The end of my longest yard.

I was able to see it before it happend. I knew it before it happend. I expected it before it happend. I expected for the worst, and yes, it happend.

I ended my longest yard. Very defiant, but it should really go that way. Very hard, but we really need it. I promise you: in the future, we'll all benefit from it. Take that from me.

Salamat sa lahat :) I'm still here.

Maraming salamat kei Ate Bea, Bana, Meh, Donna, Carmille, Chia, at Karol :)

Sa mga kasama ko noong fair, maraming salamat talaga :) Hindi niyo ko iniwan, Donna at Ate Citters :)

Mei classes nanaman. Mag-aaral nakong mabute :)

Ayunsin muna natin yung mga sarili natin :)

Ngiti tayong lahat :)

cities grow, rivers flow, where you are I'll never know but I'm still here :)

bahala na.

maybe after my longest yard.

Really long time no post. It's just that I am too busy and also lazy to post here. Haha. And yes, I know no one's viewing this blog. Unless, I don't know. Haha.

Tests are over. Yes, and I haven't seen any of my test papers. Well, goodluck to me.

I'm here in my mom's office, I'm doing our investi, the paper. Haha. Goodluck to me. I'm not really in the mood to think. Oral defense tomorrow. Shitty.

Significant events? Nah. I don't know. Many things are really happening now. Many people are very sad. Many people are confused. What's happening to the world? Haha :) Well, I'm still thankful for having my friends :) Claudz, Meh, Donna, Marielle and Ate Bea, maraming salamat :) Kahit di niyo nababasa 'to.

Training resumes tomorrow. I love it :) I really missed it so much. Back to normal life. Haha.

Fair is almost near. Poverty is over me. Haha. Goodluck to me. I think Donna would be my date? Haha.

Anlakas ng trip sa section namin. :P Bunutan ng someone? Haha!

Post some other time.

One more kiss could be the best thing....

After ng line na Is this the beginning of our last dance ay Once we're on the floor can we do it again? Pwede nga kaya?

If I could fly away, oh I would come back for no more. I turn around just to see you for the last time.....-Nelly

Kung ayaw mo na sa akin, di na kita pipilitin...-Sugarfree

my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know the truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find out only today, that my sister hid them. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know teh truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find outo nly today, that my sister hid it. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

I want....

I want my Vanilla Cream.
I want an everyday supply of Gonuts Donuts.
I want to read The Zahir again.
I want to have a copy of "For One More Day".
I want to have the album "Tala-arawan".
I want to sleep all day.
I want to classes to end already.
I want to train.
I want to play ball.
I want to sing.
I want to jam.

I want all the albums of 3 doors down.
I want Jea to be happy.
I want to talk with Starr.
I want to be with Carmille.
I want Donna and Marielle to be my classmates next year.
I want Theresa to rest.
I want it to be January already.
I want mocha ice.
I want this schoolyear to end already.
I want peace.

I want to make everyone feel special.

I want everyone to be happy.

i want challenge.

I NEED to be with YOU.
I NEED YOU :(

RANDOM AGAIN.

Seeing the interval of the day when I last posted to now, it is really big. Haha. Why? I don't know. Maybe I was too lazy to connect to the internet. I was also busy of so many things. I don't know what to post. I really don't know. So just bear with me.

WBL. We didn't win any game. But it's okei. So many lessons learned. The last game was the best :) SHS vs. La Salle Zobel. Oh well. Northball in January? I hope so. Can't wait for those tune-up games. Haha.

Me? I don't know. I think I'm lost. Di ko na madescribe yung sarili ko. Haha.

Back to the basics. haha. Mrs. Santos is back :) So good :)

Oh yes. New sitting arrangement since the week after the getting of cards. I was transferred in front. Why? To prevent me from sleeping during classes.

