Depressed na depressed ang dating.

At last, the exams' week is already over. I can say that I think that I did better for the tests this quarter than last quarters. Yung three night, nagpaka-owl talaga ako. The remaining two nights, well, yeah. Tinamad na ko. Haha. So how were the tests? Well, the test that I would not be able to foget would be the Chem Test. I was not able to balance five equations. Oh well. Bahala na :( The Trigo test is also an unforgettable one for the Juniors. 51 items, multiple choice. Even if it was multiply choice, it was really hard. Well, our section saw our papers already. I am satisifed with my grade :) Haha.

Friday, yes, the last day of the tests. The day when my greatest hearbreak happened. Haha. Okay, Pinoi, Health and MA were the tests. I was so lazy last Thursday that I was only able to study Pinoi. Ena and Elaisa came to our house. If not because of them, maybe I would not have studied. Thanks to them. Haha. I studied Health and MA in school. Pressure was there so it was effective. Haha. After the tests, we had a meeting for the new sitting arrangements. I left early because I had to train. Haha. Ang alanganin talaga nung oras. Okay, sa ten rounds pa lang ay ubos na yung sausage at kanin na kinain ko. Haha. Anyway, so after the training, Starr and I walked in BF then took a tryk in front of BPI then met with her mom in McDo. Okay, noon pa lang ay wala na ko sa sarili ko. Natapon ko yung nuggets ng wala man lang akong nakakain na kahit isa. Tapos ayun, we went to Starr's house. Nanoon kami ng TV at kumain at ngalakad. Haha. Ambigat ng marshmallow sa tyan. Haha. Tapos ayun, umuwi ako. At doon, okay eto na eto na. I rode a the Ever Ikot Jeep. I was really thinking if I should just go down in Sandigan or in Ever because the presence of a Fairview Market Jeep. So then I decided to just go down in Ever. I did not know that that would be the worst decision that I have ever done in my life. Okay, the last time that I was able to see my phone was during the time I was getting coins for the fare. Oh well. Then when I was about to get coins for the Fairview Market jeep, okay, no phone anymore. The pocket was half-opened. Iniyakan ko yung telepono ko. Haha.

Saturday, WBL Opening :) Wowiez. Despite of my depression we were able to win. Haha. We won against St.Scho. 19-13. Ang baba nung score nu? Okay, effective ang a bey bey bey ni Ate Barci, ang pag-iyak ni Ate PK at ang pagkawala ng telepono ko? Haha. Basta, ansaya :)) Then we ate in KFC Connecticut. Napa-heavy loaded ako ng dahil kay Kate. Haha. Tapos, I was dropped in Housing. Tanong sila ng tanong, saan at ano yung housing? National Housing Authority Friends. Sabi ni Ate Beloi, NHA naman daw. Ewan, yun kasi yung tawag ng marami eh :) Bago pala ko bumaba, ito ang hindi ko makakalimutan. Sabi sakin ni Ate PK, "Ingatan mo yung cellphone mo ah." Haha. Oo nga naman. Then I went to my mom's office to give to her some loads in my bag then rode the FX to Q.Av. Wow. First time to commute in Q.Av. Then, imbis na bumaba sa Examiner ay bumaba ako sa may McDo. Lumagpas ako. Haha. Naglakad ako. Tapos ayun. We practiced for PE. Di ako magtataka kung magkakaroon ako ng mga patay na kuko at mga pasa sa daliri. But thang God, wala naman :) Okay, I ate spag and bibingka. I even tasted the biko. Haha. Then Rita dropped me in Q.Av and I rode a jeep to Delta. Kung di lang delikado lalakarin ko dapat yun eh. Haha. Then I rode a jeep to The Block. My mom and my tita was there and they played there usual games. Then we ate. Okay, imbis na heavy loaded ay over-loaded na yung tyan ko nun. Haha. Then we went home. Ayun :) Tapos I started reading "The Witch of Portobello". Nice :)

Okay, ang araw ngayon ay walang kwenta :D Haha.

May dysthmia na ata ako. Sabi nga sa health namin, under depression but able to function. Ewan. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, materyal na bagay lang yun. Ang babaw, pero dalawang beses ko na iniyakan. Parte na yun ng buhay ko eh. Di pa ko makaget-over. Sobrang contented na ko dun eh. Mp3, video, madyo maganda ang resolution ng camera, may folders, may multi-shot, may bluetooth at malaki ang memory. Ansaklap pa kasi yung ericsson pa ang natira. Hay :( Ewan. Bahala na. :(

Yeah. New week, new sitting arrangement. Bahala na si Buttman.

I'm just a nodge in your bed post but you're just a line in a song.

I want to be Insane :)

I really can't explain the feeling, but I feel so happy and contented right now :) I can describe m happiness lile the feeling that comes into me whenever I eat Reese's. Haha. Haha. Mababaw na kaligayahan, pero yung feeling ang lalim. Ansaya :) Sana lageh ganito. Haha.

What happend to me? Hindi ako in love. Haha. I had just finished reading Veronika Decides to Die. It tooke me years before I got the chance to read it. I really want read it. And at last, I was already able to read it :) At first I was not having fun reading it. Walang thrill sa una at boring sa una. Pero as I continued reading it, it became so exciting. Yes, that's the style of Mr.Coelho. Haha. I love the ending :) Maybe Mr.Coelho could have elaborated more on what happend to the character s :) The book changed some of my perspectives. Next on the list is The Witch of Portobello. At last, I found an owner :D But before reading it, I still need to read my textbooks. Exams already next week. :S Oh well, good luck to me.

Oh yes, I'll do my best for the next quarters. I'll study hard for the exams. Addict na ata ako sa pag-aaral. Haha.

I did not know that Impossible love can lead to depression. Haha. I read it from the book. Here's the story of Zedka:

Zedka fell in love with a man who was alrady commited with someone else. She withrawed all of her money just to get into the other side of the ocean for the man he loves. Yes, they had a relationship. She stayed in cheap hotel rooms and waited for the guy who rarely called her until one day, the guy never called already. She went back to her own country. Then she alrady forgot the guy and met a good man. They fell in love with each other and eventually got married after a year. They were a happy family until one day she remembered her lover from the past. She missed him. She started hiring investigators to look for the guy. She made international phone calls and found no answer. She sent express mails and found the mails returning back to her. She spend a lot of their money without her husband knowing it. She was thinking that maybe her lover was also unsuccessfully searching for her. Yes, she became depressed. She slept all days and was up at nights. She even slapped her child without any reason and knelt in her child's feet asking for forgiveness. She did not go out of the room and even treated the bed as her bathroom. And so she was brought to Villete.

Imagine, many years had passed already, but what caused her depression was her Impossible love many years back. Haha. Lord, huwag naman sana mangyari yun sa kahait sinong kakilala ko. Haha.

But I do really hate that feeling. Yung pagkasayang. Haha. Oh well.

Click Five's in Trinoma later. I don't know if I am going but I want Kyle Patrcik :(

Being crazy and insane is not bad. It is just being not like the normal. You cannot explore life without being insane :)

Wow, malinis na siya ule :) April 23 ang kanyang birthday pero siya ay walang pangalan. Haha. Sabi nila mukha daw bear. Whatever. Baboy kasi siya. Haha.

Oh well. I feel so new :)

I'm enjoying playing Hands Down and Heels Over Head:)

you were worth a thousand miles but you couldn't stay awhile.

Sarcasm irritates me.

Mehn. We're not going to Church again, but I want to. Their reasons are really not enough. Yes, I am so so irritated. Mehn. I have my points but I am not in the right place. Proving my points right in front of them would be like showing them disrespect. Oh well, my points are wasted. No rights for us mehn. No right to correct them. They are older.

I do love applying sarcasam, but I do not love sarcasm being applied to me. Mehn. Who loves people who are sarastic anyway? Darn. Okei, change topic.

I do not like to go to school. Haha. I don'k know. I feel s lazy going to school. Yes I am busy, but I do not feel so contented and I don't know why :(

FOB concert. How I wish that I was able to watch it. Too bad, I did not have enough money and I was SO SURE that they would not allow me so I did not bother asking permission from them. So I just went to Trinoma last Friday. Sinulyapan ko lang si Elliot Yamin. No regrets. His smile was so cute :))

OH WELL. I'M TIRED.

my post is so random.

It's Saturday today and I'm doing mt homeworks right now. A four day vacation for the juniors,alright! :)

Anyway, this week has really been a very tiring one for me. I needed to collect funds for our class and the downpayments for the prom venue downpayment. Haha. How I wish that they were all mine. Anyway, I have no intention of klepto-ing (term from cha's multiply :)) them. Haha. Even if they call me kurakot. Hindi naman ako ganun noh! Haha. Trainings resumed also already. 15 rounds of jogging was a nice sign of welcome to the training. Haha. Oh yes. Of course we were not conditioned at first so we really got tires. During the start of the run, I think I was the first in the line. The suddenly, 10 rounds was changed to 15 rounds. So I changed my pace. Haha. I even said to ate nicdom: "Uy 15 rounds daw! Bagalan nalang natin. Haha!". Anyway, at least during second day of training, hindi na ko hinigal and I was able to maintain my pace. Haha.

