betrayal and disappointment.

I've been quite busy. Yes, third year life's very hectic dude. I don't know. I already have my savings :) Which is so so so good :)

I was elected as class treasurer. Haha. Goodluck to me. Kurakot daw? Nakakatawa. I'm starting to love Katarungan already, which is a very good thing. Well, I just hope that this school year would be a good one :)

Last Wednesday, we held the try-outs for the club. Haha. Basketball Club. Yeah, it was fun :) Gusto ko na magtrain :) Gusto ko na rin mag-intrams!!

Anyway, yes. Betrayal and disappointment was there. It was like talking behind my back. Don't just trust your insitincts. Look for you proofs or evidences. During trials in courts, evidences and proofs are really the ones who have the bigger percent of credibiliy. Evidences are stronger than the statements of the witnesses. Judges don't just assume to be able to make the decisions. I was really disappointed. Credibility's taken. Trust is taken. What's left are just doubts. Doubts, doubts and doubts. Acccept your consequences. I'll not be the one to give you your consequences even though I'm still here and I'll guide you and would still be your friends. Oh well. Live your life and I'll live my life. Let's just all be happy. Be careful.

Oh well. Many deadlines to meet on monday. I gotta go.

at the end of the day it ain't worth it.

quick post :)

Oh quick post only. My sister would use the laptop. Anyway, yeah. Long time no post. Third year would be a ver y busy year for me. Many homeworks and quizzes. Wow, sana kayanin ko. Wala pang training sa lagay na 'to ah. Pano kaya pag meron na. Wala nang tulugan? Haha. Ayaw ko na magcellphone. Anyway, masaya naman ang third year eh. Ewan, masyado kong nachchallenge. Haha. Bakit ko nga ba naman iisipin na mahirap? Nasa state of mind din kas yan ng tao. Kung iisipin mong mahirap, lalo kang mahihirapan. Sabi nga ng isang tao sa'kin. Madali lang naman daw ang third year basta makikinig ka lageh. Hindi mo na rin kailangang mag-aral pag ganun. Sabi pa ng isang tao, isipin ko nalang daw, yung ibang tao nga nalampasana yung third year eh. Nakayanan nila. So ibig sabihin kaya ko rin diba. Basta, I want to be productive this year :) I know my goals and what I really want.

Oh yes. Rejection dude. Haha. Okei lang. unaffected.

Oh well. I need to go. Gusto ko nang magtrain. Gusto ko na mag-intrams. I miss playing ball.
Argh. Sinisipon ako. Ganito ako pag lageh ako late nan natutulog. Anyway, yes. I'll reach my goals :)

Ang cute talaga ni Rocky, oh no. :)

These days lageh ako napapasabi ng..."Huwat?!?" o kaya, "Cute ah." Haha

What's with Lexi? I'll choose to be happy everyday :)

I've got an ice box where my heart used to be.

Huling araw.

It's already the last day of summer. Summer was so fast. Yeah, super. And I think I did not have a good one. Haha. I was not productive. Haha. I wanted to attend lessons. Lessons for anything kinda extra-ordinary. Pwede na rin yung tumulay sa lubid. Haha. Joking. I wanted to learn a new instruement. Actually, dream ko yung drums, violin at sax. Kaso hanggang panaginip nalang ata yun. Haha. Hindi naman ako yung lageh pinapayagang umalis. Kaya, BADTRIP. Haha

It's so good to be back with old friends :) Angaling. Yung barkada ko dun sa subdivision ng pinsan ko, parang kagaya na ule ng dati. Nakakamiss sila. Haha. Ansaya :)

I really don't know what to post. Lol. Haha. Ieend ko na 'to.

current stat. message: You're gonna lose that girl.
-Haha. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang yung line. Nakakatawa. Haha!

Ayun, bumili kami ng kapatid ko ng mga album. A Promise (Chicosci), Infinity in High (FOB) at The Bloomfields (self-titled). Ang nice :) Basta, anganda talaga nung A Promise tapos yung Alam Mo Na Yun. Basta, ayun.

Classes tomorrow already. Katarungan ang aking section. Classmates kami ni Carmille :) Angaling :) Pero ayaw ko pa pumasok :(

Wala na talaga kong masabi.

di kasi masabi sa'yo na ano.

Multiply and the Pasan Video.

Everytime I connect to the internet, I open many accounts. There's even an order of which account I would open first. After successfully connecting to the internet, I first open my ym account then create a stat message. After that, I would open 2 windows. One for friendster and one for multiply. After checking those accounts, I open blogger and LJ. Yes, 3 blogs, and greatly I am able to update them all from time to time. That is a routine already. Photobucket and WMP are just options.

So while checking my multiply account awhile ago, I did not have any replies or any invitations. So I just looked and scanned through the updated of my contacts. Ate pk's entry caught me. Haha. It was about basketball, our trainings, coach and the try-outs. Yes, I saw her real dedication to our sport :) The truth is, I also want classes to start already. The same reason with her. Basketball training. I really miss it. I also miss coach. For me, coach is very important in my life. He is really a good mentor, not only of basketball but also values. Her entry made me smile because I also felt the sameway with her:) After seeing her entry, I scanned again and saw Ms.Platon's. Then I remembered that I posted in her guestbook yesterday. Then this was her reply :)

Sobrang natouch ako. Sobrang naantig ang aking puso. Favorite teacher ko kasi siya eh. And I really hate the fact that she would be leaving teaching for a while. Sayang talaga one year ko lang siya naging teacher. But I'm happy that I became the English Secretary of our class. Through it, in a way, we also became close. Ako nga yung nahihiya sa kanya because she always gives considerations to late passers of out communication exercises, rough drafts and formal themes. Nakakahiya. Hindi ko nga nafeel na responsible akp eh. Kasi isang beses lang nangyari na buong class nagpass.

Coach and Ms. Platon are very important people to me. They are very great mentors. I miss them. :(

Moving on, last night, my sister and I waited for the new music video of Callalily, "Pasan". I knew the song already for months. August pa lang kasi mei album na nila ko. Nakakatawa si Alden tumakbo habang yung guitar nasa likod niya. Haha. Pero nabawi yung ng pagiging hot niya sa stage yung masyadong niyang comedy na pagtakbo :D

Nakakaaddict ang bloomfields. Haha. Ang cute talaga ni Rocky :) Gusto ko bumili ng album nila.

It's raining. Analamig. Haha. I guess I would be quite busy today. We would bring lola to the doctor and tentatively, we would be going to MOA. Pano yun, mas gusto ko yung Nike sa Trinoma eh. Haha. Bahala na si God :) Naku kung MOA, hindi ata ako pwede magchucks? Hindi kasi friendly ang chucks sa paa ko eh. Bahala na talaga.

sa sandaling 'to ikaw lang at wala nang iba.