my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know the truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find out only today, that my sister hid them. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

my no sense post..

Okei. Long time no post. Haha.

I'm sick. How? I don't know. Hindi nagpaparamdam masyado ngayon yung mga alaga ko. Anlabo nga eh. Curious? Ask me. Haha.

At last, the Intrams is over. It is what Ate Bea and I had been waiting for. Well, of course, we all know teh truth. We don't like our event. And unexpectedly, it is in that event that we were able to get medals. Haha! Shitty those practices.

Christmas vacation. Oh yes, at least I don't feel any routines (which is good). Maybe if I have a routine, there are only a few things that I feel that are included there. Stomach ache. Headace. Sore throat. Dizziness. Tootache. GM? Haha.

I didn't feel Christmas. Well, I think that this Christmas is very defferent. Aside from not feeling it, our relatives from Australia celebrated Christmas with us. It was a first time. Yes, and finally, I was able to meet my cousin, Kathryn, already. She's so cute. Yes, very cute. Haha. She's very talented. She sings well and she can memorize a song in just a few hours. Very amazing. She is just five yeas old.

Last tuesday, we had a family pictorial. Yes, the Calda clan. After the dinner and the pictorial, we went somewhere in Tomas Morato. I really want to live there. Haha. Then us, cousins, went home at aroung past 1am. Haha. We had so much fun.

Yesterday, CL Practice.

Today, nagpipintura dito sa bahay namin ngayon. Bute nalang di na ko hinihika. Haha.
I have been looking for my old CDs. Well, they are not really old. To find outo nly today, that my sister hid it. Shitty her. Haha.

Many pictures were really deleted. Backups are really necessary if I were you.

Oh well. I don't know what's happening already. Haha.

I feel me.

awakened this sleeping heart of mine..

I want....

I want my Vanilla Cream.
I want an everyday supply of Gonuts Donuts.
I want to read The Zahir again.
I want to have a copy of "For One More Day".
I want to have the album "Tala-arawan".
I want to sleep all day.
I want to classes to end already.
I want to train.
I want to play ball.
I want to sing.
I want to jam.

I want all the albums of 3 doors down.
I want Jea to be happy.
I want to talk with Starr.
I want to be with Carmille.
I want Donna and Marielle to be my classmates next year.
I want Theresa to rest.
I want it to be January already.
I want mocha ice.
I want this schoolyear to end already.
I want peace.

I want to make everyone feel special.

I want everyone to be happy.

i want challenge.

I NEED to be with YOU.
I NEED YOU :(

RANDOM AGAIN.

Seeing the interval of the day when I last posted to now, it is really big. Haha. Why? I don't know. Maybe I was too lazy to connect to the internet. I was also busy of so many things. I don't know what to post. I really don't know. So just bear with me.

WBL. We didn't win any game. But it's okei. So many lessons learned. The last game was the best :) SHS vs. La Salle Zobel. Oh well. Northball in January? I hope so. Can't wait for those tune-up games. Haha.

Me? I don't know. I think I'm lost. Di ko na madescribe yung sarili ko. Haha.

Back to the basics. haha. Mrs. Santos is back :) So good :)

Oh yes. New sitting arrangement since the week after the getting of cards. I was transferred in front. Why? To prevent me from sleeping during classes.

What else....oh yes. Intrams practice. Careerin na ang cheering. Tsk. Sana January na. Haha. HONESTLY, AYOKO TALAGA. But I already have nothing to do but just accept it. Haha. At lwast nag-eenjoy naman sila eh :)

Sentence from our outreach. "We were arranging hollow blocks when we saw a black cat in the movie happy feet." There's a different accent for that. Ask me or Karol. Haha. :) Andami ng nababarok ngayon. Oh well.

Health Project. Oh yes, I am already in the second leg of watching Salamat Doc. Haha. It's so hard to wake so early in the morning. Tsk.

Nakakaadik na nga. "Nais kong mahawakan ang 'yong kamay......" Hala. Hindi sa paghawak ng kamay ah. Basta. Gets ng iba 'to alam ko :)

Okei, okei. Kwento na...But wait. I asked God for a one day rest. Why? Secret. Haha.

So there were no classes last Thursday. Too bad. Okei, I had something for Carmille. Birthday niya kasi. Badtrip ayaw akong payagang umalis. Oh well. I just stayed home. I slept very early. Haha. 8pm.

Friday, oh men, I didn't have load until 2 pm I think? It was then until someone..yeah, mei nagmagic. Aion. My dad sudddenly said that he wants to go to MOA. Mall of Asia. So we went there. It was my second time. Of course, as usual, we went to Nike. And...we bought some things. Haha. Basta aion. Then we ate. Ayun lang ata ginawa namin? Haha. Oh yes. Dinaanan ni Claudz yung mga jacket ko.

Saturday, tsk. I woke up at 9:30. They didn't wake me up. So after eating when I went upstairs and nakabihis na sila. Kamusta naman diba? So I was really in a hurry. I was really pressured. Kagaya nga ng sinabi ko kei Carmille, "Minadali ko yung mra ritual ko." Haha. Then we went to the airport. We picked up my mom. And we were late because of me. Tsk. It was in teh car where I started to become badtrip. Super. We ate somewhere. I really looked bad. Pero wala, I was really badtrip. I was weraing shades and listening to mp3 when I ate. I didn't want my mom to see me frowning. Haha. Then, we went to Tandang Sora. Sunbathing sa sofa. Nakashades pa rin. Good thing, my cousins and I went to SM North. Coincidence. We were all wearing green shirt. Haha. We looked awful while walking. And, yeah, I saw people from Holy. We saw Ms. Platon and Ms. Salvador on the escalator. We ate in Breadtalk and also had some donut in Gonuts Donuts. Heaven talaga. Ansarap nung blueberry!Anyway, yeah...wala na kong masabi.

Sunday. Like other sundays still. So gloomy outside.

The 4 days of rest is already over. Tama na ang pagpapakabatugan. Back to Bio notes. Back to Florante at Laura. Back to Intrams Practice. Oh well.

Takte. Nahihirapan ako gumawa ng post ngayon. Bakit? Ewan. Andaming nasa isip ko ngayon. Haha.

Andami kong gusto.....I want to buy sugarfree's album, Tala-arawan. Gusto ko rin nung bagong book ni Mitch Albom. So nice. "For One More Day". Aww.

Oh well,...wala na kong masabi. Idaan nalang sa maraming dots. Sana maging okei na ang lahat.

Nakuha ng stat message ni jea ang atensyon ko. "Wala ng spark and magic.. ='c" Ang spark nasa kable ng kuryente lang yun makikita. Ang magic, nasa EK? The Magic begins here. Haha. Di pa ba enough na mahal niyo ang isa't-isa? Oh well. Wala akong ipinahihiwatig.period.

Marielle,masyado mo kong ineencourage. Haha.

I want challenge. Haha. I want my Vanilla Cream.

kung pwede lang.... :(

The people I miss :(

******edited after a few hours.....****

It's the last day of our sembreak. Bitin? I don't know. What I like about sembreak is only the fact that I can sleep anytime. I can't do it during classes. Well, yeah, I can't do it but I tend to do it, especially for this certain subject. Guess :)

I'll continue the last part of my previous post.

I miss the person who has the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has the same size of hand with me.
I miss my partner in crime.
I miss my pare.
I miss the person whom I eat kissables with during classes last year. The greatest sitmate I ever had.
I miss the person from Laguna wearing blacket who I hugged in the movie house last Friday.
I miss uslak.
I miss the person to whom I sing That Thing You Do with
I miss the person to whom I sing Wouldn't it Be Nice with.

I can't think of other people already. Maybe next time :)

Okei. Flashback for yesterday..

Hmmmm...Yes. Yesterday, we went to T. Sora, as usual. But we first dropped by in Puregold Commonwealth. My mom bought some breadpan. Yes, some, like 20 packs. Haha. Then we played basketball. Malapit na talaga bumagsak yung ring! Haha. And obviously, we were not really that conditioned to play. But, we won. Then my cousin and I went for jamming. I let her experience playing the elec. Haha. Angaling, tama pala yung ginawa ko. Then, I helped my tita with he new ipod video. Iba na talaga pag ignoranteng kagaya ko. Bute nalang nagets ko agad :) Then, yes, I was not able to eat dinner. When I arrived in our house, good thing, buhay pa yung mga parang brownies! Haha. Then, after that, I started with my reco letter for Carmille. Haha. I really needed to start on it this early. Why? Only one person knows why :) And I slept really late. Haha. 1:30 am :P

Today,hmmm..I woke up at 9:30am. Bitin talaga tulog ko. Hikab ako ng hikab! But then, we really needed to go to the salon. I proposed on just staying home alone. But then, my mom said that we would be going to Fil2. So yeah, I'm here now. It's still too early for a haircut. Kaya hotoil lang muna. Sabi ni mama next time nalang daw. She was trying to get you. She wasn't really sure of what she was saying, unless the talked personally or on the phone. And she got you. But honestly, it's okei :)

Starr, iba na talaga pag chismosa nu? Tsk. Wala akong pakeelam sa'yo. Just go on. Wow. bahala kayo. Pag sh*tty nga naman talaga.

