ingat kasi accient prone daw ako. Totoo kaya yun? Kung totoo man, mei mas accident prone pa sakin. Ang aking pinkamatalik na kaibigan :D Si Carmille :)

Napakarandom nga ng post ko. Ang totoo, hindi ko alam kung anong mga ilalagay ko. Haha

Tests na bukas. Bio at Health. Ibang pag-aaral yung ginawa ko sa Bio ngayon. Hindi ko ginamit yung mga maliliit at makukulay kong index cards. Nagbasa ako ng sobrang bagal. Kung baga, yung kasalungat nung speed reading na tinatawag. Haha! Feel ko tuloy, ganito magtagalog si Bob Ong sa mga libro niya. Ewan ko. Haha:D Goodluck sa'kin sa bio. Ang totoo, sa buong buhay ko sa second year, wala pa kong napapsang bio na quarterly test. Kaya hindi ko alam kung paano ko naisasalba yung grade ko sa bio. Mahina talaga ko sa mga subjects na related sa Science. Kaya ayun. Mahal ko ang bio. Pero sana minamahal din ako ng bio. Haha :)

Oonga. Magssun ako sa summer. Mas tipid.

Isang linggo nalang at mag-eend na rin 'tong school year na 'to. Onting tiis nalang Alexi :P

Ambilis ng panahon. Haha. Sino nga ba yung madalas na nagsasabi sakin nian at sinasabihan ko ng gnanyan? Ayan, unang blind item. Haha. Anyway, ambilis talaga. Sobrang kakaiba 'tong secon year para sa'kin. Sobra. Nung first year kasi, sobrang nasanay akong mei assurance sa lahat. Lalo na sa basketball. Ngayong second year, hindi alo basketball club at basketball at Intrams. At sa awa ni God, nakasurvive naman ako :D Isang assurance lang yung di nawala sa'kin. Yung assurance na hindi mawawala sa'kin yung best friend ko :) Ngayon second year, nagkaroon ako ng mas maraming kaibigan at kakilala. Si Donna, mas naging close kami at suepr close friends na kami. Tapos, mas naging close pa kami ni Starr. May mga tao ring napalayo sa'kin. Yung uslak. Sobrang miss ko na sila. Lalo na si Chia at Lorraine. Sobra talaga. Ngayong second year din ako natutulong matulog sa klase. Oww. Ansama ko nu. Nagsimula yan nung second quarter. Sa likod kasi ako nilagay. Ayun. At di ko makakalimutan yung isang guidance na session/class namin dati. Nako, nakakatawa ako. Haha. Ngayong second year, maraming tiwala rin ang nawala. Andami ko ring natutunan. Sobra. At sa worst year ko nameet yung mga taong sobrang halaga sakin. Haha. Wala akong pinagsisisihan sa lahat ng nangyari :) Kasi sobrang natuto naman ako :D Sa nakakabasa nito, salamat :D

Sino na si Alexi ngayon? Isang tao na mei 23 pairs of chromosomes yung cells. Galing sa fertilization at mei genes. Isang taong yung mga cells ay naguundergo ng mitosis at meiosis na rin. Haha.

Andami kong gusto gawin. Gusto ko uminon ng vanilla cream, kumain ng chocolate, halo-halo at deafood feticcine ng Napoli's. Gusto ko rin makabili ng string para sa electric guitar ko. As in yung pinakamanipis. Wala na kong spare eh. Pero wala, malabo ata yun. Kung sino man ang nagababasa ng post na 'to, ilibre mo naman ako ng kahit isa sa mga yun. Haha. Sa summer, sana may magawa naman akong makabuluhan. Gusto ko magBEST at magguitar lessons. Oo, marunong na ko magbasketball at magguitar. Pero iba na rin yung mas marami ka pang matututunan at malalaman mo kung ano yung tama :D Gusto ko rin matutuo ng iba pang sport at musical instrument. Haha. Andami kong gusto itry :D

Kahapon, mei tatlong tao pumunta ito sa bahay. Blind item ule. Hulaan :D Haha!

Nakakasawa na yung video ng Seven Black Roses at Ikaw Lamang sa tv. Haha :D

Wala na kong masabi. Lord, sana lahat magpasa ng comex bukas. Haha

Dapat mei album akong ipopost sa multiply. Puro kalokohan ko. Kaso, huwag na. Ansama ko. Haha.

I am everything and I am nothing. No regrets...

I haven't reaches yet my acomodador :D

wala lang.

2007-03-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I'm posting. Maybe because I don't have something to do.

Haha. No one remembers me. No one's texting me. Kaya nga ko tinatamad magcharge ng phone eh. Yes. I'll fast first. I'll sacrifice my phone. I don' t know how long. And I am also not sure how long, so goodluck to me. But I think I can do it. My phone is lowbat. And I don't want to charge it. I still have load, but I don't want to apply for unlimited. Sayang yung load ko. Bahala na. Yes, I also need it for alarm. Bahala na.

Angaling. It was our fish cleaning during our cooking. For the first time, ako ay hindi nasugatan sa cooking. Haha. I got a perfect score. Haha. Naooverwhelm ako. First time ko kasi. Haha.

Even before reaching our classroom, I already wanted to go home. When I'm at school, I always say that I want to go home already. But it's really gloomy at home. I become happy at school. Saan ba ang tamang lugar? Ewan.

Yes. Now I know what's lacking now. Wala akong binabasang libro ngayon. Feeling ko ang kulang ko. Haha! Libro please?

I'm craving for sundae and vanilla cream. Nasan na yung manlilibre ng vanilla cream ko? Haha. Wala na ata siya. Baka ayaw na niya kong ilibre. :

I'm still learning on how to accept that fact. But it still hurts me. It's testing my patience.

Yes, I'm alone.

no regrets.....

If I could fly away...

2007-03-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

Yes, magpopost na ako ule sa wakes :) Chia, this is already what you’ve been waiting for :)

Flashbacks?
Ewan. Haha. Dont’ wanna make flashback. Nakakatamad. Haha. Okei, okei. Ewan
Some things went back to how they seemed to be. Gets? Ewan. Maybe a few would only get what I am saying. Uhm, changed my mind. I’ll have flashbacks!Haha

Thursday—very traumatic.
Shitty. Nabasag ko yung blender ng seatmate ko. Si anna. Antanga ko. Tsk. Anyway, ayun, good thing we already talked about it. Anna salamat talaga :) Ayun, kami nga walang blender sa bahay eh. Anyway, I think it was both our fault. Change topic. Dahil dun, nawala ako sa sarili ko nung Thursday! Haha. I’m already afraid of blenders. Haha. After that, parang mga Math ata nakatulog ako. Sorry Ms. Lagud :( Pagkatapos nun, bio, we did our investi again. Ayun, andun na yung effect nung pagkawala ko sa sarili. Medjo mukhang badtrip ako. Sorry sa mga nasungitan ko :( Tapos nung dismissal, tinapos naming yung product, tama bang ilagay yung takip nung container nung asukal ng baliktad? Like what Karol said: Alexi no bang ginagawa mo sa buhay mo?! Haha. After that, I walked to mcdo with Simone for our meeting for our marketing. Ansarap niyang asarin. Haha! Then, ayun. Grabe sobrang gipit ako. Tapos, there was this woman. She was really really nice. Pinapakain niya yung mga street children. Ambait! Mei take home pa! Then after that, Chia and Karol already had the courage to talk with the woman. Ambait kasi niya talaga. Then she asked my classmates. Are you from Holy Spirit? Then my classmates said yes. The she asked them, do you know Ms. Platon? Yes was the reply again of my classmates. Then she suddenly said, she’s my daughter :) Parang kami, woah! After that, they left me with Starr. I missed talking the Starr and it was always fun talking with her. Then I met with my mom in Red Ribbon. Ansarap talaga dun! Haha

Friday—Marketing, Juliebee and 300.
Yes, we has our marketing in the wet market near our house. Haha. We were so fast and ansarap talaga ng hipon! Naaddict din ako sa buko juice. Haha. After dismissal, Marielle, Donna and I were supposed to walk to Jollibee. Then suddenly, rain was pouring already. Haha. So then, yeah. Kasalanan an gaming ginawa. People with the age 14 and above should abstain during Friday for it is already the Lenten Season. Nako marielle. 6 na shanghai? :P Pag-asa was really fun to be with. We bonded. It was really really fun. They made my day :) My day was not yet over. My family and I went to SM North and we watched 300. It was not the kind of film that I really like. Kaya nga nakaidlip ako! Haha. Anlamig nun grabe. Anyway, ayun, mei bastos. Yuck. Haha

No flashback for Saturday and Sunday. Nothing good and nice happened.

Moday—Interaction with the Aetas
Habang kami ay nasa AVR, grabe ang kalbaryo ko. Grae talaga. Ako kasi yung taong hindi madalas magkadysmenorrhea. At sa kamalasan ay meron ako kanina. Sinabayan pa ng sakit ng ulo ko. Salamat nalang sa pang-aaliw sa’kin ni Marielle nun :(

I miss our trainings :(

Andami kong kadate! Si bana, si tere, si ena, si rio……at iba pa! Pero wala pang natutuloy kahit isa :P Nice. Haha!

I hope hindi mo namimisinterpret yun. :

I don’t like what I’m feeling now. *I feel so alone, this situation’s desperate* Carmille, thanks for making me feel better. I really love my best friend so much :)

Is this the way it’s really going down?

If I could fly away…I’d fly away..

pwede na ko mamatay.

2007-02-23T18:06:00.000-08:00

Shitty. Pwede na talaga ko mamatay sa sarap ng blueberry muffin na uwi ni Papa. Grabe sobrang sarap talaga! Heaven. Haha :)

As I was typing the title of this post, suddenly, binatukan ako ni Mama. At ganito ang nangyare.
Mama: Anong pwede ka na mamatay?
Lexi: Hindi. Yung bluberry muffin! Haha!

Yes. Umaasenso na yung multiply ko. Nagpopost na ko lageh ng pictures. Tapos ngayon videos :)

Oh well. Things are quite okay now :) Okay na kami ni Marielle :) Wala na kong masyadong worries :) Pero, ewan. Mei iba, ayoko nalang pansinin.

Yesterday, my dad picked me up from school. The nwe went to the salon. We had our haircuts. Yung akin, parang nung july. Basta maikli na ule. Ang init na kasi talaga sobra. Global Warming ang may sala. Haha! Then after that, we picked up my mom from office then went to SM. We ate then watched a movie. Inaantok nga ko habang nanonood eh.

Yes, now I'm not that busy anymore. Trainings are ove. We're just waiting for tune-up games. At sana malapit na yung mga yun. Haha.

Plans for today:
Dentist :)
SM. (anu nanaman kayang gagawin ko dun?)

Change is inevitable. But I can't still adapt to it.

Haha. Pep rally kahapon. 2 trials. And nagkaroon ng mali. Oh well. Goodluck sa pep. Bukas na yung NCC. Go Ena :)

Marielle, I'm glad that we're okay already :) Advance happy :P

Lips of an Angel nanaman ang pinpakinggan ko ng pinapakinggan ngayon. Napakalungkot. Haha!

Wala na kong masabi.

Honey why are you calling me so late?

dead end.

2007-02-21T05:01:00.000-08:00

Ah ewan ko na. I'm so gloomy right now. oh well..

Sobrang miss ko na si chia. :(

Yesterday was our last training. Aww...I'll really miss our trainings. Gustong-gusto ko kasing nagttrain eh. Parang minsan lang ako tatamarin magtrain. Maski 15 minute run minamahal ko. Haha! Kung pwede nga na araw-araw nalang mei training eh. Oh well. Like what coach said, at least bawas sa expenses namin. Kasi nga naman. Bakit ba hindi yung school yung nagbabayad? Oh well. Haha. Last year, yung parang memorable thing sa team ay yung illustration boards. Sobrang..awww. Tapos this year naman, wow! Nagburn si coach ng cd para sa team :) Yung jersey number nung player yung track number nung song nung player :) angaling :) Sayang lang marami ng aalis :( Sabi ko nga kei coach, first week of june pa lang mapatry outs na. haha! Sai niya mga 3rd week naman daw :)

THE eklats na bukas. Yung gusto ko lang na part ay yung pagkain ng sandwich. Haha :)

Chia,our time will come. Let's just wait :)

walang patutunguhan....

how about I'll be nothing?

