tsk.tsk.tsk.ang makata kong entry.

tsk. nababanas na ko ng sobra. sobra talaga. anu na bang nangyayari sa mga tao ngayon? at parang lahat ay lageh nalang sarili ang iniisip. di na nila iniisip ang mga nararamdaman ng ibang tao. pota. lageh nalang ganun. lgeh ko nalang silang iniintindi. ewan. nababanas nako. napupuno nako. di ko na lam ang gagawin ko. takte. sana kaya kong pigilan to. i need to evacuate. tsk. tsl. tsl. walang dapat makakita sakin. hayy...fly away... carmille sana magkaunlimited ka na...chia, magreply ka na..please?

if i could fly away....

hmmmm..

okei, okei...sooo...i'm here again. wowiez. i've been poting for everyday. :D well. yehs. everyday. :D yeah. i'm BORED again..i want to do sometning else...wowiez..anlabo ng net card namin ah..

hmmmmm..yah..yesterday....hmmmm..Carmille, i really appreciate na nandyan ka.. :D thank you talaga.. :D ikaw rin chia,..salamat dun sa kagabi.. :D soreee talaga ah?...di ko na talaga uulitin un..hahayaan ko nalang siyang maging sensitive sa mga bagay-bagay..diba?di na ko mangigniilam. .:D bute pa kayo...kesa yung....totoong bestfriend?..bestfriend nga ba?...haha...anyway...hmmmmm...yeah..basta thanks talaga.. :)

hmmmm..yeah...yesterday night...was a night very full of emotions.. :D mei nawalan ng unlimited, mei ianaallergy.. :P, mei nababanas, mei nawiweirdohan, mei di seryoso, mei nag-away, mei nagsoree, mei nagbati, mei tumawa, mei nanood ng DVD, mei malabo (ako yun. .:P), mei di nagreply....lahat.. :P haha...pero bute nalang..medjo naayos naman yung iba.. :P

okei..soo..my dream the other night. woah!....we were having our P.E Class daw...second year na daw ako... :P hala..haha..and it was really very weird..kailangan daw naming mapaamo yung mga tiger.. :p na mga malalaki at soft and cuddly.. :P haha. tapos yung isa daw kinagat ako sa una..peero naging stalker ko daw?..oh no...tapos..dinala daw ako ni someone sa house niya...tapos di daw niya ko inentertain..hmmpphhfff..well, medjo weirdo rin yung panaginip ko kagabi.. :P haha. :P

hmmmm..yeah..i'm BORED. oh well. i think i just have to wait for monday. and. yeah. bora, here i come.. :P hmmmm..paano kaya ako sasaya? :P maghahanap nalang ako ng cruxies na mga hottie.. :P haha. joke lang. naku. laneten season. bawal ian. :P haha.

dude anlabo moh..tinatanong moh kung anung problema ko?ikaw. kasi. kung tinamad ka. bakit mei gana ka pang mga g.m? hmmmphhff...sige lang. hintaying moh lang rin akong tamarin. and it would be OVER. mafefeel moh rin yung ginawa moh sakin kahapon. kinakamusta lang naman kita. but then. you don't appreciate it. oh well. sana magseryoso ka na. napupuno nako sa'yo. di lang ikaw ang nabubuhay sa mundo. there are thousand of people living in this world. well. bahala na talaga. bahala ka na kugn kailan ka hindi tatamarin.

Anna Lorraine Cortez Lo Lim, magseryoso ka naman...

the final decision is with coach. :D

okei. soo. Ate Lal said na. we're just waiting for Coach's decision. wowiez. nakakexcite. ibigsabihin ba nun magttrain ule? :P wow. and i think kasama pa rin yung mga seniors. :D asteeg. :) woah. anyway. alexi lee calda, huwag muna magexpect, baka di matuloy ian sige ka. pero naeexcite talaga ko, wowiez. gusto ka maglaro. :P anyway. i really gotta go. too much overtime's enough.

sana matuloy.. :P

i wanna be rich! :D but i can't be...

okei. i really want a pair of chucks. tsk sana malapit na yung time na magkakarron ako nun. :P haha. ang cutiez talaga nung mga nasa converse site. sayang talaga yung ninakaw na chucks ng kapatid ko. tsk. sana ako nalang yung binilhan nun. :P haha. kung mayaman lang ako. binili ko na lahat ng gusto ko. :D gusto ko ng ipod. gusto ko ng sariling digicam. gusto ko ng bagong phone. haha. go on lex. just dream on :P malai moh sa panaginip magkatotoo. :P haha.


