My previous post sucks. Haha. I mean, I don't know. It just sucks. It's I already admitted that something but right now I really do not feel something. Okay, sometimes I do, sometimes I dont'.
Two weeks to go and classes would be starting again. Tiring 10 months. So many things to wait for. Trainings, entrance tests, and other activities. So exciting and at the same time pressuring. Yes, we're already Seniors. How's that?
Three days and review classes would be over. Yey :) So what's left is Match Compre, ACET and DLSU. Wow. I did not see how those 4 weeks have passed already. riding 3-5 jeeps a day. Haha. Oh well. I sitll haven't decided on what course to put as my second choice in my UPCAT form. I really fo find it hard to decide on what to write their. Oh well. Goodluck to me.
Yes, I would be posting again starting now. But I'm not yet in the mood to type something more sensible. Haha.
K. Bye.
Why does everything seem so unfair? Maybe because what we want is not what happens and having that feeling of "want" makes us think that what we really want is the right thing, comparing it to what is really happening that seems so unfair for us. Yes, everything is unfair but we only have one choice, just accepting what is happening. So what else is unfair? "People always leave"-OTH. Why do people need to leave? Can't they just stay forever with you? TO tell you the truth, I really haven't experience saying goodbye for real with anyone. Yes, I have relatives who died already. But they died before I was born, so I was not that affected. But this time, damn. I don't know how. I really hate changes and this would be a one big change again. I am already so used being with a few people. It's like, they are very important to me. They complete me. They make me. I am what they want me to be and what they are. So tell me, how can I handle that? Big change again. I know I got to move on and just accept it. Unfair again. I know what to do but I don't know how. I know that dwelling on them would not make me move in nor be in a good in condition. Oh well : Yes. Accept and just accept. There's still something. Why do I always have to feel what I don't want to feel? I do recognize what is it, but I just can't accept it. No way. I cannnot admit it to myself nor admit it someone. And I cannot really admit it to that someone. The bad thing is, yes, I got used to what's happening again knowing that it's not really permanent. I cannot tell her that what she's saying already is O-U-C-H. I cannot blame her for that, for she doesn't even know. What's bad is I really don't want the feeling because I know what's really going to happen and what's not really going to happen. She can't, and I can't too. But I can't help it. I feel it and it sucks. It hurt me, and it sucks again. If only I can really forget that easily and just not think about it. But hell, no. It's already a part of my everyday and the more that I do think about it, the more I feel that I realy really suck and there's no hope for it. It's really something that makes life difficult for me today and maybe tomorrow and the next coming days. So yeah, what I need to do is just to accept and move on again. Fine. But, I don't know. What's bad is, yes, I am affected, greatly affected. Okay, enough. I don't believe that it's really true and I am not admitting it yet. So why bother think about it? Oh well, I don't know. I don't really know.
Wow. I'm posting :D Haha. Well, I was moved by my posts. Haha. I mean, I missed posting.
Okay, about my post's title, well, here I go again. I am in the same stage again. Yeah, the stage that I've been going through and not going through for almost a year. It's hard. And I hope that this one would be successful already. I don't know. There's no point of making it still last, I think. No benefits. Not really a good thing so why make it last? Why give my time on it if me and my efforts are really not that appreciated? I need to grow. I need to surpass this one. I need change. I'm already tired of going back. The same things just happen. Yes, sometimes their are a-little-different ones. But I should not make big deals about them. All's been said and done. It's already over, between me and that person. Why linger on memories that would not happen anymore? No point of staying. It's over. I just need to accept that it's over. I cannot already change the things that happend. But I can change my view about them. Just be happy dear and don't mind me :) It's too late baby there's no turning around. Yeaahhh :) Go Lexi :)
Okay. So many events to look forward to. Fair, Intrams, Com Arts Week, EOP, Prom, TLE Week. Dang. Yes, very busy. Haha.
Wala na. Nawala na ko sa mood magpost. Haha. Next time na lang ule. Oh well.
I guess this time it really is goodbye. You made it clear when you said, I just don't love you no more.
Okay. Long time no post as I always do say. It's already 2008 :)) Wow.