What a coincidence. Anne and I has the same skin. Haha.

I remember. This happend yesterday. Gia sent a group message. She said that wala daw siyang magawa. Then I said to her: "Mag PC ka nalang." Then she said, "Ginagamit ng kuya ko eh." I repleied, "Magpakavain ka nalang jn. Haha." After an hour, she texted again. She said that she's in FEU Hospital. Then I asked her why she's there. She said, "Nasa ER kasi si kuya." What I replied was like this: "Weh? Diba parang kanina lang nagcocomputer lang yung kuya mo?" She said: "Nadulas kasi si kuya sa stairs. Tumama yung ulo niya sa may bakal na part, dumudugo yung ulo niya." I'm so speechless. I already don't know what happend after that. Like what Starr says during a game in GALS last January: Anything can happen in 5 seconds.

I'm nervous about the tests. Math. Tsk.

Happy Birthday sa kapatid ko sa November 7 :)

I hope that everything would be fine already. Yung training...sana.

Classes already tomorrow. Pwede bang di nalang magclasses? :P Gusto ko kumain ng donuts. :( Gusto ko magpakabatugan. Oh well.

Pahingi ng reco letter :) i-email niyo o kaya ibigay niyo sakin sa kahit anong paraan :P

*back to reality....

Onga pala...

Cza...hi=p



...beneath a sorrow lies someone who's reaching out, for a hand that's reaching too...

Railway tracks are always 4 feet and 8 1/2 inches apart :)

Oh yes. At last, my blog is fixed again. Like what Donna says: I'm so, so, so, so...Haha.

Might be wondering why the title is like this. I read it from The Zahir. Haha.

"I apologize for not being as direct as the two previous speakers, but I nevertheless have something to say. I went to a train station today and learned that the distance between railway tracks is always 143.5 centimeters, or 4 feet 8 1/2 inches. Why this absurd measurement? I asked my girlfriend to find out and this is what she discovered. When they built the first train carriages, they used the same tools as they had for building horse-drawn carriages. And why that distance between the wheels on carriages? Because that was the width of the old roads along which the carriages had to travel. And who decided that roads should be the that width? Well, suddenly, we are plunged back into the distant past. It was the Romans, the first great road builders, who decieded to make their roads that width. And why? Because thei war chariots were pulled by two horses, and when placed side by side, the horses the used at the time took up 143.5 centimeter."

explanation: "You will move along side by side like two tracks, keeping always the same distance apart. Even if sometimes one of your needs to be a little farther away or a little closer, that is against the rules. The rules say: Be sensible, think of the future, think of your children. The rules don't allow for love to change, or to grow at the start and diminish halfway through-it's too dangerous. And so, after the enthusiasm of the first few years, they maintain the same distance, the same solidarity, the same functional nature. Your purpose is to allow the train bearing the survival of the species to head off into the future; your children will only be happy if you stay just where you are-143.5 centimeters apart. If you're not happy with something that never changes, think of them, think of the children you brought into the world."
-The Zahir

What I liked was the 143.5 cm :P Haha. Hindi dahil sa marriage. Basta, naaliw ako sa measurement. Try interpreting :)

Kinikilig naman ako. Nabasa na rin ni Anne yung The Zahir. Hindi dahil crush ko siya ah. Kasi, wala, angaling-galing. :)

So yesterday, we went to SMF. I had a field trip in Italy. Haha. I want to live in Italy. Yes, I really do. Haha. The food there, hmmmm...basta, I want to live in Italy. Yes, we watched The Grudge 2. Not knowing that at the same time, some schoolmates and classmates were also watching. Imagine, people from Holy watching the Grudge 2 at the same time. What a coincidence.

Thanks for the very great day :) You have a good interpretation kahit di mo pa nababasa yung explanation :)

I miss school. November 6, 2 days to go. November 7, 3 days to go :)

I miss the person who has this the same thinking with me.
I miss the person who has this the same size of hand with me. (nababarok na ata ako.)

*to be continued....

We're always 143.5 cm apart. But we're going on the same direction. :)

oh well :P

Oh yes. It's been a long time again. We still don't have net card and I was really busy for these past few weeks. We had our exams and lots of trainings. Yes, lots of trainings, I should say. And I think that many things have really changed for now. Oh yes, many things.

I think that I am now more, paranoid. Haha. Takte. I don't know why :P Oh well. I have been going out lately for a lot of times. Of course, with Starr, my partner in crime :P

WBL? Oh. I don't know how to describe those past two games that we have. But eventually, we all knew what wa suppossed to happen. On tuesday, we would be able to know what will happen for the next games..

Sembreak, oh well. Today's the second day, for me. Yesterday, I cleaned my room. Accomplishment. Haha. *bow* But I really want to go out. Sinong pwede kadate? :)

I don't know what to say...Oh well, I am already out of words.

Onga pala, may bago akong cruxie :P

enough.

random again.

I really need to post. It's been a very. very long time since I last posted. So How am I? I think, I'm fine? Haha. I don't know.

Flashbacks...

October 7- :)

We had a band practice. Haha. And I don't know what to say. Haha.

October 12-Very tiring.

Oh Yes. It was a very tiring day. First, we had our swimming class. Then, outreach (Gawad Kalinga). It was really fun. Haha. I was even the first in line during the passing of hollow blocks. Donna was my partner. She's really great. Then, we had our confirmation practice. After that, training.

October 15-We lost.So, today is the WBL Opening. Saw some familiar faces. We lost to New Era. 51-38. I think we were really supposed to....if you know what I mean. It was just that, time was so fast and we were not really focused. I just hope that we would be able to do it for the next game :) After the game, we ate then Starr and I went to Convergys. Oh yes, new haircut. Haha. F4's coming to school. Haha. Joke. And then, suddenly, oh yes. Starr, you know what I mean :P

I really don't have so many things to say. And I don't know why.

Convergys made my day.

You were supposed to be the one, but then, I don't know.

'Cuz we, could be happy can't you see if you only let me be the one to hold you and KEEP YOU HERE WITH ME..

Cram.

Pagccram na ang gagawin ko mamaya. Tsk. I still have so many things to do. Goodluck nalng sakin. Wala na kong pera. Super. Yung money ko for tomorrow, mei pag gagamitan na yun. I don't know what would happen for this week. I just hope that it would be a good one.

I really wanted to but The Zahir last Friday. I'm so desperate to have a copy. But then, unfortunately, wala nga akong pera. Bahala na kung makabili ako. Masyado kong maraming pinag-iipunan eh. P400. Halos one month na training na yun. Pero, super anganda nun eh.

Sabi ni Carmille, gusto daw siya dalhin ni Tere sa province nila para daw ipakagat si Carmille sa kambing. Haha! Kasi halos lahat ng hayop na common nakagat na si Carmille. Tapos, bigla ko napaisip. Nangangagat ba ang baboy? Sabi ni Carmille, itry ko daw. Sabi ko, ayoko. Sabi niya, sige lang daw nasa likod ko lang daw siya. Sabi ko, o sige, gamutin mo ko ah. Tapos, siya naman ang napaisip. Mei rabis ba ang baboy? Siguro wala. Kasi kung meron, bakit natin kinakain? :P

Donna's right. Masarap magpakabatugan. Sobra. Haha.

Yehey! Isasama daw ako ni Lorraine sa Pangasinan next time :) Yahoo! :)

Gusto ko na mag October 2. Bakit? Secret. Joke. Gusto ko na maging busy. Haha. Kaso mei problema ako. Saang araw ko isisingit yung dentist ko? Ah bahala na.

Gusto ko magsimba. Seryoso. Kaso wala akong kasama.

Ang aking post ngayon ay tagalog. Hindi siya tuloy-tuloy na english. Bakit kaya? :P Siguro dahil..

1. Nasa mood ako magtagalog ngayon.
2. Wala ako sa mood mag-english dito.
3. Nakaktamad mag-isip ng subject-verb agreement.
4. wala lang.
5. wala lang ule.

Haha. Bigla ko napaisip. Ano ba ang mga wishes ni Alexi? Haha.