Yesterday was our outreach. It was really fun :) Partner ko si Hope. Inaya niya kasi ako. Haha. Anyway, there. I forgot the digicam. Stupid me. I even had a permit. During our reunion I forgot the memory card. Haha. To contnue my story, we sitted at the near back of the bus. It was really so hot in the bus if you're going to ask me. But don't ask me. Haha. People in the back were really fun to be with. Of course, vanity was the main attraction in the bus and second was the eating. So while we were going to Marikina, pinagtitripan nila yung signs along the way. Haha. Nice. When we reached Boys Town, at last, fresh air. Haha. Then we met the kids. Even if it was called "The Boys' Town", of course there were girls. Kadors, Eur and KatGar were the emcees. I was asked to play Waves of Mercy for the Opening Prayer. Haha. Ansaya talaga tumugtog ng praise song:) At first, all of them were very shy but when we started the games, luckily we were able to convince them to join. The first game was Marimar. A pair (one student and one kid) should be able to shoot the straws in the holes of the cans then dance Marimar on the end then get the straws again. Haha. Napasayaw ng Marimar ang dalawang Bea. Nakakatawa:)) The second game was the one with the balloons. Haha. Ayaw pumutok ng balloon sa paa ko. Very embarrassing. Haha. After that, we ate. Acutally I really did not eat. I just drank juice. So jackpot with the iced cold orange zesto. Haha. Bea and I just sang and shared some thoughts and some our knowledge on the songs we know to play. After that, we ended the program with the Waves of Mercy again. My classmates taught the kids the action in the Waves of Mercy. I played it again. Haha. Napagtripan kong tugtugin nanaman ang walang kamatayang One Way. Hindi planado tapos kinanta nila. Aba. Haha. Then we left. During our ride back to the school. My classmates really waited for Game Ka Na Ba in the TV. Haha. Adik kayo. So when we were already back, it was almost lunch time. Aba, dalawa ang meeting ko. Sabay pa. Kamusta naman. Pero dun nalang ako pumunta sa kung saan kailangan talaga ko. Haha. It was our guidance period after lunch. We got the results of our IQ Test. Hindi naman nagbago ang aking IQ. Haha. Then after guidance was our CL period. Miss Malayas showed us two manila papers. Only in the Movies. Haha. Ang funny talaga :D Parang puro, oonga nu? Sayang wala yung lagi huli yung mga pulis unless yung pulis yung lead. Haha. Trigo was after CL. New lesson in getting the sides and the angles of the triangle. Good thing I got it easily :) MA was our last period. Shitty my test. Haha. Then during training, so many laterals. Haha. Then I waited for my dad for an hour. When he picked me up, he asked me where do I want to eat? I reminded him during the morning to bring my phone but he forgot to bring it. Haha. So we picked-up my mom and went to The Block. Eating Fetuccine Carbonara with Iced White Chocolate/Vanilla Shake with a Raspberry FIC is heaven but a sin. Haha. Anlabo. Anyway, then we met my brother somewhere then waited and picked up my sister near Lagro for almost an hour. Yes, it was really a very tiring day.

I'm already finish reading Mitch Albom's For One More Day. Read it for two days but I think that if I wasn't that busy, I could have finished it in just a day. Anyway, tinamaan ako. These days kasi I've been so so irritated. Haha.

The songs that my sister sings every now and then are really nice. Napakagaling magpatama. Wala Nang Iba, Alam Mo Na Yun and Lips of an Angel. Oh, really thanks to her. Haha.Oh well.

Buhay Baboy Nanaman.

Classes are suspended. Naiinis ako na nainis ako kanina. Haha.





Oh well. I'm not productive during the start of the day. But I'll try to be later.





Ang cute. Nakita ko sa multiply. Napakacute :)) Haha. Kailan kaya ako makakanood ng gig ng Boomfields?

Anyway, my dream was so strange. Haha. Kinilig talaga ko. Haha! Napanaginipan ko ba naman si Miggy :))

Yeah, I'll change for the better. I'm running out of words.

I read my posts during a year ago and 2 years ago. Yes, my posts sucked :D Haha.

I am finish with you. Thanks for the memories.

Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

I'm so so amazed with this song :)


When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Boredom was not able to kill me. (this is random.)

I was already typing yesterday but I changed my mind. Haha. I thought that it was not worth posting. I didn't have many things to type. Haha.

Today is the day. Yeah. Haha. Birthday ni Ate Beloi ngayon. Happy Birthday sa kanya. Haha.

Ginaw na ginaw ako kagabi sa number one na electricfan. Haha. Ansakit ng ulo ko. Nakatulog ako ng may earphones sa tenga :P

So yesterday, buhay baboy nanaman. Haha. Grabe, ang boring talaga kahapon sobraaa. Wala akong masabi. Haha.

Patok talaga ang mga gm ni Jea :) Kaso medyo masama. Pero hindi ko maiwasan na matawa talaga. Oh well. Avoid temptation. Haha. Ang karma ay nasa tests :))

Yes, I already need to be careful with my gm's lalo na sa mga makabagdamdamain kong lyrics :D Haha.

My dad drove my mom to office for my mom's duty and after that, he would be going to the salon in kalayaan and have footspa. My mom asked me if I want to go with my dad. I refused:) Haha. Bakit? Ewan ko. Tinatamad ako. Luho ang pagpapafootspa. Haha. Umiiwas na ko sa luho. Baon na ko sa utang. Haha.

Sana magsimba kami :)

Oh yes, I promise to study later. Kinakabahan ako sa geom test. Haha.

I want a copy of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' Album, Don't Fake It. Haha. Shitty talaga. Anganda nung Your Guardian Angel :)) Oh no talaga. Haha.

Hindi ako nagsasawang sabihan si Donna Fe ng adik. Haha. At ako raw ay mayabang. Aba. Nagagaya na talaga. Haha!

Mas masaya ang pagpapakabatugan kesa sa pakikipag-away sa eklats :D

Haha. Yes I agree. Haha.

Oh well, this is really a random post. Haha. Gusto ko na magtrain! Sobraaa. Oh well.

Yes, I'll be better :)

Sobrang LSS ako sa Stolen. Haha.

I watch you spin around in the highest hills. You are the best one of the bst ones :) You have stolen my heart :)

Usapang Ospital at Dugo

Sa mga nakaraang araw ay naging liban ang aking kaklaseng si Alex dahil sakit na dengue. Ansaklap, definitely. Haha. Nung nag-online ako, nakita ko yung pangalan niya at in-IM ko siya. Kinamusta ko siya.