Shitty blogger. The google group does not accept some skins' codes. It's like blah blah do not match with the end tag body blah blah blah and so on and so on. Okay. I give up. I'll just use blogger's templates and just edit. Yeah, edit. But it would not look that nice. Argh. Okay. Haha. Enough :D
I'm so addicted...with studying? Haha. Ewan ko. Okay, basta ayun. Anlabo ko na naman. Bagong taon na di pa rin ako nagbabago. Napaka-cute. Haha.
I want to go to TriNoma. Tsk.
Oh well.
At last, the exams' week is already over. I can say that I think that I did better for the tests this quarter than last quarters. Yung three night, nagpaka-owl talaga ako. The remaining two nights, well, yeah. Tinamad na ko. Haha. So how were the tests? Well, the test that I would not be able to foget would be the Chem Test. I was not able to balance five equations. Oh well. Bahala na :( The Trigo test is also an unforgettable one for the Juniors. 51 items, multiple choice. Even if it was multiply choice, it was really hard. Well, our section saw our papers already. I am satisifed with my grade :) Haha.
Friday, yes, the last day of the tests. The day when my greatest hearbreak happened. Haha. Okay, Pinoi, Health and MA were the tests. I was so lazy last Thursday that I was only able to study Pinoi. Ena and Elaisa came to our house. If not because of them, maybe I would not have studied. Thanks to them. Haha. I studied Health and MA in school. Pressure was there so it was effective. Haha. After the tests, we had a meeting for the new sitting arrangements. I left early because I had to train. Haha. Ang alanganin talaga nung oras. Okay, sa ten rounds pa lang ay ubos na yung sausage at kanin na kinain ko. Haha. Anyway, so after the training, Starr and I walked in BF then took a tryk in front of BPI then met with her mom in McDo. Okay, noon pa lang ay wala na ko sa sarili ko. Natapon ko yung nuggets ng wala man lang akong nakakain na kahit isa. Tapos ayun, we went to Starr's house. Nanoon kami ng TV at kumain at ngalakad. Haha. Ambigat ng marshmallow sa tyan. Haha. Tapos ayun, umuwi ako. At doon, okay eto na eto na. I rode a the Ever Ikot Jeep. I was really thinking if I should just go down in Sandigan or in Ever because the presence of a Fairview Market Jeep. So then I decided to just go down in Ever. I did not know that that would be the worst decision that I have ever done in my life. Okay, the last time that I was able to see my phone was during the time I was getting coins for the fare. Oh well. Then when I was about to get coins for the Fairview Market jeep, okay, no phone anymore. The pocket was half-opened. Iniyakan ko yung telepono ko. Haha.
Saturday, WBL Opening :) Wowiez. Despite of my depression we were able to win. Haha. We won against St.Scho. 19-13. Ang baba nung score nu? Okay, effective ang a bey bey bey ni Ate Barci, ang pag-iyak ni Ate PK at ang pagkawala ng telepono ko? Haha. Basta, ansaya :)) Then we ate in KFC Connecticut. Napa-heavy loaded ako ng dahil kay Kate. Haha. Tapos, I was dropped in Housing. Tanong sila ng tanong, saan at ano yung housing? National Housing Authority Friends. Sabi ni Ate Beloi, NHA naman daw. Ewan, yun kasi yung tawag ng marami eh :) Bago pala ko bumaba, ito ang hindi ko makakalimutan. Sabi sakin ni Ate PK, "Ingatan mo yung cellphone mo ah." Haha. Oo nga naman. Then I went to my mom's office to give to her some loads in my bag then rode the FX to Q.Av. Wow. First time to commute in Q.Av. Then, imbis na bumaba sa Examiner ay bumaba ako sa may McDo. Lumagpas ako. Haha. Naglakad ako. Tapos ayun. We practiced for PE. Di ako magtataka kung magkakaroon ako ng mga patay na kuko at mga pasa sa daliri. But thang God, wala naman :) Okay, I ate spag and bibingka. I even tasted the biko. Haha. Then Rita dropped me in Q.Av and I rode a jeep to Delta. Kung di lang delikado lalakarin ko dapat yun eh. Haha. Then I rode a jeep to The Block. My mom and my tita was there and they played there usual games. Then we ate. Okay, imbis na heavy loaded ay over-loaded na yung tyan ko nun. Haha. Then we went home. Ayun :) Tapos I started reading "The Witch of Portobello". Nice :)
Okay, ang araw ngayon ay walang kwenta :D Haha.