What else....oh yes. Intrams practice. Careerin na ang cheering. Tsk. Sana January na. Haha. HONESTLY, AYOKO TALAGA. But I already have nothing to do but just accept it. Haha. At lwast nag-eenjoy naman sila eh :)

Sentence from our outreach. "We were arranging hollow blocks when we saw a black cat in the movie happy feet." There's a different accent for that. Ask me or Karol. Haha. :) Andami ng nababarok ngayon. Oh well.

Health Project. Oh yes, I am already in the second leg of watching Salamat Doc. Haha. It's so hard to wake so early in the morning. Tsk.

Nakakaadik na nga. "Nais kong mahawakan ang 'yong kamay......" Hala. Hindi sa paghawak ng kamay ah. Basta. Gets ng iba 'to alam ko :)

Okei, okei. Kwento na...But wait. I asked God for a one day rest. Why? Secret. Haha.

So there were no classes last Thursday. Too bad. Okei, I had something for Carmille. Birthday niya kasi. Badtrip ayaw akong payagang umalis. Oh well. I just stayed home. I slept very early. Haha. 8pm.

Friday, oh men, I didn't have load until 2 pm I think? It was then until someone..yeah, mei nagmagic. Aion. My dad sudddenly said that he wants to go to MOA. Mall of Asia. So we went there. It was my second time. Of course, as usual, we went to Nike. And...we bought some things. Haha. Basta aion. Then we ate. Ayun lang ata ginawa namin? Haha. Oh yes. Dinaanan ni Claudz yung mga jacket ko.

Saturday, tsk. I woke up at 9:30. They didn't wake me up. So after eating when I went upstairs and nakabihis na sila. Kamusta naman diba? So I was really in a hurry. I was really pressured. Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko kei Carmille, "Minadali ko yung mra ritual ko." Haha. Then we went to the airport. We picked up my mom. And we were late because of me. Tsk. It was in teh car where I started to become badtrip. Super. We ate somewhere. I really looked bad. Pero wala, I was really badtrip. I was weraing shades and listening to mp3 when I ate. I didn't want my mom to see me frowning. Haha. Then, we went to Tandang Sora. Sunbathing sa sofa. Nakashades pa rin. Good thing, my cousins and I went to SM North. Coincidence. We were all wearing green shirt. Haha. We looked awful while walking. And, yeah, I saw people from Holy. We saw Ms. Platon and Ms. Salvador on the escalator. We ate in Breadtalk and also had some donut in Gonuts Donuts. Heaven talaga. Ansarap nung blueberry!Anyway, yeah...wala na kong masabi.

Sunday. Like other sundays still. So gloomy outside.

The 4 days of rest is already over. Tama na ang pagpapakabatugan. Back to Bio notes. Back to Florante at Laura. Back to Intrams Practice. Oh well.

Takte. Nahihirapan ako gumawa ng post ngayon. Bakit? Ewan. Andaming nasa isip ko ngayon. Haha.

Andami kong gusto.....I want to buy sugarfree's album, Tala-arawan. Gusto ko rin nung bagong book ni Mitch Albom. So nice. "For One More Day". Aww.

Oh well,...wala na kong masabi. Idaan nalang sa maraming dots. Sana maging okei na ang lahat.

Nakuha ng stat message ni jea ang atensyon ko. "Wala ng spark and magic.. ='c" Ang spark nasa kable ng kuryente lang yun makikita. Ang magic, nasa EK? The Magic begins here. Haha. Di pa ba enough na mahal niyo ang isa't-isa? Oh well. Wala akong ipinahihiwatig.period.

Marielle,masyado mo kong ineencourage. Haha.

I want challenge. Haha. I want my Vanilla Cream.

kung pwede lang.... :(

The people I miss :(

******edited after a few hours.....****

It's the last day of our sembreak. Bitin? I don't know. What I like about sembreak is only the fact that I can sleep anytime. I can't do it during classes. Well, yeah, I can't do it but I tend to do it, especially for this certain subject. Guess :)

I'll continue the last part of my previous post.