lexi calda: 2 weeks ka ba naging absent?
alex_dance_viray: grbe tlga
alex_dance_viray: parang ganun
lexi calda: pano ba nagsimula?
alex_dance_viray: masakit n xe katawan ko nung monday last2 wk
alex_dance_viray: tas nung wed may lagnat na ako
alex_dance_viray: hanggang naospital na ako at lahat lahat
alex_dance_viray: tas aun.. nung friday lng ako nakalabas ng ospital
lexi calda: sang ospital?
alex_dance_viray: children's medical center
lexi calda: owwlexi calda: boring sa ospital??
alex_dance_viray: sa banawe
alex_dance_viray: sobra..lng magawa
lexi calda: di pa kasi ako naaospital bukod sa pinanganak ako
alex_dance_viray: may sugat pa nga kamay ko sa dextrose eh
alex_dance_viray: :P lexi calda: anskalap naman nun alex_dance_viray: haha..alex_dance_viray: saklap tlga
lexi calda: gusto ko maospital
lexi calda: :))
alex_dance_viray: may mga pasa pasa pa ako sa pinangkuhaan ng dugo skn ehalex_dance_viray: badtrip
lexi calda: woah.
alex_dance_viray: nyeh
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: nakakatrauma cguro
alex_dance_viray: d nmn
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: ok lng nmn maospital
alex_dance_viray: boring lng tlga at magastos
alex_dance_viray: sinalinan pa kaya ako ng dugo
lexi calda: transfusion?
alex_dance_viray: oo
alex_dance_viray: platelet lng
alex_dance_viray: san ka pa!
alex_dance_viray: :))
lexi calda: pano yun?
alex_dance_viray: d ko dn alam
alex_dance_viray: bsta ung bag ng dugo puti!
alex_dance_viray: lexi calda: woah
lexi calda: gusto ko makakita nun!
alex_dance_viray: hahahaah!
alex_dance_viray: gud lak nmn!
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
lexi calda: feel ko kung ako yun kakabahan ako!
alex_dance_viray: kinakabahan nga ako nun eg
alex_dance_viray: *h
alex_dance_viray: kinukuhaan xe ako ng bp every hour nun
lexi calda: woah
alex_dance_viray: tas nung nalaman ko.. antaas ng bp ko!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: nakakatakot naman yun
lexi calda: whaat?
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: freeky xa
alex_dance_viray: antagal nga nun eh..
alex_dance_viray: mga 4 hrs at
aalex_dance_viray: eh gabi pa gnawa un
lexi calda: nako baka kung ako un hinimatay na ko.
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: hahah!
alex_dance_viray: grbe!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: seryoso~
lexi calda: *!
alex_dance_viray: freaky xa
alex_dance_viray: pramis
lexi calda: wag mo ko takutin
lexi calda: haha!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: ayaw ko na pala maospital!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: ok lng yan
lexi calda: hahaaha
alex_dance_viray: depende nmn sa kaso mo eh
lexi calda: sbgay
alex_dance_viray:
lexi calda: takot kaya ako sa dugo!
alex_dance_viray: ako din eh!
lexi calda: haha
alex_dance_viray: freaked out kaya ako pagkinuhaan ako ng dugo
lexi calda: dati gusto ko maging doctor
lexi calda: pero nagbago isip ko
lexi calda:
alex_dance_viray:
alex_dance_viray: bqt? dhl sa bdugo?
lexi calda: oo
alex_dance_viray: ako dati dn gus2 ko maging doctor
alex_dance_viray: kaso dhl sa dugo na yan!
lexi calda: haha!
lexi calda: pareho pala tayo eh!
alex_dance_viray: haha!
alex_dance_viray: oo nga eh
lexi calda: haha
lexi calda: oh well

so ayun. wala talaga akong idea kung anong feeling ng naospital. haha.

oh well. ngayon lang ako nakapgblog ule. ewan. sinisipag na ko mag-aral :) at naparaming prioritites at priorities. sort of last week na bukas. so siguro medyo busy na. haha.

anyway.

nung thursday, nagdive ako nung training. eh yung drill 3-on-3. binabantayan ko si ate beloi at ayun. nadulas ako at nadala. bumagsak una yung tuhod ko. ah ewan : wala na ako sa mood magpost. may bago akong crush :))

sarcastic smile and fake hellos. :

Living In Color daw o.

It's SONA today. Our school is near Commonwealth. That is why we have no classes today :) Haha.

Takte talaga yung si Allan. Ako ay lageh niyang pinapatawa. Sinendan niya ko ng song. Living in Color yung title. Tapos nung pinakinggan ko, whaat? Hahaha! Basta, tingnan nalang sa aking multiply :))

Anyway, yes. SONA. Don't expect that I'll watch it. Never pa kong nakabuo nun. Haha. Maybe I'll just study for English :)

Oh yes, one realization of mine. Papansin ako. Haha.

Ah ewan, ako ay may gagawin pa.

Adios :D

here I go scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one.

False Pretense.

Okei, ibig sabihin ng aking post na ito ay may ibig sabihin. Yeah, I have time for blogging :)

Today is our Calisthenics Day. Whaat? Is there such? Haha. Ewan. Oh well. It was fine.

You're just too hott to look at :D Haha. Sadyang may mga taong masarap tingnan-Lexi and Donna

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng aking post so just bear with me. Haha.

Oh yes, happy birthday to Binkee:)

Napaklamig ngayon. Bakit? Kasi ako ay nakaupo sa sahig at napakalamig ng aircon. Haha. At isa pa, walang hott dito. Haha. Whaat? Oh well.

Andami talagang sakit ng tyan ko. Haha. Ewan. Sanay na ako.

SONA sa Monday. Balita ko ay inanyayahan ni Gloria ang mga magsasaka. Bakit kaya? Haha. Actually, never pa kong nakapanood ng buong SONA. Gusto ko nga gumummick sa Monday eh. Haha.

Sabi ni Di bibigyan daw niya ko ng chocolate sa Tuesday:) Wowiez :)

Yeah, it 's really hard if you're both irritated with each other. What comes next? Sa tingin ko ay wala na talagang patutunguhan dear.

I'M SO INLOVE. Yung bag sa nike. Argh. Sana talaga mayaman nalang ako. Haha.

UNFORGETTABLE SCENES THIS WEEK:

Scene 1: Naglalakad ako palabas ng Screening Gate. Nagmamadali ako dahil andun na yung sundo ko. Sabay ang mga teachers ay nasa may screening gate.

Lexi: Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms. Sabordo. Hi Miss. *Kaway kay Ms.O.* Hi Miss. *kaway kay Ms.Ambat*
Ms.O: Parang sabog ka ata Alexi ah? Galing ka sa enrichment nu?
Lexi: Ms. hindi po!

Scene 2: Sa kotse

Lexi: Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko... *kumakanta*
Papa: Kanina mo pa ko hinahanap ah.
Lexi: Okei?

ang corny. haha!

SANA MATALINO NALANG AKO SA GEOM.
SANA MAYAMAN NALANG AKO.

ang lame ng post ko. wala kasi akong maisip eh.

what's your name anonymous? where you at anonymous? when I think about you I get a rush. Wanna meet my Miss Anonymous.

Kaninang umaga at ang araw ngayon.

Sa aming mga pagpupulong sa "Finance Committee" kung saan ang "chairperson" ay si Karen, mayroon kaming tinatawag na "Filipino Day" at "English Day". Haha. Sa aking blog ngayon ay "Filipino Day". Whaaat? Haha.

Kaninang umaga, ako ay medyo nagmadaling maligo at magbihis. Gusto ko kasi mapanood yung bloomfields doon sa umagang kay ganda, sa pagnanais na makita at masilayan si Rocky. Sa kasamaaang palad, hindi ko nasilayan ang bloomfields. Napakasaklap na pangyayari. Habang naglilipat ng istasyon, bigla ko nakita ang "video" ng Wala Nang Iba, at ako ay natuwa. Pagkalipat sa isa pang istasyon ay ang "video" naman ng Stolen. Napakagaling talaga! Tapos biglang pagkatapos noon, biglang, woah! Anonymous! Tapos biglang dumating na yung bus. Argh. Ansaklap. Haha.

Noong "flag ceremony", kagaya ng dati, ipinaulit sa amin ang pagkanta ng Lupang Hinirang at Alma Mater. Ansaklap nanaman! Pagkatapos noon ay ang CL namin na asignatura. Wala si Bb. Malayas dahil retreat ng mga taga ikaapat na baitang. Sabi nila, may namimiss daw ako sa mga nagretreat. Whaaaat? Wala noh. Napakaingay talaga ng aming klase. Sumunod sa CL ay ang Pinoi. Sa kasklapan ng buhay, ang tanging mga mali ko lang sa pagsusulit ay yung mga bagay na nakalimutan ko. Noong "recess" ay nagpasa kami ule ng "proposal" kay Gng. Torralba. Sa wakas, may inaapprove na siya :) Noong AP ay naglaro at nagkaroon kami ng diskusyon. Pagkatapos noon ay Geom. Sa wakas, medyo nakukuha ko na talaga! Pagkatapos ng Geom ay ang Chem. Napakasaya talaga kasama ng aking mga groupmates. Si Hope, si Denise at si Beatriz. Haha. Ilang beses na nga ba ngayong araw ko sinabi ang pangalan na Beatriz? Ewan. Trip ko lang talagang tawagin siyang Beatriz kanina. At ako ay tinawag niyang Alexi. Haha. Noong English ay ipnrisinta na namin ang aming presentasyon sa MA. Sadyang adlib lang ang lahat. Pero sa awa ng Diyos ay naisalba naman namin ang aming grado. Haha. Noong Trigo ay nagkaroon kami ng pagsusulit. Medyo mababa ang aking nakuhang grado pero ayos lang.

Kailangan ko talaga ng pagkakakitaan. Yung baon ko ngayong linggo at nakalaan na sa load ko sa sun at sa class funds.

Suma total, ayos naman ang aking araw. Ewan ko. Hindi ko naramdaman ang araw na 'to. Walang reyalidad. Walang malalim na pakiramdam.

Sino pa ang hinahanap mo? Nandito lang naman ako. Mahal kita ikaw lang at wala nang iba. Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko.

Our Chem Activity :)

The other day, we had our Chem Activity realted to the Intensive, Extensive, and Chemical Properties of Matter. We were aske to cut out a our miniature forms in colored papers and hang them on our neck. We had to write some things about our classmates on their back while they cannot see it.