May dysthmia na ata ako. Sabi nga sa health namin, under depression but able to function. Ewan. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, materyal na bagay lang yun. Ang babaw, pero dalawang beses ko na iniyakan. Parte na yun ng buhay ko eh. Di pa ko makaget-over. Sobrang contented na ko dun eh. Mp3, video, madyo maganda ang resolution ng camera, may folders, may multi-shot, may bluetooth at malaki ang memory. Ansaklap pa kasi yung ericsson pa ang natira. Hay :( Ewan. Bahala na. :(
Yeah. New week, new sitting arrangement. Bahala na si Buttman.
I'm just a nodge in your bed post but you're just a line in a song.
I really can't explain the feeling, but I feel so happy and contented right now :) I can describe m happiness lile the feeling that comes into me whenever I eat Reese's. Haha. Haha. Mababaw na kaligayahan, pero yung feeling ang lalim. Ansaya :) Sana lageh ganito. Haha.
What happend to me? Hindi ako in love. Haha. I had just finished reading Veronika Decides to Die. It tooke me years before I got the chance to read it. I really want read it. And at last, I was already able to read it :) At first I was not having fun reading it. Walang thrill sa una at boring sa una. Pero as I continued reading it, it became so exciting. Yes, that's the style of Mr.Coelho. Haha. I love the ending :) Maybe Mr.Coelho could have elaborated more on what happend to the character s :) The book changed some of my perspectives. Next on the list is The Witch of Portobello. At last, I found an owner :D But before reading it, I still need to read my textbooks. Exams already next week. :S Oh well, good luck to me.
Oh yes, I'll do my best for the next quarters. I'll study hard for the exams. Addict na ata ako sa pag-aaral. Haha.
I did not know that Impossible love can lead to depression. Haha. I read it from the book. Here's the story of Zedka:
Zedka fell in love with a man who was alrady commited with someone else. She withrawed all of her money just to get into the other side of the ocean for the man he loves. Yes, they had a relationship. She stayed in cheap hotel rooms and waited for the guy who rarely called her until one day, the guy never called already. She went back to her own country. Then she alrady forgot the guy and met a good man. They fell in love with each other and eventually got married after a year. They were a happy family until one day she remembered her lover from the past. She missed him. She started hiring investigators to look for the guy. She made international phone calls and found no answer. She sent express mails and found the mails returning back to her. She spend a lot of their money without her husband knowing it. She was thinking that maybe her lover was also unsuccessfully searching for her. Yes, she became depressed. She slept all days and was up at nights. She even slapped her child without any reason and knelt in her child's feet asking for forgiveness. She did not go out of the room and even treated the bed as her bathroom. And so she was brought to Villete.
Imagine, many years had passed already, but what caused her depression was her Impossible love many years back. Haha. Lord, huwag naman sana mangyari yun sa kahait sinong kakilala ko. Haha.
But I do really hate that feeling. Yung pagkasayang. Haha. Oh well.
Click Five's in Trinoma later. I don't know if I am going but I want Kyle Patrcik :(
Being crazy and insane is not bad. It is just being not like the normal. You cannot explore life without being insane :)
Wow, malinis na siya ule :) April 23 ang kanyang birthday pero siya ay walang pangalan. Haha. Sabi nila mukha daw bear. Whatever. Baboy kasi siya. Haha.
Mehn. We're not going to Church again, but I want to. Their reasons are really not enough. Yes, I am so so irritated. Mehn. I have my points but I am not in the right place. Proving my points right in front of them would be like showing them disrespect. Oh well, my points are wasted. No rights for us mehn. No right to correct them. They are older.
I do love applying sarcasam, but I do not love sarcasm being applied to me. Mehn. Who loves people who are sarastic anyway? Darn. Okei, change topic.
I do not like to go to school. Haha. I don'k know. I feel s lazy going to school. Yes I am busy, but I do not feel so contented and I don't know why :(
FOB concert. How I wish that I was able to watch it. Too bad, I did not have enough money and I was SO SURE that they would not allow me so I did not bother asking permission from them. So I just went to Trinoma last Friday. Sinulyapan ko lang si Elliot Yamin. No regrets. His smile was so cute :))
OH WELL. I'M TIRED.
