pwede na ko mamatay.

Shitty. Pwede na talaga ko mamatay sa sarap ng blueberry muffin na uwi ni Papa. Grabe sobrang sarap talaga! Heaven. Haha :)

As I was typing the title of this post, suddenly, binatukan ako ni Mama. At ganito ang nangyare.
Mama: Anong pwede ka na mamatay?
Lexi: Hindi. Yung bluberry muffin! Haha!

Yes. Umaasenso na yung multiply ko. Nagpopost na ko lageh ng pictures. Tapos ngayon videos :)

Oh well. Things are quite okay now :) Okay na kami ni Marielle :) Wala na kong masyadong worries :) Pero, ewan. Mei iba, ayoko nalang pansinin.

Yesterday, my dad picked me up from school. The nwe went to the salon. We had our haircuts. Yung akin, parang nung july. Basta maikli na ule. Ang init na kasi talaga sobra. Global Warming ang may sala. Haha! Then after that, we picked up my mom from office then went to SM. We ate then watched a movie. Inaantok nga ko habang nanonood eh.

Yes, now I'm not that busy anymore. Trainings are ove. We're just waiting for tune-up games. At sana malapit na yung mga yun. Haha.

Plans for today:
Dentist :)
SM. (anu nanaman kayang gagawin ko dun?)

Change is inevitable. But I can't still adapt to it.

Haha. Pep rally kahapon. 2 trials. And nagkaroon ng mali. Oh well. Goodluck sa pep. Bukas na yung NCC. Go Ena :)

Marielle, I'm glad that we're okay already :) Advance happy :P

Lips of an Angel nanaman ang pinpakinggan ko ng pinapakinggan ngayon. Napakalungkot. Haha!

Wala na kong masabi.

Honey why are you calling me so late?

dead end.

Ah ewan ko na. I'm so gloomy right now. oh well..

Sobrang miss ko na si chia. :(

Yesterday was our last training. Aww...I'll really miss our trainings. Gustong-gusto ko kasing nagttrain eh. Parang minsan lang ako tatamarin magtrain. Maski 15 minute run minamahal ko. Haha! Kung pwede nga na araw-araw nalang mei training eh. Oh well. Like what coach said, at least bawas sa expenses namin. Kasi nga naman. Bakit ba hindi yung school yung nagbabayad? Oh well. Haha. Last year, yung parang memorable thing sa team ay yung illustration boards. Sobrang..awww. Tapos this year naman, wow! Nagburn si coach ng cd para sa team :) Yung jersey number nung player yung track number nung song nung player :) angaling :) Sayang lang marami ng aalis :( Sabi ko nga kei coach, first week of june pa lang mapatry outs na. haha! Sai niya mga 3rd week naman daw :)

THE eklats na bukas. Yung gusto ko lang na part ay yung pagkain ng sandwich. Haha :)

Chia,our time will come. Let's just wait :)

walang patutunguhan....


how about I'll be nothing?

Time is nothing.

I really have to update. Why? I just want. Haha. Oh well. I don't know what to post. Analbo ng post ko promise. Minsan trip ko mag straight english, minsan straight na tagalog. Oh well.

EOP.
Last Friday, February 16, 2007, we had our Educational Outbound Trip/Field Trip ina Tanay, Rizal. I really didn't have a partner. But then, my classmate was absent, so her partner, Karol became my partner. Haha :) Favorite part? Caving :) haha. My prediction was right. The day would not be able to end without sharing something to Karol. Haha. I was really exhausted. Anyway, I'm to lazy to narrate what happend last Friday. Last words: I love the backseat girls :P Haha.

Valentines Day./Club Exchange.
February 14, 2007, Wednesday, was Valenitnes Day. Nagulat ako. Ayun lang yung masasabi ko. At salamat :) Club exchange, haha. I just assisted. I let them play. It was already their chance :) At ako ay naging official :P Assistant of the assistant of the assistant. Anlabo nu? Haha. Eh kasi, si ate paella yung assistant ni ms. ngo tapos si ate nicdom yung assistant ni ate paella, so ako yung assistant ni ate nicdom. ayun :)

Foul.
Ang foul ay isang violation sa basketball. Ito ay nakukuha pag nagkaroon ng contact sa kalaban. Pero, ibang foul ang tinutukoy ko dito. Yung pagiging foul. Haha. Amapngit tignan, promise. Ayun lang.

Lips of an Angel.
Yes, still LSSd of it. Haha. The song is really nice. I'm learning on how to do the plucking. Haha. I still don't get it that much.