I miss the person who has the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has the same size of hand with me.
I miss my partner in crime.
I miss my pare.
I miss the person whom I eat kissables with during classes last year. The greatest sitmate I ever had.
I miss the person from Laguna wearing blacket who I hugged in the movie house last Friday.
I miss uslak.
I miss the person to whom I sing That Thing You Do with
I miss the person to whom I sing Wouldn't it Be Nice with.

I can't think of other people already. Maybe next time :)

Okei. Flashback for yesterday..

Hmmmm...Yes. Yesterday, we went to T. Sora, as usual. But we first dropped by in Puregold Commonwealth. My mom bought some breadpan. Yes, some, like 20 packs. Haha. Then we played basketball. Malapit na talaga bumagsak yung ring! Haha. And obviously, we were not really that conditioned to play. But, we won. Then my cousin and I went for jamming. I let her experience playing the elec. Haha. Angaling, tama pala yung ginawa ko. Then, I helped my tita with he new ipod video. Iba na talaga pag ignoranteng kagaya ko. Bute nalang nagets ko agad :) Then, yes, I was not able to eat dinner. When I arrived in our house, good thing, buhay pa yung mga parang brownies! Haha. Then, after that, I started with my reco letter for Carmille. Haha. I really needed to start on it this early. Why? Only one person knows why :) And I slept really late. Haha. 1:30 am :P

Today,hmmm..I woke up at 9:30am. Bitin talaga tulog ko. Hikab ako ng hikab! But then, we really needed to go to the salon. I proposed on just staying home alone. But then, my mom said that we would be going to Fil2. So yeah, I'm here now. It's still too early for a haircut. Kaya hotoil lang muna. Sabi ni mama next time nalang daw. She was trying to get you. She wasn't really sure of what she was saying, unless the talked personally or on the phone. And she got you. But honestly, it's okei :)

Starr, iba na talaga pag chismosa nu? Tsk. Wala akong pakeelam sa'yo. Just go on. Wow. bahala kayo. Pag sh*tty nga naman talaga.

What a coincidence. Anne and I has the same skin. Haha.

I remember. This happend yesterday. Gia sent a group message. She said that wala daw siyang magawa. Then I said to her: "Mag PC ka nalang." Then she said, "Ginagamit ng kuya ko eh." I repleied, "Magpakavain ka nalang jn. Haha." After an hour, she texted again. She said that she's in FEU Hospital. Then I asked her why she's there. She said, "Nasa ER kasi si kuya." What I replied was like this: "Weh? Diba parang kanina lang nagcocomputer lang yung kuya mo?" She said: "Nadulas kasi si kuya sa stairs. Tumama yung ulo niya sa may bakal na part, dumudugo yung ulo niya." I'm so speechless. I already don't know what happend after that. Like what Starr says during a game in GALS last January: Anything can happen in 5 seconds.

I'm nervous about the tests. Math. Tsk.

Happy Birthday sa kapatid ko sa November 7 :)

I hope that everything would be fine already. Yung training...sana.

Classes already tomorrow. Pwede bang di nalang magclasses? :P Gusto ko kumain ng donuts. :( Gusto ko magpakabatugan. Oh well.

Pahingi ng reco letter :) i-email niyo o kaya ibigay niyo sakin sa kahit anong paraan :P

*back to reality....

Onga pala...

Cza...hi=p



...beneath a sorrow lies someone who's reaching out, for a hand that's reaching too...

Railway tracks are always 4 feet and 8 1/2 inches apart :)

Oh yes. At last, my blog is fixed again. Like what Donna says: I'm so, so, so, so...Haha.

Might be wondering why the title is like this. I read it from The Zahir. Haha.

