Say NO to Space Shuttle.

Yes, back to everyday blogging. It's already summer. This is my first day of my real summer. It was supposed to be yesterday, but I went to EK with my classmates.

flashaback....

Thursday
Yes, nagdate kami ni Donna. We photocopied my notes in AP, we bough sun sim and ate in Chowking. Yes, we were poverty. Secret na kung saan namin nakuha ang aming pera :P My 2 weeks craving for Halo-Halo was finally over. Haha

Friday
Last day of tests. I did not study that much. I was not able to absorb that much. AP test was quite hard. Haha. Oh well. We went to SM North. Yes, my Sophomore year is finally over. Goodbye to our school for awhile.

Saturday
Nothing special and important. I just stayed at home. :s Mei bago na kaming chip sa magic sing. Haha :D

Sunday
Palm Sunday, the start of Holy Week. Of course we went to church and celebrated Mass. Then we went to SM North again. We shopped. Then went to Tandang Sora, bonded with my cousins. I was sort of pressured during the night though.

Monday-EK! :)
At last, the day finally came. For the last minute, I decided to join my classmates. Haha. It was really not crowded. We did not even encountered so many lines. Paulit-ulit pa kami sa Jungle Log Jam at Rio Grande. Donna was my partner. I did not face my fear. Hindi ako duwag na tao. Pero ang kinakatakutan ko talaga sa lahat, yung Space Shuttle. It's not that I'm afraid of heights. Ewan, feel ko kasi aatakihin ako sa puso dun sa mga paslide na sobrang bilis Gets niyo ba? Haha. Ayun :) I'll ride the space shuttle, maybe someday :) Tapos angaling, yung sa Rio Grande, twice namin nasakyan yung number 7 :P Wala lang :) Sa Wheel of Fate, gumawa kami ng dramatic video ni Donna :P Basta masaya talaga :) Sobra :) Maraming salamat sa Pag-asa :) Mga 12 na ko nakauwi. Haha! All pictures in videos in my multiply :)

Today..
Yes, mei hangover pa ko. Ansaya kasi. Oh well. It's really boring. Feeling ko magbabasa nalang ako. Haha. Ang boring takte. Isalaba nio ko. Haha. :) Inaantok pa ko.

The Importance of Repetition:
"It is just about practising and repeating the action until you get used to it and it is not already necessary thinking about it."

Dalawin niyo naman ako sa bahay para masaya :D

Sana after Holy Week na at April 20 :)


+3 weeks to go.+

My Sophomore Life is already Over.

My sophomore life is already over. This year was the worst. But I really learned so many things from this year. Many lessons and man first times. Maybe the greatest lesson I have learned this year is to give up something I really want just to do what is right and that would give more benefits to other people.

Yes, let's have some flashbacks.

Linggo ng Wika
Ehem. Haha. I really enjoyed our practices. Super. Nais Ko and Pamulinawen? Haha. Ansaya talaga noon. SOBRA :D

Science and Math Week
I can't remember any important scenario. But it was really fun doing the documentary/having vanity sessions with other people :D

WBL
Even though we did not win any game, this year was really still a very fruitful year for us :) A year of improvement for all of us :)

Intrams
*Estuans interius ira vehementi?* Aeris?
Haha. Takte. Hindi pa rin nagsisink-in sa'kin ngayon na kinaya ko yung cheering. Haha!

CL Day
Shitty. Eto yung pinakamasaya :) Kahit sobrang mei strain na ko, masaya pa rin tumugtog! :) The practices were really fun :D Actually until now, I really find it hard playing One Way. Itry ne ng tuloy-tuloy! Magplay ka ba naman sa buong kanta at walang pahinga eh. Haha :) And we won :)

English Week
It was really fun bonding with the band. Sobra :) Chia! Ako'y kinikilig kei Rama at Sita :D

Truly, this was the worst year. Many big problems really occured, and I would not have been able to overcome them without so many people :)