Time is nothing.

2007-02-18T00:25:00.000-08:00

I really have to update. Why? I just want. Haha. Oh well. I don't know what to post. Analbo ng post ko promise. Minsan trip ko mag straight english, minsan straight na tagalog. Oh well.

EOP.
Last Friday, February 16, 2007, we had our Educational Outbound Trip/Field Trip ina Tanay, Rizal. I really didn't have a partner. But then, my classmate was absent, so her partner, Karol became my partner. Haha :) Favorite part? Caving :) haha. My prediction was right. The day would not be able to end without sharing something to Karol. Haha. I was really exhausted. Anyway, I'm to lazy to narrate what happend last Friday. Last words: I love the backseat girls :P Haha.

Valentines Day./Club Exchange.
February 14, 2007, Wednesday, was Valenitnes Day. Nagulat ako. Ayun lang yung masasabi ko. At salamat :) Club exchange, haha. I just assisted. I let them play. It was already their chance :) At ako ay naging official :P Assistant of the assistant of the assistant. Anlabo nu? Haha. Eh kasi, si ate paella yung assistant ni ms. ngo tapos si ate nicdom yung assistant ni ate paella, so ako yung assistant ni ate nicdom. ayun :)

Foul.
Ang foul ay isang violation sa basketball. Ito ay nakukuha pag nagkaroon ng contact sa kalaban. Pero, ibang foul ang tinutukoy ko dito. Yung pagiging foul. Haha. Amapngit tignan, promise. Ayun lang.

Lips of an Angel.
Yes, still LSSd of it. Haha. The song is really nice. I'm learning on how to do the plucking. Haha. I still don't get it that much.

LS.
Matagal na kong hindi nakikinig ng radio. Bakit? Hindi ko rin alam. Haha.Tapos, nung field trip, sabi bigla ni Bianca, "Ano nang nangyare sa 97.1?" Tinry ko makinig ung isang gabi. Oo nga. Sayang.

Unlimited.
Kelan kaya babalik yung unlimited na mura? Para naman kasing mayaman yung mga tao sa Pilipinas eh. Laganap na nga ang poverty. Haha.

Andaming nagpipigil.
Andaming nagpipigil sa mga nararamdaman nila ngayon. Bakit? Kasi hindi pwede, mali, at bawal. Hindi lang isang tao ang tinutukoy ko sa parte ng post kong ito, kung hindi maraming tao. At ako ay hindi kasama dito. Haha. Sige, parang halos lahat sila, ganito ang sitwasyon. Itago nalang natin sa mga pangalang Bokbok at Poknat. Shitty. Wala na kasi akong maisip na pangalan. Haha. Si Bokbok at si Poknat, ay hindi inaasahang nafall sa isa't-isa. Bakit? Kasi, masyadong closeness o ewan? Haha. Basta ayun, tapos, siyempre, ayun na yung chance eh. Sobrang ayun na. Kaso, kailangang magpigil. Bakit? Ewan. Eto yung mga rason nila.

May magagalit.
Hindi pwede/Bawal/Mali
Natatakot yung isa

Ayun. Hindi based from my experience yun ah. Sa ibang tao yun. Ewan. Laganap na. Haha. Nagugulat nalang ako sa mga nagshshare sakin. Ang aking advice ay,gawin niyo nalang kung ano yung tama at kung ano yung makakapagapasaya sainu. Haha. Pero paano kung yung kasayahan mo ay yung mali? Isipin mo nalang, mali yun. Kaya after mo maging masaya, malulungkot ka rin. Pero pag pinili mo yung kalungkutan na tama, after nun magiging masaya ka na :) Tapos nakagawa ka pa ng tama :) Mapapangiti mo pa si God :)

"If you're already happy, well, I'm also already happy."

Aian yung lines ng nagsasacrifice. Ewan. But I don't think it's really true. Because sacrificing really means a lot to an individual. I mean, you sacrifcice something because you want someone or others to be happy and that something would be a certain thing that you really want or you really love. It also means, sacrificing your happiness and earning happiness. Haha. Anlabo ko talaga. Well, of course, kagaya ng sinabi ko sa isang tao dati, if you sacrifice, you don't need to display it. You don't need to get other people's attention and say: "Hey, I have done something good." Isn't it very boastful? You don't need to be proud of it, because being proud of it means that you only did it just to get other people's attention. Just wait for other people to discover or recgnize it. If they do, well, be thankful. If not, just continue doing it.

Credibility and Trust.

Credibility is something you need to have to make others believe you. If there's no credibility, there's no trust. Yung pagakawala ng credibility mo, hindi mo kailangang isisi sa ibang tao. Kung hindi naniniwala sa'yo yung tao at mas naniniwala sa ibang tao, well, it's your fault. Nasa pinapakita mo kasi yun eh. Kung ano yung pinpakita mo, dun nakabase yung credibility mo. Sobra. Wala kang karapatang magalit o mainis kasi yun yung decision mo, kaya mo ginawa yun at yun ung napakita mo. Ayun.

Forgiveness.

Hindi pa ready ang tao magforgive, kung may galit o inis pa. It really takes time. At dapat yung other side ay ipakita na deserving siya na mapatawad nung isa.

Pagbabago.

Mahirap, pero madali kung kinakailangan. Ang isang tao,pwede magbago.

Time Traveler's Wife.

Yes. I already finished reading the book and it was really good. Too dad. Henry died and it was not said if Alba was cured. Oh well.

Time is nothing.

Wala lang. Aian yung huling line nung letter ni Henry kei Clare nung namatay siya. Yes, time is nothing. At kahit ano na nangyare, at kahit kelan pa siya nangyare, nangyare. Gets ba? Haha.

Oh well. Ang random ng post ko ngayon. Haha.

Carmille, miss na kita :(

"....and I never wanna say goodbye....."

A Day of Undesirable Happenings.

2007-02-10T22:38:00.000-08:00

I'm saying this again: Pagod na ko. Sobra. All of the things that are happening right now are just like what happend saveral months ago. Different versions. Different place, different people, different dates. But still the same situtions. Haha. Para kong nagsasalita para sa trailer ng kung anong palabas. Haha. Anyway, yes. I cried this morning. Why? Very high expectations. Yes. I like pressure. I tend to love pressure. But it's already really too much. I'm already pissed off. Understanding is what I need. And it seems that they don't have it. Oh well. I desire for tranquility. Yep. For my life. I read a book, and it was abook about birthdays and the personalities of the celebrators. I read mine. It said there, that I want everything to be stable. Yes, I want stability. I always want it. But now, my life doesn't seem to have it. Where's the stability that I want?Somewhere. Two words to describe my life right now: magulo, malabo. Haha.

Yes, I know I have to bring back the trust. This time I'm already telling the truth.

Feelings. Malabo sobra. Haha.

Grades. Yes. Yesterday was the getting of cards. Andaming bumaba sa bio. At isa na ko dun. 3 points :( I need to pull it up.

From school, Donna, Marielle and I went to SM North. Haha. Bakit kaya ganun? Pagpasok mo ng SM, andami mong pera. Paglabas mo, onti nalang o wala na. At ganun ang nangyare sakin. Haha. I wanted Vanilla Cream. Pero, ewan. Ayoko talaga bumili :( What happend yesterday wa glike what happend last September 18. Pero different version. Haha. At mas gusto ko yung nugn September 18 :) Thanks to Donna and Marielle :)

Bring back credibility and don't be foul. Nako, pag nakadalawang flagrant foul o techincal foul, maeeject ka sa game. Life is like basketball.

3 days to go and it's Valentines already. Haha. Sabe nga ng cousin ko, "Valentines Days is just a state of mind." Haha. Onga naman. Gastos lang yun.

Donna. Anlakas ng impluwensya mo. Lips of an Angel. Sobrang LSS na ko. Haha!

Gusto ko makipagjam! Field trip na sa friday :) Wala pa kong partner. Oh well.

Bagong week. Goodluck to me :)

Oh well. Enough.

"....never wanna say goodbye...."

The end of my longest yard.

2007-01-28T18:36:00.000-08:00

I was able to see it before it happend. I knew it before it happend. I expected it before it happend. I expected for the worst, and yes, it happend.

I ended my longest yard. Very defiant, but it should really go that way. Very hard, but we really need it. I promise you: in the future, we'll all benefit from it. Take that from me.

Salamat sa lahat :) I'm still here.

Maraming salamat kei Ate Bea, Bana, Meh, Donna, Carmille, Chia, at Karol :)

Sa mga kasama ko noong fair, maraming salamat talaga :) Hindi niyo ko iniwan, Donna at Ate Citters :)

Mei classes nanaman. Mag-aaral nakong mabute :)

Ayunsin muna natin yung mga sarili natin :)

Ngiti tayong lahat :)

cities grow, rivers flow, where you are I'll never know but I'm still here :)

bahala na.

maybe after my longest yard.

2007-01-21T23:51:00.001-08:00

Really long time no post. It's just that I am too busy and also lazy to post here. Haha. And yes, I know no one's viewing this blog. Unless, I don't know. Haha.

Tests are over. Yes, and I haven't seen any of my test papers. Well, goodluck to me.

I'm here in my mom's office, I'm doing our investi, the paper. Haha. Goodluck to me. I'm not really in the mood to think. Oral defense tomorrow. Shitty.

Significant events? Nah. I don't know. Many things are really happening now. Many people are very sad. Many people are confused. What's happening to the world? Haha :) Well, I'm still thankful for having my friends :) Claudz, Meh, Donna, Marielle and Ate Bea, maraming salamat :) Kahit di niyo nababasa 'to.

Training resumes tomorrow. I love it :) I really missed it so much. Back to normal life. Haha.

Fair is almost near. Poverty is over me. Haha. Goodluck to me. I think Donna would be my date? Haha.

Anlakas ng trip sa section namin. :P Bunutan ng someone? Haha!

Post some other time.

One more kiss could be the best thing....

After ng line na Is this the beginning of our last dance ay Once we're on the floor can we do it again? Pwede nga kaya?

If I could fly away, oh I would come back for no more. I turn around just to see you for the last time.....-Nelly

Kung ayaw mo na sa akin, di na kita pipilitin...-Sugarfree

my no sense post..

2006-12-28T00:07:00.001-08:00

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know the truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find out only today, that my sister hid them. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

my no sense post..

2006-12-28T00:07:00.000-08:00

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know teh truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find outo nly today, that my sister hid it. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

I want....

2006-12-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

I want my Vanilla Cream.
I want an everyday supply of Gonuts Donuts.
I want to read The Zahir again.
I want to have a copy of "For One More Day".
I want to have the album "Tala-arawan".
I want to sleep all day.
I want to classes to end already.
I want to train.
I want to play ball.
I want to sing.
I want to jam.

I want all the albums of 3 doors down.
I want Jea to be happy.
I want to talk with Starr.
I want to be with Carmille.
I want Donna and Marielle to be my classmates next year.
I want Theresa to rest.
I want it to be January already.
I want mocha ice.
I want this schoolyear to end already.
I want peace.

I want to make everyone feel special.

I want everyone to be happy.

i want challenge.

I NEED to be with YOU.
I NEED YOU :(

RANDOM AGAIN.

2006-12-02T23:48:00.000-08:00

Seeing the interval of the day when I last posted to now, it is really big. Haha. Why? I don't know. Maybe I was too lazy to connect to the internet. I was also busy of so many things. I don't know what to post. I really don't know. So just bear with me.

WBL. We didn't win any game. But it's okei. So many lessons learned. The last game was the best :) SHS vs. La Salle Zobel. Oh well. Northball in January? I hope so. Can't wait for those tune-up games. Haha.

Me? I don't know. I think I'm lost. Di ko na madescribe yung sarili ko. Haha.

Back to the basics. haha. Mrs. Santos is back :) So good :)

Oh yes. New sitting arrangement since the week after the getting of cards. I was transferred in front. Why? To prevent me from sleeping during classes.