"I apologize for not being as direct as the two previous speakers, but I nevertheless have something to say. I went to a train station today and learned that the distance between railway tracks is always 143.5 centimeters, or 4 feet 8 1/2 inches. Why this absurd measurement? I asked my girlfriend to find out and this is what she discovered. When they built the first train carriages, they used the same tools as they had for building horse-drawn carriages. And why that distance between the wheels on carriages? Because that was the width of the old roads along which the carriages had to travel. And who decided that roads should be the that width? Well, suddenly, we are plunged back into the distant past. It was the Romans, the first great road builders, who decieded to make their roads that width. And why? Because thei war chariots were pulled by two horses, and when placed side by side, the horses the used at the time took up 143.5 centimeter."

explanation: "You will move along side by side like two tracks, keeping always the same distance apart. Even if sometimes one of your needs to be a little farther away or a little closer, that is against the rules. The rules say: Be sensible, think of the future, think of your children. The rules don't allow for love to change, or to grow at the start and diminish halfway through-it's too dangerous. And so, after the enthusiasm of the first few years, they maintain the same distance, the same solidarity, the same functional nature. Your purpose is to allow the train bearing the survival of the species to head off into the future; your children will only be happy if you stay just where you are-143.5 centimeters apart. If you're not happy with something that never changes, think of them, think of the children you brought into the world."
-The Zahir

What I liked was the 143.5 cm :P Haha. Hindi dahil sa marriage. Basta, naaliw ako sa measurement. Try interpreting :)

Kinikilig naman ako. Nabasa na rin ni Anne yung The Zahir. Hindi dahil crush ko siya ah. Kasi, wala, angaling-galing. :)

So yesterday, we went to SMF. I had a field trip in Italy. Haha. I want to live in Italy. Yes, I really do. Haha. The food there, hmmmm...basta, I want to live in Italy. Yes, we watched The Grudge 2. Not knowing that at the same time, some schoolmates and classmates were also watching. Imagine, people from Holy watching the Grudge 2 at the same time. What a coincidence.

Thanks for the very great day :) You have a good interpretation kahit di mo pa nababasa yung explanation :)

I miss school. November 6, 2 days to go. November 7, 3 days to go :)

I miss the person who has this the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has this the same size of hand with me. (nababarok na ata ako.)

*to be continued....

We're always 143.5 cm apart. But we're going on the same direction. :)

oh well :P

Oh yes. It's been a long time again. We still don't have net card and I was really busy for these past few weeks. We had our exams and lots of trainings. Yes, lots of trainings, I should say. And I think that many things have really changed for now. Oh yes, many things.

I think that I am now more, paranoid. Haha. Takte. I don't know why :P Oh well. I have been going out lately for a lot of times. Of course, with Starr, my partner in crime :P

WBL? Oh. I don't know how to describe those past two games that we have. But eventually, we all knew what wa suppossed to happen. On tuesday, we would be able to know what will happen for the next games..

Sembreak, oh well. Today's the second day, for me. Yesterday, I cleaned my room. Accomplishment. Haha. *bow* But I really want to go out. Sinong pwede kadate? :)

I don't know what to say...Oh well, I am already out of words.

Onga pala, may bago akong cruxie :P

enough.

random again.

I really need to post. It's been a very. very long time since I last posted. So How am I? I think, I'm fine? Haha. I don't know.

Flashbacks...

October 7- :)

We had a band practice. Haha. And I don't know what to say. Haha.

October 12-Very tiring.

Oh Yes. It was a very tiring day. First, we had our swimming class. Then, outreach (Gawad Kalinga). It was really fun. Haha. I was even the first in line during the passing of hollow blocks. Donna was my partner. She's really great. Then, we had our confirmation practice. After that, training.

October 15-We lost.So, today is the WBL Opening. Saw some familiar faces. We lost to New Era. 51-38. I think we were really supposed to....if you know what I mean. It was just that, time was so fast and we were not really focused. I just hope that we would be able to do it for the next game :) After the game, we ate then Starr and I went to Convergys. Oh yes, new haircut. Haha. F4's coming to school. Haha. Joke. And then, suddenly, oh yes. Starr, you know what I mean :P

I really don't have so many things to say. And I don't know why.

Convergys made my day.

You were supposed to be the one, but then, I don't know.

'Cuz we, could be happy can't you see if you only let me be the one to hold you and KEEP YOU HERE WITH ME..