pwede na ko mamatay.

Shitty. Pwede na talaga ko mamatay sa sarap ng blueberry muffin na uwi ni Papa. Grabe sobrang sarap talaga! Heaven. Haha :)

As I was typing the title of this post, suddenly, binatukan ako ni Mama. At ganito ang nangyare.
Mama: Anong pwede ka na mamatay?
Lexi: Hindi. Yung bluberry muffin! Haha!

Yes. Umaasenso na yung multiply ko. Nagpopost na ko lageh ng pictures. Tapos ngayon videos :)

Oh well. Things are quite okay now :) Okay na kami ni Marielle :) Wala na kong masyadong worries :) Pero, ewan. Mei iba, ayoko nalang pansinin.

Yesterday, my dad picked me up from school. The nwe went to the salon. We had our haircuts. Yung akin, parang nung july. Basta maikli na ule. Ang init na kasi talaga sobra. Global Warming ang may sala. Haha! Then after that, we picked up my mom from office then went to SM. We ate then watched a movie. Inaantok nga ko habang nanonood eh.

Yes, now I'm not that busy anymore. Trainings are ove. We're just waiting for tune-up games. At sana malapit na yung mga yun. Haha.

Plans for today:
Dentist :)
SM. (anu nanaman kayang gagawin ko dun?)

Change is inevitable. But I can't still adapt to it.

Haha. Pep rally kahapon. 2 trials. And nagkaroon ng mali. Oh well. Goodluck sa pep. Bukas na yung NCC. Go Ena :)

Marielle, I'm glad that we're okay already :) Advance happy :P

Lips of an Angel nanaman ang pinpakinggan ko ng pinapakinggan ngayon. Napakalungkot. Haha!

Wala na kong masabi.

Honey why are you calling me so late?

dead end.

Ah ewan ko na. I'm so gloomy right now. oh well..

Sobrang miss ko na si chia. :(

Yesterday was our last training. Aww...I'll really miss our trainings. Gustong-gusto ko kasing nagttrain eh. Parang minsan lang ako tatamarin magtrain. Maski 15 minute run minamahal ko. Haha! Kung pwede nga na araw-araw nalang mei training eh. Oh well. Like what coach said, at least bawas sa expenses namin. Kasi nga naman. Bakit ba hindi yung school yung nagbabayad? Oh well. Haha. Last year, yung parang memorable thing sa team ay yung illustration boards. Sobrang..awww. Tapos this year naman, wow! Nagburn si coach ng cd para sa team :) Yung jersey number nung player yung track number nung song nung player :) angaling :) Sayang lang marami ng aalis :( Sabi ko nga kei coach, first week of june pa lang mapatry outs na. haha! Sai niya mga 3rd week naman daw :)

THE eklats na bukas. Yung gusto ko lang na part ay yung pagkain ng sandwich. Haha :)

Chia,our time will come. Let's just wait :)

walang patutunguhan....


how about I'll be nothing?

Time is nothing.

I really have to update. Why? I just want. Haha. Oh well. I don't know what to post. Analbo ng post ko promise. Minsan trip ko mag straight english, minsan straight na tagalog. Oh well.

EOP.
Last Friday, February 16, 2007, we had our Educational Outbound Trip/Field Trip ina Tanay, Rizal. I really didn't have a partner. But then, my classmate was absent, so her partner, Karol became my partner. Haha :) Favorite part? Caving :) haha. My prediction was right. The day would not be able to end without sharing something to Karol. Haha. I was really exhausted. Anyway, I'm to lazy to narrate what happend last Friday. Last words: I love the backseat girls :P Haha.

Valentines Day./Club Exchange.
February 14, 2007, Wednesday, was Valenitnes Day. Nagulat ako. Ayun lang yung masasabi ko. At salamat :) Club exchange, haha. I just assisted. I let them play. It was already their chance :) At ako ay naging official :P Assistant of the assistant of the assistant. Anlabo nu? Haha. Eh kasi, si ate paella yung assistant ni ms. ngo tapos si ate nicdom yung assistant ni ate paella, so ako yung assistant ni ate nicdom. ayun :)

Foul.
Ang foul ay isang violation sa basketball. Ito ay nakukuha pag nagkaroon ng contact sa kalaban. Pero, ibang foul ang tinutukoy ko dito. Yung pagiging foul. Haha. Amapngit tignan, promise. Ayun lang.

Lips of an Angel.
Yes, still LSSd of it. Haha. The song is really nice. I'm learning on how to do the plucking. Haha. I still don't get it that much.

LS.
Matagal na kong hindi nakikinig ng radio. Bakit? Hindi ko rin alam. Haha.Tapos, nung field trip, sabi bigla ni Bianca, "Ano nang nangyare sa 97.1?" Tinry ko makinig ung isang gabi. Oo nga. Sayang.

Unlimited.
Kelan kaya babalik yung unlimited na mura? Para naman kasing mayaman yung mga tao sa Pilipinas eh. Laganap na nga ang poverty. Haha.

Andaming nagpipigil.
Andaming nagpipigil sa mga nararamdaman nila ngayon. Bakit? Kasi hindi pwede, mali, at bawal. Hindi lang isang tao ang tinutukoy ko sa parte ng post kong ito, kung hindi maraming tao. At ako ay hindi kasama dito. Haha. Sige, parang halos lahat sila, ganito ang sitwasyon. Itago nalang natin sa mga pangalang Bokbok at Poknat. Shitty. Wala na kasi akong maisip na pangalan. Haha. Si Bokbok at si Poknat, ay hindi inaasahang nafall sa isa't-isa. Bakit? Kasi, masyadong closeness o ewan? Haha. Basta ayun, tapos, siyempre, ayun na yung chance eh. Sobrang ayun na. Kaso, kailangang magpigil. Bakit? Ewan. Eto yung mga rason nila.