Pag-asa
Unang-una, ako ay nagpapasalamat sa II-Pag-asa :) Alam naman nating lahat na sa una pa lang ay ayaw natin sa section natin. Pero sa banda hule ay naging masaya rin tayo at naaprciate natin yung presence ng bawat isa sa classroom :) Tandaan niyo yung english na record ah? :) Di ko makakalimutan yung com ex 15 at masaya ko at ako'y naging english secretray niyo :) Haha. Kahit hindi talaga ako tanungan ng directions at format ng comex, formal theme, rough draft at HRR, ayos lang yun :) Sana magkaroon ng Part 2 yung EK :) Mahal ko kayo, sobra :)

Carmille Louise Valencia Barruga
Sana ay mabasa mo 'to. Masaya ako at kahit hanggang ngayon, best friend pa rin kita :) Never mo kong iniwan at ang tanging inisip mo lang ay yoong mga ikasasaya ko :) Sorry kasi madalas nawawalan ako ng oras sa'yo. Basta, babawi ako ngayong summer :) Magdate naman tayo :P Sorry sa mga times na nagkakalabuan tayo. Kasalanan ko yoong mga yun. Sana mas maggrow pa tayo kasama ang isa't isa :) Walang iwanan :) Home for the Aged ah :) Lageh kang mag-ingat :) Grabe Carmille, wala ka talagang katulad! Mahal na mahal kita :) Tandaan mo, andito lang ako lageh at hindi ka walang kwentang kaibigan :)

Donna Fe Samson Villegas
My very, very, very close friend :D Haha. Halos ata sa lahat ng bagay ikaw ang kasama ko. Angaling. Hindi ka ba nagsasawa? Hahaha! Nakakatawa talaga yung mga naiisip natin. Bute talaga hindi tayo napapagkamalan. Lageh pa man din tayong magkasama. Yuck. Haha! Basta, maraming salamat :)

Kathleen Valdenarro Flores
Hindi ko sure ang spelling ng iyong middle name. Bahala na. Hahaha! My partner in crime, maraming salamat sobra :) Hindi ko makakalimutan ang ating mga kalokohan at mga pagpunta sa McDo, Jollibee at Convergys na rin. Haha. Angaling talaga. Oh well, basta, andito pa rin ako pag inaway ka :D Awayin natin. Hahaha! Huwag mong kalimutang magkwento at sana ay pareho tayong makapagtrain next year at matuloy ang ating sessions :D Lageng mag-ingat :D Huwag kalimutan na Alexi is the name :P Gets mo ba? haha. eklats ka! :D

Meh :)
You started my year :) Salamat ng marami sa pagiging isang mauting kaibigan sa'kin :) Sana walang magbago sa ating pagkakaibigan :)

Gytha Kate A. Torres
Maraming salamat sa pagiging parte ng year ko:) Sobrang dami kong natutunan sa'yo :) Ayun :)
Sorry ang iksi. Alam mo naman na siguro ang aking mga nais na sabihin. Haha.

Ate Bea
Lately lang kita nakilala. Haha. Pero salamat sa lageng pakikinig at pag-iintindi :) Hindi ka nawala. Sorry sa mga pagddrama ko. Haha! Sorry rin sa lahat at Salamat :)

Maria Alexandra Kristienne Rivera Sales, Anna Lorraine Cortez Lo Lim at Angelica Joy Caparras Garcia
Alam niyo, sobrang miss ko na talaga kayo. Sorry sa lahat ng pagkakamali ko. Salamat kasi kahit hindi na tayo masyadong close, hindi niyo pa rin binabale wala ang ating pagkakaibigan. Maraming salamat talaga :) Sobrang mahal ko kayo :)) at miss na miss ko na kayo..... :(

Marami pa kong dapat pasalamatan. Kaso, ewan. Kung gusto niyong maspecial mention, sabihin niyo lang. Gagawan ko kayo ng post :)

Basta sa lahat....

MARAMING SALAMAT :)

school year 2006-2007 signing off......

it's over.

Puto Bungbong at si Kamz Ritualo.

