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May 12, 2006
I wasn't really supposed to be posting today. It's just that many tings just floated into my mind. Oh yeah. Eto nanaman ako.
Sige na, sige na. Walang kwenta kong kaibigan. Hindi ako marunong umintindi kaya ayaw mong sabihin yung mga yun?We are all different from one another. Just be thakful that many people want to listen to you. Even if they can't help you, isn't it that it's a help already when they let you feel tht you're not alone, and you have them to lean on?You're not that special for others para intindihin ka lageh. Many people have worse problems than you. It's not only you who lives in this world who has many problems. Imagine, you have a better life, compared to those who strive hard just to have a better life or to make life better for them. And you? Tsk. Malapit na talaga. I'm already pissed off.
Last night, this tought came into me. What would happen if I just suddenly die? Maybe there's no difference. People won't mind if that happens or not. Of course, it's because, I'm no special person. Oh yeah. That's bad. Enough about that. Then after that, I thought of this: What's my real purpose living here? Haha. Oh no. Lex, bata ka pa. :P Haha. Yeah. She's right. I should just explore life. I still have many years to live. :))
I feel guilty for what I did. But then, yeah, tama nga siya. Hindi kasalanan yun. I just introduced to her the real "her". It's not my fault if she's like that. I'm not her. It's not my fault if she feels that or she wanted that, I'm not her.

May 14, 2006
Happy Birthday to my best friend, Lorraine :). Oh yeah. I already talked to her. I just have realized that what everyone was thinking is really wrong. She hasn't change at all. She's still the person I met during the first day of classes in our freshmen year, who was really late :P Joke lang. :)
Okay, I really hate it. They don't listen. Okay,. Just think of what you think is right. Oh yeah, ipagpalit ba daw ang love sa friendship? Gusto niyo isend ko sa inyo lahat ng messages ni Ate Function para matigil na kayo? Yung isang tao, jan, mei gana kang mainis sakin? Bakit, mei ginawa ba ko sa'yo? Masyado kang pakiilamera. Hindi ka naman talaga kasali sa usapan. You alwasy jump into conclusions which really sucks. Fine, I thought you were really my friends and I thought that you already know me. You have just misjudged me. Ganito pala ako? Bakit, anung ginawa ko? Hindi mo ba alam, ginawa niya yun, dahil sa ugali mo, di dahil sakin. Bakit ako maginging masaya kung nahuhurt pala yugn close friend kong tinrato ko naring bestfriend? Ha? Gago ka pala eh. Tama nga siya, sarili mo lang inisip. You're just too self-centered. I pity you. Darating siguro ang araw, lalayuan ka ng marami dahil sa ugali mo. Lageh mo nalang pinalalabas na ikaw ang kawawa. I'm already pissed off with you .Bahala ka na.
Change topic, oh yeah. Mei bagyo. Si Caloy ;) So it was really windy yesterday. But it was not really raining hard. So, oh yeah. My aunt, my uncle, and cousin's here in our house. They'll stay here as long as my dad wants. My aunt's gonna tutor my sister. So yesterday, we shopped. Andt hen, we went to my lolo's house. And yeah, bonded with my cousins. And we went home at, I think 1:30 am? :P Haha.
I woke up at 9 am. Then I ate. Then watched an NBA Greatest Game. It was Seattle Supersonics vs. Phoenix Suns. The Suns lost. But it's okay. :) Haha. Then, I made cards for my aunt and lola.
Happy Mother's Day to all of the mother's in the world :))
Mothers are just ver great. I really admire them for their hardwork and sense of responsibility. I love you mama :))
Carmille, thanks :))

May 19, 2006
So, I was really lazy to use the P.C. And, everythings' fine already. For the things I said, above, I'm sorry. It's not that they're still true. It's just that those were my feelings the other day. So I think I can't do something about them anymore. I just wanted you to realize those, though I don't want any fight anymore.hFor the past few days, I was really not busy. All that I did those days were just textign, eating, sleeping, taking a bath, going to the court, watch t.v. and so on. First day of school's already near. And I knida like it. I'm getting really bored here. But to think that school's 10 months is...tsk. I hate it. What I like about summer vacation is I get to go to ither places and I get to sleep whenever I want. So yeah. This morning, after I took a bath, ako nagpaligo sa pinsan ko. Haha.
My brother always really gets serious with NBA games. A while ago, when we were watching the Suns and Clippers game, he was teasing me. Hew was saying, "Wala naman pala yung phoenix mo eh..". And I was just smiling. It would be nice if the Suns would be able to beat the Clippers on Tuesday here, and Monday there. Phoenix beating two Los Angeles teams? Woah. Very great.
Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Di naman ako pwedeng pumasok ng 1 ang patch nu. Sophomore nako. Wow. Haha. Tumatanda na ko.
I want to watch Over the Hedge. Kasi I feel that nakakatawa yun. Haha. Okay lang sakin kung di ko mapanood yan Da Vinci Code na ian. Nabobore akong magbasa eh. Lalo na yung kei Dan Brown. Ewan. But if it's Paulo Coelho's or Nicholas Saprks, hmmmm..It's okay for me. Pero maghihintay nalang ako kung meron akong mahiraman nung dvd nung Da Vinci Code. Haha.

May 28, 2006-TODAY.
It's been so many days since I last posted. It's just that, I was lazy to open the PC and use it 'coz I didn't have internet card either. Seems like I missed a lot of fun huh? Nah. So. The last week, my cousins Igi ang Krisha went for vacation here in our house. Considering that the family of my tita is here too. Orphanage na yung bahay namin. So summing it all up, I think we were, 10? Haha. So a few great and not great things happened. Haha.

My brother's got a new phone. Samsung E530? I like it. It's pink. Haha. But my brother's not a gay. It's just that my cousin who is her ninang also didn't have a gift for him during his grad(even if he really didn't have a graduation). But dude, I really like it. Haha. Kaso, asa pa nga ako.

So yesterday, of course, we were in Tandang Soara. My uncle threw up a party for his birthday. I think we were there until 1:30 am? I don't know. So I bonded with my cousins and friends up to 1am. Haha. No curfews. And I also got to play ball during the day.

I want to be rich. Haha. Dapat mei chucks na ko eh. Kaso, basta. I really liked the rubbershoes we saw in Nike in Galle. But then, oh yeah, we're not rich. :P

Almost one week before classes start again. Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Alangan naman pumasok ako ng 1 ang nakalagay sa unifrom ko. Hala. Nako.

My cousin Carl's still here. We're still many here in our house. I don't think that we would be leaving today. I just don't know.

So I finished The Guardian already. Asar naman. Bakit namatay si Singer? :( I really didn't think at first that it was a suspense story. What I thought was that it was just that plain. Haha. Nicholas Sparks is great. So what I'm readign right now is True Believer. Haha. There's a character there named, Lexie. Haha.

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