1. May magagalit.
2. Hindi pwede/Bawal/Mali
3. Natatakot yung isa

Ayun. Hindi based from my experience yun ah. Sa ibang tao yun. Ewan. Laganap na. Haha. Nagugulat nalang ako sa mga nagshshare sakin. Ang aking advice ay,gawin niyo nalang kung ano yung tama at kung ano yung makakapagapasaya sainu. Haha. Pero paano kung yung kasayahan mo ay yung mali? Isipin mo nalang, mali yun. Kaya after mo maging masaya, malulungkot ka rin. Pero pag pinili mo yung kalungkutan na tama, after nun magiging masaya ka na :) Tapos nakagawa ka pa ng tama :) Mapapangiti mo pa si God :)

"If you're already happy, well, I'm also already happy."

Aian yung lines ng nagsasacrifice. Ewan. But I don't think it's really true. Because sacrificing really means a lot to an individual. I mean, you sacrifcice something because you want someone or others to be happy and that something would be a certain thing that you really want or you really love. It also means, sacrificing your happiness and earning happiness. Haha. Anlabo ko talaga. Well, of course, kagaya ng sinabi ko sa isang tao dati, if you sacrifice, you don't need to display it. You don't need to get other people's attention and say: "Hey, I have done something good." Isn't it very boastful? You don't need to be proud of it, because being proud of it means that you only did it just to get other people's attention. Just wait for other people to discover or recgnize it. If they do, well, be thankful. If not, just continue doing it.

Credibility and Trust.

Credibility is something you need to have to make others believe you. If there's no credibility, there's no trust. Yung pagakawala ng credibility mo, hindi mo kailangang isisi sa ibang tao. Kung hindi naniniwala sa'yo yung tao at mas naniniwala sa ibang tao, well, it's your fault. Nasa pinapakita mo kasi yun eh. Kung ano yung pinpakita mo, dun nakabase yung credibility mo. Sobra. Wala kang karapatang magalit o mainis kasi yun yung decision mo, kaya mo ginawa yun at yun ung napakita mo. Ayun.

Forgiveness.

Hindi pa ready ang tao magforgive, kung may galit o inis pa. It really takes time. At dapat yung other side ay ipakita na deserving siya na mapatawad nung isa.

Pagbabago.

Mahirap, pero madali kung kinakailangan. Ang isang tao,pwede magbago.

Time Traveler's Wife.

Yes. I already finished reading the book and it was really good. Too dad. Henry died and it was not said if Alba was cured. Oh well.

Time is nothing.

Wala lang. Aian yung huling line nung letter ni Henry kei Clare nung namatay siya. Yes, time is nothing. At kahit ano na nangyare, at kahit kelan pa siya nangyare, nangyare. Gets ba? Haha.

Oh well. Ang random ng post ko ngayon. Haha.

Carmille, miss na kita :(

"....and I never wanna say goodbye....."

A Day of Undesirable Happenings.

I'm saying this again: Pagod na ko. Sobra. All of the things that are happening right now are just like what happend saveral months ago. Different versions. Different place, different people, different dates. But still the same situtions. Haha. Para kong nagsasalita para sa trailer ng kung anong palabas. Haha. Anyway, yes. I cried this morning. Why? Very high expectations. Yes. I like pressure. I tend to love pressure. But it's already really too much. I'm already pissed off. Understanding is what I need. And it seems that they don't have it. Oh well. I desire for tranquility. Yep. For my life. I read a book, and it was abook about birthdays and the personalities of the celebrators. I read mine. It said there, that I want everything to be stable. Yes, I want stability. I always want it. But now, my life doesn't seem to have it. Where's the stability that I want?Somewhere. Two words to describe my life right now: magulo, malabo. Haha.

Yes, I know I have to bring back the trust. This time I'm already telling the truth.

Feelings. Malabo sobra. Haha.

Grades. Yes. Yesterday was the getting of cards. Andaming bumaba sa bio. At isa na ko dun. 3 points :( I need to pull it up.

From school, Donna, Marielle and I went to SM North. Haha. Bakit kaya ganun? Pagpasok mo ng SM, andami mong pera. Paglabas mo, onti nalang o wala na. At ganun ang nangyare sakin. Haha. I wanted Vanilla Cream. Pero, ewan. Ayoko talaga bumili :( What happend yesterday wa glike what happend last September 18. Pero different version. Haha. At mas gusto ko yung nugn September 18 :) Thanks to Donna and Marielle :)

Bring back credibility and don't be foul. Nako, pag nakadalawang flagrant foul o techincal foul, maeeject ka sa game. Life is like basketball.

3 days to go and it's Valentines already. Haha. Sabe nga ng cousin ko, "Valentines Days is just a state of mind." Haha. Onga naman. Gastos lang yun.

Donna. Anlakas ng impluwensya mo. Lips of an Angel. Sobrang LSS na ko. Haha!

Gusto ko makipagjam! Field trip na sa friday :) Wala pa kong partner. Oh well.

Bagong week. Goodluck to me :)

Oh well. Enough.

"....never wanna say goodbye...."