What else....oh yes. Intrams practice. Careerin na ang cheering. Tsk. Sana January na. Haha. HONESTLY, AYOKO TALAGA. But I already have nothing to do but just accept it. Haha. At lwast nag-eenjoy naman sila eh :)

Sentence from our outreach. "We were arranging hollow blocks when we saw a black cat in the movie happy feet." There's a different accent for that. Ask me or Karol. Haha. :) Andami ng nababarok ngayon. Oh well.

Health Project. Oh yes, I am already in the second leg of watching Salamat Doc. Haha. It's so hard to wake so early in the morning. Tsk.

Nakakaadik na nga. "Nais kong mahawakan ang 'yong kamay......" Hala. Hindi sa paghawak ng kamay ah. Basta. Gets ng iba 'to alam ko :)

Okei, okei. Kwento na...But wait. I asked God for a one day rest. Why? Secret. Haha.

So there were no classes last Thursday. Too bad. Okei, I had something for Carmille. Birthday niya kasi. Badtrip ayaw akong payagang umalis. Oh well. I just stayed home. I slept very early. Haha. 8pm.

Friday, oh men, I didn't have load until 2 pm I think? It was then until someone..yeah, mei nagmagic. Aion. My dad sudddenly said that he wants to go to MOA. Mall of Asia. So we went there. It was my second time. Of course, as usual, we went to Nike. And...we bought some things. Haha. Basta aion. Then we ate. Ayun lang ata ginawa namin? Haha. Oh yes. Dinaanan ni Claudz yung mga jacket ko.

Saturday, tsk. I woke up at 9:30. They didn't wake me up. So after eating when I went upstairs and nakabihis na sila. Kamusta naman diba? So I was really in a hurry. I was really pressured. Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko kei Carmille, "Minadali ko yung mra ritual ko." Haha. Then we went to the airport. We picked up my mom. And we were late because of me. Tsk. It was in teh car where I started to become badtrip. Super. We ate somewhere. I really looked bad. Pero wala, I was really badtrip. I was weraing shades and listening to mp3 when I ate. I didn't want my mom to see me frowning. Haha. Then, we went to Tandang Sora. Sunbathing sa sofa. Nakashades pa rin. Good thing, my cousins and I went to SM North. Coincidence. We were all wearing green shirt. Haha. We looked awful while walking. And, yeah, I saw people from Holy. We saw Ms. Platon and Ms. Salvador on the escalator. We ate in Breadtalk and also had some donut in Gonuts Donuts. Heaven talaga. Ansarap nung blueberry!Anyway, yeah...wala na kong masabi.

Sunday. Like other sundays still. So gloomy outside.

The 4 days of rest is already over. Tama na ang pagpapakabatugan. Back to Bio notes. Back to Florante at Laura. Back to Intrams Practice. Oh well.

Takte. Nahihirapan ako gumawa ng post ngayon. Bakit? Ewan. Andaming nasa isip ko ngayon. Haha.

Andami kong gusto.....I want to buy sugarfree's album, Tala-arawan. Gusto ko rin nung bagong book ni Mitch Albom. So nice. "For One More Day". Aww.

Oh well,...wala na kong masabi. Idaan nalang sa maraming dots. Sana maging okei na ang lahat.

Nakuha ng stat message ni jea ang atensyon ko. "Wala ng spark and magic.. ='c" Ang spark nasa kable ng kuryente lang yun makikita. Ang magic, nasa EK? The Magic begins here. Haha. Di pa ba enough na mahal niyo ang isa't-isa? Oh well. Wala akong ipinahihiwatig.period.

Marielle,masyado mo kong ineencourage. Haha.

I want challenge. Haha. I want my Vanilla Cream.

kung pwede lang.... :(

The people I miss :(

2006-11-05T16:52:00.000-08:00

******edited after a few hours.....****

It's the last day of our sembreak. Bitin? I don't know. What I like about sembreak is only the fact that I can sleep anytime. I can't do it during classes. Well, yeah, I can't do it but I tend to do it, especially for this certain subject. Guess :)

I'll continue the last part of my previous post.

I miss the person who has the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has the same size of hand with me.
I miss my partner in crime.
I miss my pare.
I miss the person whom I eat kissables with during classes last year. The greatest sitmate I ever had.
I miss the person from Laguna wearing blacket who I hugged in the movie house last Friday.
I miss uslak.
I miss the person to whom I sing That Thing You Do with
I miss the person to whom I sing Wouldn't it Be Nice with.

I can't think of other people already. Maybe next time :)

Okei. Flashback for yesterday..

Hmmmm...Yes. Yesterday, we went to T. Sora, as usual. But we first dropped by in Puregold Commonwealth. My mom bought some breadpan. Yes, some, like 20 packs. Haha. Then we played basketball. Malapit na talaga bumagsak yung ring! Haha. And obviously, we were not really that conditioned to play. But, we won. Then my cousin and I went for jamming. I let her experience playing the elec. Haha. Angaling, tama pala yung ginawa ko. Then, I helped my tita with he new ipod video. Iba na talaga pag ignoranteng kagaya ko. Bute nalang nagets ko agad :) Then, yes, I was not able to eat dinner. When I arrived in our house, good thing, buhay pa yung mga parang brownies! Haha. Then, after that, I started with my reco letter for Carmille. Haha. I really needed to start on it this early. Why? Only one person knows why :) And I slept really late. Haha. 1:30 am :P

Today,hmmm..I woke up at 9:30am. Bitin talaga tulog ko. Hikab ako ng hikab! But then, we really needed to go to the salon. I proposed on just staying home alone. But then, my mom said that we would be going to Fil2. So yeah, I'm here now. It's still too early for a haircut. Kaya hotoil lang muna. Sabi ni mama next time nalang daw. She was trying to get you. She wasn't really sure of what she was saying, unless the talked personally or on the phone. And she got you. But honestly, it's okei :)

Starr, iba na talaga pag chismosa nu? Tsk. Wala akong pakeelam sa'yo. Just go on. Wow. bahala kayo. Pag sh*tty nga naman talaga.

What a coincidence. Anne and I has the same skin. Haha.

I remember. This happend yesterday. Gia sent a group message. She said that wala daw siyang magawa. Then I said to her: "Mag PC ka nalang." Then she said, "Ginagamit ng kuya ko eh." I repleied, "Magpakavain ka nalang jn. Haha." After an hour, she texted again. She said that she's in FEU Hospital. Then I asked her why she's there. She said, "Nasa ER kasi si kuya." What I replied was like this: "Weh? Diba parang kanina lang nagcocomputer lang yung kuya mo?" She said: "Nadulas kasi si kuya sa stairs. Tumama yung ulo niya sa may bakal na part, dumudugo yung ulo niya." I'm so speechless. I already don't know what happend after that. Like what Starr says during a game in GALS last January: Anything can happen in 5 seconds.

I'm nervous about the tests. Math. Tsk.

Happy Birthday sa kapatid ko sa November 7 :)

I hope that everything would be fine already. Yung training...sana.

Classes already tomorrow. Pwede bang di nalang magclasses? :P Gusto ko kumain ng donuts. :( Gusto ko magpakabatugan. Oh well.

Pahingi ng reco letter :) i-email niyo o kaya ibigay niyo sakin sa kahit anong paraan :P

*back to reality....

Onga pala...

Cza...hi=p

...beneath a sorrow lies someone who's reaching out, for a hand that's reaching too...

Railway tracks are always 4 feet and 8 1/2 inches apart :)

2006-11-04T13:49:00.000-08:00

Oh yes. At last, my blog is fixed again. Like what Donna says: I'm so, so, so, so...Haha.

Might be wondering why the title is like this. I read it from The Zahir. Haha.

"I apologize for not being as direct as the two previous speakers, but I nevertheless have something to say. I went to a train station today and learned that the distance between railway tracks is always 143.5 centimeters, or 4 feet 8 1/2 inches. Why this absurd measurement? I asked my girlfriend to find out and this is what she discovered. When they built the first train carriages, they used the same tools as they had for building horse-drawn carriages. And why that distance between the wheels on carriages? Because that was the width of the old roads along which the carriages had to travel. And who decided that roads should be the that width? Well, suddenly, we are plunged back into the distant past. It was the Romans, the first great road builders, who decieded to make their roads that width. And why? Because thei war chariots were pulled by two horses, and when placed side by side, the horses the used at the time took up 143.5 centimeter."

explanation: "You will move along side by side like two tracks, keeping always the same distance apart. Even if sometimes one of your needs to be a little farther away or a little closer, that is against the rules. The rules say: Be sensible, think of the future, think of your children. The rules don't allow for love to change, or to grow at the start and diminish halfway through-it's too dangerous. And so, after the enthusiasm of the first few years, they maintain the same distance, the same solidarity, the same functional nature. Your purpose is to allow the train bearing the survival of the species to head off into the future; your children will only be happy if you stay just where you are-143.5 centimeters apart. If you're not happy with something that never changes, think of them, think of the children you brought into the world."
-The Zahir

What I liked was the 143.5 cm :P Haha. Hindi dahil sa marriage. Basta, naaliw ako sa measurement. Try interpreting :)

Kinikilig naman ako. Nabasa na rin ni Anne yung The Zahir. Hindi dahil crush ko siya ah. Kasi, wala, angaling-galing. :)

So yesterday, we went to SMF. I had a field trip in Italy. Haha. I want to live in Italy. Yes, I really do. Haha. The food there, hmmmm...basta, I want to live in Italy. Yes, we watched The Grudge 2. Not knowing that at the same time, some schoolmates and classmates were also watching. Imagine, people from Holy watching the Grudge 2 at the same time. What a coincidence.

Thanks for the very great day :) You have a good interpretation kahit di mo pa nababasa yung explanation :)

I miss school. November 6, 2 days to go. November 7, 3 days to go :)

I miss the person who has this the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has this the same size of hand with me. (nababarok na ata ako.)

*to be continued....

We're always 143.5 cm apart. But we're going on the same direction. :)

oh well :P

2006-10-31T01:47:00.000-08:00

Oh yes. It's been a long time again. We still don't have net card and I was really busy for these past few weeks. We had our exams and lots of trainings. Yes, lots of trainings, I should say. And I think that many things have really changed for now. Oh yes, many things.

I think that I am now more, paranoid. Haha. Takte. I don't know why :P Oh well. I have been going out lately for a lot of times. Of course, with Starr, my partner in crime :P

WBL? Oh. I don't know how to describe those past two games that we have. But eventually, we all knew what wa suppossed to happen. On tuesday, we would be able to know what will happen for the next games..

Sembreak, oh well. Today's the second day, for me. Yesterday, I cleaned my room. Accomplishment. Haha. *bow* But I really want to go out. Sinong pwede kadate? :)

I don't know what to say...Oh well, I am already out of words.

Onga pala, may bago akong cruxie :P

enough.

random again.

2006-10-15T02:02:00.000-07:00

I really need to post. It's been a very. very long time since I last posted. So How am I? I think, I'm fine? Haha. I don't know.

Flashbacks...

October 7- :)

We had a band practice. Haha. And I don't know what to say. Haha.

October 12-Very tiring.

Oh Yes. It was a very tiring day. First, we had our swimming class. Then, outreach (Gawad Kalinga). It was really fun. Haha. I was even the first in line during the passing of hollow blocks. Donna was my partner. She's really great. Then, we had our confirmation practice. After that, training.

October 15-We lost.So, today is the WBL Opening. Saw some familiar faces. We lost to New Era. 51-38. I think we were really supposed to....if you know what I mean. It was just that, time was so fast and we were not really focused. I just hope that we would be able to do it for the next game :) After the game, we ate then Starr and I went to Convergys. Oh yes, new haircut. Haha. F4's coming to school. Haha. Joke. And then, suddenly, oh yes. Starr, you know what I mean :P

I really don't have so many things to say. And I don't know why.

Convergys made my day.

You were supposed to be the one, but then, I don't know.

'Cuz we, could be happy can't you see if you only let me be the one to hold you and KEEP YOU HERE WITH ME..

Cram.