It's Saturday today and I'm doing mt homeworks right now. A four day vacation for the juniors,alright! :)
Anyway, this week has really been a very tiring one for me. I needed to collect funds for our class and the downpayments for the prom venue downpayment. Haha. How I wish that they were all mine. Anyway, I have no intention of klepto-ing (term from cha's multiply :)) them. Haha. Even if they call me kurakot. Hindi naman ako ganun noh! Haha. Trainings resumed also already. 15 rounds of jogging was a nice sign of welcome to the training. Haha. Oh yes. Of course we were not conditioned at first so we really got tires. During the start of the run, I think I was the first in the line. The suddenly, 10 rounds was changed to 15 rounds. So I changed my pace. Haha. I even said to ate nicdom: "Uy 15 rounds daw! Bagalan nalang natin. Haha!". Anyway, at least during second day of training, hindi na ko hinigal and I was able to maintain my pace. Haha.
Yesterday was our outreach. It was really fun :) Partner ko si Hope. Inaya niya kasi ako. Haha. Anyway, there. I forgot the digicam. Stupid me. I even had a permit. During our reunion I forgot the memory card. Haha. To contnue my story, we sitted at the near back of the bus. It was really so hot in the bus if you're going to ask me. But don't ask me. Haha. People in the back were really fun to be with. Of course, vanity was the main attraction in the bus and second was the eating. So while we were going to Marikina, pinagtitripan nila yung signs along the way. Haha. Nice. When we reached Boys Town, at last, fresh air. Haha. Then we met the kids. Even if it was called "The Boys' Town", of course there were girls. Kadors, Eur and KatGar were the emcees. I was asked to play Waves of Mercy for the Opening Prayer. Haha. Ansaya talaga tumugtog ng praise song:) At first, all of them were very shy but when we started the games, luckily we were able to convince them to join. The first game was Marimar. A pair (one student and one kid) should be able to shoot the straws in the holes of the cans then dance Marimar on the end then get the straws again. Haha. Napasayaw ng Marimar ang dalawang Bea. Nakakatawa:)) The second game was the one with the balloons. Haha. Ayaw pumutok ng balloon sa paa ko. Very embarrassing. Haha. After that, we ate. Acutally I really did not eat. I just drank juice. So jackpot with the iced cold orange zesto. Haha. Bea and I just sang and shared some thoughts and some our knowledge on the songs we know to play. After that, we ended the program with the Waves of Mercy again. My classmates taught the kids the action in the Waves of Mercy. I played it again. Haha. Napagtripan kong tugtugin nanaman ang walang kamatayang One Way. Hindi planado tapos kinanta nila. Aba. Haha. Then we left. During our ride back to the school. My classmates really waited for Game Ka Na Ba in the TV. Haha. Adik kayo. So when we were already back, it was almost lunch time. Aba, dalawa ang meeting ko. Sabay pa. Kamusta naman. Pero dun nalang ako pumunta sa kung saan kailangan talaga ko. Haha. It was our guidance period after lunch. We got the results of our IQ Test. Hindi naman nagbago ang aking IQ. Haha. Then after guidance was our CL period. Miss Malayas showed us two manila papers. Only in the Movies. Haha. Ang funny talaga :D Parang puro, oonga nu? Sayang wala yung lagi huli yung mga pulis unless yung pulis yung lead. Haha. Trigo was after CL. New lesson in getting the sides and the angles of the triangle. Good thing I got it easily :) MA was our last period. Shitty my test. Haha. Then during training, so many laterals. Haha. Then I waited for my dad for an hour. When he picked me up, he asked me where do I want to eat? I reminded him during the morning to bring my phone but he forgot to bring it. Haha. So we picked-up my mom and went to The Block. Eating Fetuccine Carbonara with Iced White Chocolate/Vanilla Shake with a Raspberry FIC is heaven but a sin. Haha. Anlabo. Anyway, then we met my brother somewhere then waited and picked up my sister near Lagro for almost an hour. Yes, it was really a very tiring day.