Haha. Bakit Ganyan yung title? Ewan. Medjo okei na ko. Kumain kasi ako ng puto bungbong, sabay kachat ko si Kamz. Nakakatawa kasi. Haha. Oh yes. We'e back to our routine last summer. Chat and chat. Tapos sa 30 she's leaving for States. That was what also happened last year. Yes, sabi nga namin, paulet-ulet lang.

Yes. I felt sad. Dahil sa kwento? Ewan. Something was lost. Someone? End of statement. Period.

I guess we never really moved on.

Haha. Parang walang test bukas noh? Ewan.

Today, is not like the other days. Yes. Bumaba ako ng recess at lunch. Haha

This morning, our topic in the classroom was about college. Yes, 2 years from no we're already going to college. We also talked about what we like to in the future. I were to be asked, I would like to be a corporate lawyer. Haha. Yayaman ako. Sana.

Hmmm..topic.? Wala akong maisip.

I'm craving for Vanilla Cream, Halo-halo from chowking, cake from Red Ribbon, Seafood Fetuccine from Napoli's/Avenetto's and chocolates :D Haha. parinig kahit kanino.

Yes. Just changed the layout of my blog. Bakit? Kasi tumatanda na ko. Gawin na nating medjo formal. Haha. Tsaka ayoko na nung mei Never wanna say goodbye. Kasi, ewan. Kung gusto niyo malaman ang sagot, tanungin niyo ko. Haha :)

Oh my fairweather friend, why do you always approach me when you need me? Can't you approach me because you miss me or yo want to be with me?

I did it all, all for you, hoping you would see.

4 days nalang. wow. Patience :)

Wala nang katuturan ang aking post.

Ah ewan..

...but girl you make it hard to faithful. Naiintindihan mo kaya?

just a classic case. just a scenario.

Wala ako sa mood para sa isang pure english na post. Next time nalang. Haha :D

Bakit ganito ang title ng aking post? Hind ko rin alam. Haha. Yes, from "What goes around..comes around" Naaalala ko tuloy, dati sobrang naLSS ako sa kantang yun. Nagpasend ako kei chia sa ym nun. At imagini niyo naman 10mb yung size. Haha. Napakagaling ni Alexi :D

Yes, was so busy last week. Portfolio, paper sa investi at kung ano-ano pa. Masyado kong naging busy. Ilang gabi rin akong napuyat. Well, hindi pa ako third year sa lagay na yan. Paano pa kaya next year? Anyway, ayun. Haha.

Ilang araw nakong napapisip. Ano kaya kung idelete ko na 'tong blog na 'to? Hindi kasi ako nakakapag-update masyado eh. Napakasayang at alam kong wala namang bumibisita dito. Haha. Pero hindi. Haha. Dito lang ako nakakapagsalita ng ayon sa gusto ko. Gaya ngayon. Tagalog na tagalog. Tingnan ang mga simuno at panaguri. Tingnan rin kung ang aking mga pangungusap ay nasa anyong payak, tambalan, hugnayan at langkapan. Tingnan din kung tahasan o balintiyak ba. Pandiwari, pangngalang diwa, pandiwa, pangngalan, pang-uri, pandiwa, ah, tama na. Napaghahalataan tuloy akong favorite subject ko yung pinoi. Haha. Hndi ko 'to pwede idelete. Ito yung mundo ko. Ito yung saril kong mundo. Haha.

Tuwing mei cooking, lageh nalang akong nahihiwa. Bakit kaya? Sadyang malas ako sa mga kutsilyo. Kanina, nasugatan naman ako sa sirang doorknob. Gaya nga ng sabi ng isang tao sa isa sa mga sulat na nabasa ko kanina na binigay sakin dati, lageh daw ako mag-ingat kasi accient prone daw ako. Totoo kaya yun? Kung totoo man, mei mas accident prone pa sakin. Ang aking pinkamatalik na kaibigan :D Si Carmille :)

Napakarandom nga ng post ko. Ang totoo, hindi ko alam kung anong mga ilalagay ko. Haha