LS.
Matagal na kong hindi nakikinig ng radio. Bakit? Hindi ko rin alam. Haha.Tapos, nung field trip, sabi bigla ni Bianca, "Ano nang nangyare sa 97.1?" Tinry ko makinig ung isang gabi. Oo nga. Sayang.

Unlimited.
Kelan kaya babalik yung unlimited na mura? Para naman kasing mayaman yung mga tao sa Pilipinas eh. Laganap na nga ang poverty. Haha.

Andaming nagpipigil.
Andaming nagpipigil sa mga nararamdaman nila ngayon. Bakit? Kasi hindi pwede, mali, at bawal. Hindi lang isang tao ang tinutukoy ko sa parte ng post kong ito, kung hindi maraming tao. At ako ay hindi kasama dito. Haha. Sige, parang halos lahat sila, ganito ang sitwasyon. Itago nalang natin sa mga pangalang Bokbok at Poknat. Shitty. Wala na kasi akong maisip na pangalan. Haha. Si Bokbok at si Poknat, ay hindi inaasahang nafall sa isa't-isa. Bakit? Kasi, masyadong closeness o ewan? Haha. Basta ayun, tapos, siyempre, ayun na yung chance eh. Sobrang ayun na. Kaso, kailangang magpigil. Bakit? Ewan. Eto yung mga rason nila.

1. May magagalit.
2. Hindi pwede/Bawal/Mali
3. Natatakot yung isa

Ayun. Hindi based from my experience yun ah. Sa ibang tao yun. Ewan. Laganap na. Haha. Nagugulat nalang ako sa mga nagshshare sakin. Ang aking advice ay,gawin niyo nalang kung ano yung tama at kung ano yung makakapagapasaya sainu. Haha. Pero paano kung yung kasayahan mo ay yung mali? Isipin mo nalang, mali yun. Kaya after mo maging masaya, malulungkot ka rin. Pero pag pinili mo yung kalungkutan na tama, after nun magiging masaya ka na :) Tapos nakagawa ka pa ng tama :) Mapapangiti mo pa si God :)

"If you're already happy, well, I'm also already happy."

Aian yung lines ng nagsasacrifice. Ewan. But I don't think it's really true. Because sacrificing really means a lot to an individual. I mean, you sacrifcice something because you want someone or others to be happy and that something would be a certain thing that you really want or you really love. It also means, sacrificing your happiness and earning happiness. Haha. Anlabo ko talaga. Well, of course, kagaya ng sinabi ko sa isang tao dati, if you sacrifice, you don't need to display it. You don't need to get other people's attention and say: "Hey, I have done something good." Isn't it very boastful? You don't need to be proud of it, because being proud of it means that you only did it just to get other people's attention. Just wait for other people to discover or recgnize it. If they do, well, be thankful. If not, just continue doing it.

Credibility and Trust.

Credibility is something you need to have to make others believe you. If there's no credibility, there's no trust. Yung pagakawala ng credibility mo, hindi mo kailangang isisi sa ibang tao. Kung hindi naniniwala sa'yo yung tao at mas naniniwala sa ibang tao, well, it's your fault. Nasa pinapakita mo kasi yun eh. Kung ano yung pinpakita mo, dun nakabase yung credibility mo. Sobra. Wala kang karapatang magalit o mainis kasi yun yung decision mo, kaya mo ginawa yun at yun ung napakita mo. Ayun.

Forgiveness.

Hindi pa ready ang tao magforgive, kung may galit o inis pa. It really takes time. At dapat yung other side ay ipakita na deserving siya na mapatawad nung isa.

Pagbabago.

Mahirap, pero madali kung kinakailangan. Ang isang tao,pwede magbago.

Time Traveler's Wife.

Yes. I already finished reading the book and it was really good. Too dad. Henry died and it was not said if Alba was cured. Oh well.

Time is nothing.

Wala lang. Aian yung huling line nung letter ni Henry kei Clare nung namatay siya. Yes, time is nothing. At kahit ano na nangyare, at kahit kelan pa siya nangyare, nangyare. Gets ba? Haha.

Oh well. Ang random ng post ko ngayon. Haha.

Carmille, miss na kita :(

"....and I never wanna say goodbye....."

A Day of Undesirable Happenings.

I'm saying this again: Pagod na ko. Sobra. All of the things that are happening right now are just like what happend saveral months ago. Different versions. Different place, different people, different dates. But still the same situtions. Haha. Para kong nagsasalita para sa trailer ng kung anong palabas. Haha. Anyway, yes. I cried this morning. Why? Very high expectations. Yes. I like pressure. I tend to love pressure. But it's already really too much. I'm already pissed off. Understanding is what I need. And it seems that they don't have it. Oh well. I desire for tranquility. Yep. For my life. I read a book, and it was abook about birthdays and the personalities of the celebrators. I read mine. It said there, that I want everything to be stable. Yes, I want stability. I always want it. But now, my life doesn't seem to have it. Where's the stability that I want?Somewhere. Two words to describe my life right now: magulo, malabo. Haha.

