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May 12, 2006
I wasn't really supposed to be posting today. It's just that many tings just floated into my mind. Oh yeah. Eto nanaman ako.
Sige na, sige na. Walang kwenta kong kaibigan. Hindi ako marunong umintindi kaya ayaw mong sabihin yung mga yun?We are all different from one another. Just be thakful that many people want to listen to you. Even if they can't help you, isn't it that it's a help already when they let you feel tht you're not alone, and you have them to lean on?You're not that special for others para intindihin ka lageh. Many people have worse problems than you. It's not only you who lives in this world who has many problems. Imagine, you have a better life, compared to those who strive hard just to have a better life or to make life better for them. And you? Tsk. Malapit na talaga. I'm already pissed off.
Last night, this tought came into me. What would happen if I just suddenly die? Maybe there's no difference. People won't mind if that happens or not. Of course, it's because, I'm no special person. Oh yeah. That's bad. Enough about that. Then after that, I thought of this: What's my real purpose living here? Haha. Oh no. Lex, bata ka pa. :P Haha. Yeah. She's right. I should just explore life. I still have many years to live. :))
I feel guilty for what I did. But then, yeah, tama nga siya. Hindi kasalanan yun. I just introduced to her the real "her". It's not my fault if she's like that. I'm not her. It's not my fault if she feels that or she wanted that, I'm not her.

May 14, 2006
Happy Birthday to my best friend, Lorraine :). Oh yeah. I already talked to her. I just have realized that what everyone was thinking is really wrong. She hasn't change at all. She's still the person I met during the first day of classes in our freshmen year, who was really late :P Joke lang. :)
Okay, I really hate it. They don't listen. Okay,. Just think of what you think is right. Oh yeah, ipagpalit ba daw ang love sa friendship? Gusto niyo isend ko sa inyo lahat ng messages ni Ate Function para matigil na kayo? Yung isang tao, jan, mei gana kang mainis sakin? Bakit, mei ginawa ba ko sa'yo? Masyado kang pakiilamera. Hindi ka naman talaga kasali sa usapan. You alwasy jump into conclusions which really sucks. Fine, I thought you were really my friends and I thought that you already know me. You have just misjudged me. Ganito pala ako? Bakit, anung ginawa ko? Hindi mo ba alam, ginawa niya yun, dahil sa ugali mo, di dahil sakin. Bakit ako maginging masaya kung nahuhurt pala yugn close friend kong tinrato ko naring bestfriend? Ha? Gago ka pala eh. Tama nga siya, sarili mo lang inisip. You're just too self-centered. I pity you. Darating siguro ang araw, lalayuan ka ng marami dahil sa ugali mo. Lageh mo nalang pinalalabas na ikaw ang kawawa. I'm already pissed off with you .Bahala ka na.
Change topic, oh yeah. Mei bagyo. Si Caloy ;) So it was really windy yesterday. But it was not really raining hard. So, oh yeah. My aunt, my uncle, and cousin's here in our house. They'll stay here as long as my dad wants. My aunt's gonna tutor my sister. So yesterday, we shopped. Andt hen, we went to my lolo's house. And yeah, bonded with my cousins. And we went home at, I think 1:30 am? :P Haha.
I woke up at 9 am. Then I ate. Then watched an NBA Greatest Game. It was Seattle Supersonics vs. Phoenix Suns. The Suns lost. But it's okay. :) Haha. Then, I made cards for my aunt and lola.
Happy Mother's Day to all of the mother's in the world :))
Mothers are just ver great. I really admire them for their hardwork and sense of responsibility. I love you mama :))
Carmille, thanks :))

May 19, 2006
So, I was really lazy to use the P.C. And, everythings' fine already. For the things I said, above, I'm sorry. It's not that they're still true. It's just that those were my feelings the other day. So I think I can't do something about them anymore. I just wanted you to realize those, though I don't want any fight anymore.hFor the past few days, I was really not busy. All that I did those days were just textign, eating, sleeping, taking a bath, going to the court, watch t.v. and so on. First day of school's already near. And I knida like it. I'm getting really bored here. But to think that school's 10 months is...tsk. I hate it. What I like about summer vacation is I get to go to ither places and I get to sleep whenever I want. So yeah. This morning, after I took a bath, ako nagpaligo sa pinsan ko. Haha.
My brother always really gets serious with NBA games. A while ago, when we were watching the Suns and Clippers game, he was teasing me. Hew was saying, "Wala naman pala yung phoenix mo eh..". And I was just smiling. It would be nice if the Suns would be able to beat the Clippers on Tuesday here, and Monday there. Phoenix beating two Los Angeles teams? Woah. Very great.
Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Di naman ako pwedeng pumasok ng 1 ang patch nu. Sophomore nako. Wow. Haha. Tumatanda na ko.
I want to watch Over the Hedge. Kasi I feel that nakakatawa yun. Haha. Okay lang sakin kung di ko mapanood yan Da Vinci Code na ian. Nabobore akong magbasa eh. Lalo na yung kei Dan Brown. Ewan. But if it's Paulo Coelho's or Nicholas Saprks, hmmmm..It's okay for me. Pero maghihintay nalang ako kung meron akong mahiraman nung dvd nung Da Vinci Code. Haha.