Tests na bukas. Bio at Health. Ibang pag-aaral yung ginawa ko sa Bio ngayon. Hindi ko ginamit yung mga maliliit at makukulay kong index cards. Nagbasa ako ng sobrang bagal. Kung baga, yung kasalungat nung speed reading na tinatawag. Haha! Feel ko tuloy, ganito magtagalog si Bob Ong sa mga libro niya. Ewan ko. Haha:D Goodluck sa'kin sa bio. Ang totoo, sa buong buhay ko sa second year, wala pa kong napapsang bio na quarterly test. Kaya hindi ko alam kung paano ko naisasalba yung grade ko sa bio. Mahina talaga ko sa mga subjects na related sa Science. Kaya ayun. Mahal ko ang bio. Pero sana minamahal din ako ng bio. Haha :)

Oonga. Magssun ako sa summer. Mas tipid.

Isang linggo nalang at mag-eend na rin 'tong school year na 'to. Onting tiis nalang Alexi :P

Ambilis ng panahon. Haha. Sino nga ba yung madalas na nagsasabi sakin nian at sinasabihan ko ng gnanyan? Ayan, unang blind item. Haha. Anyway, ambilis talaga. Sobrang kakaiba 'tong secon year para sa'kin. Sobra. Nung first year kasi, sobrang nasanay akong mei assurance sa lahat. Lalo na sa basketball. Ngayong second year, hindi alo basketball club at basketball at Intrams. At sa awa ni God, nakasurvive naman ako :D Isang assurance lang yung di nawala sa'kin. Yung assurance na hindi mawawala sa'kin yung best friend ko :) Ngayon second year, nagkaroon ako ng mas maraming kaibigan at kakilala. Si Donna, mas naging close kami at suepr close friends na kami. Tapos, mas naging close pa kami ni Starr. May mga tao ring napalayo sa'kin. Yung uslak. Sobrang miss ko na sila. Lalo na si Chia at Lorraine. Sobra talaga. Ngayong second year din ako natutulong matulog sa klase. Oww. Ansama ko nu. Nagsimula yan nung second quarter. Sa likod kasi ako nilagay. Ayun. At di ko makakalimutan yung isang guidance na session/class namin dati. Nako, nakakatawa ako. Haha. Ngayong second year, maraming tiwala rin ang nawala. Andami ko ring natutunan. Sobra. At sa worst year ko nameet yung mga taong sobrang halaga sakin. Haha. Wala akong pinagsisisihan sa lahat ng nangyari :) Kasi sobrang natuto naman ako :D Sa nakakabasa nito, salamat :D

Sino na si Alexi ngayon? Isang tao na mei 23 pairs of chromosomes yung cells. Galing sa fertilization at mei genes. Isang taong yung mga cells ay naguundergo ng mitosis at meiosis na rin. Haha.

Andami kong gusto gawin. Gusto ko uminon ng vanilla cream, kumain ng chocolate, halo-halo at deafood feticcine ng Napoli's. Gusto ko rin makabili ng string para sa electric guitar ko. As in yung pinakamanipis. Wala na kong spare eh. Pero wala, malabo ata yun. Kung sino man ang nagababasa ng post na 'to, ilibre mo naman ako ng kahit isa sa mga yun. Haha. Sa summer, sana may magawa naman akong makabuluhan. Gusto ko magBEST at magguitar lessons. Oo, marunong na ko magbasketball at magguitar. Pero iba na rin yung mas marami ka pang matututunan at malalaman mo kung ano yung tama :D Gusto ko rin matutuo ng iba pang sport at musical instrument. Haha. Andami kong gusto itry :D

Kahapon, mei tatlong tao pumunta ito sa bahay. Blind item ule. Hulaan :D Haha!

Nakakasawa na yung video ng Seven Black Roses at Ikaw Lamang sa tv. Haha :D

Wala na kong masabi. Lord, sana lahat magpasa ng comex bukas. Haha

Dapat mei album akong ipopost sa multiply. Puro kalokohan ko. Kaso, huwag na. Ansama ko. Haha.

I am everything and I am nothing. No regrets...

