a good but confusing day...wtf...

owkie....i'm already confused.....i left my THE project...wtf....it was lost in my mind...wtf....
anyway..owkie...i'll tell already what made me sad yesterday....and now i'n confused....super confused...owkie...in our club yesterday...we played..then....ms. aureada called the varsity people....and i was a varsity-kuno....joke....then she said...that only 4 people are qualified....because some had 70+ in the card....then..she said all of the first years had 1 70+ each....and i was....f*cking sh*it...wtf......first ever 70+ in the card?...anyway.....i really didn't know if it was really true...and i was very sad last night....and my eyes were nangliliit this morning during the mass....then.....this is the confusing part.....after lunch...owwww...there's ms. aureada walking.....gave 2 letters to denica who' s by our door....then...she gave the letters to me and gilleane..then.....the one that was wriiten there..was.....that we should come to the try-outs for tomoorow....and i was,..huh?!?....yesterday ms.aureada even said that we are not kasama in the tryouts....because we had that 70+-kuno in the card....i really don't know....anyway..hahaha....God's really answering my prayers..yehey!!..haha..\
this dismissal..i was supposed to come with gil to ask ms about our confusion..but..there was a CAI meeting..so i wasn't able to go with gil.....i just don't know if she went......and i don't know how i will go home tomorrow.....errrr...i feel that i'm going to commute for the first time....haha.....but i want to..haha...
haha..at least i had hope...anyway.....i'm having a problem...where can i gat a macromedia flash 6 software??...other tha nbuying or downloading....errr...we need it for the CAI..