• Maging mabuting tao.*
• Maging masaya.
• Maging masaya yung mga tao sa paligid ko lalo na si Carmille.*
• Maging ayos na ang lahat.*
• Maging merit ule.
• Magkaroon ng successful na band.
• Maging magaling sa basketball at guitar.
• Makagawa ng maraming kanta.
• Makita na ni Chia yung talagang tamang tao.*
• Maging maayos na yung image ng section namin.*
• Mabasa lahat ng libro ni Paulo Coelho.
• Magkaroon ng bagong phone.
• Matuto magviolin, drums tska sax.
• Makakapa ng instrumental ng isang kanta na puro lead.
• Maging may-ari ng globe.
• Maging pep, kahit hanggang panaginip nalang yun :P Pwede na rin ang aglaia :P (kasama ko si donna dito :P)
• Mapasaya lahat ng tao.*
• Mapakita sa lahat ng tao kung gaano ko sila naappreciate.*
• Matulungan lahat ng tao sa mga problema nila.*
• Makashoot ng mas malayo. Kahit 3.
• Magkaroon ng sariling laptop.
• Mawala lahat ng negative sakin.*

Marami pa actually, hanggang doon muna. Yung mga mei asterisk, yun yung mga talagang priority.

Oh well. Hanggang dito nalang.

Ang buhay, di mahalaga kung ikaw hindi makakasama...-takipsilim.

Relief.

Oh yeah. I really feel relieved. I feel so good about what I did. Dude, hindi ako nakadrugs ah. Haha. Matinong tao pa naman ako. So how am I? It's been weeks.I was supposed to have a post for last week. But then, I was not able to publish it because we are really having problems with our internet connection.So this was supposed to be my post for last week.

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Chances. Some arrives only once in a lifetime. Some arrives frequeantly, even everyday. That is why we should not waste each of them. For we'll never know when's the end.
Sayang...

I don't know how this post would go. So just bear with me. :)So how's the week? Fo
r the whole week, I went home late. Haha. I think I was with Starr for every dismissal. Vanity partner? Sa dami ata ng pictures ko, 30% siya kasama ko. :P

**time machine:)

Monday: So we had this talk in the podium for our Pinoi presentation. When I went down. Wow! Wala na yung bus! Then, ang aking landas at ang landas ni Starr ay nagmeet. We decided to go to McDo. Pareho lang rin eh. Magccommute rin ako. Then we went inside and did some shootings with our tan uniforms :P Then, we went down and of course, vanity was there. Ww killwd timw through vanity. Then we went to McDo. And my mom decided to pick me up because she needed to buy something in Ever.

Tuesday: Training. New drills. More fun(?) New learnings. :)

Wednesday: We had this game in our club. We won :) I went home late again. Haha.Thursday: Training again. Ayoko talaga ng laterals :P As in :P I was really conditioined to train :) Haha. Secret :P

Friday: Pinoi, wowiez, ansaia nung results nung quiz ko :) Sayang katanghan yung isa kong mali. Yun na yung nasa isip lo eh. Pero ayos lang :) Before training, Starr and I took our recess in the J. Court :P And we did a 15-minute run. I cannot already apply the technique. Haha. And I went home late again. Sayang. Starr, thanks for the ride:) Nasasanay na ko magcommute ng madilim.

Saturday: I went to school. I needed to meet my classmate. Tsk. Tama ba yun? Kasama ko na tas biglang sasabihin di na daw siya pupunta ng practice? Onga ang sandali lang. Pero ayos lang :) At least kahit papano diba? :) Kasama ko nanaman pala si Starr. :P Then, Agel picked me up in school. Wowiez! Nagscooter kami :P Ang saya :) Sana sa monday ule :P Then, I was picked up in Agel's house. Forget our way to my cousin's house. It was my cousin's birthday. And all I did was just taking pictures and sleep. Haha.

Sunday: I don't know :P Later, my mom and I would be going to a debut. I don't even know who's the celebrator :P I'll just go there to acccompany my mom and eat :P Puyatan pa rin, as usual. :P

Hinahanap ka na ng langit...Saan kita itatago?Ang buhay, di mahalaga, kung ika'y di makakasama..

Walang right ang tao magdemand sa isang tao kung di naman talaga obligation yun ng isa. Diba?

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So it was not that long. Okei, time for flashbacks...for the week.

Monday-It was rainy.
We had a practice for our Balitaan in Agel's house. As usual, we were not complete. Then, I had to meet with my mom in McDonald's. I waited for her cab. First time, that I commuted that it was raining. Mahirap talaga. Then, we went to SMF. We needed to buy some things. Ambagal ko kumain. Haha. Sayang talaga.

Tuesday-Surprise! :P.
We did not know that we would be having a game with the alumni. Scrimage only. They're so great. Anganda nung passes. Even if some of them are already working, they are still good in playing. It was an honor to play with them. Some of them were former lady maroons. So great :)

Wednesday-I don't know.
Aba. Wala akong maalala sa wednesday. I think I stayed late. We practiced again then I was with Starr. After that, oh yeah. Pareho yun kanta, 2 weeks ago nun. Bute nalang talaga. Di ko kaya noh.

Thursday-Oh no.
Thursday, we had our training. There was also a softball and volleyball game. Of course, we won over HSS in volleyball. Softball, SHS lost. But some said, enjoy naman eh. While we were joggging, lahat kami nakatingin dun sa game nung softball. Haha. Mei pinapanood? Di mapigilan eh. Then, yeah, I went out late, so the bus was lost. Starr and I ate in Karakuch. Then, we had no money for tricycle, so we walked from their until BPI. So how was that? Then we rode the tricycle to the overpass. Pagbaba namin ng overpass, oh no, umaambon na. Then, she was picked up by her mom their. And me? Naghintay akong tumila yung ulan. Nung umaambon nalang, naghanap na ko ng jeep. Sabi fairview market, ako naman 'tong go,go,go. Then, bigla lumiko yung jeep sa litex. Oh no! Nagreact nga rin yung girl na nasa jeep. So bumaba kami then I looked for another one. Unfortunately, naanuhan ng gulong ng pedicab yung paa ko. Kamusta naman? Masakit kaya. Then, I was already able to look for another jeepney. Naulanan talaga ako. Good thing, I didn't get sick :)

Friday-Balik sa hometown:HYPERMARKET.
Training. We were only few. We worked on our defense and one-on-one skills. 2 weeks to go before WBL. How exciting :) Our last week would be very busy. Sabi nga nila, fully booked :P We will have a training on Monday, which is really something new :) Then tuesday of course. Then wednesday, tentatively, we would be having a game vs. MC. Oh no. Then thursday and friday, of course, training :) Coach also said that on 29, we would have a game vs. the alumini. wowiez :) After training, nagmamadali ako. Akala ko kasi andun na si papa. Tumawag kasi si mama. Yun pala, wala pa. Oh well, masaya naman akong naghintay eh :) Sana mas matagal pa :P Joke. Then, we went back to my hometown. Haha. As usual.

Today: Nothing important. I just went to to school for our meeting for our health project. Wala pang magandang nangyayari ngayon. Basta, masarap kumain.

Kikiligin siguro ako pag mei taong kakantahan ako ng pasan o kaya takipsilim.Haha. As in yung dedicated sakin? :P O kaia kahit anung song basata ganun! Haha. Lexi, asa :P

Ang buhay, di mahalaga, kung ikaw ay hindi makakasama. Walang ibang idadalangin, O Diyos ko, huwag kang agawin sa akin.

And I know eventually, we'll be together one sweet day...

Mahabang Kwentuhan Ito :)

This post is due sa demand ng nanay ko :) Mag-update daw ako :P O eto na ah :)

This post is for the previous week.

So the start was kind of gloomy. Full of loneliness. (?) Haha, It's over. But I think it is really better if it would just be that way. I know that it is hard. But I know that things would go well sooner or later.

So how is the atmosphere in our class? Well, at least the gloomy atmosphere there is already over. No more g.m.'s about loneliness and problems. All g.m.'s are now about them, wanting to be happy already that is why they want to be stronger. Well, I guess, that is fine already.

**flashback..( I'll skip some days.)

Tuesday
I was really in mood for training. The 15 minute run? Well, the technique was effective. :) Happy thoughts :) Secret na kung sino o ano yung inisip ko dun :)

Wednesday
I think we made this Com. Ex. in English. Haha. And I'm the English Sec. *waving* so I was the one who collected the papers. Muntik na ko mabaliw sa dami nung nagpapass. Check ng class number tapos ilagay yung paper sa correct place niya dahil by class number tapos nagchcheck pa lang ako pero eto na si classmate ipapass na ang kanyang paper. Ang masama pa, etong si classmate ayaw pa ibigay agd yung paper niya dahil akala niya babasahin ko yung mga sinulat niya. Guto niya siya maglalagay. Dude, by class number nga eh :P Well, at least I was able to pass them on time :)

Oh yeah. There was also a game. The varsity vs. the alumnae. Tama ba alumnae? Lagot ako kei Ms. Platon, nakalimutan ko na :P I was not really able to watch the whole game. I played ball with some batchmates in the J. Court. Haha. Kunware inter-club :P Starr and I realized that our shooting is really improoving. We really like the sound. *Swoosh!* Haha. Swak ba? Minsan :P

Thursday
The technique was not effective. :P 10 minute run :) But it was okay :) Hindi ako masyado fLEXIble :P

Friday-A very long day :)
Students' Teachers' C? I can't remember what's letter c. Conference ba? Sabi ni Mrs. Suva, okei naman daw ako :) Haha. Normal pala ko. Joke. So my card, hmmm...it was quite fair. But I think that I should still pull my grades up. Mataas na ata ang standards ko. Haha. Basta kailangan talaga :)

I was sick. I was quite hot (in temperature :P). I also have this colds and sore throat. We also had many quizzes. Sayang nasira yung record ko sa Bio. I was really not feeling well. So I was really thinking if I would train or not. But during lunch, I felt better. So I trained. Pantamad talaga yung position nung 3. Secret pala kung ano yung ginagawa dun. Baka mabasa yung play! Haha. Habang nakapwesto ako sa 3, sa field, ako ay may nakita. Haha.