I'm already finish reading Mitch Albom's For One More Day. Read it for two days but I think that if I wasn't that busy, I could have finished it in just a day. Anyway, tinamaan ako. These days kasi I've been so so irritated. Haha.
The songs that my sister sings every now and then are really nice. Napakagaling magpatama. Wala Nang Iba, Alam Mo Na Yun and Lips of an Angel. Oh, really thanks to her. Haha.Oh well.
Classes are suspended. Naiinis ako na nainis ako kanina. Haha.
Oh well. I'm not productive during the start of the day. But I'll try to be later.
Ang cute. Nakita ko sa multiply. Napakacute :)) Haha. Kailan kaya ako makakanood ng gig ng Boomfields?
I'm so so amazed with this song :)
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I was already typing yesterday but I changed my mind. Haha. I thought that it was not worth posting. I didn't have many things to type. Haha.
Today is the day. Yeah. Haha. Birthday ni Ate Beloi ngayon. Happy Birthday sa kanya. Haha.
Ginaw na ginaw ako kagabi sa number one na electricfan. Haha. Ansakit ng ulo ko. Nakatulog ako ng may earphones sa tenga :P
So yesterday, buhay baboy nanaman. Haha. Grabe, ang boring talaga kahapon sobraaa. Wala akong masabi. Haha.
Patok talaga ang mga gm ni Jea :) Kaso medyo masama. Pero hindi ko maiwasan na matawa talaga. Oh well. Avoid temptation. Haha. Ang karma ay nasa tests :))
Yes, I already need to be careful with my gm's lalo na sa mga makabagdamdamain kong lyrics :D Haha.
My dad drove my mom to office for my mom's duty and after that, he would be going to the salon in kalayaan and have footspa. My mom asked me if I want to go with my dad. I refused:) Haha. Bakit? Ewan ko. Tinatamad ako. Luho ang pagpapafootspa. Haha. Umiiwas na ko sa luho. Baon na ko sa utang. Haha.
Sana magsimba kami :)
Oh yes, I promise to study later. Kinakabahan ako sa geom test. Haha.
I want a copy of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' Album, Don't Fake It. Haha. Shitty talaga. Anganda nung Your Guardian Angel :)) Oh no talaga. Haha.
Hindi ako nagsasawang sabihan si Donna Fe ng adik. Haha. At ako raw ay mayabang. Aba. Nagagaya na talaga. Haha!
Mas masaya ang pagpapakabatugan kesa sa pakikipag-away sa eklats :D
Haha. Yes I agree. Haha.
Oh well, this is really a random post. Haha. Gusto ko na magtrain! Sobraaa. Oh well.
Yes, I'll be better :)
Sobrang LSS ako sa Stolen. Haha.
I watch you spin around in the highest hills. You are the best one of the bst ones :) You have stolen my heart :)
Sa mga nakaraang araw ay naging liban ang aking kaklaseng si Alex dahil sakit na dengue. Ansaklap, definitely. Haha. Nung nag-online ako, nakita ko yung pangalan niya at in-IM ko siya. Kinamusta ko siya.
lexi calda: 2 weeks ka ba naging absent?
alex_dance_viray: grbe tlga
alex_dance_viray: parang ganun
lexi calda: pano ba nagsimula?
alex_dance_viray: masakit n xe katawan ko nung monday last2 wk
alex_dance_viray: tas nung wed may lagnat na ako
alex_dance_viray: hanggang naospital na ako at lahat lahat
alex_dance_viray: tas aun.. nung friday lng ako nakalabas ng ospital
lexi calda: sang ospital?
alex_dance_viray: children's medical center
lexi calda: owwlexi calda: boring sa ospital??
alex_dance_viray: sa banawe
alex_dance_viray: sobra..lng magawa
lexi calda: di pa kasi ako naaospital bukod sa pinanganak ako
alex_dance_viray: may sugat pa nga kamay ko sa dextrose eh
alex_dance_viray: :P lexi calda: anskalap naman nun alex_dance_viray: haha..alex_dance_viray: saklap tlga
lexi calda: gusto ko maospital
lexi calda: :))
alex_dance_viray: may mga pasa pasa pa ako sa pinangkuhaan ng dugo skn ehalex_dance_viray: badtrip
lexi calda: woah.