2006-09-24T01:41:00.000-07:00

Pagccram na ang gagawin ko mamaya. Tsk. I still have so many things to do. Goodluck nalng sakin. Wala na kong pera. Super. Yung money ko for tomorrow, mei pag gagamitan na yun. I don't know what would happen for this week. I just hope that it would be a good one.

I really wanted to but The Zahir last Friday. I'm so desperate to have a copy. But then, unfortunately, wala nga akong pera. Bahala na kung makabili ako. Masyado kong maraming pinag-iipunan eh. P400. Halos one month na training na yun. Pero, super anganda nun eh.

Sabi ni Carmille, gusto daw siya dalhin ni Tere sa province nila para daw ipakagat si Carmille sa kambing. Haha! Kasi halos lahat ng hayop na common nakagat na si Carmille. Tapos, bigla ko napaisip. Nangangagat ba ang baboy? Sabi ni Carmille, itry ko daw. Sabi ko, ayoko. Sabi niya, sige lang daw nasa likod ko lang daw siya. Sabi ko, o sige, gamutin mo ko ah. Tapos, siya naman ang napaisip. Mei rabis ba ang baboy? Siguro wala. Kasi kung meron, bakit natin kinakain? :P

Donna's right. Masarap magpakabatugan. Sobra. Haha.

Yehey! Isasama daw ako ni Lorraine sa Pangasinan next time :) Yahoo! :)

Gusto ko na mag October 2. Bakit? Secret. Joke. Gusto ko na maging busy. Haha. Kaso mei problema ako. Saang araw ko isisingit yung dentist ko? Ah bahala na.

Gusto ko magsimba. Seryoso. Kaso wala akong kasama.

Ang aking post ngayon ay tagalog. Hindi siya tuloy-tuloy na english. Bakit kaya? :P Siguro dahil..

Nasa mood ako magtagalog ngayon.
Wala ako sa mood mag-english dito.
Nakaktamad mag-isip ng subject-verb agreement.
wala lang.
wala lang ule.

Haha. Bigla ko napaisip. Ano ba ang mga wishes ni Alexi? Haha.

Maging mabuting tao.*
Maging masaya.
Maging masaya yung mga tao sa paligid ko lalo na si Carmille.*
Maging ayos na ang lahat.*
Maging merit ule.
Magkaroon ng successful na band.
Maging magaling sa basketball at guitar.
Makagawa ng maraming kanta.
Makita na ni Chia yung talagang tamang tao.*
Maging maayos na yung image ng section namin.*
Mabasa lahat ng libro ni Paulo Coelho.
Magkaroon ng bagong phone.
Matuto magviolin, drums tska sax.
Makakapa ng instrumental ng isang kanta na puro lead.
Maging may-ari ng globe.
Maging pep, kahit hanggang panaginip nalang yun :P Pwede na rin ang aglaia :P (kasama ko si donna dito :P)
Mapasaya lahat ng tao.*
Mapakita sa lahat ng tao kung gaano ko sila naappreciate.*
Matulungan lahat ng tao sa mga problema nila.*
Makashoot ng mas malayo. Kahit 3.
Magkaroon ng sariling laptop.
Mawala lahat ng negative sakin.*

Marami pa actually, hanggang doon muna. Yung mga mei asterisk, yun yung mga talagang priority.

Oh well. Hanggang dito nalang.

Ang buhay, di mahalaga kung ikaw hindi makakasama...-takipsilim.

Relief.

2006-09-23T02:18:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah. I really feel relieved. I feel so good about what I did. Dude, hindi ako nakadrugs ah. Haha. Matinong tao pa naman ako. So how am I? It's been weeks.I was supposed to have a post for last week. But then, I was not able to publish it because we are really having problems with our internet connection.So this was supposed to be my post for last week.

***

Chances. Some arrives only once in a lifetime. Some arrives frequeantly, even everyday. That is why we should not waste each of them. For we'll never know when's the end.
Sayang...

I don't know how this post would go. So just bear with me. :)So how's the week? Fo
r the whole week, I went home late. Haha. I think I was with Starr for every dismissal. Vanity partner? Sa dami ata ng pictures ko, 30% siya kasama ko. :P

**time machine:)

Monday: So we had this talk in the podium for our Pinoi presentation. When I went down. Wow! Wala na yung bus! Then, ang aking landas at ang landas ni Starr ay nagmeet. We decided to go to McDo. Pareho lang rin eh. Magccommute rin ako. Then we went inside and did some shootings with our tan uniforms :P Then, we went down and of course, vanity was there. Ww killwd timw through vanity. Then we went to McDo. And my mom decided to pick me up because she needed to buy something in Ever.

Tuesday: Training. New drills. More fun(?) New learnings. :)

Wednesday: We had this game in our club. We won :) I went home late again. Haha.Thursday: Training again. Ayoko talaga ng laterals :P As in :P I was really conditioined to train :) Haha. Secret :P

Friday: Pinoi, wowiez, ansaia nung results nung quiz ko :) Sayang katanghan yung isa kong mali. Yun na yung nasa isip lo eh. Pero ayos lang :) Before training, Starr and I took our recess in the J. Court :P And we did a 15-minute run. I cannot already apply the technique. Haha. And I went home late again. Sayang. Starr, thanks for the ride:) Nasasanay na ko magcommute ng madilim.

Saturday: I went to school. I needed to meet my classmate. Tsk. Tama ba yun? Kasama ko na tas biglang sasabihin di na daw siya pupunta ng practice? Onga ang sandali lang. Pero ayos lang :) At least kahit papano diba? :) Kasama ko nanaman pala si Starr. :P Then, Agel picked me up in school. Wowiez! Nagscooter kami :P Ang saya :) Sana sa monday ule :P Then, I was picked up in Agel's house. Forget our way to my cousin's house. It was my cousin's birthday. And all I did was just taking pictures and sleep. Haha.

Sunday: I don't know :P Later, my mom and I would be going to a debut. I don't even know who's the celebrator :P I'll just go there to acccompany my mom and eat :P Puyatan pa rin, as usual. :P

Hinahanap ka na ng langit...Saan kita itatago?Ang buhay, di mahalaga, kung ika'y di makakasama..

Walang right ang tao magdemand sa isang tao kung di naman talaga obligation yun ng isa. Diba?

***
So it was not that long. Okei, time for flashbacks...for the week.

Monday-It was rainy.
We had a practice for our Balitaan in Agel's house. As usual, we were not complete. Then, I had to meet with my mom in McDonald's. I waited for her cab. First time, that I commuted that it was raining. Mahirap talaga. Then, we went to SMF. We needed to buy some things. Ambagal ko kumain. Haha. Sayang talaga.

Tuesday-Surprise! :P.
We did not know that we would be having a game with the alumni. Scrimage only. They're so great. Anganda nung passes. Even if some of them are already working, they are still good in playing. It was an honor to play with them. Some of them were former lady maroons. So great :)

Wednesday-I don't know.
Aba. Wala akong maalala sa wednesday. I think I stayed late. We practiced again then I was with Starr. After that, oh yeah. Pareho yun kanta, 2 weeks ago nun. Bute nalang talaga. Di ko kaya noh.

Thursday-Oh no.
Thursday, we had our training. There was also a softball and volleyball game. Of course, we won over HSS in volleyball. Softball, SHS lost. But some said, enjoy naman eh. While we were joggging, lahat kami nakatingin dun sa game nung softball. Haha. Mei pinapanood? Di mapigilan eh. Then, yeah, I went out late, so the bus was lost. Starr and I ate in Karakuch. Then, we had no money for tricycle, so we walked from their until BPI. So how was that? Then we rode the tricycle to the overpass. Pagbaba namin ng overpass, oh no, umaambon na. Then, she was picked up by her mom their. And me? Naghintay akong tumila yung ulan. Nung umaambon nalang, naghanap na ko ng jeep. Sabi fairview market, ako naman 'tong go,go,go. Then, bigla lumiko yung jeep sa litex. Oh no! Nagreact nga rin yung girl na nasa jeep. So bumaba kami then I looked for another one. Unfortunately, naanuhan ng gulong ng pedicab yung paa ko. Kamusta naman? Masakit kaya. Then, I was already able to look for another jeepney. Naulanan talaga ako. Good thing, I didn't get sick :)

Friday-Balik sa hometown:HYPERMARKET.
Training. We were only few. We worked on our defense and one-on-one skills. 2 weeks to go before WBL. How exciting :) Our last week would be very busy. Sabi nga nila, fully booked :P We will have a training on Monday, which is really something new :) Then tuesday of course. Then wednesday, tentatively, we would be having a game vs. MC. Oh no. Then thursday and friday, of course, training :) Coach also said that on 29, we would have a game vs. the alumini. wowiez :) After training, nagmamadali ako. Akala ko kasi andun na si papa. Tumawag kasi si mama. Yun pala, wala pa. Oh well, masaya naman akong naghintay eh :) Sana mas matagal pa :P Joke. Then, we went back to my hometown. Haha. As usual.

Today: Nothing important. I just went to to school for our meeting for our health project. Wala pang magandang nangyayari ngayon. Basta, masarap kumain.

Kikiligin siguro ako pag mei taong kakantahan ako ng pasan o kaya takipsilim.Haha. As in yung dedicated sakin? :P O kaia kahit anung song basata ganun! Haha. Lexi, asa :P

Ang buhay, di mahalaga, kung ikaw ay hindi makakasama. Walang ibang idadalangin, O Diyos ko, huwag kang agawin sa akin.

And I know eventually, we'll be together one sweet day...

Mahabang Kwentuhan Ito :)

2006-09-10T02:51:00.000-07:00

This post is due sa demand ng nanay ko :) Mag-update daw ako :P O eto na ah :)

This post is for the previous week.

So the start was kind of gloomy. Full of loneliness. (?) Haha, It's over. But I think it is really better if it would just be that way. I know that it is hard. But I know that things would go well sooner or later.

So how is the atmosphere in our class? Well, at least the gloomy atmosphere there is already over. No more g.m.'s about loneliness and problems. All g.m.'s are now about them, wanting to be happy already that is why they want to be stronger. Well, I guess, that is fine already.

**flashback..( I'll skip some days.)

Tuesday
I was really in mood for training. The 15 minute run? Well, the technique was effective. :) Happy thoughts :) Secret na kung sino o ano yung inisip ko dun :)

Wednesday
I think we made this Com. Ex. in English. Haha. And I'm the English Sec. *waving* so I was the one who collected the papers. Muntik na ko mabaliw sa dami nung nagpapass. Check ng class number tapos ilagay yung paper sa correct place niya dahil by class number tapos nagchcheck pa lang ako pero eto na si classmate ipapass na ang kanyang paper. Ang masama pa, etong si classmate ayaw pa ibigay agd yung paper niya dahil akala niya babasahin ko yung mga sinulat niya. Guto niya siya maglalagay. Dude, by class number nga eh :P Well, at least I was able to pass them on time :)

Oh yeah. There was also a game. The varsity vs. the alumnae. Tama ba alumnae? Lagot ako kei Ms. Platon, nakalimutan ko na :P I was not really able to watch the whole game. I played ball with some batchmates in the J. Court. Haha. Kunware inter-club :P Starr and I realized that our shooting is really improoving. We really like the sound. *Swoosh!* Haha. Swak ba? Minsan :P

Thursday
The technique was not effective. :P 10 minute run :) But it was okay :) Hindi ako masyado fLEXIble :P

Friday-A very long day :)
Students' Teachers' C? I can't remember what's letter c. Conference ba? Sabi ni Mrs. Suva, okei naman daw ako :) Haha. Normal pala ko. Joke. So my card, hmmm...it was quite fair. But I think that I should still pull my grades up. Mataas na ata ang standards ko. Haha. Basta kailangan talaga :)

I was sick. I was quite hot (in temperature :P). I also have this colds and sore throat. We also had many quizzes. Sayang nasira yung record ko sa Bio. I was really not feeling well. So I was really thinking if I would train or not. But during lunch, I felt better. So I trained. Pantamad talaga yung position nung 3. Secret pala kung ano yung ginagawa dun. Baka mabasa yung play! Haha. Habang nakapwesto ako sa 3, sa field, ako ay may nakita. Haha.