I haven't reaches yet my acomodador :D

wala lang.

I don't know why I'm posting. Maybe because I don't have something to do.

Haha. No one remembers me. No one's texting me. Kaya nga ko tinatamad magcharge ng phone eh. Yes. I'll fast first. I'll sacrifice my phone. I don' t know how long. And I am also not sure how long, so goodluck to me. But I think I can do it. My phone is lowbat. And I don't want to charge it. I still have load, but I don't want to apply for unlimited. Sayang yung load ko. Bahala na. Yes, I also need it for alarm. Bahala na.

Angaling. It was our fish cleaning during our cooking. For the first time, ako ay hindi nasugatan sa cooking. Haha. I got a perfect score. Haha. Naooverwhelm ako. First time ko kasi. Haha.

Even before reaching our classroom, I already wanted to go home. When I'm at school, I always say that I want to go home already. But it's really gloomy at home. I become happy at school. Saan ba ang tamang lugar? Ewan.

Yes. Now I know what's lacking now. Wala akong binabasang libro ngayon. Feeling ko ang kulang ko. Haha! Libro please?

I'm craving for sundae and vanilla cream. Nasan na yung manlilibre ng vanilla cream ko? Haha. Wala na ata siya. Baka ayaw na niya kong ilibre. :

I'm still learning on how to accept that fact. But it still hurts me. It's testing my patience.

Yes, I'm alone.

no regrets.....

If I could fly away...

Yes, magpopost na ako ule sa wakes :) Chia, this is already what you’ve been waiting for :)

Flashbacks?
Ewan. Haha. Dont’ wanna make flashback. Nakakatamad. Haha. Okei, okei. Ewan
Some things went back to how they seemed to be. Gets? Ewan. Maybe a few would only get what I am saying. Uhm, changed my mind. I’ll have flashbacks!Haha

Thursday—very traumatic.
Shitty. Nabasag ko yung blender ng seatmate ko. Si anna. Antanga ko. Tsk. Anyway, ayun, good thing we already talked about it. Anna salamat talaga :) Ayun, kami nga walang blender sa bahay eh. Anyway, I think it was both our fault. Change topic. Dahil dun, nawala ako sa sarili ko nung Thursday! Haha. I’m already afraid of blenders. Haha. After that, parang mga Math ata nakatulog ako. Sorry Ms. Lagud :( Pagkatapos nun, bio, we did our investi again. Ayun, andun na yung effect nung pagkawala ko sa sarili. Medjo mukhang badtrip ako. Sorry sa mga nasungitan ko :( Tapos nung dismissal, tinapos naming yung product, tama bang ilagay yung takip nung container nung asukal ng baliktad? Like what Karol said: Alexi no bang ginagawa mo sa buhay mo?! Haha. After that, I walked to mcdo with Simone for our meeting for our marketing. Ansarap niyang asarin. Haha! Then, ayun. Grabe sobrang gipit ako. Tapos, there was this woman. She was really really nice. Pinapakain niya yung mga street children. Ambait! Mei take home pa! Then after that, Chia and Karol already had the courage to talk with the woman. Ambait kasi niya talaga. Then she asked my classmates. Are you from Holy Spirit? Then my classmates said yes. The she asked them, do you know Ms. Platon? Yes was the reply again of my classmates. Then she suddenly said, she’s my daughter :) Parang kami, woah! After that, they left me with Starr. I missed talking the Starr and it was always fun talking with her. Then I met with my mom in Red Ribbon. Ansarap talaga dun! Haha

Friday—Marketing, Juliebee and 300.
Yes, we has our marketing in the wet market near our house. Haha. We were so fast and ansarap talaga ng hipon! Naaddict din ako sa buko juice. Haha. After dismissal, Marielle, Donna and I were supposed to walk to Jollibee. Then suddenly, rain was pouring already. Haha. So then, yeah. Kasalanan an gaming ginawa. People with the age 14 and above should abstain during Friday for it is already the Lenten Season. Nako marielle. 6 na shanghai? :P Pag-asa was really fun to be with. We bonded. It was really really fun. They made my day :) My day was not yet over. My family and I went to SM North and we watched 300. It was not the kind of film that I really like. Kaya nga nakaidlip ako! Haha. Anlamig nun grabe. Anyway, ayun, mei bastos. Yuck. Haha

No flashback for Saturday and Sunday. Nothing good and nice happened.