These were the things written on my cut out :)

• responsible +siyempre kailangan para sa grades!
• energetic +dipende ito :)
• optimistic +i don't want to make myself miserable :)
• friendly +minsan snob daw ako ah.
• sexy +whaaaaat???? :D
• pretty +kagimbal-gimbal naman ito. nanay ko lang ang nagsasabi niyan :)) sino ba nagsulat nito?
• tulala :D +si eloi nagsulat nito. lageh nila ko tinitignan ni katgar badtrip. haha
• hot +really? bawal magsinungaling nu. sa paningin lang yan ni donna! haha. di ko nga alam kung sino nagsulat nito eh.
• basketball lageh! +di naman. kumakain, natutulog, at tumutugtog rin naman ako!
• twin ni Jan +haha. hindi kasi eh. mas maganda ko kei Jan! joke. ah oo nga pala. Jan had her surgery. I hope that she's okei.
• smart +globe at sun ako.
• funny +ang corny ko kaya!
• cute :) +baka pacute?
• emo +definitely not!
• masayahin +masaya kasi pag masaya :D
• tao na matalino na kamukha ni Jan + hindi ako taong matalino. at inuulit ko, mas maganda ako kei Jan :D
• galing mag b-ball :) yey! :) +di ako magaling. medyo marunong lang.
• definitely cool :) +sabi nung isa hot? haha.
• mabait +depende sa tao minsan.
• dear lexi, ang sexi sexi mo oh yeah! +anlakas mambola ni kadors!
• sooper smart!! (trigo pa nga lng e.:)) +sana geom nalang. haha. di nga ko smart.
• lexi, hmm. lovable seatmate ko! :) approachable & everything! :) "crushable"? whaat? -hope +hay nako hope. crushable? huwaaaaaaat???

Yeah. Those were the things written. Haha.

Natawa lang ako :)

Ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko.

I don't know. I'm doing my home works. I missed blogging here. Haha. Hindi ko makita kung saang lupalop ko makikita yung sagot sa tanong sa entrep. Oh well. Imbento na lang :))

Try-outs on Wednesday. Wowiez! I miss coach. I miss training. Anyway, I still have today and tomorrow. Kailangan kong gumaling. I'm quite sick.

I don't know what to say :)) Naeexcite lang talaga ko.

I'll post next time :D

i'll give you my final blow.

betrayal and disappointment.

I've been quite busy. Yes, third year life's very hectic dude. I don't know. I already have my savings :) Which is so so so good :)

I was elected as class treasurer. Haha. Goodluck to me. Kurakot daw? Nakakatawa. I'm starting to love Katarungan already, which is a very good thing. Well, I just hope that this school year would be a good one :)

Last Wednesday, we held the try-outs for the club. Haha. Basketball Club. Yeah, it was fun :) Gusto ko na magtrain :) Gusto ko na rin mag-intrams!!

Anyway, yes. Betrayal and disappointment was there. It was like talking behind my back. Don't just trust your insitincts. Look for you proofs or evidences. During trials in courts, evidences and proofs are really the ones who have the bigger percent of credibiliy. Evidences are stronger than the statements of the witnesses. Judges don't just assume to be able to make the decisions. I was really disappointed. Credibility's taken. Trust is taken. What's left are just doubts. Doubts, doubts and doubts. Acccept your consequences. I'll not be the one to give you your consequences even though I'm still here and I'll guide you and would still be your friends. Oh well. Live your life and I'll live my life. Let's just all be happy. Be careful.

Oh well. Many deadlines to meet on monday. I gotta go.

at the end of the day it ain't worth it.

quick post :)

Oh quick post only. My sister would use the laptop. Anyway, yeah. Long time no post. Third year would be a ver y busy year for me. Many homeworks and quizzes. Wow, sana kayanin ko. Wala pang training sa lagay na 'to ah. Pano kaya pag meron na. Wala nang tulugan? Haha. Ayaw ko na magcellphone. Anyway, masaya naman ang third year eh. Ewan, masyado kong nachchallenge. Haha. Bakit ko nga ba naman iisipin na mahirap? Nasa state of mind din kas yan ng tao. Kung iisipin mong mahirap, lalo kang mahihirapan. Sabi nga ng isang tao sa'kin. Madali lang naman daw ang third year basta makikinig ka lageh. Hindi mo na rin kailangang mag-aral pag ganun. Sabi pa ng isang tao, isipin ko nalang daw, yung ibang tao nga nalampasana yung third year eh. Nakayanan nila. So ibig sabihin kaya ko rin diba. Basta, I want to be productive this year :) I know my goals and what I really want.

Oh yes. Rejection dude. Haha. Okei lang. unaffected.

Oh well. I need to go. Gusto ko nang magtrain. Gusto ko na mag-intrams. I miss playing ball.
Argh. Sinisipon ako. Ganito ako pag lageh ako late nan natutulog. Anyway, yes. I'll reach my goals :)

Ang cute talaga ni Rocky, oh no. :)

These days lageh ako napapasabi ng..."Huwat?!?" o kaya, "Cute ah." Haha

What's with Lexi? I'll choose to be happy everyday :)

I've got an ice box where my heart used to be.

Huling araw.

It's already the last day of summer. Summer was so fast. Yeah, super. And I think I did not have a good one. Haha. I was not productive. Haha. I wanted to attend lessons. Lessons for anything kinda extra-ordinary. Pwede na rin yung tumulay sa lubid. Haha. Joking. I wanted to learn a new instruement. Actually, dream ko yung drums, violin at sax. Kaso hanggang panaginip nalang ata yun. Haha. Hindi naman ako yung lageh pinapayagang umalis. Kaya, BADTRIP. Haha

It's so good to be back with old friends :) Angaling. Yung barkada ko dun sa subdivision ng pinsan ko, parang kagaya na ule ng dati. Nakakamiss sila. Haha. Ansaya :)

I really don't know what to post. Lol. Haha. Ieend ko na 'to.

current stat. message: You're gonna lose that girl.
-Haha. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang yung line. Nakakatawa. Haha!

Ayun, bumili kami ng kapatid ko ng mga album. A Promise (Chicosci), Infinity in High (FOB) at The Bloomfields (self-titled). Ang nice :) Basta, anganda talaga nung A Promise tapos yung Alam Mo Na Yun. Basta, ayun.

Classes tomorrow already. Katarungan ang aking section. Classmates kami ni Carmille :) Angaling :) Pero ayaw ko pa pumasok :(

Wala na talaga kong masabi.

di kasi masabi sa'yo na ano.

Multiply and the Pasan Video.

Everytime I connect to the internet, I open many accounts. There's even an order of which account I would open first. After successfully connecting to the internet, I first open my ym account then create a stat message. After that, I would open 2 windows. One for friendster and one for multiply. After checking those accounts, I open blogger and LJ. Yes, 3 blogs, and greatly I am able to update them all from time to time. That is a routine already. Photobucket and WMP are just options.

So while checking my multiply account awhile ago, I did not have any replies or any invitations. So I just looked and scanned through the updated of my contacts. Ate pk's entry caught me. Haha. It was about basketball, our trainings, coach and the try-outs. Yes, I saw her real dedication to our sport :) The truth is, I also want classes to start already. The same reason with her. Basketball training. I really miss it. I also miss coach. For me, coach is very important in my life. He is really a good mentor, not only of basketball but also values. Her entry made me smile because I also felt the sameway with her:) After seeing her entry, I scanned again and saw Ms.Platon's. Then I remembered that I posted in her guestbook yesterday. Then this was her reply :)

Sobrang natouch ako. Sobrang naantig ang aking puso. Favorite teacher ko kasi siya eh. And I really hate the fact that she would be leaving teaching for a while. Sayang talaga one year ko lang siya naging teacher. But I'm happy that I became the English Secretary of our class. Through it, in a way, we also became close. Ako nga yung nahihiya sa kanya because she always gives considerations to late passers of out communication exercises, rough drafts and formal themes. Nakakahiya. Hindi ko nga nafeel na responsible akp eh. Kasi isang beses lang nangyari na buong class nagpass.

Coach and Ms. Platon are very important people to me. They are very great mentors. I miss them. :(

Moving on, last night, my sister and I waited for the new music video of Callalily, "Pasan". I knew the song already for months. August pa lang kasi mei album na nila ko. Nakakatawa si Alden tumakbo habang yung guitar nasa likod niya. Haha. Pero nabawi yung ng pagiging hot niya sa stage yung masyadong niyang comedy na pagtakbo :D

Nakakaaddict ang bloomfields. Haha. Ang cute talaga ni Rocky :) Gusto ko bumili ng album nila.