After training, so my only means of going home and my only option was to take the public transportation. I decided to walk farther. Haha. Then I texted my mom. "Sama nalang pala ko sa SM." So I rode the tricycle and went off to Batasan. Mas mahal kasi pag sa Don Antonio ka dumaan. Dalawang tryk. Then, nagjeep ako. Haha. Mahirap kasi kumuha ng FX pag ganun. Alangan naman maglakd pa ko. Baka masagasaan ako ng mga galing sa underpass. Haha. So then when I reached my mom's office. Yung totoo kong nanay. :P Antagal niya bumaba. Haha. Asar lowbat pa ko :( Then when she already went down, we already went to SM North. We played hide and seek with my brother for I guess, 30 minutes. Not considering I was not still feeling well. Pinaabot pa niya pa kami sa Annex. What about? And at last, we saw them. DJ,kunware pang di okei sa kanya na iniwan siya, mei kasama naman pala :P Congratz, napasagot na :P Then we left them somewhere, and we ate. I kind of ate a lot. I was tired and the last time I ate that day was lunch. We really did a lot of walking and I was from training, where we did this kind of scrimage and a 5 minute run. And then, nag-ikot kami. Went for grocery. Ako yung taga tulak nung cart. Tsk. Nalowbat ako. Per ayos lang :) Pinahiram ako ng phone. :P Angaling ko magmemorize ng number nu? :P After the grocery, we waited for my dad. He picked us up. We reached our home at around 11pm. And I slept past 12 :P

Saurday-Bahay ko na ata ang SM North.
I woke up a bit early. Around 7 I think? Then I ate and took a bath. Then of course, put on my clothes. Then we went to school. My mom got my sister's card. I hang-out with Di and Ayena in the podium for a few misutes. Mei gusto ko puntahan. Kaso di pwede. Sayang :( So we left TOO early. I really wanted to watch the game :(

We went to SM North. AGAIN. We stayed there somewhere. I was really bored and quite sad. I did all that I can do just to kill time. Mp3, text, read, ate, I even slept :P I think for 15 minutes? At least :) Medjo kulang na kasi ako sa tulog sa dami ng ginagawa eh. Sabi ni mama, over fatigue na daw ako kaya ko nagkakasakit. But I think di pa naman. Kaya ko pa :) And, stop bugging me. Tsk.

At last, 3pm came. We went to the dentist. Ang cute ni Bianca :) Yung anak nung dentist :) Ang kulet :P Haha. So, my braces was adjusted. Kinapalan yung wire sa baba at mei tie. I really had a hard time choosing for the color combination. Haha. Wala kasing yellow. Mas madali mag-isip kung mei yellow. So I ended up with pink and blue. Balik sa dating kalbaryo. Medjo mahirap kumain. Pero ayos lang :) Sanay na ko. :P Di naman katulad nung dati.

My mom was supposed to pick me up from the dentist which was kind of near to SM. But then, as usual, pinagcommute ako. Haha. When I went out of teh clinic, oh no umaambon. Tapos yung isang tryk na pinara ko, ayaw pumunta ng SM. So I waited for another one. Umaambon pa rin. Then ,when I reached my first destination which is yung sakayan, I walked fast to be able to reach the overpass as soon as possible. Anlakas na kasi nung ambon, eh mei sakit pa nga ako. Baka matuluyan na yung lagnat ko nun. Haha. Then I reached SM. Wuhooo! :) And I walked again. Malayo ule. Siyempre binilisan ko. Mag-isa lang kasi ako. Then at last, I was able to reach the place where they are :) *clap, clap, clap :)* Then we bough fabric and some other things. Then we went home.

Angaling-galing ni Carmille :P Haha. Libre yun ah :) Luciferase talaga :P

Wow. Isa nalang talaga yung kulang para makumpleto yung araw ko. Pero salamat :) Ilang percent nalang ang kulang :) Haha :) Salamat :) Sorry..

Tao rin ako, nakakamiss :)

LSS na ko sa Bitiw. Haha. Kahit di ako nakakarelate :P Gusto ko ng album ng Sponge. Yung transit. I'm sure maganda kasi yung songs. Angaling nila sumulat eh :)

So how's my reading? :) Well, 40 pages to go. Di pa rin ako naeexcite dun sa book. Maybe at the end part. Haha. Gusto ko talaga matapos yung The Zahir. Anganda kasi. Gusto ko rin mabasa yugn Veronika Decides To Die. Anna! Pahiram :P

TODAY:
A conversation while we were eating breakfast :) My dad was playing Unforgettable in the radio by Nat King Cole. Kilala niyo ba yun? :P

Mama: Uso pa kaya yang kantang yan pag malaki na sila?
Papa: Di na siguro
Lexi: O sige, irrevieve ko nalang :P
Alek: Rock Version!
Lexi: onga rock version! :P

So we were bought to Fil2. So I'm here. I don't really now what your reason is. But it's fine for me.

Haha. Very long post. Nasa mood ako magkwento :)

Sa kakasinga ko naluluha nako..
Claudz, sana nga magkatotoo :) Tomorrow's gonna be just fine :) Yung promise natin ah :)

Sana di na magend to....Natatakot ako. Please?Haiii...

Sana monday na :)

Nakakamiss ka naman....

random..

2006-09-02T17:06:00.000-07:00

Long time no post. Haha. This post is not due to Chia's demand. Anyway, yeah, it's been two weeks. I don't even know what to say. Haha.

Two week, I had been so busy. No time for a post. And now's the time. Haha.

Many things have been happening. Gulong-gulo na ko. Many people are sad. How I wish that I could help them. Soo, yeah, we had many practices for the Sabayang Pag-awit. We didn't win, but we really enjoyed :) Naglead ako ng pamulinawen. as in as elec. What an experience. :) Nagkamali ako per ayos lang. Di daw halata :) I'll miss those practices. :) Ate Gytha, salamat talaga ng marami :)) We really appreciated your very big help :))

Last tuesday, I think, I was in SMF. I bought Paulo Coelho's new book. Haha. The Devil an Miss Prym. As usual, it was being good and bad. Lalim nanaman. Haha :)

Trainings? Heavier. Haha. 10minute run. Nakakatamad talaga tumakbo. But we need it. We are already joining the WBL. An this one's for sure already. Goodluck to us :)

High School Musical tuwing umaga. Kamusta naman? Haha. Aena, patience is a virtue :P Nakakasawa...

Nice one. LSS na yung mga tao sa bahay namin sa Nais Ko. Pate ako nadadamay. :P

Wow. Sana matuloy. I'm excited :) Bana, at least we have soething to do to be happy :))

Am I that emo that I made 2 songs yesterday? Actually, soon to be. No music yet. But I guess, I would be constructing. Song writi addiction. Tsk. Una sa the notebook, meron rin pala sa math. Meron rin sa AP ata.

Woah. Gulong-gulo na ko. Can U Help Me?

hindi pwede. ah ewan...

make me happy...please? :(

umihip ang hangin, sa langit ako napatingin...

kasapi ng mga mei abrilata :)

2006-08-19T20:09:00.000-07:00

Okei. Due to Chia's demand again. Haha. Uhh..Chia....I miss you too :( kung pwede lang talaga...siguro gumawa ma tayo dapat ng move :) huwag ka nang malungkot :) smile :)

So the tests week already passed. Bio, I expected a harder one. Math, I expected a longer one. Pero okei na rin yun. Sana magbunga yung pag-aaral ko sa Bio.

Uhuh. Based on the tile of my post. Mei abrilata na ko. Haha. Grabe, anhirap kumain. Gusto ko na ule kumain ng matigas :( Haha. Gusto niyong makita? Haha. Baka masindak ka pa. Haha. Mei damo-damo nako sa ngipin :D Basta see you around nalang :P

So last thursday, grabe, no offense, antagal nung mga naggreenwich sa bus. Also to think that the ones who waited for them would still be home later than them. Anyway, so when I went home, then I called my mom because I had to then ate fast and changd clothes. Then, uhuh, nagcommute ako simula bahay hanggang sa malapit sa circle. Ang init talaga magcommute. Pagsakay mo mabango ko, pagbaba mo, oh no! Haha. Then I was picked up by tito norman and joshua, my cousin. Then we wento off to the denstist. Then 2 hours na kabitan ng abrilata sabi nga ni Rio. Haha. Then we went to my brother's school. We picked him up then ate in SM.

Friday, the first day ng abrilata. Haha. Jea tama bang iannouce? Gumimmick ako. Haha.

Staurday, we went to Joy's place. Practice for awit. Haha. We have this new group. Effects. Haha. Pauso! Chia, we can do it! :) Dum-dum-dum :P Then, we were supposed to play ball in ferndale. But then, I was already picked up.

So we went to Gloria IV through a route we don't really know. Haha. Thanks sa batang nagbbike na nakablack. Then, humiga lang ako. And afer that, vanity was with the others. Oh no. Dating cruxie! Haha.

Then, we went to Gian's room. Tinulugan ko sila. Haha. We went home quarter to 1am.

Today, I woke up at 9. Ansarap matulog! As in! Then I ate my breakfast alone in the sofa. Oatmeal. at least, di na nagagsgas yung isang part ng bibig ko sa kakanguya. Haha.

be right back :)

normal week.

2006-08-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

Many thing really happened this week. Revelations? Haha.

Last tuesday was our last training day. We worked on our shooting forms as usual.
Okei, I am just with few words right now. I don't really know what to say. Just bear with me.
I think I have been disappointing many people this week.

Last Friday, I was supposed to go out with my cousins and friends. I was also supposed to go to the dentist. But the appointment was postponed and it was moved to Saturday. So I was able to attend the practice for the awit in our Linggo ng wika. We also played ball. Hahha. We played ball with our uniforms and school shoes. Haha. It was very crucial. I slipped while driving the ball. Ansakit ng pasa ko! Then, I was with Jea. She brought me home in our house. Before that, we were having this kind of serious talk. Of course, deep. Good thing. It was really raining so hard. Thanks Jea :)

Saturday, I went to Marielle's house. We had our practice again. It was really fun. I recorded some of the parts. And it sounded like the one we were playing in the player. Go pag-asa! :) Tooo bad, I left early. Our mcdo bill reached up to 1400+ K. Haha. I think we were 15? :) And then, we ate in Mann Hann in SM. Then they brought me to the dentist. Then I waited for some minutes. Then there. Pinastahan ako. Ansakit kaya nung banda unang part. Andami kasing butas ng ngipin ko. Haha. 5 lahat. Mei mga silver nako sa ngipin :P Then, we went to SM north again. We met with my lolo, my tita and tito. Then we went to Tandang Sora. Then went home.
Sunday today. We ate then took a bath then went to Mass. We chose to go to St.Paul. Nakakaamaze yung korean ata yun. Late kasi siya. Tas bigla siyang umupo dun sa sits nugn mga choir. Then kumanta siya kasama nug nchoir. Kasama pala siya dun. At parang siya yung leader. Bigay na bigay yugn pagkanta niya. Nakakatuwa :) After mass, we went to SM again. Then we ate and went home.

one more lie could be the worst...in this world there's real and make believe...let's play truth or dare. or maybe just dare because no one tells the truth anymore...(*thanks to Anne's stat message)

Happy Birthday Ate Gytha :) Hope you happy :)

it's been a long time.

2006-08-06T11:45:00.000-07:00

It's been a very long time since I last posted. Due to Chia's demand, I am posting. Well, this week has really been a ~~great~~ challenging one. Many things happend. And teh spotlight is one this incident that happend in our class. I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

Here is an excerpt from my letter to this certain person...

Through this experience, I really realized so many things. First, I need to be sensitive and be aware of my actions. I need to think many times first before making my moves or actions especially in making decision. Second it that, in life, your status in life or how other people know you are not the basis if you are a good person or if you would be able to go up into heaven. The real basis or important things is that, you were able to be successful without hurting others or doing bad things and was able to make others happy. You were able to become happy without making others sad. Third, is that, in answering tests or any other forms of write-ups or anything, I should be quiet and just concentrate on what I am answering. . I hope that through this very memorable experience and great escapade, I would really already become a better person. The bad thing is that, for these past few months, I am really trying to control myself with my actions. I want to be a better person already. I want to lessen my sins or mistakes. I don not want to hurt other people anymore.
But then, I think last Tuesday, I really failed.