kung mayaman lang ako. binili ko na lahat ian. wow. parang nagshopping ako :P

i really miss many people. especially. hmmmmm. haha. ngek?. nung haha?. weird k talaga alexi. malungkot ka na nga. tapos haha? ewan. namimiss ko yung nanay ko sa school. yung mga bestfriends ko ng for real na si Lorraine at Carmille. at Chia rin ba? tapos. yung mga uslak. tapos yung sibol. yung mga teachers. si Ms. Canivel. si Mrs. A..tapos. namimiss ko naring magtrain. takte. ewan. 64 days to go. haiii...

wowiez. nagtext si Ate Lal. at ganito ang sabi. gusto ba daw mag exhibition game. wowiez. masaya yun. :D anyway. yeah. YM. naghang. tsk.

i gotta go....

tsk. tsk. tsk.

happy birthday!.. :)

yeah...3 kahapon.. :) at para sa mga mei birthday.. :) happy birthday!!.. :) kasama ba ko dun? :P jowkee.. :P 20 days to go for thr real birthday.. :P anyway..uhh...yeah..it's 3 yesterday.. :D salamat sa mga bumati kahit di ko naman talaga birthday...diba ena, tina at chia? :D anyway...ahhhh..yesterday.. :D hmmmmm..i should say that it's different to other days.. :P anyway...hmmmmmm...i don't know. .:D i love 3.. :D wahahaha.. :D anyway...yeah. yesterday. i was fixing the photo gallery section.. :D and i did it.. :P anyway..hmmmm...i slpet quite late,.. :P i finished something.. :) and i couldn't sleep also.. :P

sooo..yeah...today..uhhh..another boring day. tsk. tsk. tsk. i typed somthing.then sent it. :P haha. anyway. yeah. that was really not a hassle to me dude. :D okei lang yun momi. :P haha. :P joke. :D yeah. whan i was just starting. tsk. tsk. tsk. my rother. grr.. i hate him. tama bang orasan ako sa pagcocomputer? :o lol. naghahanap siguro ng away dahil walang magawa. :P haha.peste ka. :O kahit kelan talaga. i hate you. :O nagkasundo lang talagatayo sa mga kalokohan at basketball. tsk. shit men. kaasar ka talaga.

anyway. yeah. i chatted with Rio Anne yesterday, and she shared to me a website. yeah. mei mga guitar straps. and the cost 900 pesos. yeah. ilang CD's na yun ah? :P pero. wowiez. ang cute talaga nung iba. and here's a few of them. sayang lang di pa masyado marami yung nakalagay dun. takte. naeeexcite na talaga ko makipagjam pare. kaso yung amp ko na kay kuya mark. woah. sana makuha ko na yun before mag saturday. and dude. all wee need is just a drummer. haha. kaso. di ko alam kung pwede ako maglead. i still nead to practice. and dude. sino yung vox? :P haha. okiez. eto na yung mga straps. :D

Ebe with his Red 8 Velvet. pwede bang 3 nalang yung nakalagay?o kaya 18? :P


Yael with the Cheetah with Chicks. haha.no comment. :P


wowiez. cutie toh ah :P


i really love red. :D



leopard. haha. pwede imatch sa floral na damit! :P yak! :D haha. :)



soo lahat poh yung galing sa Cherry Pop Shop. hmmmmm...anu ba? :P ewan. dude. i really hate you. bwuicit ka. :O


shit men. i hate you.

bored. :|

the ow yeah. shit men. i'm really bored. and this morning. we played the tape with the recording. and the voice of the ghost. and she was saying. "tulungan niyo ako..." soo creepy pare. takte. haha. anyway.. yeah. i'm really bored. :( and i don't have unlimited. and load also. tsk. too bad. oh well. can't wait for tomorrow. birthday again?. :P and yeah. BEST. wuhooo :D It's been a longtime sice I last played ball. :D

so yesterday. yeah. i was just at home. we ate Cake and Fetuccine. :D takte. ansarap talga kumain. :P sana ganun nalang araw-araw. anyway. hmmmm.. aion. wala nako masabi. I was looking for a nice skin. pero walang nagustuhan ang panlasa ko. :P haha. so i asked anna again. :P anna. thanks for being very helpful. shit men. wala talga kogn magawa. wala man lang akong mabasa. dalawang libro na yugn binasa kogn di ko pa tapos. kasi binalik ko na eh. The Zahir tsaka Memoirs. aion. sayang. haii.. andami kong namimiss. it's just the second day of the vacation. and. yeah. shit. i'm very bored. good thign on holy week i'll go somewhere else. :D but then. yeah. i'll also try to occupy my saturdays with piano lessons. :P haha. i want to learn. :D soo.. yeah. at least 7 days of the week-3 days for BEST and pinao lessons=4 boring days. well. at least. tsk. i want a digi cam for my birthday. haha. i was SUPPOSED to go to the nationals today. and angela's birthday yesterday. and i was not allowed. yes. i was not allowed. tsk. anyway. hmmm...yeah. i don't know. tsk. tsk. tsk. miss ko na ang mga uslak. miss ko na yung mga kasama ko nung firday. sa 19 ah? :P balita ko giving out of cars ion :P

okei. so tere just texted. wala daw mali yugn holy. :) kakaperform lang ata sa Nationals. :D yahoo!.. :D sayang. wala ako. i know that i missed a lot of fun.

soree sa mga di ko narereplayan. wala akong load at unlimited eh. tsk.