After training, so my only means of going home and my only option was to take the public transportation. I decided to walk farther. Haha. Then I texted my mom. "Sama nalang pala ko sa SM." So I rode the tricycle and went off to Batasan. Mas mahal kasi pag sa Don Antonio ka dumaan. Dalawang tryk. Then, nagjeep ako. Haha. Mahirap kasi kumuha ng FX pag ganun. Alangan naman maglakd pa ko. Baka masagasaan ako ng mga galing sa underpass. Haha. So then when I reached my mom's office. Yung totoo kong nanay. :P Antagal niya bumaba. Haha. Asar lowbat pa ko :( Then when she already went down, we already went to SM North. We played hide and seek with my brother for I guess, 30 minutes. Not considering I was not still feeling well. Pinaabot pa niya pa kami sa Annex. What about? And at last, we saw them. DJ,kunware pang di okei sa kanya na iniwan siya, mei kasama naman pala :P Congratz, napasagot na :P Then we left them somewhere, and we ate. I kind of ate a lot. I was tired and the last time I ate that day was lunch. We really did a lot of walking and I was from training, where we did this kind of scrimage and a 5 minute run. And then, nag-ikot kami. Went for grocery. Ako yung taga tulak nung cart. Tsk. Nalowbat ako. Per ayos lang :) Pinahiram ako ng phone. :P Angaling ko magmemorize ng number nu? :P After the grocery, we waited for my dad. He picked us up. We reached our home at around 11pm. And I slept past 12 :P

Saurday-Bahay ko na ata ang SM North.
I woke up a bit early. Around 7 I think? Then I ate and took a bath. Then of course, put on my clothes. Then we went to school. My mom got my sister's card. I hang-out with Di and Ayena in the podium for a few misutes. Mei gusto ko puntahan. Kaso di pwede. Sayang :( So we left TOO early. I really wanted to watch the game :(

We went to SM North. AGAIN. We stayed there somewhere. I was really bored and quite sad. I did all that I can do just to kill time. Mp3, text, read, ate, I even slept :P I think for 15 minutes? At least :) Medjo kulang na kasi ako sa tulog sa dami ng ginagawa eh. Sabi ni mama, over fatigue na daw ako kaya ko nagkakasakit. But I think di pa naman. Kaya ko pa :) And, stop bugging me. Tsk.

At last, 3pm came. We went to the dentist. Ang cute ni Bianca :) Yung anak nung dentist :) Ang kulet :P Haha. So, my braces was adjusted. Kinapalan yung wire sa baba at mei tie. I really had a hard time choosing for the color combination. Haha. Wala kasing yellow. Mas madali mag-isip kung mei yellow. So I ended up with pink and blue. Balik sa dating kalbaryo. Medjo mahirap kumain. Pero ayos lang :) Sanay na ko. :P Di naman katulad nung dati.

My mom was supposed to pick me up from the dentist which was kind of near to SM. But then, as usual, pinagcommute ako. Haha. When I went out of teh clinic, oh no umaambon. Tapos yung isang tryk na pinara ko, ayaw pumunta ng SM. So I waited for another one. Umaambon pa rin. Then ,when I reached my first destination which is yung sakayan, I walked fast to be able to reach the overpass as soon as possible. Anlakas na kasi nung ambon, eh mei sakit pa nga ako. Baka matuluyan na yung lagnat ko nun. Haha. Then I reached SM. Wuhooo! :) And I walked again. Malayo ule. Siyempre binilisan ko. Mag-isa lang kasi ako. Then at last, I was able to reach the place where they are :) *clap, clap, clap :)* Then we bough fabric and some other things. Then we went home.

Angaling-galing ni Carmille :P Haha. Libre yun ah :) Luciferase talaga :P

Wow. Isa nalang talaga yung kulang para makumpleto yung araw ko. Pero salamat :) Ilang percent nalang ang kulang :) Haha :) Salamat :) Sorry..

Tao rin ako, nakakamiss :)

LSS na ko sa Bitiw. Haha. Kahit di ako nakakarelate :P Gusto ko ng album ng Sponge. Yung transit. I'm sure maganda kasi yung songs. Angaling nila sumulat eh :)

So how's my reading? :) Well, 40 pages to go. Di pa rin ako naeexcite dun sa book. Maybe at the end part. Haha. Gusto ko talaga matapos yung The Zahir. Anganda kasi. Gusto ko rin mabasa yugn Veronika Decides To Die. Anna! Pahiram :P

TODAY:
A conversation while we were eating breakfast :) My dad was playing Unforgettable in the radio by Nat King Cole. Kilala niyo ba yun? :P

Mama: Uso pa kaya yang kantang yan pag malaki na sila?
Papa: Di na siguro
Lexi: O sige, irrevieve ko nalang :P
Alek: Rock Version!
Lexi: onga rock version! :P

So we were bought to Fil2. So I'm here. I don't really now what your reason is. But it's fine for me.

Haha. Very long post. Nasa mood ako magkwento :)

Sa kakasinga ko naluluha nako..
Claudz, sana nga magkatotoo :) Tomorrow's gonna be just fine :) Yung promise natin ah :)

Sana di na magend to....Natatakot ako. Please?Haiii...

Sana monday na :)

Nakakamiss ka naman....

random..

Long time no post. Haha. This post is not due to Chia's demand. Anyway, yeah, it's been two weeks. I don't even know what to say. Haha.

Two week, I had been so busy. No time for a post. And now's the time. Haha.

Many things have been happening. Gulong-gulo na ko. Many people are sad. How I wish that I could help them. Soo, yeah, we had many practices for the Sabayang Pag-awit. We didn't win, but we really enjoyed :) Naglead ako ng pamulinawen. as in as elec. What an experience. :) Nagkamali ako per ayos lang. Di daw halata :) I'll miss those practices. :) Ate Gytha, salamat talaga ng marami :)) We really appreciated your very big help :))

Last tuesday, I think, I was in SMF. I bought Paulo Coelho's new book. Haha. The Devil an Miss Prym. As usual, it was being good and bad. Lalim nanaman. Haha :)

Trainings? Heavier. Haha. 10minute run. Nakakatamad talaga tumakbo. But we need it. We are already joining the WBL. An this one's for sure already. Goodluck to us :)

High School Musical tuwing umaga. Kamusta naman? Haha. Aena, patience is a virtue :P Nakakasawa...

Nice one. LSS na yung mga tao sa bahay namin sa Nais Ko. Pate ako nadadamay. :P

Wow. Sana matuloy. I'm excited :) Bana, at least we have soething to do to be happy :))

Am I that emo that I made 2 songs yesterday? Actually, soon to be. No music yet. But I guess, I would be constructing. Song writi addiction. Tsk. Una sa the notebook, meron rin pala sa math. Meron rin sa AP ata.

Woah. Gulong-gulo na ko. Can U Help Me?

hindi pwede. ah ewan...

make me happy...please? :(

umihip ang hangin, sa langit ako napatingin...

kasapi ng mga mei abrilata :)

Okei. Due to Chia's demand again. Haha. Uhh..Chia....I miss you too :( kung pwede lang talaga...siguro gumawa ma tayo dapat ng move :) huwag ka nang malungkot :) smile :)

So the tests week already passed. Bio, I expected a harder one. Math, I expected a longer one. Pero okei na rin yun. Sana magbunga yung pag-aaral ko sa Bio.