Highlights of the week?

Our training resumed already. And it was really great. I really missed it. We already have this new set of warm-up. Jog, laterals, pivot, ladder, jump-stop, lay-up, jump shot, fake, yung parang pep jog, yugn mataas na jog at yung parang grapevine na nakalimutan ko na yung tawag :P Wow. Nakalimutan ko na yung isa. Last tuesday, we had our first day. We practiced on our shooting forms. Then last Thursday, I left early. We were not complete. Diba Dyebeh bonding? :P I had this dentist appointment. Then last friday, we were 8. Ate Anna, Ate Beloi, Ate PK, Dina, Dyebeh, Starr, and Gemma. Then MY bachmates left us because of thei singign practice in the Linggo ng Wika. It was a good training day :) I think coach is hoping for a better year for us :)

Sunday, we went to the Mall of Asia. It was really big there. :)

Tuesday, we had our training. Oh yeah, that test. Enough about that. Of course, our vanity was present :P Haha. Ena, thanks for the ride and the food :)

Oh yes. Last wednesday, we had our club. Nagbat nanaman kami. Naaliw talaga ako. I am alredy quite improoving :) I was already able to pass my mag :)

Last Thursday, oh yeah. Happy Birthday :) (enough) I had this dentist appointment. Nagpasukat ako ng braces. Haha. Yep, you heard it rithgt is someone is there reading :P Then my mom and I ate in this Vietnamese Restaurant. I already forgot the name. Oh yeah, I really ate a lot :P Another favorite. Chines, Japanese, Italian and Vietnamese food..I really love them :)

So yesterday, we had this Martial Law in our house. Enough about that. As usual, we went to Yna's. We bonded. Played he guitar, sang, ate the chocolate for baking, laughed, talked, played. And so forth. Haha. We were 11. Me, Yna, Krisha, Gian, Erika, DJ, Kat-kat, Igi, Lek-lek, Kuya Tsikoy and Raphaelle(?), the friend of Gian. We went home early. Earlier than the usual time. And I was having this migraine. Tsk.

This morning, I woke up at around quarter to 8. Then I looked for our charger. Then I went downstairs. My dad was watching DVD. Tristan and Isolde. Not for kids. But I always get hook with stories and movies like these. The ones with the love stories. Hmmmm..Ang landi ni Isolde. Asar. Joke. Haha. Tristan was so hot. Haha. Too bad Tristan died :(

Oh yeah. I already have this Mp3 player and Callalily's Destintion XYZ. Many are already addicted with stars. The cd's really great. stars, magbalik, muli, kung kaya ko lang!, sanctuary, takipsilim, yakap, pasan, insane. They are really great songs.

Back to this morning...I was kinda bored so I sent a group message to my classmates. Then soem were asking, Musta lovelife mo? Parang ako, huh? Mei lovelife ba ko? Haha.

My dad told me that there's a Titanic II. Oh no, I can't wait to watch it. He said that Jack was still alive. He's body was frozen that's why it was preserved. Then He looked for Rose. Then he found out that Rose was already dead :( Peru yugn nasa lapida, Rose used Jack's surname :) I can't wait to watch it :)

Haha. I really have so many stories. Maybe it is because challenges are really coming.

Nagkatotoo yung sinasabi ko. After the blessings are challenges. I'm ready :)

Tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
Sa pag-ikot
Pag-ibig di magbabago
Tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
Sa pag-agos
Pag-ibig di matatapos
-Magbalik, Callalily

it's over.TOTALLY?.haha.

2006-07-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

It's quite gloomy. Haha. Yeah. It was raining a few minutes ago. And it stopped already. I'm bored. Sobraaa...Haha. Grabe. Super bored na ko.

flashback.

July 21, 2006-Oh no.
It was a quite normal but not normal day. Get it? Haha. Durign the morning. Oh no! A big oh no. May nakakuha nga atensyon ko..Asssa. Haha. At around 6pm, Chia, Jea an Ace arrived here in our house. Then they changed their clothes then we went off to the court. Uhuh. Yeah, Nagpailaw kami. Ang saya! We played ball :)) We won. Haha. Then we ate then the did some stunts. Haha. Sorry naman. Wala kong alam dyan. Basketball lang ang alam ko laruin. Bano pa ko. Haha. Sa stunts? Medjo kaya yung kei Kim. Haha. Sige. Maglalagay ako ng onti naming kaokohan dito. I was the photographer. :))my multiply :)

July 22, 2006-It's over.
Haha. Sobrang stirero ko. It's over?Asssa. Haha. Joke. Uh, this day has been so gloomy and lonely. Oh no, yung mga kinakanta ko, Stars, I..Haha. Grabe. Haha I'm so miserable...

Today: RESUME BA ITO?
Haha. Resume ng ano? Ng pag-iinternet ko. Joke. Haha. Ewan. Anlabo ko. I guess I'm the only one who understands me. Haha. Good thing. :)) Uhh, 23, LeBron James?Ang galing mo. Haha.

Grr..Nakakainis talaga ang mga epal. Ang epal mo. Tsk. Papansin. If I know lang talaga. Tsk.

YM's not working. Haha. Starr, ayaw talaga. Grabe talaga yun. Oh no, date? Grabe. Tapos forever daw. Nako. Masama yun.

The stars in the sky would never be the same...

wtf. ultimate ht?

2006-07-16T00:31:00.000-07:00

Haha. new layout!! I found it cute. Haha. Got it from blogskin. But I think that I would be changing it. I jusst liked the color. And above the profile part is ultimate hearthrob written. Wtf? Haha. Ayoko magfeeling nu. Di ako ganun. Asssa. That's bad. Well I think it would just be temporary.
Oh anyway, I'm here in fil hts. Haha.

time machine***

Yesterday was my uncle's birthday. Haha. We were in Tandang Sora until 3am. So nice actually. My cousins and I really talked for hours. So many topics. And they were really super interesting. Grabe. Nakarelate yung pagiging malalim ko. So nice talaga.

Today is my grandmother's birthday. I woke up at around quarter to 11. Haha. We needed to be in Lok Foo in Puregold COmmonwealth at 11:30. Almost all in our clan were there except for my aunt who's in Australia. But I think that they would be coming this year. Yeah, they're coming home. I miss her. And they are planning for some kind of a vacation trip. But somewhere near. But I'm excited. Haha. And my uncle also said. Hmmmmm..Shanghai in December? Oh no. Haha. Praying for it.

So yeah. I'm here.

Lorraine, I'm just here :)) Contemplate. Bayaan mo sila. Tsk. Ang epal.

Chia, sana matuloy si Dota :( 3rd Quarter! :)

normal...

July 12, 2006. oh no.

2006-07-12T21:57:00.000-07:00

July 12, 2006, was really a disaster. Haha. Yeah. Really. It would be a day that would be so memorable to me. Yeah. Realy.

Classes were suspended. Yeah. There was a typhoon. And there's no classes today either. Too bad. So yesterday, yeah. They invited me to go with them. So I was with Donita, Chia, Jea and Renee. Haha. We really had fun. Just during our sharings. But then, oh yeah. WE also faced some problems. Tsk. Matter of life and death. Grabe. Tapos late na ko nakauwi dahil antagal nung sundo ni Jea. Tapos naulanan pa ko. Pagpasok ko ng bahay. And because of that. I was give a ban of all communications. I'm not allowed to text, to call and ym either. Then suddenly, this morning, my dad gave me my phone. Yes. Good thing. Haha.

So how is school? Haha. Fine? I don't know. I' already used with the change. Grabe, gusto ko talaga magkaroon ng barkada sa pag-asa. Haha. Oh no. The section. Haha. Anyway,....hmmmm..what else? Oh yah. Grabe. Mag-aaral na talaga ko lageh. Haha. Hmm.. I don't know. I just hope that everythign would be fine already.

Sayang nasuspend kahapon. Gusto ko magclub. Haha. There's a test message that said that there would be no classes tomorrow. Totoo kaya?

I want a new skin. Haha.

it was a great escapade. July 12, 2006.

it's over. TOTALLY.

2006-07-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

Haii. Oh yeah. It's over. Totally. And I think there's no way to fix it anymore. I have quite overcome the big change.

Ano ba talaga ginawa ko sa kanya? Kung tutuusin wala namant talaga akong ginagawa sa kanya eh :( Bakit niya ko ginaganito? Kung siya napuno, ako rin, sobrang napuno na ko. Bakit siya di niya matanggap na mali rin siya? Bakit ba parang sobrang abot langit yung galit niya sakin? Sabi ko na dapat di ko nalang siya tinext :( Alam kong masasaktan lang ako eh. Ayaw ko na ring makasakit. Kaia super tumatahimik nalang ako. Kaso pakiramdam ko wala nakong kaibigan. And I hate this feeling. Sobraaa :( Nakakainis daw ako. Nang-iiwan daw ako. Para daw akong linta :( O anu pa? Sige lang..I'll take them whole heartedly. IF that's what she thinks. Then fine. Ewan ko. Haii..Fine. Sige. Ako na ang masama.

I miss first year :( I miss uslak. If I could just turn back time. I would.

Haha. Chia!!! :) takte. kagago! :P

para sa mga feeling...
Feelign tibo ba? Feeling in ba? Haha! ng kapal mo. Wala ka sa lugar para sabihing wala kong kwentang kaibigan. Sino ka ba? Asa ka. Plastik ah.

another escapade..

worst escapade.

2006-07-03T03:36:00.000-07:00

Uhuh. This weekend has been a kinda bad one. I'm serious.

Oh yeah. It's over. 5 against 1. I don't care anymore. I just hope that they would be happy. I just hope that they would be contented already. I also hope that they would be fine. Good luck to them...

uslak
sorry sa mga nagawa ko sa inyo. pasensiya na kayo sakin. sana maging masaya kayo. magingat kayo lageh. Salamat sa lahat. Di ko kayo makakalimutan. Sobrang andami kong natutunan sa inyo. Lorraine, i miss u :(

oh well. For alexi. well. Lex, it's over. Move on. I accept the things that were wrong with me. And now, I'm willing to change all of them.

Carmille, Ena :D salamat :)) at sa iba pa :D kilala niyo kung sino kau :)

free from my worst escapade...

i'm updating.

2006-06-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

Days since I last posted. Okay, I'll do some flashbacks...

Tuesday
Oh, uhuh. Try-outs. I wish it could be repeated again. Medjo nagkalat ako. Pero di naman para ganun ang mangyari eh..Inisip ko. Kung di ako pumasa, di talaga para sakin ang basketball.

Wednesday
Oh no. Di ako pumasa sa sa club. Di ko talaga alam kung bakit. Well, I really don't know. I was really so disappointed. It was just that, woah talaga. Super. Renee and Joy,oh yeah. We're the same. So anung club ko? We got listed for taek. But there's a possibility that I'll go back to my old club. The club I love. The club I super duper love. The club where I enjoy. The club where my passion is. But then, what now? Gilleane went to another club. So, her slot, I don't know. I'm still praying.

Thursday and Friday
I can't remember anything.

Saturday
It was Calisthenics Day. Tinamad ako. Haha. I mean, in sit-ups and push-ups. I love crunches more than sit-ups. Pantamad eh. Di ako pinayagang sumama sa kahit saang gimmick. Nice one. We went to gateway. We watched The American Haunting.Hmmm...I don't know. Haha. Our plan was successful. :P Good thing.

Sunday
Oh yeah. Very boring. I just did my hw's. That bio reaction paper. I did it for hours. Nagugutom nako. Di pa ko naliligo. Haha.

***This week has really been a bad one, for me. Sad experiences. Oh yeah. I was also sick. I had fever. I also had sore throat. I have colds and cough. Yeah. Really bad.

I just hope everything would be back to nomar already. I miss bball.

quick post.