May 28, 2006-TODAY.
It's been so many days since I last posted. It's just that, I was lazy to open the PC and use it 'coz I didn't have internet card either. Seems like I missed a lot of fun huh? Nah. So. The last week, my cousins Igi ang Krisha went for vacation here in our house. Considering that the family of my tita is here too. Orphanage na yung bahay namin. So summing it all up, I think we were, 10? Haha. So a few great and not great things happened. Haha.

My brother's got a new phone. Samsung E530? I like it. It's pink. Haha. But my brother's not a gay. It's just that my cousin who is her ninang also didn't have a gift for him during his grad(even if he really didn't have a graduation). But dude, I really like it. Haha. Kaso, asa pa nga ako.

So yesterday, of course, we were in Tandang Soara. My uncle threw up a party for his birthday. I think we were there until 1:30 am? I don't know. So I bonded with my cousins and friends up to 1am. Haha. No curfews. And I also got to play ball during the day.

I want to be rich. Haha. Dapat mei chucks na ko eh. Kaso, basta. I really liked the rubbershoes we saw in Nike in Galle. But then, oh yeah, we're not rich. :P

Almost one week before classes start again. Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Alangan naman pumasok ako ng 1 ang nakalagay sa unifrom ko. Hala. Nako.

My cousin Carl's still here. We're still many here in our house. I don't think that we would be leaving today. I just don't know.

So I finished The Guardian already. Asar naman. Bakit namatay si Singer? :( I really didn't think at first that it was a suspense story. What I thought was that it was just that plain. Haha. Nicholas Sparks is great. So what I'm readign right now is True Believer. Haha. There's a character there named, Lexie. Haha.

enough.

i wanna be classmates with...

I'm back. I'm jusyt lazy. :P Haha. Good thing, awhile ago, I'vr just thought of something to post. I mean, a topic? :P Haha. Yeah. I'm bored again. It's really hot. ANd yeah, it's because it's summer.

HYPOTHESIS:
"If it's always hot during summer, is it because many hot people or "hotties" (:P) are appearing?"(:P)

Haha. Joke. I don't know. I want to go to school aready. I'm already really bored. Asa pa kong matuloy yung HK :P Haha. Yeah. Speaking of school, for the schooly year 2006-2007, I wanna be classmates with...

1. Starr
Oh yeah. Dude I wanna be classmates with you again :P Haha. Kasi gusto ko sabay tayo sa training :P Haha. :P Gusto ko gumawa ule ng mga kalokohan :P Haha. Nakakamiss rin kasi yung mga pag-uusap natin dati :P Lalo na tungkol sa fashion trend ng iba :P Gets mo naman yung mga yun ba diba? :P Tsaka kasi masyado tayong vain :P Andaming pictures na magkasama tayo :P Haha. Basta, it's so nice kasi na maging classmate ka :P O anu? Ganon pa rin yung club ah? :P Wala naman tayong ibang babagsakan eh :P

2. Chia
Haha. Gusto ko kasi mei classmate pa rin akong gwapo :P Haha. Joke. I just feel that I still need you, and you need me, right? :P Haha. Best sitmate ko nugn first year ;)

3. Lorraine
Kasi, gusto ko makita na hindi ka pa talaga nagbabago. Gusto ko maging classmate yung Lorraine, na nakilala ko. Sana makita ko pa yun. Masyado mo lang kasi talga kaong pinapatawa :)

4. Carmille
Haha. One of the bestfriends. Haha. Hindi ka pa pwede magquit sa lessons mo :P Haha. Sana talaga ganun. Kaso 3 years na tayong classmates eh. Possible pa kaya? Sana. Yung mga stars mo pa ;)

5. Joy
Haha. Pag di na kita classmate, nako, wala nakogn ka-PDA sa classroom :P Haha.

6. Gia
Kailagan pa nating ivote si Jam :P

7. Tere
Mei trabaho pa ko. P Diba? :P Tsaka masaya ka kasing classmate eh :P Haha :))

8. Ana Tandoc
Haha. Masarap kang asarin. :P Kaia ganun :P Haha. :))

9. Kay
Gusto ko siyang maging classmate ule kasi masaya siya kausap. :P American League? :P

10. Ena
Haha. Naaalala ko kasi na tuwing umaga, lageh tayo-tayo nag-uusap :P Haha. Masaya ka rin kasi kasama at kausap :P Aion :P Richie Rich!!