alex_dance_viray: nyeh
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: nakakatrauma cguro
alex_dance_viray: d nmn
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: ok lng nmn maospital
alex_dance_viray: boring lng tlga at magastos
alex_dance_viray: sinalinan pa kaya ako ng dugo
lexi calda: transfusion?
alex_dance_viray: oo
alex_dance_viray: platelet lng
alex_dance_viray: san ka pa!
alex_dance_viray: :))
lexi calda: pano yun?
alex_dance_viray: d ko dn alam
alex_dance_viray: bsta ung bag ng dugo puti!
alex_dance_viray: lexi calda: woah
lexi calda: gusto ko makakita nun!
alex_dance_viray: hahahaah!
alex_dance_viray: gud lak nmn!
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: feel ko kung ako yun kakabahan ako!
alex_dance_viray: kinakabahan nga ako nun eg
alex_dance_viray: *h
alex_dance_viray: kinukuhaan xe ako ng bp every hour nun
lexi calda: woah
alex_dance_viray: tas nung nalaman ko.. antaas ng bp ko!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: nakakatakot naman yun
lexi calda: whaat?
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: freeky xa
alex_dance_viray: antagal nga nun eh..
alex_dance_viray: mga 4 hrs at
aalex_dance_viray: eh gabi pa gnawa un
lexi calda: nako baka kung ako un hinimatay na ko.
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: hahah!
alex_dance_viray: grbe!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: seryoso~
lexi calda: *!
alex_dance_viray: freaky xa
alex_dance_viray: pramis
lexi calda: wag mo ko takutin
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: ayaw ko na pala maospital!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: ok lng yan
lexi calda: hahaaha
alex_dance_viray: depende nmn sa kaso mo eh
lexi calda: sbgay
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: takot kaya ako sa dugo!
alex_dance_viray: ako din eh!
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: freaked out kaya ako pagkinuhaan ako ng dugo
lexi calda: dati gusto ko maging doctor
lexi calda: pero nagbago isip ko
lexi calda:
alex_dance_viray:
alex_dance_viray: bqt? dhl sa bdugo?
lexi calda: oo
alex_dance_viray: ako dati dn gus2 ko maging doctor
alex_dance_viray: kaso dhl sa dugo na yan!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: pareho pala tayo eh!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: oo nga eh
lexi calda: haha
lexi calda: oh well
so ayun. wala talaga akong idea kung anong feeling ng naospital. haha.
oh well. ngayon lang ako nakapgblog ule. ewan. sinisipag na ko mag-aral :) at naparaming prioritites at priorities. sort of last week na bukas. so siguro medyo busy na. haha.
anyway.
nung thursday, nagdive ako nung training. eh yung drill 3-on-3. binabantayan ko si ate beloi at ayun. nadulas ako at nadala. bumagsak una yung tuhod ko. ah ewan : wala na ako sa mood magpost. may bago akong crush :))
sarcastic smile and fake hellos. :
It's SONA today. Our school is near Commonwealth. That is why we have no classes today :) Haha.
Takte talaga yung si Allan. Ako ay lageh niyang pinapatawa. Sinendan niya ko ng song. Living in Color yung title. Tapos nung pinakinggan ko, whaat? Hahaha! Basta, tingnan nalang sa aking multiply :))
Anyway, yes. SONA. Don't expect that I'll watch it. Never pa kong nakabuo nun. Haha. Maybe I'll just study for English :)
Oh yes, one realization of mine. Papansin ako. Haha.
Ah ewan, ako ay may gagawin pa.
Adios :D
here I go scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one.
Okei, ibig sabihin ng aking post na ito ay may ibig sabihin. Yeah, I have time for blogging :)
Today is our Calisthenics Day. Whaat? Is there such? Haha. Ewan. Oh well. It was fine.
You're just too hott to look at :D Haha. Sadyang may mga taong masarap tingnan-Lexi and Donna
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng aking post so just bear with me. Haha.
Oh yes, happy birthday to Binkee:)
Napaklamig ngayon. Bakit? Kasi ako ay nakaupo sa sahig at napakalamig ng aircon. Haha. At isa pa, walang hott dito. Haha. Whaat? Oh well.