It's raining. Analamig. Haha. I guess I would be quite busy today. We would bring lola to the doctor and tentatively, we would be going to MOA. Pano yun, mas gusto ko yung Nike sa Trinoma eh. Haha. Bahala na si God :) Naku kung MOA, hindi ata ako pwede magchucks? Hindi kasi friendly ang chucks sa paa ko eh. Bahala na talaga.

sa sandaling 'to ikaw lang at wala nang iba.

Ale, nasa langit na ba ako?

Ilang beses ko na nga bang narinig yang linyang yan ngayong araw? Haha. Nakakatawa. The Bloomfields makes me smile :) haha. Their songs are very jolly :) Thy're not making me down like Typecast. Haha. Okei, I'm not making a comparison here. I have no right. And they have different genres.

I was supposed to post yesterday but then we ran out of internet card. So yesterday was just a normal they. It was just like the other days as I can say. Anywas, again. Yesterday, naresolbahan na ang paglilihi ko. Haha. I was craving for halo-halo while it was raining. Kamusta naman yun? Ewan. Favorite ko kasi yung halo-halo :) Napakasarap :) Nakakakilig :) Hahaha. Tapos, okei na sana eh. Kaso nawala yung kinain ko nung nagbike ako. I was supposed to buy internet card. Electronic yung pagloload nila, so the lady got my number and said that she would just text me the username and the password. When I got home. Shitty. She texted me. She said that naubos na raw yung load nila kaya kunin ko nalang yung 100 ko. Aba, ansakit kaya sa legs at pwet ang magbike. Lalo na kung yung mga kalye sa inyo ay hindi talagang patag at may pataas at pababa. So ayun, sinabi ko bukas ko nalang kukunin (ngayong umaga). Dalawang beses ako naligo kahapon. Ang aga ko nga ring nagising. Haha. Then Starr and I tested. We were talking about school. Super nakakapraning nga at nakakasira ng ulo. We relly don't have any idea on the things that would happen this coming school year. Sabi niya anlakas daw nung feeling niya na classmates daw kami. Wow. Sana nga :)

Dapat may date kami ngayong ni Starr :) Too bad, our schedules are really clashing. Next time nalang:)

So ayun, I got my 100 this morning. Nagbike ako as usual. Going there and going home, aba, Lips of an Angel yung kanta. Nice. But it's not really a big deal.

Oh well, today's the last normal day for me :) We would be going out tomorrow:) Nahihirapan talaga ko. Nike na bag o Nike na slippers? Pwede bang pareho nalang? Haha.

sa sandaling 'to puso'y parang lilipad na...

Thrill.

Ah ewan. Sobrang boring dude. Ewan. Ang boring ng buhay ko. Wala yung hinahanap kong thrill. Wala yung hinahanap kong excitement. Walang bagong nangyayari. Walang special na nangyayari. Wala kong niloolook forward. For short: boring talaga. Argh. Ewan ko.

Wala ako sa mood mag-Ingles. Grabe. Hayy. Ewan. Miss Universe kanina. Oh yes, Miss Korea is my dreamgirl. Yuck. Joke lang. Haha. Ang totoo ay mas maganda pa siya kei Miss Japan na siyang naging Miss Universe. Sayang lang hindi nga maganda yung nasagot niya. Sabi nga ni Carmille, dapat daw nanood ng Heroes si Miss Korea. Haha. Sabi nga namin, dapat yung power ni Hiro :) He can bend space and time. Haha. Yun yun eh. So she can change the future. Ayun. Sayang ang kahottan niya.

6 days to go may pasok na. Wow. Nung mga nakaraang araw naeexcite ako kasi gusto ko na talaga mag-aral. Pero nawala yung excitement ko. Ewan. Ang boring ng buhay ko. Walang thrill. Haha. Ewan. Challenge. Gusto ko ng challenge. Ah ewan ko. Bahala na si Buttman. Haha. Ano kayang magiging section ko at sino ang mga kaklase ko? Ewan ko. Kahit sino kanila Starr, Donna at Carmille okei na sa'kin. Masaya na ko dun. Kung lahat sila, aba, jackpot prize na yun dude. Nakakatawa nga si Starr, sabi niya kahit ako lang daw yugn classmate niya ayos na raw sa kanya yun. 51 siya ako isa. O di 52 na kami. Haha. Tapos napunta pa sa Intrams at Prom yung usapan namin. Ang tanda na namin. Haha.

Wala akong magawa. Hindi ako makapagcharge ng telepono dahil nasa loob ng kwarto nila Mama. Siyempre, antanga ko. Hindi ko nababa kanina. Nakalock yung kwarto nila. Pero okei lang. Tinatamad akong magtext. So ayun, dalawang araw na kong nagbibike sa umaga. Napakaaccident prone ko. Nung unang beses kasi, naligaw ako. Haha. Hindi naman kasi ako madalas na lumabas ng bahay eh. At unang beses kong mapunta sa side ng subdivision na yun. Ayun. Pero bago yun, argh. Badtrip yung isang Honda. Nag-overtake siya. Siyempre ano nga ba naman ang laban ng bike sa kotse. So tumabi ako sa layo na makakaya ko. Nagkasalubong kami. Siyempre, ayokong mabundol. Unang-una, nakakahiya. Pangalawa, mahal maospital. So ayun, sumampa ko sa gutter. Bute nalang hindi ako sumubsob. Yung pangalawa, ayun, hindi ko napansin agad yung humps. Late na ko nakapagbreak. Wow, medyo lumipad yung bike. Bute hindi ako tumalsik. Nakakatawa.

Mag-iisang linggo na simula nung binangungot ako. Shitty that. Simula nun nahihirapan na ko matulog. Sobra. Lageh putol-putol tulog ko o kaya lageh ako nananaginip. Badtrip. Kulang nalang ay uminom ako ng sleeping pills. Ewan. Bwisit. Bute nalang kagabi medyo okei na. Hindi masyadong putol-putol pero nanaginip pa rin ako. Tss.

Starr! Kamusta ka? Ako bored pare. Haha.

Argh...Thrill? Excitement? Challenge?

Gusto ko ng kayakap sa dilim. Period. Haha!

ang lame nanaman ng post ko.

"...and I still don't have the reason and you still don't have the time."

Dito sa North Pole.

Oh yes, new time slot for blogging? No. I'm not really in the mood to blog. But this is the only thing I can do right now. Ako ay nasa North Pole :D Joke. Sa ABS. I can still remember, October 21 last year, I was also here. Good thing the temperature's not that low. Sorry na, lamigin kasi ako eh. Haha. I am supposed to be in The Block. But then, yeah, sanitary purposes. Haha! Shitty that. Yey. Binilhan ako ni Papa ng Vanilla Cream. Yun ang heaven :) Yun o..sabi nga ni Ahleng. Haha! Ang funny.

The rainy season already started. Wow! So early. Lalo ng nakakatamad maligo :D

Badtrip, lowbat na yung phone ko. We would still go to The Block later. I just don't know if we'll watch a movie.

We were in Trinoma an hour ago, the mall in front of SM along North Avenue. Some stores were not yet open. Siyempre, una naming tinignan yung Nike at Adidas nila. How I wish that I am rich. Haha. Kung mayaman lang ako, lahat na ng gamit ko Nike! Haha. Pero hindi eh. Sa Adidas, ang gusto ko run yung mga jacket! Haha. Adik ako sa jacket. Sobra. Kung pwede ngalang na lahat ng kulay ng jacket meron ako eh. Haha. SELF-PROCLAIMED ADDICT. Ansama ko talaga. Masyadong wordlt. Tsk. Anyway, pangarap lang naman yung mga yun eh. Kontento naman ako sa kung ano ako at anong meron ako ngayon.

So how's Alexi? Oh well, I'm cool. Haha. Don't get it literally. I'm happy:)

Kagabi, accidentally, pareho kami ng pinapakinggan. Haha. Basta, napakacorny nung sa 94.7. Tss. Haha.
Example! CHINA. Come Here I Need Affection.
Haha!

O sige na, aaminin ko na. Favorite ko yung Maging Sino Ka Man. Haha! Badtrip matatapos na siya ngayon. Kanina hinayang na hinayang pa ko na hindi ko mapapanood yung ending. Kung di pala ko sumama kei Papa eh hindi ko mapapanood. Haha!

I'm already running out of words. Sige, isa pang kacornyhan!

LIBYA. Love Is Beautiful. You Also :) haha!

wish that you still want me the way I want you...-Ice Box

Tell Her

Tell Her
Jesse McCartney

I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

[Refrain:]
I can't believe
Her hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please

[Chorus:]
If you see my girl
Just tell her
I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her
Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
Her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please

[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her I know how it feels

[Chorus]

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her

Buhay Baboy.