Hehe. I can't think of other people na :P Sana mei makabasang teacher na mabait :P Sundin ang gusto ko :P Haha. Asa. :P Basta, I wanna be Sandigan or Banaag. Kasi, wala lang :P

Okei. I'm bored again :P As always, as usual.

Enough for today ;)

post na wala nanamang title :P

Haha. Oh yeah. I'm bored again. Tsk.

It was really not write. I just woked up, then. Yeah. Mei umaway sa akin. Tama bang ako ang sisihin kung nagkaganun sila? Anyway, those feelings weren't mine dude. It was hers. So whatever her decision would be, I don't have any fault about it. It's herdecision, not mine. I'm no God to control her or I'm not ever her mom to give her directions. And in fact, okei, I'm telling this to you. It was really your fault. You made her feel like that. You tell her she's effortless, but still. Isn't it you who's really effortless? If only you know.*enough*

So yah, after texting with that person. I ate. Then watched t.v. while texting or reading. Yup, yup. I'm reading again. Because of boredom :P Haha. I'm reading The Guardian. Oh yeah, by Nicholas Sparks :) He's really a great author ;) But i want Paulo Coelho :P Haha. I'm still not yeat finish with The Zahir. I only borrowed it from school. Haha. I was amazed because it was Paulo Coelho's :P Oh yeah. I'm borrowing from our library :P Haha. I'm only there, very I don't know. Haha. So this summer, I have read Memoirs of A Geisha and the Griffin and Sabine Trilogy and so is Matt and Isabela's. Bawal yun para sa mga malilibog na tao ;) Haha. Then, I ate
lunch. ALONE. Then I slept in the sofa for a quite short time, and I was awaken by Lorraine's message. Anyway, hoi Lorraine, huwag masyado magpapastress ah? :P Miss na kita. Iwasan ang pagpupuyat ;) Then I transferred to a mopre comfortable thing, which is bed :P And i wasn't already able to sleep again >:( Then I took a bath, then, mabango na ako :P Haha. And yah, right now, I'm online.

I remember my sister fixing her friendster profile. Oh yeah. She's just 10 years old. An incoming grade 5. And then, I saw her, she tped tha tthe World War II is one of her interests. Then I thoguht that, "Oh maybe it's in there AP lessons.". Then after that, she put, astig. And I was, "Dude, hindi astig yun. Maraming namatay dun. Maraming nangyaring di kaaya-aya." Well, I don't blame her for that. I can understand that she's just ten-years-old. But. she's big for her age :P Haha.

My brother's not here. She's win my mom's office. They enrolled him in his new school. QCSHS. Supposedly, I would have studied there for my freshmen year. But then, I didn't go there during the second screening :P Haha. I just love SHS :P Haha.

Why is it like that? It's just been a few weeks since I went to the salon for haircut. And I feel that it's alread getting longer. :P Haha.

Oh yeah. I'm already lazy to play Gameboy :P The Fire Red :P Haha. Someone played it. ANd No one's admitting. Tsk. Tama bang palitan ang flamethrower ng wing attack? :O

I want to watch more DVD's. I want to read more new books. COuld be from Paulo Coelho ;)

enough for blogging for this day..

surveiii and flashbacks*

THE WHO'S=)

Who is in the room with you?... wala :D

Who was the last person to IM you?...kamz..TAMAD :P

Who are you thinking about now?... :))

Who did you last talk to on the phone... my aunt :)

Who's house did you last go to?... don't know :P

Who was the last person you told you lovethem?... :))

Who do you wish were here right now?... :))

Who's your favorite relative?... kring :D ate duaday :D

Who gets on your nerves the most from yourschool?...mga pakiilamera(?) :P

THE WHERE'S=)

Where do you go to school?...classroom dude ;)

Where is your phone?...here. :D

Where is your mom?...inside their room ;)

Where do you sleep?...on my bed ;)

Where do you shop the most?...ewan :P

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?...hand me down :P

Where did you last take a car ride to?...going home...from fil2 ;)

Where in your room are you?...nsa hallway ako ;)

THE WHAT'S=)

What was the last thing you ate?...peanut brittle :D

What color pants are you wearingdi ako nakapants;)

What is the closest item near you that is blue?...internet bard :P

What do you like about school?...I don't get bored always and I get to see friends :D

What are you wearing on your feet?...wala :P

What instant messaging service do you use?...ym...;)

What is your favorite color?...over-all. red :D

What is your favorite website?...blogger :P para makapagblog :P

What is your favorite shoe brand?...nike and reebok ;) ung nike kasi medjo madali masira ;)