Uhuh. Based on the tile of my post. Mei abrilata na ko. Haha. Grabe, anhirap kumain. Gusto ko na ule kumain ng matigas :( Haha. Gusto niyong makita? Haha. Baka masindak ka pa. Haha. Mei damo-damo nako sa ngipin :D Basta see you around nalang :P

So last thursday, grabe, no offense, antagal nung mga naggreenwich sa bus. Also to think that the ones who waited for them would still be home later than them. Anyway, so when I went home, then I called my mom because I had to then ate fast and changd clothes. Then, uhuh, nagcommute ako simula bahay hanggang sa malapit sa circle. Ang init talaga magcommute. Pagsakay mo mabango ko, pagbaba mo, oh no! Haha. Then I was picked up by tito norman and joshua, my cousin. Then we wento off to the denstist. Then 2 hours na kabitan ng abrilata sabi nga ni Rio. Haha. Then we went to my brother's school. We picked him up then ate in SM.

Friday, the first day ng abrilata. Haha. Jea tama bang iannouce? Gumimmick ako. Haha.


Staurday, we went to Joy's place. Practice for awit. Haha. We have this new group. Effects. Haha. Pauso! Chia, we can do it! :) Dum-dum-dum :P Then, we were supposed to play ball in ferndale. But then, I was already picked up.

So we went to Gloria IV through a route we don't really know. Haha. Thanks sa batang nagbbike na nakablack. Then, humiga lang ako. And afer that, vanity was with the others. Oh no. Dating cruxie! Haha.













Then, we went to Gian's room. Tinulugan ko sila. Haha. We went home quarter to 1am.

Today, I woke up at 9. Ansarap matulog! As in! Then I ate my breakfast alone in the sofa. Oatmeal. at least, di na nagagsgas yung isang part ng bibig ko sa kakanguya. Haha.


be right back :)

normal week.

Many thing really happened this week. Revelations? Haha.

Last tuesday was our last training day. We worked on our shooting forms as usual.
Okei, I am just with few words right now. I don't really know what to say. Just bear with me.
I think I have been disappointing many people this week.

Last Friday, I was supposed to go out with my cousins and friends. I was also supposed to go to the dentist. But the appointment was postponed and it was moved to Saturday. So I was able to attend the practice for the awit in our Linggo ng wika. We also played ball. Hahha. We played ball with our uniforms and school shoes. Haha. It was very crucial. I slipped while driving the ball. Ansakit ng pasa ko! Then, I was with Jea. She brought me home in our house. Before that, we were having this kind of serious talk. Of course, deep. Good thing. It was really raining so hard. Thanks Jea :)

Saturday, I went to Marielle's house. We had our practice again. It was really fun. I recorded some of the parts. And it sounded like the one we were playing in the player. Go pag-asa! :) Tooo bad, I left early. Our mcdo bill reached up to 1400+ K. Haha. I think we were 15? :) And then, we ate in Mann Hann in SM. Then they brought me to the dentist. Then I waited for some minutes. Then there. Pinastahan ako. Ansakit kaya nung banda unang part. Andami kasing butas ng ngipin ko. Haha. 5 lahat. Mei mga silver nako sa ngipin :P Then, we went to SM north again. We met with my lolo, my tita and tito. Then we went to Tandang Sora. Then went home.
Sunday today. We ate then took a bath then went to Mass. We chose to go to St.Paul. Nakakaamaze yung korean ata yun. Late kasi siya. Tas bigla siyang umupo dun sa sits nugn mga choir. Then kumanta siya kasama nug nchoir. Kasama pala siya dun. At parang siya yung leader. Bigay na bigay yugn pagkanta niya. Nakakatuwa :) After mass, we went to SM again. Then we ate and went home.

one more lie could be the worst...in this world there's real and make believe...let's play truth or dare. or maybe just dare because no one tells the truth anymore...(*thanks to Anne's stat message)

Happy Birthday Ate Gytha :) Hope you happy :)

it's been a long time.

It's been a very long time since I last posted. Due to Chia's demand, I am posting. Well, this week has really been a great challenging one. Many things happend. And teh spotlight is one this incident that happend in our class. I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

Here is an excerpt from my letter to this certain person...

Through this experience, I really realized so many things. First, I need to be sensitive and be aware of my actions. I need to think many times first before making my moves or actions especially in making decision. Second it that, in life, your status in life or how other people know you are not the basis if you are a good person or if you would be able to go up into heaven. The real basis or important things is that, you were able to be successful without hurting others or doing bad things and was able to make others happy. You were able to become happy without making others sad. Third, is that, in answering tests or any other forms of write-ups or anything, I should be quiet and just concentrate on what I am answering. . I hope that through this very memorable experience and great escapade, I would really already become a better person. The bad thing is that, for these past few months, I am really trying to control myself with my actions. I want to be a better person already. I want to lessen my sins or mistakes. I don not want to hurt other people anymore.
But then, I think last Tuesday, I really failed.

Highlights of the week?

Our training resumed already. And it was really great. I really missed it. We already have this new set of warm-up. Jog, laterals, pivot, ladder, jump-stop, lay-up, jump shot, fake, yung parang pep jog, yugn mataas na jog at yung parang grapevine na nakalimutan ko na yung tawag :P Wow. Nakalimutan ko na yung isa. Last tuesday, we had our first day. We practiced on our shooting forms. Then last Thursday, I left early. We were not complete. Diba Dyebeh bonding? :P I had this dentist appointment. Then last friday, we were 8. Ate Anna, Ate Beloi, Ate PK, Dina, Dyebeh, Starr, and Gemma. Then MY bachmates left us because of thei singign practice in the Linggo ng Wika. It was a good training day :) I think coach is hoping for a better year for us :)

Sunday, we went to the Mall of Asia. It was really big there. :)

Tuesday, we had our training. Oh yeah, that test. Enough about that. Of course, our vanity was present :P Haha. Ena, thanks for the ride and the food :)


Oh yes. Last wednesday, we had our club. Nagbat nanaman kami. Naaliw talaga ako. I am alredy quite improoving :) I was already able to pass my mag :)

Last Thursday, oh yeah. Happy Birthday :) (enough) I had this dentist appointment. Nagpasukat ako ng braces. Haha. Yep, you heard it rithgt is someone is there reading :P Then my mom and I ate in this Vietnamese Restaurant. I already forgot the name. Oh yeah, I really ate a lot :P Another favorite. Chines, Japanese, Italian and Vietnamese food..I really love them :)

So yesterday, we had this Martial Law in our house. Enough about that. As usual, we went to Yna's. We bonded. Played he guitar, sang, ate the chocolate for baking, laughed, talked, played. And so forth. Haha. We were 11. Me, Yna, Krisha, Gian, Erika, DJ, Kat-kat, Igi, Lek-lek, Kuya Tsikoy and Raphaelle(?), the friend of Gian. We went home early. Earlier than the usual time. And I was having this migraine. Tsk.

This morning, I woke up at around quarter to 8. Then I looked for our charger. Then I went downstairs. My dad was watching DVD. Tristan and Isolde. Not for kids. But I always get hook with stories and movies like these. The ones with the love stories. Hmmmm..Ang landi ni Isolde. Asar. Joke. Haha. Tristan was so hot. Haha. Too bad Tristan died :(

Oh yeah. I already have this Mp3 player and Callalily's Destintion XYZ. Many are already addicted with stars. The cd's really great. stars, magbalik, muli, kung kaya ko lang!, sanctuary, takipsilim, yakap, pasan, insane. They are really great songs.

Back to this morning...I was kinda bored so I sent a group message to my classmates. Then soem were asking, Musta lovelife mo? Parang ako, huh? Mei lovelife ba ko? Haha.

My dad told me that there's a Titanic II. Oh no, I can't wait to watch it. He said that Jack was still alive. He's body was frozen that's why it was preserved. Then He looked for Rose. Then he found out that Rose was already dead :( Peru yugn nasa lapida, Rose used Jack's surname :) I can't wait to watch it :)

Haha. I really have so many stories. Maybe it is because challenges are really coming.

Nagkatotoo yung sinasabi ko. After the blessings are challenges. I'm ready :)

Tulad ng mundong hindi tumitigil
Sa pag-ikot
Pag-ibig di magbabago
Tulad ng ilog na hindi tumitigil
Sa pag-agos
Pag-ibig di matatapos
-Magbalik, Callalily

it's over.TOTALLY?.haha.

It's quite gloomy. Haha. Yeah. It was raining a few minutes ago. And it stopped already. I'm bored. Sobraaa...Haha. Grabe. Super bored na ko.

flashback.

July 21, 2006-Oh no.
It was a quite normal but not normal day. Get it? Haha. Durign the morning. Oh no! A big oh no. May nakakuha nga atensyon ko..Asssa. Haha. At around 6pm, Chia, Jea an Ace arrived here in our house. Then they changed their clothes then we went off to the court. Uhuh. Yeah, Nagpailaw kami. Ang saya! We played ball :)) We won. Haha. Then we ate then the did some stunts. Haha. Sorry naman. Wala kong alam dyan. Basketball lang ang alam ko laruin. Bano pa ko. Haha. Sa stunts? Medjo kaya yung kei Kim. Haha. Sige. Maglalagay ako ng onti naming kaokohan dito. I was the photographer. :))my multiply :)


July 22, 2006-It's over.
Haha. Sobrang stirero ko. It's over?Asssa. Haha. Joke. Uh, this day has been so gloomy and lonely. Oh no, yung mga kinakanta ko, Stars, I..Haha. Grabe. Haha I'm so miserable...