Moday—Interaction with the Aetas
Habang kami ay nasa AVR, grabe ang kalbaryo ko. Grae talaga. Ako kasi yung taong hindi madalas magkadysmenorrhea. At sa kamalasan ay meron ako kanina. Sinabayan pa ng sakit ng ulo ko. Salamat nalang sa pang-aaliw sa’kin ni Marielle nun :(

I miss our trainings :(

Andami kong kadate! Si bana, si tere, si ena, si rio……at iba pa! Pero wala pang natutuloy kahit isa :P Nice. Haha!

I hope hindi mo namimisinterpret yun. :

I don’t like what I’m feeling now. *I feel so alone, this situation’s desperate* Carmille, thanks for making me feel better. I really love my best friend so much :)

Is this the way it’s really going down?

If I could fly away…I’d fly away..

pwede na ko mamatay.

Shitty. Pwede na talaga ko mamatay sa sarap ng blueberry muffin na uwi ni Papa. Grabe sobrang sarap talaga! Heaven. Haha :)

As I was typing the title of this post, suddenly, binatukan ako ni Mama. At ganito ang nangyare.
Mama: Anong pwede ka na mamatay?
Lexi: Hindi. Yung bluberry muffin! Haha!

Yes. Umaasenso na yung multiply ko. Nagpopost na ko lageh ng pictures. Tapos ngayon videos :)

Oh well. Things are quite okay now :) Okay na kami ni Marielle :) Wala na kong masyadong worries :) Pero, ewan. Mei iba, ayoko nalang pansinin.

Yesterday, my dad picked me up from school. The nwe went to the salon. We had our haircuts. Yung akin, parang nung july. Basta maikli na ule. Ang init na kasi talaga sobra. Global Warming ang may sala. Haha! Then after that, we picked up my mom from office then went to SM. We ate then watched a movie. Inaantok nga ko habang nanonood eh.

Yes, now I'm not that busy anymore. Trainings are ove. We're just waiting for tune-up games. At sana malapit na yung mga yun. Haha.

Plans for today:
Dentist :)
SM. (anu nanaman kayang gagawin ko dun?)

Change is inevitable. But I can't still adapt to it.

Haha. Pep rally kahapon. 2 trials. And nagkaroon ng mali. Oh well. Goodluck sa pep. Bukas na yung NCC. Go Ena :)

Marielle, I'm glad that we're okay already :) Advance happy :P

Lips of an Angel nanaman ang pinpakinggan ko ng pinapakinggan ngayon. Napakalungkot. Haha!

Wala na kong masabi.

Honey why are you calling me so late?

dead end.

Ah ewan ko na. I'm so gloomy right now. oh well..

Sobrang miss ko na si chia. :(

Yesterday was our last training. Aww...I'll really miss our trainings. Gustong-gusto ko kasing nagttrain eh. Parang minsan lang ako tatamarin magtrain. Maski 15 minute run minamahal ko. Haha! Kung pwede nga na araw-araw nalang mei training eh. Oh well. Like what coach said, at least bawas sa expenses namin. Kasi nga naman. Bakit ba hindi yung school yung nagbabayad? Oh well. Haha. Last year, yung parang memorable thing sa team ay yung illustration boards. Sobrang..awww. Tapos this year naman, wow! Nagburn si coach ng cd para sa team :) Yung jersey number nung player yung track number nung song nung player :) angaling :) Sayang lang marami ng aalis :( Sabi ko nga kei coach, first week of june pa lang mapatry outs na. haha! Sai niya mga 3rd week naman daw :)

THE eklats na bukas. Yung gusto ko lang na part ay yung pagkain ng sandwich. Haha :)

Chia,our time will come. Let's just wait :)

walang patutunguhan....


how about I'll be nothing?