Yes, I know I have to bring back the trust. This time I'm already telling the truth.

Feelings. Malabo sobra. Haha.

Grades. Yes. Yesterday was the getting of cards. Andaming bumaba sa bio. At isa na ko dun. 3 points :( I need to pull it up.

From school, Donna, Marielle and I went to SM North. Haha. Bakit kaya ganun? Pagpasok mo ng SM, andami mong pera. Paglabas mo, onti nalang o wala na. At ganun ang nangyare sakin. Haha. I wanted Vanilla Cream. Pero, ewan. Ayoko talaga bumili :( What happend yesterday wa glike what happend last September 18. Pero different version. Haha. At mas gusto ko yung nugn September 18 :) Thanks to Donna and Marielle :)

Bring back credibility and don't be foul. Nako, pag nakadalawang flagrant foul o techincal foul, maeeject ka sa game. Life is like basketball.

3 days to go and it's Valentines already. Haha. Sabe nga ng cousin ko, "Valentines Days is just a state of mind." Haha. Onga naman. Gastos lang yun.

Donna. Anlakas ng impluwensya mo. Lips of an Angel. Sobrang LSS na ko. Haha!

Gusto ko makipagjam! Field trip na sa friday :) Wala pa kong partner. Oh well.

Bagong week. Goodluck to me :)

Oh well. Enough.

"....never wanna say goodbye...."

The end of my longest yard.

I was able to see it before it happend. I knew it before it happend. I expected it before it happend. I expected for the worst, and yes, it happend.

I ended my longest yard. Very defiant, but it should really go that way. Very hard, but we really need it. I promise you: in the future, we'll all benefit from it. Take that from me.

Salamat sa lahat :) I'm still here.

Maraming salamat kei Ate Bea, Bana, Meh, Donna, Carmille, Chia, at Karol :)

Sa mga kasama ko noong fair, maraming salamat talaga :) Hindi niyo ko iniwan, Donna at Ate Citters :)

Mei classes nanaman. Mag-aaral nakong mabute :)

Ayunsin muna natin yung mga sarili natin :)

Ngiti tayong lahat :)

cities grow, rivers flow, where you are I'll never know but I'm still here :)

bahala na.

maybe after my longest yard.

Really long time no post. It's just that I am too busy and also lazy to post here. Haha. And yes, I know no one's viewing this blog. Unless, I don't know. Haha.

Tests are over. Yes, and I haven't seen any of my test papers. Well, goodluck to me.

I'm here in my mom's office, I'm doing our investi, the paper. Haha. Goodluck to me. I'm not really in the mood to think. Oral defense tomorrow. Shitty.

Significant events? Nah. I don't know. Many things are really happening now. Many people are very sad. Many people are confused. What's happening to the world? Haha :) Well, I'm still thankful for having my friends :) Claudz, Meh, Donna, Marielle and Ate Bea, maraming salamat :) Kahit di niyo nababasa 'to.

Training resumes tomorrow. I love it :) I really missed it so much. Back to normal life. Haha.

Fair is almost near. Poverty is over me. Haha. Goodluck to me. I think Donna would be my date? Haha.

Anlakas ng trip sa section namin. :P Bunutan ng someone? Haha!

Post some other time.

One more kiss could be the best thing....

After ng line na Is this the beginning of our last dance ay Once we're on the floor can we do it again? Pwede nga kaya?

If I could fly away, oh I would come back for no more. I turn around just to see you for the last time.....-Nelly

Kung ayaw mo na sa akin, di na kita pipilitin...-Sugarfree

my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know the truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find out only today, that my sister hid them. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know teh truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find outo nly today, that my sister hid it. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

I want....

I want my Vanilla Cream.
I want an everyday supply of Gonuts Donuts.
I want to read The Zahir again.
I want to have a copy of "For One More Day".
I want to have the album "Tala-arawan".
I want to sleep all day.
I want to classes to end already.
I want to train.
I want to play ball.
I want to sing.
I want to jam.

I want all the albums of 3 doors down.
I want Jea to be happy.
I want to talk with Starr.
I want to be with Carmille.
I want Donna and Marielle to be my classmates next year.
I want Theresa to rest.
I want it to be January already.
I want mocha ice.
I want this schoolyear to end already.
I want peace.