Buhay Baboy, hindi sa baboy na ko. Haha. Buhay Babiy, buhay tamad. Yeah, yun yun. Anong oras na hindi pa ko naliligo. Nakakatamad kasi. Anlamig pa ngayon (dahil sa fan). Uulan ata. Ansarap siguro maligo sa ulan. Matagal ko nang di nagagawa yun. Ginagawa ko yung friendster profile ng kapatid ko. May bayad. Haha. Nakakatawa ka chat si Ate Sam kanina. Ah basta, boredom kills :( Magtatatlong araw na kong walang load. Okei lang sa'kin. Haha. Dapat lalabas kami nila Carmille ngayon. Kaso wala nga akong pera. Sana mei bike ako. Haha. Tinatawanan ako ng kapatid ko sa post ko. Ewan, ang lame naman kasi ng post ko ngayon.

makes me wonder...

makes me wonder.

Tinatamad na ko magblog. Tinatamad na ko magcellphone. Haha. Ooopss..Baka sabihin ng nanay ko pag nabasa niya 'to, huwag na ko mag-internet at magcellphone. Haha. Ewan. Ayoko na magcellphone. Sabihin nating, hindi ko masyado kailangan at wala namang nakakaalala sa'kin. Haha. Tapos ngayon ginagawa ko nalang pampalipas oras yung cellphone. So ayun. Tapos itong blog, tinatamad ako magpost. Wala kasing masyadong nangyayari ngayon. Haha.

Ilang araw nalang pasukan na. Wow. Sino kyang classmates ko? Goodluck sa lahat. Sana better 'tong year na 'to. Gusto ko na mag-aral at magtrain. Yun yun eh. Haha. Ewan. Gusto ko lang. Haha. Ang boring na summer ko sobra. Ewan. Haha. Wala akong pera para lumabas. Andami ko pang utang na date sa mga tao. Kaso wala nga akong pera. Haha. Andalas ko maburp these days. Nakakahiya. Haha. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit. Iutot ko na ngalang daw eh. Haha! At as usual, lageh pa rin ako inaantok. Bute nalang, anjan pa ang Prisonbreak at Basketball para mei magawa ako. Haha!

Badtrip yung tulog ko kagabi. Sobra. Nung una hindi pa ako makatulog. Argh. Ewan. Nagcconcert yung kapatid ko. Lips of an Angel pa. Wow palakpakan! Haha! Anyway, balik sa tulog ko. Tsk. Ayun, nung nakatulog ako. Shet. Binangungot nga ata ako. Bute nalang nagising ako. Haha! Basta, grabe. Tapos, ayun nagising ako. Tapos nung natulog ako, nanaginip nanaman ako. Si Bru nasa panaginip ko. Haha. Bangungot nga. Starr, ang creepy niya talaga. :D

Nung monday, nagmeet yung team namin sa mei Northview. Naglaro kami. Ayun, ang saya :) As usual, ampangit ko talaga maglaro. Tapos nung papunta na kami sa bahay ni Gemma, umulan. Ayun, siyempre maarte kami, nagpayong kami. Haha. Tapos nagstay kami sandali kanila Gemma, tapos pumunta na kami kanila Starr. Tapos nagfishball kami at umuwi na ko. Muntik nanaman akong masagasaaan. Nakakatawa. Haha.

Wala nakong masabi. Napakalame ng post ko ngayon. :

Give me something to believe in cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye

Starr salamat :)

Basta Starr, ako'y andito lang :) Away from the LL's? Nakakamiss rin ang mga LL nu :D Pero mabute na rin yun :D Yung Happiness is a Choic, nabasa ko lang yun sa libro. Ito yung bung nakalagay :)

The Fifth Decision for Success

Today I will choose to be happy.

Beginning this very moment, I am a happy person, for I now truly understand the concept of happiness. Few others before me have been able to grasp the truth of the physical law that enables one to live happily every day. I know now that happiness is not an emotional phantom floating in and out of my life. Happiness is a choice. Happiness is the end result of certain thoguhts and activities, which actually bring about a chemical reaction in my body. This reaction results in a euphoria taht, while elusive to some, is totally under my control.

Today I will choose to be happy. I will greet each day with laughter.

Within moments of awakening, I will laugh for seven seconds. Even after such a small period of time, excitement has begun to flow through my bloodstream. I feel different. I am different! I am enthusiastic about the day. I am alert to its possibilities. I am happy!

Lauhter is an outward expression of enthusiasm, and I know that enthusiasm is the fuel that moves the world. I laugh throughout the day. I laugh while I am alone, and I laugh in conversation with others. People are drawn to me because I have laughter in my heart. The world belongs to the enthusiastic, for people will follow them anywhere!

Today I will choose to be happy. I will smile at every person I meet.

My smile has become my calling card. It is, after all, the most potent weapon I posses. My smile has the strenght to forge bonds, break ice, and calm storms. I will use my smile constantly. Because of my smile, the people with whom I come in contact on a daily basis will choose to further my causes and follow my leadership. I will always smile first. That particular dsplay of good attitude will tell others what I expect in return.

My smile is the key to my emotoional makeup. A wise man once said, "I do not sing because I am happy; I am happy because I sing!" When I choose to smile, I become the master of my emotions. Discouragement, dispair, frustration, and fear will always wither when confroented by my smile. The power of who I am is displayed when I smile.

Today I will choose to be happy. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.

In the past, I have found discouragement in particular situations until I compared the condition of my life to others less fortunate. Just as a fresh breeze cleans smoke from the air, so a grateful spirit temoves the cloud of dispair. It is impossible for seeds of depression to take root in a thankful heart.

My God has bestowed upon me many gifts, and for these I will remember to be grateful. Too many times I have offered up the prayers of a beggar, always asking for more and forgetting to give thanks. I do not wish to be seen as a greedy child, unappreciative and disrespectful. I am grateful for sight and sound and breath. If ever in my life there is a pouring out of blessings beyond that, then I will be grateful for the miracle of abundance.

I will greet each day with a laughter. I will smile at every person I meet. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.

Today I will choose to be happy.

MAGPAKASAYA TAYO :)

Naaalala ko ang mga gabi.

What's with the title? Aba hindi ko alam. Haha. Jeepney kasi yung nagpplay sa WMP eh. Kaya ayun yung title. Wowiez, tapos ko na yung Traveller's Gift :) I'm so so happy :) Haha.

The book was about David Ponder, a man who is in the most critical part of his life. He was not really a man of faith, but a man of reason as he admitted in the story. After having an accident, he found himself in the office of President Harry Truman. David time travelled and he met 7 persons who are really significant in history. David met President Harry Truman, King Solomon, Joshua Chamberlain, Christopher Colombus, Anne Frank, President Abraham Lincoln and Angel Gabriel. Each of them gave David a scroll which had every decision and those decisions taught David the most important lessons of life. I won't tell the ending. It's for you to find out :)

Here's the summary of the decisions.

1. The buck stops here. I am resoponsible for my past and future.
2. I will seek wisdom. I will be a servant to others.
3. I am a person of action. I sieze the moment. I choose now.
4. I have a decided heart. My destiny is assured.
5. Today I will choose to be happy. I am the possessor of a grateful spirit.
6. I will greet this day with a forgiving spirit. I will forgive myself.
7. I will persist without exception. I am a person of great faith.

Okay, enough of the Traveller's Gift. If you want to have a copy, go to Fullybooked :D

Mei kung ano kami sa Monday, actually di ko alam kung game ba talaga o kung ano. Pero naeexcite ako :) I miss my teammates :)

Yeah, I'm already finish reading so next in my list is wrapping. Haha. Tinatamad pa ko magbalot ng libro. Bahala na. Basta gusto ko maging classmate sina Starr, Carmille, Donna at Chia. Kahit sino sa kanila para masaya :D Haha. Kahit anong section okay lang sa'kin. Puro naman mei "Ka". Haha. Angaling nga hindi nawawalan ng nagtetext sa'kin. Amazaing. Joke. Ewan. Haha. Wala na kong masabi :)

Honey why are you calling me so late?Kelan kaya may magiging sweet sa'kin ule? Haha.

Usapang eleksyon at pulitika.

Kahapon lamang ay idinaos ang eleksyon na pang mga sendaor, mga gobernador at bise-gobernador, mga alkalde at bise-alkalde at mga congressmen na siyang gagawa ng mga batas para sa ikabubuti ng ating bansa.