What do you wear more?...mas comfortable ang skirt ;)

What is the last movie watched?...yours, mine and ours? dvd :0

What do you currently hear?...t.v. donwstairs :D

Why do you have a friendster?...ewan :P

Why do we have to go to school?...to learn :)

Why are your best friends your best friends?...i trust and appreciate them ;)

Why do the people on the news repeat the samestuff over?...to get attention ;)

Why is everyone obsessed over the Olympics?...the fact that almost everyone loves sports ;)

When did you start school?...when i was 4 :0

When is your birthday?...sa april 24 :D

When did you last go to the mall?....april 26 :)

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?...it was a long time ago :P

When were you last at school?...sa waiting thing :P ewan :P

When did you last see your dad?...awhile ago :P

*flashbacks:

so the game, uh, alright. haha. tambak. fine. wrong info :P it's not AA. it's team Antipolo :O okei,okei. See girls in Action ah? :P dude yun eh :P many of us we're not conditioned. and yeah. lack of training.referees should always be fair right?..hmmm...so yeah. Joy, o nakapagPDA na tayo ule ah?: P I saw my friends. except for one. bahala ka na. alright. yeah. bakit amraming taong hot? :P joke lang :D anyway. hmmm...so yeah. hinatid ako ng cousin ko dito sa house. then. yeah. i called up jollibee. kasi nagugutom ako. and yun lang yung nagfit sa budget ko :) tapos. oh yeah. no one was in the house except manang and me. so i was alone that night in the room. then. yeah. dyahe. nagbrownout. :O good thing lights went back :D haha. so i'm bored again. bored. bored. bored. :P haha :)

Chia dear, I wasn't able to give you my hug :P si Joy kasi eh :P hah. aion ung tipong pang PDA :P hahaha :)

Phoenix Suns won. :D Great! :) 31 poin-lead dude. Haha. San ka pa? :P Kobe was really mad. He even didn't shake hands with the team. He just left quickly. Well, yah, hidi rin kasi siya gumawa eh :P My brother, kobe wannabe was also mad. :P haha. He was ever praying the rosary for Lakers. Well, goodluck for the Suns :D I know tha they can do it :D Sun, Mavs and Pistons. :D

Akala ko talaga si Olyn yung matatanggal :P haha. mei bagong housemate :P

bordedom again..

bulgar.

oh yeah. i'm back from boredom. we have card already.

*flashback...

May 3-three. training. :)
yeah, yeah. three. anyway. what did i do? :P oh yeah. we played ball during the morning. then eat. then i took a bath. then I ate again. then. oh yeah. then I went to school :D then we waited for the others :D then. yeah. searched for ball/s :D then we played :D and I went home :D haha :D i really missed training :D

May 4-boredom.
i was just bored again :P

May 5-phoenix vs. lakers :))
oh yeah. suns :)) they won :)) salamat kay mnag thomas :P haha. i mean. tim thomas :)) oh yah. Raja Bell's back :D good :D game 7 tomorrow :)) i can't wait for it :D galit na galit si kobe :P sino kaya yugn mafforce eviction? :P haha! :))

today: oh yeah. ambulgar moh. di ko pinapakiilaman buhay mo. anyway. yeah. i didn't sleep well. and yeah. we have a game later :)) exhibition game :)) GO HOLY!!! :)) haha. AA nanaman :P sana kayanin :P di ko p[a nga alam kung paano ko uuwi eh :P bahala na :)

go holy!! :)) go suns!!! :))

:))

okei, okei. this is new :) online sa gabi :P haha :) anyway :P oh yeah. my mom went to baguio for work :P oh no. PBB na. well. nakikita ko sa door :P haha :) anyway. hmmmm...this day. was. yah. normal :) no problems :D but..

oh yah. dude da ka nagtext ule. akala ko ba magtetext ka? bute pa siya pinakikinggan mo...bute pa siya nakakausap ka ng matino? di ba dapat ex-bestfriend? present bestfriend nalang kaya? bahala ka na. di na kita pagtutuunan ng pansin. ayoko na magtext sa;yo. nasasaktan lang ako. di mo talaga lang ako naaappreciate.

hahahaha :P nakakatawa talaga yung post :P bakit mei ata sa 3? :P sory. di ako natouch :P natawa ako :P hahahaha :P

hey,hey,hey :D umeffect ang ceasefire? :P haha :) i'm happy :)

oh yah. my cousin lend me some books :) and they're really good :) Griffin and Sabine :) oh yah. they're writing letters to each other :) basta it's really interesting :) i liked the twist ;)

phoenix suns and lakers game. tsk. phoenix. do or die? go phoenix!! :)

:)