Time is nothing.

I really have to update. Why? I just want. Haha. Oh well. I don't know what to post. Analbo ng post ko promise. Minsan trip ko mag straight english, minsan straight na tagalog. Oh well.

EOP.
Last Friday, February 16, 2007, we had our Educational Outbound Trip/Field Trip ina Tanay, Rizal. I really didn't have a partner. But then, my classmate was absent, so her partner, Karol became my partner. Haha :) Favorite part? Caving :) haha. My prediction was right. The day would not be able to end without sharing something to Karol. Haha. I was really exhausted. Anyway, I'm to lazy to narrate what happend last Friday. Last words: I love the backseat girls :P Haha.

Valentines Day./Club Exchange.
February 14, 2007, Wednesday, was Valenitnes Day. Nagulat ako. Ayun lang yung masasabi ko. At salamat :) Club exchange, haha. I just assisted. I let them play. It was already their chance :) At ako ay naging official :P Assistant of the assistant of the assistant. Anlabo nu? Haha. Eh kasi, si ate paella yung assistant ni ms. ngo tapos si ate nicdom yung assistant ni ate paella, so ako yung assistant ni ate nicdom. ayun :)

Foul.
Ang foul ay isang violation sa basketball. Ito ay nakukuha pag nagkaroon ng contact sa kalaban. Pero, ibang foul ang tinutukoy ko dito. Yung pagiging foul. Haha. Amapngit tignan, promise. Ayun lang.

Lips of an Angel.
Yes, still LSSd of it. Haha. The song is really nice. I'm learning on how to do the plucking. Haha. I still don't get it that much.

LS.
Matagal na kong hindi nakikinig ng radio. Bakit? Hindi ko rin alam. Haha.Tapos, nung field trip, sabi bigla ni Bianca, "Ano nang nangyare sa 97.1?" Tinry ko makinig ung isang gabi. Oo nga. Sayang.

Unlimited.
Kelan kaya babalik yung unlimited na mura? Para naman kasing mayaman yung mga tao sa Pilipinas eh. Laganap na nga ang poverty. Haha.

Andaming nagpipigil.
Andaming nagpipigil sa mga nararamdaman nila ngayon. Bakit? Kasi hindi pwede, mali, at bawal. Hindi lang isang tao ang tinutukoy ko sa parte ng post kong ito, kung hindi maraming tao. At ako ay hindi kasama dito. Haha. Sige, parang halos lahat sila, ganito ang sitwasyon. Itago nalang natin sa mga pangalang Bokbok at Poknat. Shitty. Wala na kasi akong maisip na pangalan. Haha. Si Bokbok at si Poknat, ay hindi inaasahang nafall sa isa't-isa. Bakit? Kasi, masyadong closeness o ewan? Haha. Basta ayun, tapos, siyempre, ayun na yung chance eh. Sobrang ayun na. Kaso, kailangang magpigil. Bakit? Ewan. Eto yung mga rason nila.

1. May magagalit.
2. Hindi pwede/Bawal/Mali
3. Natatakot yung isa

Ayun. Hindi based from my experience yun ah. Sa ibang tao yun. Ewan. Laganap na. Haha. Nagugulat nalang ako sa mga nagshshare sakin. Ang aking advice ay,gawin niyo nalang kung ano yung tama at kung ano yung makakapagapasaya sainu. Haha. Pero paano kung yung kasayahan mo ay yung mali? Isipin mo nalang, mali yun. Kaya after mo maging masaya, malulungkot ka rin. Pero pag pinili mo yung kalungkutan na tama, after nun magiging masaya ka na :) Tapos nakagawa ka pa ng tama :) Mapapangiti mo pa si God :)

"If you're already happy, well, I'm also already happy."