Andami talagang sakit ng tyan ko. Haha. Ewan. Sanay na ako.
SONA sa Monday. Balita ko ay inanyayahan ni Gloria ang mga magsasaka. Bakit kaya? Haha. Actually, never pa kong nakapanood ng buong SONA. Gusto ko nga gumummick sa Monday eh. Haha.
Sabi ni Di bibigyan daw niya ko ng chocolate sa Tuesday:) Wowiez :)
Yeah, it 's really hard if you're both irritated with each other. What comes next? Sa tingin ko ay wala na talagang patutunguhan dear.
I'M SO INLOVE. Yung bag sa nike. Argh. Sana talaga mayaman nalang ako. Haha.
UNFORGETTABLE SCENES THIS WEEK:
Scene 1: Naglalakad ako palabas ng Screening Gate. Nagmamadali ako dahil andun na yung sundo ko. Sabay ang mga teachers ay nasa may screening gate.
Lexi: Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms. Sabordo. Hi Miss. *Kaway kay Ms.O.* Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms.Ambat*
Ms.O: Parang sabog ka ata Alexi ah? Galing ka sa enrichment nu?
Lexi: Ms. hindi po!
Scene 2: Sa kotse
Lexi: Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko... *kumakanta*
Papa: Kanina mo pa ko hinahanap ah.
Lexi: Okei?
ang corny. haha!
SANA MATALINO NALANG AKO SA GEOM.
SANA MAYAMAN NALANG AKO.
ang lame ng post ko. wala kasi akong maisip eh.
what's your name anonymous? where you at anonymous? when I think about you I get a rush. Wanna meet my Miss Anonymous.
Sa aming mga pagpupulong sa "Finance Committee" kung saan ang "chairperson" ay si Karen, mayroon kaming tinatawag na "Filipino Day" at "English Day". Haha. Sa aking blog ngayon ay "Filipino Day". Whaaat? Haha.
Kaninang umaga, ako ay medyo nagmadaling maligo at magbihis. Gusto ko kasi mapanood yung bloomfields doon sa umagang kay ganda, sa pagnanais na makita at masilayan si Rocky. Sa kasamaaang palad, hindi ko nasilayan ang bloomfields. Napakasaklap na pangyayari. Habang naglilipat ng istasyon, bigla ko nakita ang "video" ng Wala Nang Iba, at ako ay natuwa. Pagkalipat sa isa pang istasyon ay ang "video" naman ng Stolen. Napakagaling talaga! Tapos biglang pagkatapos noon, biglang, woah! Anonymous! Tapos biglang dumating na yung bus. Argh. Ansaklap. Haha.
Noong "flag ceremony", kagaya ng dati, ipinaulit sa amin ang pagkanta ng Lupang Hinirang at Alma Mater. Ansaklap nanaman! Pagkatapos noon ay ang CL namin na asignatura. Wala si Bb. Malayas dahil retreat ng mga taga ikaapat na baitang. Sabi nila, may namimiss daw ako sa mga nagretreat. Whaaaat? Wala noh. Napakaingay talaga ng aming klase. Sumunod sa CL ay ang Pinoi. Sa kasklapan ng buhay, ang tanging mga mali ko lang sa pagsusulit ay yung mga bagay na nakalimutan ko. Noong "recess" ay nagpasa kami ule ng "proposal" kay Gng. Torralba. Sa wakas, may inaapprove na siya :) Noong AP ay naglaro at nagkaroon kami ng diskusyon. Pagkatapos noon ay Geom. Sa wakas, medyo nakukuha ko na talaga! Pagkatapos ng Geom ay ang Chem. Napakasaya talaga kasama ng aking mga groupmates. Si Hope, si Denise at si Beatriz. Haha. Ilang beses na nga ba ngayong araw ko sinabi ang pangalan na Beatriz? Ewan. Trip ko lang talagang tawagin siyang Beatriz kanina. At ako ay tinawag niyang Alexi. Haha. Noong English ay ipnrisinta na namin ang aming presentasyon sa MA. Sadyang adlib lang ang lahat. Pero sa awa ng Diyos ay naisalba naman namin ang aming grado. Haha. Noong Trigo ay nagkaroon kami ng pagsusulit. Medyo mababa ang aking nakuhang grado pero ayos lang.