Today: RESUME BA ITO?
Haha. Resume ng ano? Ng pag-iinternet ko. Joke. Haha. Ewan. Anlabo ko. I guess I'm the only one who understands me. Haha. Good thing. :)) Uhh, 23, LeBron James?Ang galing mo. Haha.

Grr..Nakakainis talaga ang mga epal. Ang epal mo. Tsk. Papansin. If I know lang talaga. Tsk.

YM's not working. Haha. Starr, ayaw talaga. Grabe talaga yun. Oh no, date? Grabe. Tapos forever daw. Nako. Masama yun.

The stars in the sky would never be the same...

wtf. ultimate ht?

Haha. new layout!! I found it cute. Haha. Got it from blogskin. But I think that I would be changing it. I jusst liked the color. And above the profile part is ultimate hearthrob written. Wtf? Haha. Ayoko magfeeling nu. Di ako ganun. Asssa. That's bad. Well I think it would just be temporary.
Oh anyway, I'm here in fil hts. Haha.

time machine***

Yesterday was my uncle's birthday. Haha. We were in Tandang Sora until 3am. So nice actually. My cousins and I really talked for hours. So many topics. And they were really super interesting. Grabe. Nakarelate yung pagiging malalim ko. So nice talaga.

Today is my grandmother's birthday. I woke up at around quarter to 11. Haha. We needed to be in Lok Foo in Puregold COmmonwealth at 11:30. Almost all in our clan were there except for my aunt who's in Australia. But I think that they would be coming this year. Yeah, they're coming home. I miss her. And they are planning for some kind of a vacation trip. But somewhere near. But I'm excited. Haha. And my uncle also said. Hmmmmm..Shanghai in December? Oh no. Haha. Praying for it.

So yeah. I'm here.

Lorraine, I'm just here :)) Contemplate. Bayaan mo sila. Tsk. Ang epal.

Chia, sana matuloy si Dota :( 3rd Quarter! :)

normal...

July 12, 2006. oh no.

July 12, 2006, was really a disaster. Haha. Yeah. Really. It would be a day that would be so memorable to me. Yeah. Realy.

Classes were suspended. Yeah. There was a typhoon. And there's no classes today either. Too bad. So yesterday, yeah. They invited me to go with them. So I was with Donita, Chia, Jea and Renee. Haha. We really had fun. Just during our sharings. But then, oh yeah. WE also faced some problems. Tsk. Matter of life and death. Grabe. Tapos late na ko nakauwi dahil antagal nung sundo ni Jea. Tapos naulanan pa ko. Pagpasok ko ng bahay. And because of that. I was give a ban of all communications. I'm not allowed to text, to call and ym either. Then suddenly, this morning, my dad gave me my phone. Yes. Good thing. Haha.

So how is school? Haha. Fine? I don't know. I' already used with the change. Grabe, gusto ko talaga magkaroon ng barkada sa pag-asa. Haha. Oh no. The section. Haha. Anyway,....hmmmm..what else? Oh yah. Grabe. Mag-aaral na talaga ko lageh. Haha. Hmm.. I don't know. I just hope that everythign would be fine already.

Sayang nasuspend kahapon. Gusto ko magclub. Haha. There's a test message that said that there would be no classes tomorrow. Totoo kaya?

I want a new skin. Haha.

it was a great escapade. July 12, 2006.

it's over. TOTALLY.

Haii. Oh yeah. It's over. Totally. And I think there's no way to fix it anymore. I have quite overcome the big change.

Ano ba talaga ginawa ko sa kanya? Kung tutuusin wala namant talaga akong ginagawa sa kanya eh :( Bakit niya ko ginaganito? Kung siya napuno, ako rin, sobrang napuno na ko. Bakit siya di niya matanggap na mali rin siya? Bakit ba parang sobrang abot langit yung galit niya sakin? Sabi ko na dapat di ko nalang siya tinext :( Alam kong masasaktan lang ako eh. Ayaw ko na ring makasakit. Kaia super tumatahimik nalang ako. Kaso pakiramdam ko wala nakong kaibigan. And I hate this feeling. Sobraaa :( Nakakainis daw ako. Nang-iiwan daw ako. Para daw akong linta :( O anu pa? Sige lang..I'll take them whole heartedly. IF that's what she thinks. Then fine. Ewan ko. Haii..Fine. Sige. Ako na ang masama.

I miss first year :( I miss uslak. If I could just turn back time. I would.

Haha. Chia!!! :) takte. kagago! :P

para sa mga feeling...
Feelign tibo ba? Feeling in ba? Haha! ng kapal mo. Wala ka sa lugar para sabihing wala kong kwentang kaibigan. Sino ka ba? Asa ka. Plastik ah.

another escapade..

worst escapade.

Uhuh. This weekend has been a kinda bad one. I'm serious.

Oh yeah. It's over. 5 against 1. I don't care anymore. I just hope that they would be happy. I just hope that they would be contented already. I also hope that they would be fine. Good luck to them...

uslak
sorry sa mga nagawa ko sa inyo. pasensiya na kayo sakin. sana maging masaya kayo. magingat kayo lageh. Salamat sa lahat. Di ko kayo makakalimutan. Sobrang andami kong natutunan sa inyo. Lorraine, i miss u :(

oh well. For alexi. well. Lex, it's over. Move on. I accept the things that were wrong with me. And now, I'm willing to change all of them.

Carmille, Ena :D salamat :)) at sa iba pa :D kilala niyo kung sino kau :)


free from my worst escapade...

i'm updating.

Days since I last posted. Okay, I'll do some flashbacks...

Tuesday
Oh, uhuh. Try-outs. I wish it could be repeated again. Medjo nagkalat ako. Pero di naman para ganun ang mangyari eh..Inisip ko. Kung di ako pumasa, di talaga para sakin ang basketball.

Wednesday
Oh no. Di ako pumasa sa sa club. Di ko talaga alam kung bakit. Well, I really don't know. I was really so disappointed. It was just that, woah talaga. Super. Renee and Joy,oh yeah. We're the same. So anung club ko? We got listed for taek. But there's a possibility that I'll go back to my old club. The club I love. The club I super duper love. The club where I enjoy. The club where my passion is. But then, what now? Gilleane went to another club. So, her slot, I don't know. I'm still praying.

Thursday and Friday
I can't remember anything.

Saturday
It was Calisthenics Day. Tinamad ako. Haha. I mean, in sit-ups and push-ups. I love crunches more than sit-ups. Pantamad eh. Di ako pinayagang sumama sa kahit saang gimmick. Nice one. We went to gateway. We watched The American Haunting.Hmmm...I don't know. Haha. Our plan was successful. :P Good thing.

Sunday
Oh yeah. Very boring. I just did my hw's. That bio reaction paper. I did it for hours. Nagugutom nako. Di pa ko naliligo. Haha.

***This week has really been a bad one, for me. Sad experiences. Oh yeah. I was also sick. I had fever. I also had sore throat. I have colds and cough. Yeah. Really bad.


I just hope everything would be back to nomar already. I miss bball.

quick post.

June 18, 2006 :))

Happy Fathers' Day! :)) Haha. Yes. It's Fathers' Day today. It's been a weeek since I last posted. Haha. Di na ko masyadong nag-oonline. One reason. Pagkalulong sa Bio book. Haha. Totoo. I have been doing some advance readings. Haha. Of course, para magkareci. W've been having a lot of homeworks. Haha. And I'm al;ready about to start with my AP project. Para mataps na. Hahaha. Ayoko kasi yung nagsasabay lahat sa huli. Ayoko magcram.
Anyway. Gusto ko na magclub, magtarin, mag-Intrams. Haha. Pate na rin fair, field trip, retreat. Aion. Haha.
Yesterday,during the morning, we played ball. Oh yeah. I loved it. Haha. Nakakahigh :P Anlakas nung kamay namin :P Asar, di tuloy tama yung shooting. And it was also my cousin's birthday. Happy Birthday Carl Steven! He's now 2 years old. Haha. And there was a party for the birthday boy. Haha. Ako photographer. :P Naks! :) Haha.
Haha. Ayoko talaga dun sa isa. Basta ako bahala. Goodluck nalang sa aking skills sa ganun. :P Ang magaling manghula, would know what I mean. :P Haha.
Ayoko na pumasok. Haha. Lageh nalang ako tumitngin sa relo wishing na break na or dismissal na. Haha.
Oh yeah. New layout. Ewan, feel ko lang na magpalit. Haha.
Wala nakong masabi.
i'm out.