22 days to go before my real birthday.. :) and i'm not expecting any party or thing to happen.

many things happend...

okei...yeah..i've not been posting.....i was busy and we had our tests....hmmmmm..yeah....i already know the result of my Ap test.. :D and i got a high grade...thank God. .:D hmmmmmmm...so many things happend....takte. for two weeks mei dalawa kong kaibigan na nakaaway o nakatampuhan. yung isa. itago nalang natin sa pangalang lorraine. :P hmmmmmm.....kasi. ah basta. naipon kais. pero okei na. :D tapos yung isa. si ate sam. talagang masakit lang ang messages niya. kagaya nito: o? 2hours lng? ang sndali lng pla... ikumpara mo ba namn sa ilng buwang akla ko kaibgan tlga kta tska wka lng iniicp na msma tngkl skn.. anyway. okei na nman eh. tapos na. :D at sa dalwang ion. ako ang nakipagbati :P

hmmmmm..soo...we had our Sap Recognition last week. and it was great. and also the Performign Arts Club presented,. the Spotlight participants actually. and our club awardee is Ate Lal. and I know that she deserves it. :D and our club gave ms.aureada a spa treatment. :D hmmmmm..yeah. COngratulations to the Seniors. :D

hmmmm..the test....the other tests..were easier than what we have expected. .:D

yesterday...we went for gimmick and s.m.. :D thanks for the day.. :D it was really fun.. :D i'm really happy about that.. :D hehe...dapat talga pinuntahan na natin yang globe.. :P

anyway..yeah..first day of vacation.. :D i don't know what i would be doing..:D goodluck to me.. :D

ako yung north star :D

hmmmmm..yeah..it's been a long time since i last posted.. :D anyway..hmmmm..yeah...flashbacks again.. :D

March 12, 2006-fil2.
ow yeah..we went to fil2..and all that i did was just playing PS2.. :P

March 13, 2006-happy day :D
hmmm..yeah..last monday..my day was really very happy. .:D and i didn't know why.. :P hahaha... :D anyway...hmmmmm....i don't know. .:D i don't know what to say anymore..."memory gap occuring*

March 14, 2006-oral defense.busy day.
we had our oral defense during our recess time. and we were also knida late already. and. it was just fine. we also had our practical test in public speaking. whic was also just fine too. anyway. soo..yeah. i got a 92 for the individual grade. and 90 for our group. yeah. it's quite fine already.

March 15, 2006-last club day.investi.
hmmmm...in PE...we were taught by Ms. Casimiro..the Carinosa. our country's national dance. then afterwars. we had our practical test. soo. irenne was my partner. obviously. i was the girl. and we skipped practices. :p but still. we didn't have mistakes.. :D wuhooo!!.. :D haha. then. at recess. we did again our product. and it was a success.we also had our last club meeting. aww..we played and eat.. :D

March 16, 2006-badtrip?
that day. i was rally irritated with many people. yeah. mababaw lang naman yung iba. medjo. pero pag pinagsamasma mo. nakakabadtrip na. diba Lois at Joy?

March 17, 2006-stargazing.
hmmmm..yeah..after lond days of waiting. the stargazing finally arrived. but first. yeah. we had our classes. we had a quiz in math. then instead of math, our second period was taken by mrs. a...then. in CL..yeah. we talked about the gospel. and i think we also had a quiz. right?then. we watched the FI..and they were great :D. then. 2 period f t.h.e. we did our project. and i was wasted. then. we were late for science. we did our diorama. and i looked more wasted. then. flag retreat. last for the year. nice one seniors. and i really looked wasted already. the heat of the sun dude. then. yeah. we went back to the gensci lab. i cleaned. yeah. walanghiyang mga kaklase yan. di man lang nagclean. masyadong excited sa Stargazing. Varsity Meeting. or meeting with coach was cancelled. sabi ni Ate Trixie. then. Joy, Chia, Lorraine, Lucy and I went to Lucy's gym.para makiligo. :P it was really very hot kasi. then. we went back to school. we set-up the tent. while eating our sundaes. :D hoi! slamat sa tulong :D then. yeah. naiwan yung parang sticks na ewan na di ko alam nung tent na dapat kanila joy. pero dinala rin. then. yeah...we ate..then..introduction. then we went to the JCourt. ang asteeg talaga :D ako yung north star. loner kasi.. :P haha. pero hindi siya nagpapalit ng position. so parang ako yun. nasa iisang tabi lang. laging ready s para kahit san :P haha.. :D tapos kming three nila lor and chi yung orio's belt. favortie rin namin nila Carmille yung Southern Cross. then break time. haha. then lecture. nabore nako. then we also saw soem many planets. then. yeah. vanity. then. nakatulog na kaming tatlo. at around 1:30am.