2006-06-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

June 18, 2006 :))

Happy Fathers' Day! :)) Haha. Yes. It's Fathers' Day today. It's been a weeek since I last posted. Haha. Di na ko masyadong nag-oonline. One reason. Pagkalulong sa Bio book. Haha. Totoo. I have been doing some advance readings. Haha. Of course, para magkareci. W've been having a lot of homeworks. Haha. And I'm al;ready about to start with my AP project. Para mataps na. Hahaha. Ayoko kasi yung nagsasabay lahat sa huli. Ayoko magcram.
Anyway. Gusto ko na magclub, magtarin, mag-Intrams. Haha. Pate na rin fair, field trip, retreat. Aion. Haha.
Yesterday,during the morning, we played ball. Oh yeah. I loved it. Haha. Nakakahigh :P Anlakas nung kamay namin :P Asar, di tuloy tama yung shooting. And it was also my cousin's birthday. Happy Birthday Carl Steven! He's now 2 years old. Haha. And there was a party for the birthday boy. Haha. Ako photographer. :P Naks! :) Haha.
Haha. Ayoko talaga dun sa isa. Basta ako bahala. Goodluck nalang sa aking skills sa ganun. :P Ang magaling manghula, would know what I mean. :P Haha.
Ayoko na pumasok. Haha. Lageh nalang ako tumitngin sa relo wishing na break na or dismissal na. Haha.
Oh yeah. New layout. Ewan, feel ko lang na magpalit. Haha.
Wala nakong masabi.
i'm out.

June 19, 2006-whew!

So many hoeworks. Wow. Kapagod. Tsk. During recess and lunch. Sus. Nilalagnat ako. Tonsilitis ata. Haha. I don't know..

went for another escapade...

it's been a week..

2006-06-11T01:35:00.000-07:00

oh yeah. Classes started already. But that Sunday before, I watched The Bih Reunion. Haha. Nagpaantok ako. Oh well. Well I guess this post wouldn't be habing dates. Haha. Well, oh yeah. Teh first day of classes, nakita ko agad is babes. Si Joy. Haha. Good thing nga eh. Tapos, bute nalang wala pang tardy nun. Kasi, kundi, first day pa lang tardy na kami. Haha. This past week has really been, I DOn't know. Haha. Oh well, mga blind item ko. Si ano, nagbago. Etong si isa, crush na ule si ano. Tapos, ewan, marmaing nagbago. Si Joy medjo sumeryoso na. Ewan. I don't know kung saan ang patutunguhan ng post na ito. Haha. Well, mei nadiscover ako. Si someone, mei hawid pala kei anu kaya ganun. Tsk. Bahala. Tapos. Puta. Mei nakita pa kong pix nun. Anyway, it's over. Haha. Tatalikod nalang talaga ako. Joke. Haha. Bahala na. I'll test my patience. Anyway, the school's still the same. Basta mag-aaral na talaga ko. No classes tomorrow. Independence Day. Haha. I guess I would be doing our HW's. Ou phone's not working. Tsk. I just hope that it would be okay by tomorrow already. Sayang naman yung araw nukas kung hindi ako makakapagphone diba? I don't know. Basta I think marami talgang nagbago. Haha. Torre. Taas. By the end of the school year siguro marami ng payat. Haha. Asa pa si lexi. Ang init talaga. Tas there was one day that it was really super hot than suddenly, it rained. Then it was hot again. Pucha. I really had a headache that time. Weather's really so unpredictable these days. Kaya asar talaga. The other day, I think it was wednesday. General Assembly. For the awardees. Oh weel, how I wish. Sayang mei 3 kasi na 80+. Anyway, I'll still try this year. 1-0. Haha. Go Dallas!:) Dirk for MVP. Sana. Ayoko kei Wade and Shaq. Tsk. Basta, I don't know. Wala nakong masabi.

bahala na talaga...

it's all over.

2006-06-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

Yah, it's all over.

Summer Vacation
Yup, yup. Summer vacation's already over. Today's the last day. Summer was really, really, hot. Hotties all over. Haha. Sweat here, swaet there. Perspiration's everywhere. AIrcons were really in demand. And the minimum number of times for taking a bath is 2. For this summer vacation, I just went to Bora. Supposedly, Hong Kong also. But then, yeah. postponed. So all that I did during vacation, after going to Bora were just my daily routines. And there were also days when I played ball or I went out with my firends. We also had a one-day training and a game. Haha. I kinda missed school. Our classes our starting tomorrow. And I'm really not excited. I'll miss sleeping. :( And everythign would be limited already. I don't like that word. Mas okay pa and unlimited. Haha. Pag-asa ako. Joy and Chia are my classmates. Angela and Gia's Banaag and Lorraine's Sandigan. Lorraine's just a wall away. Haha. Well, I just hope that this schoolyear would be a good one. Gusto ko na mag-Intrams. Haha. I'll be studying already. I really think that I should already. Goodluck :)

"Kaya mainit pag summer kasi maraming hottie :p"

Phoenix Suns
This season's really over now for the Phoenix Suns. Just this afternoon, the Dirk Nowitzki, best friend of Steve Nash, brought his team, the Dallas Mavericks, into a win over The Phoenix Suns, with a score of 102-93 in the Western Conference Finals. The Phoenix Suns worked really hard. They finished Los Angeles during the first and second round. Imagine, Phoenix beated Los Angeles(Lakers and Clippers). Steve Nash the MVP, oh no. Idol. Haha. He's really great. Well, maybe this playoffs season is not for them. The finals is still not for them. Maybe next year though. Amare was not there also. I mean, he was not playing. Well, kakampi nalang ako sa Dallas. Anyway, it's Steve's former team. And his bestfriend's there. Ayoko nga sa Miami. I don't like Shaq and Wade. Haha. Nevermind. Sayang rin yung Detroit. Goodluck sa Phoenix sa next season. :) Go MVP! :)

"The suns almost made it to the finals after finishing two rounds over Los Angeles Lakers and Clippers with game 7's each."

just the start...

post.

2006-05-27T20:53:00.000-07:00

May 12, 2006
I wasn't really supposed to be posting today. It's just that many tings just floated into my mind. Oh yeah. Eto nanaman ako.
Sige na, sige na. Walang kwenta kong kaibigan. Hindi ako marunong umintindi kaya ayaw mong sabihin yung mga yun?We are all different from one another. Just be thakful that many people want to listen to you. Even if they can't help you, isn't it that it's a help already when they let you feel tht you're not alone, and you have them to lean on?You're not that special for others para intindihin ka lageh. Many people have worse problems than you. It's not only you who lives in this world who has many problems. Imagine, you have a better life, compared to those who strive hard just to have a better life or to make life better for them. And you? Tsk. Malapit na talaga. I'm already pissed off.
Last night, this tought came into me. What would happen if I just suddenly die? Maybe there's no difference. People won't mind if that happens or not. Of course, it's because, I'm no special person. Oh yeah. That's bad. Enough about that. Then after that, I thought of this: What's my real purpose living here? Haha. Oh no. Lex, bata ka pa. :P Haha. Yeah. She's right. I should just explore life. I still have many years to live. :))
I feel guilty for what I did. But then, yeah, tama nga siya. Hindi kasalanan yun. I just introduced to her the real "her". It's not my fault if she's like that. I'm not her. It's not my fault if she feels that or she wanted that, I'm not her.

May 14, 2006
Happy Birthday to my best friend, Lorraine :). Oh yeah. I already talked to her. I just have realized that what everyone was thinking is really wrong. She hasn't change at all. She's still the person I met during the first day of classes in our freshmen year, who was really late :P Joke lang. :)
Okay, I really hate it. They don't listen. Okay,. Just think of what you think is right. Oh yeah, ipagpalit ba daw ang love sa friendship? Gusto niyo isend ko sa inyo lahat ng messages ni Ate Function para matigil na kayo? Yung isang tao, jan, mei gana kang mainis sakin? Bakit, mei ginawa ba ko sa'yo? Masyado kang pakiilamera. Hindi ka naman talaga kasali sa usapan. You alwasy jump into conclusions which really sucks. Fine, I thought you were really my friends and I thought that you already know me. You have just misjudged me. Ganito pala ako? Bakit, anung ginawa ko? Hindi mo ba alam, ginawa niya yun, dahil sa ugali mo, di dahil sakin. Bakit ako maginging masaya kung nahuhurt pala yugn close friend kong tinrato ko naring bestfriend? Ha? Gago ka pala eh. Tama nga siya, sarili mo lang inisip. You're just too self-centered. I pity you. Darating siguro ang araw, lalayuan ka ng marami dahil sa ugali mo. Lageh mo nalang pinalalabas na ikaw ang kawawa. I'm already pissed off with you .Bahala ka na.
Change topic, oh yeah. Mei bagyo. Si Caloy ;) So it was really windy yesterday. But it was not really raining hard. So, oh yeah. My aunt, my uncle, and cousin's here in our house. They'll stay here as long as my dad wants. My aunt's gonna tutor my sister. So yesterday, we shopped. Andt hen, we went to my lolo's house. And yeah, bonded with my cousins. And we went home at, I think 1:30 am? :P Haha.
I woke up at 9 am. Then I ate. Then watched an NBA Greatest Game. It was Seattle Supersonics vs. Phoenix Suns. The Suns lost. But it's okay. :) Haha. Then, I made cards for my aunt and lola.
Happy Mother's Day to all of the mother's in the world :))
Mothers are just ver great. I really admire them for their hardwork and sense of responsibility. I love you mama :))
Carmille, thanks :))

May 19, 2006
So, I was really lazy to use the P.C. And, everythings' fine already. For the things I said, above, I'm sorry. It's not that they're still true. It's just that those were my feelings the other day. So I think I can't do something about them anymore. I just wanted you to realize those, though I don't want any fight anymore.hFor the past few days, I was really not busy. All that I did those days were just textign, eating, sleeping, taking a bath, going to the court, watch t.v. and so on. First day of school's already near. And I knida like it. I'm getting really bored here. But to think that school's 10 months is...tsk. I hate it. What I like about summer vacation is I get to go to ither places and I get to sleep whenever I want. So yeah. This morning, after I took a bath, ako nagpaligo sa pinsan ko. Haha.
My brother always really gets serious with NBA games. A while ago, when we were watching the Suns and Clippers game, he was teasing me. Hew was saying, "Wala naman pala yung phoenix mo eh..". And I was just smiling. It would be nice if the Suns would be able to beat the Clippers on Tuesday here, and Monday there. Phoenix beating two Los Angeles teams? Woah. Very great.
Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Di naman ako pwedeng pumasok ng 1 ang patch nu. Sophomore nako. Wow. Haha. Tumatanda na ko.
I want to watch Over the Hedge. Kasi I feel that nakakatawa yun. Haha. Okay lang sakin kung di ko mapanood yan Da Vinci Code na ian. Nabobore akong magbasa eh. Lalo na yung kei Dan Brown. Ewan. But if it's Paulo Coelho's or Nicholas Saprks, hmmmm..It's okay for me. Pero maghihintay nalang ako kung meron akong mahiraman nung dvd nung Da Vinci Code. Haha.

May 28, 2006-TODAY.
It's been so many days since I last posted. It's just that, I was lazy to open the PC and use it 'coz I didn't have internet card either. Seems like I missed a lot of fun huh? Nah. So. The last week, my cousins Igi ang Krisha went for vacation here in our house. Considering that the family of my tita is here too. Orphanage na yung bahay namin. So summing it all up, I think we were, 10? Haha. So a few great and not great things happened. Haha.

My brother's got a new phone. Samsung E530? I like it. It's pink. Haha. But my brother's not a gay. It's just that my cousin who is her ninang also didn't have a gift for him during his grad(even if he really didn't have a graduation). But dude, I really like it. Haha. Kaso, asa pa nga ako.

So yesterday, of course, we were in Tandang Soara. My uncle threw up a party for his birthday. I think we were there until 1:30 am? I don't know. So I bonded with my cousins and friends up to 1am. Haha. No curfews. And I also got to play ball during the day.

I want to be rich. Haha. Dapat mei chucks na ko eh. Kaso, basta. I really liked the rubbershoes we saw in Nike in Galle. But then, oh yeah, we're not rich. :P

Almost one week before classes start again. Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Alangan naman pumasok ako ng 1 ang nakalagay sa unifrom ko. Hala. Nako.

My cousin Carl's still here. We're still many here in our house. I don't think that we would be leaving today. I just don't know.