Kung titingnan mo ang pangalang ng mga tumakbo para sa posisyon ng pagiging senador at kongresista, onti sa mga pangalang andun ay tila mga pangalan na naging parte ng mga skandalo o malalaking isyu sa Pilipinas noong mga nakaraang taon. Mga halimbawa ay sina Honasan, Trillanes, Singson at Garcillano. Wow diba? Si Trillanes ay sinasabing ang naging pasimuno sa nangyaring Oakwood Mutinee noong nakaraang taon. Si Honasan ay sinasabing parte rin nito at siya ay nagtago. Si Singson ay sinasabi namang naging kasabwat ng dating Pangulong Estrada sa laganap na larong Jue Teng sa sadyang ipinagbabawal daw. At huli sa lahat ay si Garcillano o mas kilala sa tawag na "Garci" ay nasangkot sa "Hello Garci Scandal" kung saan ay angkaroon ng wiretapping sa pag-uusap daw umano ni Pangulong Arroyo at ni Garci sa telepono ukol sa pandaraya noong nakaraang eleksyon laban sa yumaong si FPJ.

Sa naganap na eleksyon ay nagkaroon din ng foreign observers na galing sa ibang bansa. Nakakahiya ang ating eleksyon. Laganap kasi ang pagbebenta at pagbli ng boto. Para bang ipinasusubasta ng mga tao ang kanilang boto. Kung ikaw ay binigyan ng 500, siyempre, tataasan ng kabilang partido yan. Meron pa nga raw namimigay ng converse na sapatos eh. Pano kung di tama yugn size? Malay rin ba ng mga tao kung original yung of fake diba? Bukod sa vote buying , nagkarron din ng pamimigay ng sample ballots within 30 meters ng mga prisinto. Ang usapan ay tapos na at bawal na mangampanya, pero tingnan niyo naman, mga Pilipino nga naman, antigas ng ulo. At as usual, nagkaroon din ng flying voters. Sobrang gulo pa raw nung listahan ng mga rehistradong botante ng COMELEC. Nagkaroon pa nga ng kaso na yung pangalan namatay na tatay ng isang kolumnista ay nasa listahan pa rin ng mga rehistradong botante. Isa pang naging isyu ang pagsusulat lamang ng "Cayetano" sa balota. Medyo magulo raw kasi ang mga instruksyon ng COMELEC. At pinakamalala sa lahat, nagkaroon pa ng brownout sa ibang lugar habang nangyayari ang bilangan ng boto. Tss. Kelan kaya magkakaroon ng sobrang ayos at sobrang matiwasay na eleksyon sa Pilipinas? Hindi ako ngapaparinig sa COMELEC. Haha. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay sana gumawa ng paraan ang ating gobyerno ukol dito. Ang eleksyon kasi ay isang napakahalagang pangyayari sa isang bansa. Dito nangyayari ang pagdedesisyon ng mga tao kung ano ang gusto nilang mangyari sa kanilang mga kinabukasan.

Be the master of your emotions :)

Yeah. I'm in the mood for an english post :)

No, I was not busy. I was just lazy to post. Haha! Hmmm...these days, yes, I learned a lot :) Good for me. Yes, it was just a matter of deciding for myself and choosing then...poof! Back to what I wanted to be :D Haha! Yes, I'm so blurry. Enough of that.

It's just 3 weeks before the Opening of Classes. Excited? I don't know. Maybe I just want to start already my new year. Yes, this time I'm already so decided of what I'm going to dothis school year. I'll study hard already and try to be a better person. Haha. I'm not kidding. Anyway, before that, there's still these remianing weeks and I don't know yet what to do with those remaining weeks. The summer training, I think we would not have that already. 5 training days left. Haha.

Good thiing I'm reading something this time :) I'm not yet finish with it, but it's really a good one :) I'll post a review for it maybe the next days :)

Out of words already. Well, at least I have a direction :)

Meh, lintuak na kanta talaga yan! Napakagaling nung title, sakto sa araw! You're so good in introducing huh?

Nasan ka man ngayon, ano mang oras na ikaw ay nangangailangan, tawag ka lang sa amin, at parang andito ka na rin :)
Sugarfree is really good :)

like so many friends we've lost along the way..

FLASH REPORT.

Argh argh. As usual, cancelled nanaman ang aking dentist ngayon. Andami namang cancelled ngayon. Tsk. Dapat kasi 2pm, kaso ayaw ako payagan ng nanay ko na magcommute papunta ng Project 7 na kung tutuusin ay mga 3km lang ang layo dito. Tss. Sabi ko nga uuwi na ko. Kaso, samahan ko nalang daw siya sa SM mamaya. Argh. SM nanaman :( Tss. Inaantok nga ako eh. Gusto ko matulog.

Anhirap maghanap ng madaling tabs ng The Boston Drama. Sabihin na nating napakagaling kasi talaga ng badnag Typecast.

Gusto ko na magpasukan. Bakit? Gusto ko na mag-aral. Haha. Hindi ko na sasayangin yung chance. Mag-aaral na ko ng mas mabuti at magpapakabuti this year :D

Siyempre angaling, nakakita ako sa youtube nung chapter 19 nugn heroes pero wala namang speaker 'tong computer na ginagamit ko. Tsk. Malay ko ba kung anong pinaguusapan ni Nathan at ni Linderman?

Can this be a sequel of my dying hope?

Aba aba?

Looking at my last post, aba, one word for it: magulo. Haha. It's date was April 29. Medyo matagal na rin. Sayang di na ko masyadong nakakapagupdate ng blog. One and only reason: no internet card for internet connection at home. Today is May 7. Aba...anong meron sa may 7? Today was supposed to be the start of our summer training. Grabe, nakakawindang mag-ayos ng summer training na yan ah. Napakahirap magrecruit. Siguro kasi..

1. Masyadong maaga. 5:30-7:00am. Yes, it's too early. Sabi nga ng tatay ko, daig pa namin ang PBA. Haha. Pero anong magagawa namin kung super busy talaga si coach at dun lang sa oras na yun siya available?
2. Para siguro sa ibang tao, mahirap laruin ang aming larong basketball.
3. Akala siguro nung iba, mahal? Actually, 300-400 nalang yung magiging fee per person for the whole may. O diba ang mura na?
4. Nahihiya sila? Hindi naman kami nangagngain sa team nu :)
5. Akala siguro ng iba, kailangan super marunong ka. Hindi naman kailangan na marunong ka eh :) Kaya ka nga magttrain to be able to learn how to play basketball. Yung training, di naman siya para sa Varsity lang. Kaya rin merong training para matuto yung iba :)

As I have said, hindi natuloy yung training namin ngayon. Training was cancelled. Kakausapin pa kasi namin si Ms. Cruz tungkol sa time nung training namin. Haha. Ang aga kasi eh. Mei approval na raw naman. Kaso siyempre, mahirap na.

I saw this in my cousin's blog. Napakacute ko nga naman nung bata :D joke.

So what's happening? Ah ewan. My cousins had their vacation in our house. Actually, the went home during the weekend. Then yesterday, when we were about to go home already from my tita's house, krisha suddenly said: "Ui sama ko!". Ayun, umuwi kami ng kasama siya. Mahal na mahal nila ang bahay namin. Haha.

I finished watching heroes already. Peter Petrelli is so hot :)) Haha. Si Isaac Mendez daw kei Donna. Pantasya nga naman namin :D I loved watching it. Ang hirap tantanan. Haha! Kaso, badtrip! Sobrang bitin yung huli. As in parang di nakabitin talaga kung ano yung nangyare sa kanilang lahat. Tss.

I want to be busy. Period. -End of statement-

I'm here in my mom's office. It's really boring here. Still need to wait for 5pm. Tapos, tenen! Dentist na. Ano na kayang gagawin sa'kin? Wala ng pag-asa yung bracket ko. Hahaha.

Starr's leaving for Singapore today. Sabi niya itext ko lang daw yung mom niya kung mei kailangan ako. Sabi ko, sige, I'll text her pag puputulan na kami ng kuryente. :D

Ah ewan. Wala na kong masabi. Anlamig dito. :s

Yesterday, I asked my dad to teach me waray. Haha! Next time na ang sample :D Nakakaaliw kaya :))

Sana ako ay mei iced box para sa aking puso. haha!

Ampf ka ah.

Oh well, yes. Long time no post I should say. No internet card for internet connection. Haha. I'm here in fil2.

The Friday before I went to HK, I went to Jollibee Don Antonio to get my class shirt. Haha. Of course, I saw people from Holy. Then I stayed there with Karol and Chia for a few hours. Ate Bea, salamat sa Reese's :) Masyado mo kong dinala sa langit sa dami nun. Haha. After, I commuted to my Mom's office then we ate lunch there. After eating lunch, we already went to the salon for footspa-manicure-pedicure. Haha. Gusto ko talagang pinagsisilbihan ako :D Then I went home, showered then was dropped by my Dad here in Fil2. My cousin and I watched a series. Siyempre sa DVD. Haha. Heroes yung pinanood namin. Angaling nga eh. Too bad, I was not able to finish it.

Okei, so when I arrived home, my cousin, Igi was there. He was having a vacation in our house. Things were different when I came back. Haha.