I want to make everyone feel special.

I want everyone to be happy.

i want challenge.

I NEED to be with YOU.
I NEED YOU :(

RANDOM AGAIN.

Seeing the interval of the day when I last posted to now, it is really big. Haha. Why? I don't know. Maybe I was too lazy to connect to the internet. I was also busy of so many things. I don't know what to post. I really don't know. So just bear with me.

WBL. We didn't win any game. But it's okei. So many lessons learned. The last game was the best :) SHS vs. La Salle Zobel. Oh well. Northball in January? I hope so. Can't wait for those tune-up games. Haha.

Me? I don't know. I think I'm lost. Di ko na madescribe yung sarili ko. Haha.

Back to the basics. haha. Mrs. Santos is back :) So good :)

Oh yes. New sitting arrangement since the week after the getting of cards. I was transferred in front. Why? To prevent me from sleeping during classes.

What else....oh yes. Intrams practice. Careerin na ang cheering. Tsk. Sana January na. Haha. HONESTLY, AYOKO TALAGA. But I already have nothing to do but just accept it. Haha. At lwast nag-eenjoy naman sila eh :)

Sentence from our outreach. "We were arranging hollow blocks when we saw a black cat in the movie happy feet." There's a different accent for that. Ask me or Karol. Haha. :) Andami ng nababarok ngayon. Oh well.

Health Project. Oh yes, I am already in the second leg of watching Salamat Doc. Haha. It's so hard to wake so early in the morning. Tsk.

Nakakaadik na nga. "Nais kong mahawakan ang 'yong kamay......" Hala. Hindi sa paghawak ng kamay ah. Basta. Gets ng iba 'to alam ko :)

Okei, okei. Kwento na...But wait. I asked God for a one day rest. Why? Secret. Haha.

So there were no classes last Thursday. Too bad. Okei, I had something for Carmille. Birthday niya kasi. Badtrip ayaw akong payagang umalis. Oh well. I just stayed home. I slept very early. Haha. 8pm.

Friday, oh men, I didn't have load until 2 pm I think? It was then until someone..yeah, mei nagmagic. Aion. My dad sudddenly said that he wants to go to MOA. Mall of Asia. So we went there. It was my second time. Of course, as usual, we went to Nike. And...we bought some things. Haha. Basta aion. Then we ate. Ayun lang ata ginawa namin? Haha. Oh yes. Dinaanan ni Claudz yung mga jacket ko.

Saturday, tsk. I woke up at 9:30. They didn't wake me up. So after eating when I went upstairs and nakabihis na sila. Kamusta naman diba? So I was really in a hurry. I was really pressured. Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko kei Carmille, "Minadali ko yung mra ritual ko." Haha. Then we went to the airport. We picked up my mom. And we were late because of me. Tsk. It was in teh car where I started to become badtrip. Super. We ate somewhere. I really looked bad. Pero wala, I was really badtrip. I was weraing shades and listening to mp3 when I ate. I didn't want my mom to see me frowning. Haha. Then, we went to Tandang Sora. Sunbathing sa sofa. Nakashades pa rin. Good thing, my cousins and I went to SM North. Coincidence. We were all wearing green shirt. Haha. We looked awful while walking. And, yeah, I saw people from Holy. We saw Ms. Platon and Ms. Salvador on the escalator. We ate in Breadtalk and also had some donut in Gonuts Donuts. Heaven talaga. Ansarap nung blueberry!Anyway, yeah...wala na kong masabi.

Sunday. Like other sundays still. So gloomy outside.

The 4 days of rest is already over. Tama na ang pagpapakabatugan. Back to Bio notes. Back to Florante at Laura. Back to Intrams Practice. Oh well.

Takte. Nahihirapan ako gumawa ng post ngayon. Bakit? Ewan. Andaming nasa isip ko ngayon. Haha.

Andami kong gusto.....I want to buy sugarfree's album, Tala-arawan. Gusto ko rin nung bagong book ni Mitch Albom. So nice. "For One More Day". Aww.

Oh well,...wala na kong masabi. Idaan nalang sa maraming dots. Sana maging okei na ang lahat.

Nakuha ng stat message ni jea ang atensyon ko. "Wala ng spark and magic.. ='c" Ang spark nasa kable ng kuryente lang yun makikita. Ang magic, nasa EK? The Magic begins here. Haha. Di pa ba enough na mahal niyo ang isa't-isa? Oh well. Wala akong ipinahihiwatig.period.

Marielle,masyado mo kong ineencourage. Haha.

I want challenge. Haha. I want my Vanilla Cream.

kung pwede lang.... :(