June 19, 2006-whew!

So many hoeworks. Wow. Kapagod. Tsk. During recess and lunch. Sus. Nilalagnat ako. Tonsilitis ata. Haha. I don't know..

went for another escapade...

it's been a week..

oh yeah. Classes started already. But that Sunday before, I watched The Bih Reunion. Haha. Nagpaantok ako. Oh well. Well I guess this post wouldn't be habing dates. Haha. Well, oh yeah. Teh first day of classes, nakita ko agad is babes. Si Joy. Haha. Good thing nga eh. Tapos, bute nalang wala pang tardy nun. Kasi, kundi, first day pa lang tardy na kami. Haha. This past week has really been, I DOn't know. Haha. Oh well, mga blind item ko. Si ano, nagbago. Etong si isa, crush na ule si ano. Tapos, ewan, marmaing nagbago. Si Joy medjo sumeryoso na. Ewan. I don't know kung saan ang patutunguhan ng post na ito. Haha. Well, mei nadiscover ako. Si someone, mei hawid pala kei anu kaya ganun. Tsk. Bahala. Tapos. Puta. Mei nakita pa kong pix nun. Anyway, it's over. Haha. Tatalikod nalang talaga ako. Joke. Haha. Bahala na. I'll test my patience. Anyway, the school's still the same. Basta mag-aaral na talaga ko. No classes tomorrow. Independence Day. Haha. I guess I would be doing our HW's. Ou phone's not working. Tsk. I just hope that it would be okay by tomorrow already. Sayang naman yung araw nukas kung hindi ako makakapagphone diba? I don't know. Basta I think marami talgang nagbago. Haha. Torre. Taas. By the end of the school year siguro marami ng payat. Haha. Asa pa si lexi. Ang init talaga. Tas there was one day that it was really super hot than suddenly, it rained. Then it was hot again. Pucha. I really had a headache that time. Weather's really so unpredictable these days. Kaya asar talaga. The other day, I think it was wednesday. General Assembly. For the awardees. Oh weel, how I wish. Sayang mei 3 kasi na 80+. Anyway, I'll still try this year. 1-0. Haha. Go Dallas!:) Dirk for MVP. Sana. Ayoko kei Wade and Shaq. Tsk. Basta, I don't know. Wala nakong masabi.

bahala na talaga...

it's all over.

Yah, it's all over.

Summer Vacation
Yup, yup. Summer vacation's already over. Today's the last day. Summer was really, really, hot. Hotties all over. Haha. Sweat here, swaet there. Perspiration's everywhere. AIrcons were really in demand. And the minimum number of times for taking a bath is 2. For this summer vacation, I just went to Bora. Supposedly, Hong Kong also. But then, yeah. postponed. So all that I did during vacation, after going to Bora were just my daily routines. And there were also days when I played ball or I went out with my firends. We also had a one-day training and a game. Haha. I kinda missed school. Our classes our starting tomorrow. And I'm really not excited. I'll miss sleeping. :( And everythign would be limited already. I don't like that word. Mas okay pa and unlimited. Haha. Pag-asa ako. Joy and Chia are my classmates. Angela and Gia's Banaag and Lorraine's Sandigan. Lorraine's just a wall away. Haha. Well, I just hope that this schoolyear would be a good one. Gusto ko na mag-Intrams. Haha. I'll be studying already. I really think that I should already. Goodluck :)

"Kaya mainit pag summer kasi maraming hottie :p"

Phoenix Suns
This season's really over now for the Phoenix Suns. Just this afternoon, the Dirk Nowitzki, best friend of Steve Nash, brought his team, the Dallas Mavericks, into a win over The Phoenix Suns, with a score of 102-93 in the Western Conference Finals. The Phoenix Suns worked really hard. They finished Los Angeles during the first and second round. Imagine, Phoenix beated Los Angeles(Lakers and Clippers). Steve Nash the MVP, oh no. Idol. Haha. He's really great. Well, maybe this playoffs season is not for them. The finals is still not for them. Maybe next year though. Amare was not there also. I mean, he was not playing. Well, kakampi nalang ako sa Dallas. Anyway, it's Steve's former team. And his bestfriend's there. Ayoko nga sa Miami. I don't like Shaq and Wade. Haha. Nevermind. Sayang rin yung Detroit. Goodluck sa Phoenix sa next season. :) Go MVP! :)



"The suns almost made it to the finals after finishing two rounds over Los Angeles Lakers and Clippers with game 7's each."

just the start...

post.

May 12, 2006
I wasn't really supposed to be posting today. It's just that many tings just floated into my mind. Oh yeah. Eto nanaman ako.
Sige na, sige na. Walang kwenta kong kaibigan. Hindi ako marunong umintindi kaya ayaw mong sabihin yung mga yun?We are all different from one another. Just be thakful that many people want to listen to you. Even if they can't help you, isn't it that it's a help already when they let you feel tht you're not alone, and you have them to lean on?You're not that special for others para intindihin ka lageh. Many people have worse problems than you. It's not only you who lives in this world who has many problems. Imagine, you have a better life, compared to those who strive hard just to have a better life or to make life better for them. And you? Tsk. Malapit na talaga. I'm already pissed off.
Last night, this tought came into me. What would happen if I just suddenly die? Maybe there's no difference. People won't mind if that happens or not. Of course, it's because, I'm no special person. Oh yeah. That's bad. Enough about that. Then after that, I thought of this: What's my real purpose living here? Haha. Oh no. Lex, bata ka pa. :P Haha. Yeah. She's right. I should just explore life. I still have many years to live. :))
I feel guilty for what I did. But then, yeah, tama nga siya. Hindi kasalanan yun. I just introduced to her the real "her". It's not my fault if she's like that. I'm not her. It's not my fault if she feels that or she wanted that, I'm not her.

May 14, 2006
Happy Birthday to my best friend, Lorraine :). Oh yeah. I already talked to her. I just have realized that what everyone was thinking is really wrong. She hasn't change at all. She's still the person I met during the first day of classes in our freshmen year, who was really late :P Joke lang. :)
Okay, I really hate it. They don't listen. Okay,. Just think of what you think is right. Oh yeah, ipagpalit ba daw ang love sa friendship? Gusto niyo isend ko sa inyo lahat ng messages ni Ate Function para matigil na kayo? Yung isang tao, jan, mei gana kang mainis sakin? Bakit, mei ginawa ba ko sa'yo? Masyado kang pakiilamera. Hindi ka naman talaga kasali sa usapan. You alwasy jump into conclusions which really sucks. Fine, I thought you were really my friends and I thought that you already know me. You have just misjudged me. Ganito pala ako? Bakit, anung ginawa ko? Hindi mo ba alam, ginawa niya yun, dahil sa ugali mo, di dahil sakin. Bakit ako maginging masaya kung nahuhurt pala yugn close friend kong tinrato ko naring bestfriend? Ha? Gago ka pala eh. Tama nga siya, sarili mo lang inisip. You're just too self-centered. I pity you. Darating siguro ang araw, lalayuan ka ng marami dahil sa ugali mo. Lageh mo nalang pinalalabas na ikaw ang kawawa. I'm already pissed off with you .Bahala ka na.
Change topic, oh yeah. Mei bagyo. Si Caloy ;) So it was really windy yesterday. But it was not really raining hard. So, oh yeah. My aunt, my uncle, and cousin's here in our house. They'll stay here as long as my dad wants. My aunt's gonna tutor my sister. So yesterday, we shopped. Andt hen, we went to my lolo's house. And yeah, bonded with my cousins. And we went home at, I think 1:30 am? :P Haha.
I woke up at 9 am. Then I ate. Then watched an NBA Greatest Game. It was Seattle Supersonics vs. Phoenix Suns. The Suns lost. But it's okay. :) Haha. Then, I made cards for my aunt and lola.
Happy Mother's Day to all of the mother's in the world :))
Mothers are just ver great. I really admire them for their hardwork and sense of responsibility. I love you mama :))
Carmille, thanks :))

May 19, 2006
So, I was really lazy to use the P.C. And, everythings' fine already. For the things I said, above, I'm sorry. It's not that they're still true. It's just that those were my feelings the other day. So I think I can't do something about them anymore. I just wanted you to realize those, though I don't want any fight anymore.hFor the past few days, I was really not busy. All that I did those days were just textign, eating, sleeping, taking a bath, going to the court, watch t.v. and so on. First day of school's already near. And I knida like it. I'm getting really bored here. But to think that school's 10 months is...tsk. I hate it. What I like about summer vacation is I get to go to ither places and I get to sleep whenever I want. So yeah. This morning, after I took a bath, ako nagpaligo sa pinsan ko. Haha.
My brother always really gets serious with NBA games. A while ago, when we were watching the Suns and Clippers game, he was teasing me. Hew was saying, "Wala naman pala yung phoenix mo eh..". And I was just smiling. It would be nice if the Suns would be able to beat the Clippers on Tuesday here, and Monday there. Phoenix beating two Los Angeles teams? Woah. Very great.
Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Di naman ako pwedeng pumasok ng 1 ang patch nu. Sophomore nako. Wow. Haha. Tumatanda na ko.
I want to watch Over the Hedge. Kasi I feel that nakakatawa yun. Haha. Okay lang sakin kung di ko mapanood yan Da Vinci Code na ian. Nabobore akong magbasa eh. Lalo na yung kei Dan Brown. Ewan. But if it's Paulo Coelho's or Nicholas Saprks, hmmmm..It's okay for me. Pero maghihintay nalang ako kung meron akong mahiraman nung dvd nung Da Vinci Code. Haha.