Kailangan ko talaga ng pagkakakitaan. Yung baon ko ngayong linggo at nakalaan na sa load ko sa sun at sa class funds.
Suma total, ayos naman ang aking araw. Ewan ko. Hindi ko naramdaman ang araw na 'to. Walang reyalidad. Walang malalim na pakiramdam.
Sino pa ang hinahanap mo? Nandito lang naman ako. Mahal kita ikaw lang at wala nang iba. Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko.
The other day, we had our Chem Activity realted to the Intensive, Extensive, and Chemical Properties of Matter. We were aske to cut out a our miniature forms in colored papers and hang them on our neck. We had to write some things about our classmates on their back while they cannot see it.
These were the things written on my cut out :)
Yeah. Those were the things written. Haha.
Natawa lang ako :)
I don't know. I'm doing my home works. I missed blogging here. Haha. Hindi ko makita kung saang lupalop ko makikita yung sagot sa tanong sa entrep. Oh well. Imbento na lang :))
Try-outs on Wednesday. Wowiez! I miss coach. I miss training. Anyway, I still have today and tomorrow. Kailangan kong gumaling. I'm quite sick.
I don't know what to say :)) Naeexcite lang talaga ko.
I'll post next time :D
i'll give you my final blow.
I've been quite busy. Yes, third year life's very hectic dude. I don't know. I already have my savings :) Which is so so so good :)
I was elected as class treasurer. Haha. Goodluck to me. Kurakot daw? Nakakatawa. I'm starting to love Katarungan already, which is a very good thing. Well, I just hope that this school year would be a good one :)
Last Wednesday, we held the try-outs for the club. Haha. Basketball Club. Yeah, it was fun :) Gusto ko na magtrain :) Gusto ko na rin mag-intrams!!
Anyway, yes. Betrayal and disappointment was there. It was like talking behind my back. Don't just trust your insitincts. Look for you proofs or evidences. During trials in courts, evidences and proofs are really the ones who have the bigger percent of credibiliy. Evidences are stronger than the statements of the witnesses. Judges don't just assume to be able to make the decisions. I was really disappointed. Credibility's taken. Trust is taken. What's left are just doubts. Doubts, doubts and doubts. Acccept your consequences. I'll not be the one to give you your consequences even though I'm still here and I'll guide you and would still be your friends. Oh well. Live your life and I'll live my life. Let's just all be happy. Be careful.
Oh well. Many deadlines to meet on monday. I gotta go.
at the end of the day it ain't worth it.
Oh quick post only. My sister would use the laptop. Anyway, yeah. Long time no post. Third year would be a ver y busy year for me. Many homeworks and quizzes. Wow, sana kayanin ko. Wala pang training sa lagay na 'to ah. Pano kaya pag meron na. Wala nang tulugan? Haha. Ayaw ko na magcellphone. Anyway, masaya naman ang third year eh. Ewan, masyado kong nachchallenge. Haha. Bakit ko nga ba naman iisipin na mahirap? Nasa state of mind din kas yan ng tao. Kung iisipin mong mahirap, lalo kang mahihirapan. Sabi nga ng isang tao sa'kin. Madali lang naman daw ang third year basta makikinig ka lageh. Hindi mo na rin kailangang mag-aral pag ganun. Sabi pa ng isang tao, isipin ko nalang daw, yung ibang tao nga nalampasana yung third year eh. Nakayanan nila. So ibig sabihin kaya ko rin diba. Basta, I want to be productive this year :) I know my goals and what I really want.
Oh yes. Rejection dude. Haha. Okei lang. unaffected.
Oh well. I need to go. Gusto ko nang magtrain. Gusto ko na mag-intrams. I miss playing ball.
Argh. Sinisipon ako. Ganito ako pag lageh ako late nan natutulog. Anyway, yes. I'll reach my goals :)
Ang cute talaga ni Rocky, oh no. :)
These days lageh ako napapasabi ng..."Huwat?!?" o kaya, "Cute ah." Haha
What's with Lexi? I'll choose to be happy everyday :)
I've got an ice box where my heart used to be.