The next day, it was already my birtdhay. Yes. I'm 15 already. Quite old huh? Hindi. haha Sa bahay lang ako the whole day. Bute nalang mei cake :D Ambabaw lang kasi talaga ng aking kaligayahan. Haha.

Thanks to...
Milaine, Karol, Ahleng, Donna, Starr, Ate Citters, Papa, Ate Dianne, Anna M., Gytha, Marti, Jem, Ate Bea, Camille L., Cassie, Claudz, Cam D., Ena, Jea, Ate Juvan, Marielle, Rene, Gela, Mikke N., Meh, Bea O., Ate Duday, Erika D., Wilda, Carmile, Joy, Ate Hannah, Marga, Ate Cha, Tere, Joyce, Alyssa (kapatid ko), Denise, Di, Tita Vangie, Mel, Icy, Hanna, Mama Embi, Ate Kathy, Ate Tenshi, Dyan, Krisha, Pare, Irenne, Mama.

Onti lang bumati sa'kin. Haha. Joke. Ayan yung mga nagtext at tumawag, sa mga nakalimutan ko, pasensya na :P

Yes, just said goodbye to my routine. Magaling akong bata. Lumalabas na ko ng bahay. Haha! Tapos kasi walang card at libro para basahin. So no choice talaga. Yes, things changed.

The next day, wow, binisita ako ng mga tao :) Maraming salamat sa mga taong bumisita sa aming muunting tahanan :D

Friday, picked up my mom in the airport, then we went to Eastwood. Joyride pare. Nasaan na ang C5? Nagmarunong kasi ako. Tsk. Nagstarbs din kami. Wow, hindi Vanilla Cream ang inorder ko. Nagsisisi ako. Ambigat ng chocolate sa tyan.

The next day, we went to SM North then to Tandang Sora.

All's been said and done. Finish. Ayun, napakarandom ng post ko. Ampf. Haha.

Nakakawindang mag-ayos nung training, pero ayos lang :) Napakaaga. 5:30am-7:00am. May 7 ang start :) At least mei gagawin na ko :)

Plans for next week:
*read some books.
*Manood ng heroes :)

i know it hurts so much but it's best for us.

Tatlong Araw sa HK :)

Ika-21 ng Abril, pasado alas-ocho ng umaga ay lumipad ang aming eroplano, flight PR300 patungong Hong Kong. Ito ang aking unang pagkakataon na ako ay lilisan sa ating bansang Pilipinas. Bakit? Hindi kasi kami mayaman. Haha. Pagdating namin sa paliparan ng Hong Kong ay hinanap namin ang magsusundo sa amin. Tapos, kami ay sumakay sa shuttle ng umundo sa amin papuntang Kowloon. Pamilyar sa akin ang mga nasabing lugar,Kowloon at Hong Kong sapagkat itong mga luagr na ito ay napag-aralan namin sa AP noong 2nd year. Pagkarating namin sa aming hotel, kami ay nagpahinga sandali at kumain sa labas at naglakad ng naglakad. Pagkatapos ay bumalik kami sa hotel at lumabas ule ng aking pinsan para lumibot sa mga tindahan sa paligid ng aming hotel. Pagkatapos ay bumalik nanaman kami sa hotel, nagbihis at kumain at naglibot nanaman.

Noong susunod na araw ay sinundo kami ng shuttle ule para pumunta sa Disneyland. Wow. Anlake talaga. Walang-wala yung EK. Haha. Pagkababa namin ng shuttle ay biglang sinabi ni Mamang Tuper na 8:30 ng gabi daw kami babalikan. Noon ay 10:00 am pa lamang. Parang kami, wow, sampung oras tayo dito.

Isng araw sa Disneyland..
Sige lang..lakad pa, lakad pa. Sakay tayo dun o! Uyy si Mickey Mouse andun! Takbo takbo! Naiihi ako! CR tayo! Gutom na ko. Kain tayo! Ano kayang ipapasalubong ko kei ganito? Pasasalubungan ko ba si ganito? Uy si goofy! Picture! Naiihi nanaman ako. CR tayo. Sakay tayo dun o. Upo muna tayo pagod na ko. Tingnan mo yung babae nakaheels. Wala namang pictorial diba? Antagal nung fireworks.

Naging paulet-ulet na ganun. Siyempre maganda talaga yung fireworks. Ang laki siguro nung budget dun. Pagkatapos nun ay bumali kami sa aming hotel. Hindi na kami ule lumabas ng aking pinsan at ako ay nakatulog.

Nang sumundo na araw kumain kami tapos pumunta sa simabahan para magdasal. Pagkatapos ay nagpahinga kami sandali sa hotel at lumabas para magshopping. Tapos ay kumain kumain. Tapos, sinundo kami ng shuttle patungong airport. Ayun.

Welcome back to the Philippines :D

Random thoughts..
* Andami sa mga tag dun payat kasi lakad lang sila ng lakad. Walang jeep tapos di uso sa kanila kanin.
* Andami sa kanila, nakaleggings tapos nakachucks.. Bihira ka makakakita ng naka-tsinelas. May sarili silang sense of fashion.
* Walang tunnels dun na diretso para daw hindi antukin yung driver.
* Walang bidet yung cr :O
*Ang gloomy dun.

Ayun, one word, masaya:)

Nasa multips ko ung pictures :)

From Starr again :)

41 facts and 27 secrets

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?

- Oo madalas kong kausapin yung sarili ko :)

2. Learn anything new?

- Learn to learn. haha

3. Talk to an ex?

- ex? expressway?

4. Miss someone?

- mister?

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Last Person Who-

5. Laid in your bed?

- bakit gusto mo ikaw una?

6. Made you cry?

- onion. haha

7. You went to the movies with?

- yung taga-laglag nung ticket sa movie house :D ang hot niya nga eh :D

8. Went to the mall with you?

-yung guard, pagkatpos inspeksyunin yung bag ko, di na humiwalay sa'kin!

9. You showered with?

- Bakit gusto mo ko sabayan?

10. Said they loved you?

- Wala. walang nagmamahal sa'kin eh.

General stuff

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16. Favorite location?

- kahit saang malamig pero di sobrang lamig.

17. Tattoo?

- nasa ribs ko. gusto mo makita?

18. What are you most scared of this

second?

- mawalan ng pagkain dito sa bhay.

19. Where do you want to get married?

- sa disyerto :D para hot kami nung magiging asawa ko :D

20. Who do you like?

- I like...I like...?

21. Does anyone like you?

- Theny all like me. Haha! joke

22. Do you like being around people?

- pwede ring animals :)

23. Have you ever cried?

- o timba timba pa nga!

24. Are you lonely right now?

- tanungin mo ko ule.

25. Song stuck in your head?

- lunod

26. Been on radio/TV?

- Oo nung bata ako. As in solo ah!

28. Ever liked someone who treated youlike crap?

- yeah.

30. What color shirt are you wearingright now?

- di ako nakashirt. di uso yun sa bahay. wlang naglalaba eh.

31. Name three things that you doevery day?

- eat,sleep, text

32. How much cash do you have on youright now?

- barya-barya nalang. gusto mo bilangin?

33. are you bored?

- tingnan mo nalang yung sagot ko dun sa isang serbei :D

34. whats your favorite show?

- maging sino ka man. hahaha!

35. Who got you to join Myspace?

- yung bastos na pop-up. haha!

37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?

- ayoko nga.

38. What web site do you visit themost?

- blogger :))

39. Do you have plants in your room?

- mei mushroom pa nga eh! ;)

40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?

- oo yung throat ko. di ko nga alam kung masakit o makati eh

41.Who was the last person to hug you?

-wala. matagal nang walang naghuhug sa'kin.

1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?

- about my name.

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURETAKEN?

- hulaan mo :))

3. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?

- lee

4. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIPSTATUS?

- seven times divorced at currently separated. haha!

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELLYOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?

- yes i would :)

10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, ANDCHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?

-no. para nariing di ako natuto nun :)

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?

- tiger. hahaha!

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?

- oo ata?

15. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THISFROM?

- starr :)

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAYAS YOu?

- aba ewan

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF ALARGE AUDIENCE?

- oo. pinlakpakan ako nung mga langgam. haha!

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICEABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX OR SAME SEX?

- yung buhok. haha

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROMSTARBUCKS?

-vanilla cream :))

20. What color are your eyes?

- tingnan mo dun sa isang serbei yung sagot ko :D

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES ORTV SHOWS?

- pag tinopak ako.

22. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?

- oo. masakit nga raw eh. haha

23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TOYOU TODAY.

- cellular respiration?

24. SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?

- oo mei sarili akong languge :D

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?

- marami akong someone. haha! joke.

26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?

- yung tie nung braces ko. mei singaw nga ako ngayon eh.

27. WHAT DO YOU WISH FOR?

- happiness :)