March 18, 2006-bye stargazing. hello new hair
hmmm..yeah...we woke-up at arougn 6am..then. we saw Jupiter. then we brushed our teeth. then put down the tent. Chia, Lorraine and Joy. kaasar talaga sila diba?mga donya ba?di tumutulong?tsk. anyway. then we went to Karakuch. without Chia. then. Lorraine already left. then I left Joy with Jea. then we went to West Triangle. my mom did somethign there. then to my lolo's house. i took a bath there. then. we wet to the salon. forhaircut. oh no. yeah. shorter hair. then. yeah. at around 8pm. i was already sleepy. i slept.

March 19, 2006-TODAY.
hmmmm..i woke up at 1. on our way home. tsk,. kaasar talga yung dad ko. anyway. then i slept again. then woke up. then ate alone. theb. yeah. i did my ap hw. translated soem paragraphs. then.yeah.now.. i'm bored.. :(

sa inyong dalawa..be sensitive enough. kaasar na kayo.

hmmmmm...

owww..yeah..long time no post...anyway...hmmmm..yeah..what happend??..i don't know.. :P haha... :D i'll just start with wednesday..... :D

March 8, 2006-club without the seniors.
oww yeah...so we had our club....it was also fun. :D the seniors were not there because of their final tests..we had some drills..and oh yeah...the last drill was fun.. :D anlakas nung chamba namin!.. :P Starr nice oen!.. :D

March 10, 2006-friday again.
hmmmm..yeah...in CL..we talked about our fears...yeah..my number one was death...yeahh,..i'm afraid to die...and i'm really not yet ready...what would happen to me if I die already?..where would I go?...would i still be able to see them?...am i still existing?....and if reencarnation is true..would i be still thinking like that on my next life??...i'm still not ready...i'll miss everyone..if that happens.. :(

March 11,2006-TODAY
hmmmmmmwe had our practice in pub. speaking in irenne's house.. :D and fun was there.. :D vanity was also there.. :P the pix our here.

hmmmm...i'm bored.. : i miss........

it's not true that nobody cares for me....

happy birthday.. :D i'm bored. :|

hmmmm..yeah....flashback first... :

March 2, 2006-fine.
hmmm..yeah...our yearbooks were given to us already. at last.. :P but then...oh no...the description about me dude...it's so..i don't know...false statement. haha.. :D anyway..yeah...i'm not that happy about it...

March 3, 2006-tres. :)
hmmmmm.yeah...three. .:D happy birthday to me.. :D and to....hmmmmm.. :P joke.. :P hindi...si ate tenshi pala ang may birthday...happy birthday poh..:D anyway...hmmmm...yeah..school's not quite that good. lorraine's absent. : and..yeah...i really felt sad..hmmmm..so..some of sibol joined the choir..then..oh yeah..i also forgot my belt. :O oh no...good thing. my sister apresentation in their reading class..and she changed into sports attire in recess. soo i was able to borro her belt. :P yeah..hmmmm..carmille thanks for accompanying me. :D haha..andami na nating sessions ng paglalabas ng hinanakit ah??...okay lang ian. kasi nagkakainindihan tayo eh..lalo n pag tungkol sa training.. :P haha.. :D anyway..hmmm..yeah....day's really different without my bestfriend. i was really such a loner dude. hmmm..yeah..then..that night..yeah..phone...we had flashbakcs again..and yeah..i've realized already. i still don't want this school year to end. summer's a nightmare.

TODAY: hmmm..i'm really bored..and i miss so many things...and people.. :
miss na kita....oo ikaw...na nasa puerto ngayon. :
miss na kita lorraine..bestfriend... :( ang kakaiba talga pag wala ka..ang lungkot ng araw ko.

miss ko na magbasketball...i wanna play ball...
miss ko ng makipagjamming...sobra...
miss ko na magtraining..

pero kahit ganun..alam ko ring walang nakakaalala o nakakamiis sakin.. :