So I finished The Guardian already. Asar naman. Bakit namatay si Singer? :( I really didn't think at first that it was a suspense story. What I thought was that it was just that plain. Haha. Nicholas Sparks is great. So what I'm readign right now is True Believer. Haha. There's a character there named, Lexie. Haha.

enough.

i wanna be classmates with...

2006-05-10T01:01:00.001-07:00

I'm back. I'm jusyt lazy. :P Haha. Good thing, awhile ago, I'vr just thought of something to post. I mean, a topic? :P Haha. Yeah. I'm bored again. It's really hot. ANd yeah, it's because it's summer.

HYPOTHESIS:
"If it's always hot during summer, is it because many hot people or "hotties" (:P) are appearing?"(:P)

Haha. Joke. I don't know. I want to go to school aready. I'm already really bored. Asa pa kong matuloy yung HK :P Haha. Yeah. Speaking of school, for the schooly year 2006-2007, I wanna be classmates with...

1. Starr
Oh yeah. Dude I wanna be classmates with you again :P Haha. Kasi gusto ko sabay tayo sa training :P Haha. :P Gusto ko gumawa ule ng mga kalokohan :P Haha. Nakakamiss rin kasi yung mga pag-uusap natin dati :P Lalo na tungkol sa fashion trend ng iba :P Gets mo naman yung mga yun ba diba? :P Tsaka kasi masyado tayong vain :P Andaming pictures na magkasama tayo :P Haha. Basta, it's so nice kasi na maging classmate ka :P O anu? Ganon pa rin yung club ah? :P Wala naman tayong ibang babagsakan eh :P

2. Chia
Haha. Gusto ko kasi mei classmate pa rin akong gwapo :P Haha. Joke. I just feel that I still need you, and you need me, right? :P Haha. Best sitmate ko nugn first year ;)

3. Lorraine
Kasi, gusto ko makita na hindi ka pa talaga nagbabago. Gusto ko maging classmate yung Lorraine, na nakilala ko. Sana makita ko pa yun. Masyado mo lang kasi talga kaong pinapatawa :)

4. Carmille
Haha. One of the bestfriends. Haha. Hindi ka pa pwede magquit sa lessons mo :P Haha. Sana talaga ganun. Kaso 3 years na tayong classmates eh. Possible pa kaya? Sana. Yung mga stars mo pa ;)

5. Joy
Haha. Pag di na kita classmate, nako, wala nakogn ka-PDA sa classroom :P Haha.

6. Gia
Kailagan pa nating ivote si Jam :P

7. Tere
Mei trabaho pa ko. P Diba? :P Tsaka masaya ka kasing classmate eh :P Haha :))

8. Ana Tandoc
Haha. Masarap kang asarin. :P Kaia ganun :P Haha. :))

9. Kay
Gusto ko siyang maging classmate ule kasi masaya siya kausap. :P American League? :P

10. Ena
Haha. Naaalala ko kasi na tuwing umaga, lageh tayo-tayo nag-uusap :P Haha. Masaya ka rin kasi kasama at kausap :P Aion :P Richie Rich!!

Hehe. I can't think of other people na :P Sana mei makabasang teacher na mabait :P Sundin ang gusto ko :P Haha. Asa. :P Basta, I wanna be Sandigan or Banaag. Kasi, wala lang :P

Okei. I'm bored again :P As always, as usual.

Enough for today ;)

post na wala nanamang title :P

2006-05-08T00:33:00.000-07:00

Haha. Oh yeah. I'm bored again. Tsk.

It was really not write. I just woked up, then. Yeah. Mei umaway sa akin. Tama bang ako ang sisihin kung nagkaganun sila? Anyway, those feelings weren't mine dude. It was hers. So whatever her decision would be, I don't have any fault about it. It's herdecision, not mine. I'm no God to control her or I'm not ever her mom to give her directions. And in fact, okei, I'm telling this to you. It was really your fault. You made her feel like that. You tell her she's effortless, but still. Isn't it you who's really effortless? If only you know.*enough*

So yah, after texting with that person. I ate. Then watched t.v. while texting or reading. Yup, yup. I'm reading again. Because of boredom :P Haha. I'm reading The Guardian. Oh yeah, by Nicholas Sparks :) He's really a great author ;) But i want Paulo Coelho :P Haha. I'm still not yeat finish with The Zahir. I only borrowed it from school. Haha. I was amazed because it was Paulo Coelho's :P Oh yeah. I'm borrowing from our library :P Haha. I'm only there, very I don't know. Haha. So this summer, I have read Memoirs of A Geisha and the Griffin and Sabine Trilogy and so is Matt and Isabela's. Bawal yun para sa mga malilibog na tao ;) Haha. Then, I ate
lunch. ALONE. Then I slept in the sofa for a quite short time, and I was awaken by Lorraine's message. Anyway, hoi Lorraine, huwag masyado magpapastress ah? :P Miss na kita. Iwasan ang pagpupuyat ;) Then I transferred to a mopre comfortable thing, which is bed :P And i wasn't already able to sleep again >:( Then I took a bath, then, mabango na ako :P Haha. And yah, right now, I'm online.

I remember my sister fixing her friendster profile. Oh yeah. She's just 10 years old. An incoming grade 5. And then, I saw her, she tped tha tthe World War II is one of her interests. Then I thoguht that, "Oh maybe it's in there AP lessons.". Then after that, she put, astig. And I was, "Dude, hindi astig yun. Maraming namatay dun. Maraming nangyaring di kaaya-aya." Well, I don't blame her for that. I can understand that she's just ten-years-old. But. she's big for her age :P Haha.

My brother's not here. She's win my mom's office. They enrolled him in his new school. QCSHS. Supposedly, I would have studied there for my freshmen year. But then, I didn't go there during the second screening :P Haha. I just love SHS :P Haha.

Why is it like that? It's just been a few weeks since I went to the salon for haircut. And I feel that it's alread getting longer. :P Haha.

Oh yeah. I'm already lazy to play Gameboy :P The Fire Red :P Haha. Someone played it. ANd No one's admitting. Tsk. Tama bang palitan ang flamethrower ng wing attack? :O

I want to watch more DVD's. I want to read more new books. COuld be from Paulo Coelho ;)

enough for blogging for this day..

surveiii and flashbacks*

2006-05-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

THE WHO'S=)

Who is in the room with you?... wala :D

Who was the last person to IM you?...kamz..TAMAD :P

Who are you thinking about now?... :))

Who did you last talk to on the phone... my aunt :)

Who's house did you last go to?... don't know :P

Who was the last person you told you lovethem?... :))

Who do you wish were here right now?... :))

Who's your favorite relative?... kring :D ate duaday :D

Who gets on your nerves the most from yourschool?...mga pakiilamera(?) :P

THE WHERE'S=)

Where do you go to school?...classroom dude ;)

Where is your phone?...here. :D

Where is your mom?...inside their room ;)

Where do you sleep?...on my bed ;)

Where do you shop the most?...ewan :P

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?...hand me down :P

Where did you last take a car ride to?...going home...from fil2 ;)

Where in your room are you?...nsa hallway ako ;)

THE WHAT'S=)

What was the last thing you ate?...peanut brittle :D

What color pants are you wearingdi ako nakapants;)

What is the closest item near you that is blue?...internet bard :P

What do you like about school?...I don't get bored always and I get to see friends :D

What are you wearing on your feet?...wala :P

What instant messaging service do you use?...ym...;)

What is your favorite color?...over-all. red :D

What is your favorite website?...blogger :P para makapagblog :P

What is your favorite shoe brand?...nike and reebok ;) ung nike kasi medjo madali masira ;)

What do you wear more?...mas comfortable ang skirt ;)

What is the last movie watched?...yours, mine and ours? dvd :0

What do you currently hear?...t.v. donwstairs :D

Why do you have a friendster?...ewan :P

Why do we have to go to school?...to learn :)

Why are your best friends your best friends?...i trust and appreciate them ;)

Why do the people on the news repeat the samestuff over?...to get attention ;)

Why is everyone obsessed over the Olympics?...the fact that almost everyone loves sports ;)

When did you start school?...when i was 4 :0

When is your birthday?...sa april 24 :D

When did you last go to the mall?....april 26 :)

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?...it was a long time ago :P

When were you last at school?...sa waiting thing :P ewan :P

When did you last see your dad?...awhile ago :P

*flashbacks:

so the game, uh, alright. haha. tambak. fine. wrong info :P it's not AA. it's team Antipolo :O okei,okei. See girls in Action ah? :P dude yun eh :P many of us we're not conditioned. and yeah. lack of training.referees should always be fair right?..hmmm...so yeah. Joy, o nakapagPDA na tayo ule ah?: P I saw my friends. except for one. bahala ka na. alright. yeah. bakit amraming taong hot? :P joke lang :D anyway. hmmm...so yeah. hinatid ako ng cousin ko dito sa house. then. yeah. i called up jollibee. kasi nagugutom ako. and yun lang yung nagfit sa budget ko :) tapos. oh yeah. no one was in the house except manang and me. so i was alone that night in the room. then. yeah. dyahe. nagbrownout. :O good thing lights went back :D haha. so i'm bored again. bored. bored. bored. :P haha :)

Chia dear, I wasn't able to give you my hug :P si Joy kasi eh :P hah. aion ung tipong pang PDA :P hahaha :)

Phoenix Suns won. :D Great! :) 31 poin-lead dude. Haha. San ka pa? :P Kobe was really mad. He even didn't shake hands with the team. He just left quickly. Well, yah, hidi rin kasi siya gumawa eh :P My brother, kobe wannabe was also mad. :P haha. He was ever praying the rosary for Lakers. Well, goodluck for the Suns :D I know tha they can do it :D Sun, Mavs and Pistons. :D

Akala ko talaga si Olyn yung matatanggal :P haha. mei bagong housemate :P

bordedom again..

bulgar.

2006-05-05T18:20:00.000-07:00

oh yeah. i'm back from boredom. we have card already.

*flashback...

May 3-three. training. :)
yeah, yeah. three. anyway. what did i do? :P oh yeah. we played ball during the morning. then eat. then i took a bath. then I ate again. then. oh yeah. then I went to school :D then we waited for the others :D then. yeah. searched for ball/s :D then we played :D and I went home :D haha :D i really missed training :D

May 4-boredom.
i was just bored again :P

May 5-phoenix vs. lakers :))
oh yeah. suns :)) they won :)) salamat kay mnag thomas :P haha. i mean. tim thomas :)) oh yah. Raja Bell's back :D good :D game 7 tomorrow :)) i can't wait for it :D galit na galit si kobe :P sino kaya yugn mafforce eviction? :P haha! :))

today: oh yeah. ambulgar moh. di ko pinapakiilaman buhay mo. anyway. yeah. i didn't sleep well. and yeah. we have a game later :)) exhibition game :)) GO HOLY!!! :)) haha. AA nanaman :P sana kayanin :P di ko p[a nga alam kung paano ko uuwi eh :P bahala na :)

go holy!! :)) go suns!!! :))

:))

2006-05-01T04:52:00.000-07:00

okei, okei. this is new :) online sa gabi :P haha :) anyway :P oh yeah. my mom went to baguio for work :P oh no. PBB na. well. nakikita ko sa door :P haha :) anyway. hmmmm...this day. was. yah. normal :) no problems :D but..

oh yah. dude da ka nagtext ule. akala ko ba magtetext ka? bute pa siya pinakikinggan mo...bute pa siya nakakausap ka ng matino? di ba dapat ex-bestfriend? present bestfriend nalang kaya? bahala ka na. di na kita pagtutuunan ng pansin. ayoko na magtext sa;yo. nasasaktan lang ako. di mo talaga lang ako naaappreciate.

hahahaha :P nakakatawa talaga yung post :P bakit mei ata sa 3? :P sory. di ako natouch :P natawa ako :P hahahaha :P

hey,hey,hey :D umeffect ang ceasefire? :P haha :) i'm happy :)

oh yah. my cousin lend me some books :) and they're really good :) Griffin and Sabine :) oh yah. they're writing letters to each other :) basta it's really interesting :) i liked the twist ;)

phoenix suns and lakers game. tsk. phoenix. do or die? go phoenix!! :)

:)