Aian yung lines ng nagsasacrifice. Ewan. But I don't think it's really true. Because sacrificing really means a lot to an individual. I mean, you sacrifcice something because you want someone or others to be happy and that something would be a certain thing that you really want or you really love. It also means, sacrificing your happiness and earning happiness. Haha. Anlabo ko talaga. Well, of course, kagaya ng sinabi ko sa isang tao dati, if you sacrifice, you don't need to display it. You don't need to get other people's attention and say: "Hey, I have done something good." Isn't it very boastful? You don't need to be proud of it, because being proud of it means that you only did it just to get other people's attention. Just wait for other people to discover or recgnize it. If they do, well, be thankful. If not, just continue doing it.

Credibility and Trust.

Credibility is something you need to have to make others believe you. If there's no credibility, there's no trust. Yung pagakawala ng credibility mo, hindi mo kailangang isisi sa ibang tao. Kung hindi naniniwala sa'yo yung tao at mas naniniwala sa ibang tao, well, it's your fault. Nasa pinapakita mo kasi yun eh. Kung ano yung pinpakita mo, dun nakabase yung credibility mo. Sobra. Wala kang karapatang magalit o mainis kasi yun yung decision mo, kaya mo ginawa yun at yun ung napakita mo. Ayun.

Forgiveness.

Hindi pa ready ang tao magforgive, kung may galit o inis pa. It really takes time. At dapat yung other side ay ipakita na deserving siya na mapatawad nung isa.

Pagbabago.

Mahirap, pero madali kung kinakailangan. Ang isang tao,pwede magbago.

Time Traveler's Wife.

Yes. I already finished reading the book and it was really good. Too dad. Henry died and it was not said if Alba was cured. Oh well.

Time is nothing.

Wala lang. Aian yung huling line nung letter ni Henry kei Clare nung namatay siya. Yes, time is nothing. At kahit ano na nangyare, at kahit kelan pa siya nangyare, nangyare. Gets ba? Haha.

Oh well. Ang random ng post ko ngayon. Haha.

Carmille, miss na kita :(

"....and I never wanna say goodbye....."

A Day of Undesirable Happenings.

I'm saying this again: Pagod na ko. Sobra. All of the things that are happening right now are just like what happend saveral months ago. Different versions. Different place, different people, different dates. But still the same situtions. Haha. Para kong nagsasalita para sa trailer ng kung anong palabas. Haha. Anyway, yes. I cried this morning. Why? Very high expectations. Yes. I like pressure. I tend to love pressure. But it's already really too much. I'm already pissed off. Understanding is what I need. And it seems that they don't have it. Oh well. I desire for tranquility. Yep. For my life. I read a book, and it was abook about birthdays and the personalities of the celebrators. I read mine. It said there, that I want everything to be stable. Yes, I want stability. I always want it. But now, my life doesn't seem to have it. Where's the stability that I want?Somewhere. Two words to describe my life right now: magulo, malabo. Haha.

Yes, I know I have to bring back the trust. This time I'm already telling the truth.

Feelings. Malabo sobra. Haha.

Grades. Yes. Yesterday was the getting of cards. Andaming bumaba sa bio. At isa na ko dun. 3 points :( I need to pull it up.

From school, Donna, Marielle and I went to SM North. Haha. Bakit kaya ganun? Pagpasok mo ng SM, andami mong pera. Paglabas mo, onti nalang o wala na. At ganun ang nangyare sakin. Haha. I wanted Vanilla Cream. Pero, ewan. Ayoko talaga bumili :( What happend yesterday wa glike what happend last September 18. Pero different version. Haha. At mas gusto ko yung nugn September 18 :) Thanks to Donna and Marielle :)

Bring back credibility and don't be foul. Nako, pag nakadalawang flagrant foul o techincal foul, maeeject ka sa game. Life is like basketball.

3 days to go and it's Valentines already. Haha. Sabe nga ng cousin ko, "Valentines Days is just a state of mind." Haha. Onga naman. Gastos lang yun.

Donna. Anlakas ng impluwensya mo. Lips of an Angel. Sobrang LSS na ko. Haha!

Gusto ko makipagjam! Field trip na sa friday :) Wala pa kong partner. Oh well.

Bagong week. Goodluck to me :)

Oh well. Enough.

"....never wanna say goodbye...."