May 28, 2006-TODAY.
It's been so many days since I last posted. It's just that, I was lazy to open the PC and use it 'coz I didn't have internet card either. Seems like I missed a lot of fun huh? Nah. So. The last week, my cousins Igi ang Krisha went for vacation here in our house. Considering that the family of my tita is here too. Orphanage na yung bahay namin. So summing it all up, I think we were, 10? Haha. So a few great and not great things happened. Haha.

My brother's got a new phone. Samsung E530? I like it. It's pink. Haha. But my brother's not a gay. It's just that my cousin who is her ninang also didn't have a gift for him during his grad(even if he really didn't have a graduation). But dude, I really like it. Haha. Kaso, asa pa nga ako.

So yesterday, of course, we were in Tandang Soara. My uncle threw up a party for his birthday. I think we were there until 1:30 am? I don't know. So I bonded with my cousins and friends up to 1am. Haha. No curfews. And I also got to play ball during the day.

I want to be rich. Haha. Dapat mei chucks na ko eh. Kaso, basta. I really liked the rubbershoes we saw in Nike in Galle. But then, oh yeah, we're not rich. :P

Almost one week before classes start again. Wala pa kong patch. Haha. Alangan naman pumasok ako ng 1 ang nakalagay sa unifrom ko. Hala. Nako.

My cousin Carl's still here. We're still many here in our house. I don't think that we would be leaving today. I just don't know.

So I finished The Guardian already. Asar naman. Bakit namatay si Singer? :( I really didn't think at first that it was a suspense story. What I thought was that it was just that plain. Haha. Nicholas Sparks is great. So what I'm readign right now is True Believer. Haha. There's a character there named, Lexie. Haha.

enough.

i wanna be classmates with...

I'm back. I'm jusyt lazy. :P Haha. Good thing, awhile ago, I'vr just thought of something to post. I mean, a topic? :P Haha. Yeah. I'm bored again. It's really hot. ANd yeah, it's because it's summer.

HYPOTHESIS:
"If it's always hot during summer, is it because many hot people or "hotties" (:P) are appearing?"(:P)

Haha. Joke. I don't know. I want to go to school aready. I'm already really bored. Asa pa kong matuloy yung HK :P Haha. Yeah. Speaking of school, for the schooly year 2006-2007, I wanna be classmates with...

1. Starr
Oh yeah. Dude I wanna be classmates with you again :P Haha. Kasi gusto ko sabay tayo sa training :P Haha. :P Gusto ko gumawa ule ng mga kalokohan :P Haha. Nakakamiss rin kasi yung mga pag-uusap natin dati :P Lalo na tungkol sa fashion trend ng iba :P Gets mo naman yung mga yun ba diba? :P Tsaka kasi masyado tayong vain :P Andaming pictures na magkasama tayo :P Haha. Basta, it's so nice kasi na maging classmate ka :P O anu? Ganon pa rin yung club ah? :P Wala naman tayong ibang babagsakan eh :P

2. Chia
Haha. Gusto ko kasi mei classmate pa rin akong gwapo :P Haha. Joke. I just feel that I still need you, and you need me, right? :P Haha. Best sitmate ko nugn first year ;)

3. Lorraine
Kasi, gusto ko makita na hindi ka pa talaga nagbabago. Gusto ko maging classmate yung Lorraine, na nakilala ko. Sana makita ko pa yun. Masyado mo lang kasi talga kaong pinapatawa :)

4. Carmille
Haha. One of the bestfriends. Haha. Hindi ka pa pwede magquit sa lessons mo :P Haha. Sana talaga ganun. Kaso 3 years na tayong classmates eh. Possible pa kaya? Sana. Yung mga stars mo pa ;)

5. Joy
Haha. Pag di na kita classmate, nako, wala nakogn ka-PDA sa classroom :P Haha.

6. Gia
Kailagan pa nating ivote si Jam :P

7. Tere
Mei trabaho pa ko. P Diba? :P Tsaka masaya ka kasing classmate eh :P Haha :))

8. Ana Tandoc
Haha. Masarap kang asarin. :P Kaia ganun :P Haha. :))

9. Kay
Gusto ko siyang maging classmate ule kasi masaya siya kausap. :P American League? :P

10. Ena
Haha. Naaalala ko kasi na tuwing umaga, lageh tayo-tayo nag-uusap :P Haha. Masaya ka rin kasi kasama at kausap :P Aion :P Richie Rich!!

Hehe. I can't think of other people na :P Sana mei makabasang teacher na mabait :P Sundin ang gusto ko :P Haha. Asa. :P Basta, I wanna be Sandigan or Banaag. Kasi, wala lang :P

Okei. I'm bored again :P As always, as usual.

Enough for today ;)

post na wala nanamang title :P

Haha. Oh yeah. I'm bored again. Tsk.

It was really not write. I just woked up, then. Yeah. Mei umaway sa akin. Tama bang ako ang sisihin kung nagkaganun sila? Anyway, those feelings weren't mine dude. It was hers. So whatever her decision would be, I don't have any fault about it. It's herdecision, not mine. I'm no God to control her or I'm not ever her mom to give her directions. And in fact, okei, I'm telling this to you. It was really your fault. You made her feel like that. You tell her she's effortless, but still. Isn't it you who's really effortless? If only you know.*enough*

So yah, after texting with that person. I ate. Then watched t.v. while texting or reading. Yup, yup. I'm reading again. Because of boredom :P Haha. I'm reading The Guardian. Oh yeah, by Nicholas Sparks :) He's really a great author ;) But i want Paulo Coelho :P Haha. I'm still not yeat finish with The Zahir. I only borrowed it from school. Haha. I was amazed because it was Paulo Coelho's :P Oh yeah. I'm borrowing from our library :P Haha. I'm only there, very I don't know. Haha. So this summer, I have read Memoirs of A Geisha and the Griffin and Sabine Trilogy and so is Matt and Isabela's. Bawal yun para sa mga malilibog na tao ;) Haha. Then, I ate
lunch. ALONE. Then I slept in the sofa for a quite short time, and I was awaken by Lorraine's message. Anyway, hoi Lorraine, huwag masyado magpapastress ah? :P Miss na kita. Iwasan ang pagpupuyat ;) Then I transferred to a mopre comfortable thing, which is bed :P And i wasn't already able to sleep again >:( Then I took a bath, then, mabango na ako :P Haha. And yah, right now, I'm online.

I remember my sister fixing her friendster profile. Oh yeah. She's just 10 years old. An incoming grade 5. And then, I saw her, she tped tha tthe World War II is one of her interests. Then I thoguht that, "Oh maybe it's in there AP lessons.". Then after that, she put, astig. And I was, "Dude, hindi astig yun. Maraming namatay dun. Maraming nangyaring di kaaya-aya." Well, I don't blame her for that. I can understand that she's just ten-years-old. But. she's big for her age :P Haha.

My brother's not here. She's win my mom's office. They enrolled him in his new school. QCSHS. Supposedly, I would have studied there for my freshmen year. But then, I didn't go there during the second screening :P Haha. I just love SHS :P Haha.

Why is it like that? It's just been a few weeks since I went to the salon for haircut. And I feel that it's alread getting longer. :P Haha.

Oh yeah. I'm already lazy to play Gameboy :P The Fire Red :P Haha. Someone played it. ANd No one's admitting. Tsk. Tama bang palitan ang flamethrower ng wing attack? :O

I want to watch more DVD's. I want to read more new books. COuld be from Paulo Coelho ;)

enough for blogging for this day..

surveiii and flashbacks*

THE WHO'S=)

Who is in the room with you?... wala :D

Who was the last person to IM you?...kamz..TAMAD :P

Who are you thinking about now?... :))

Who did you last talk to on the phone... my aunt :)

Who's house did you last go to?... don't know :P

Who was the last person you told you lovethem?... :))

Who do you wish were here right now?... :))

Who's your favorite relative?... kring :D ate duaday :D

Who gets on your nerves the most from yourschool?...mga pakiilamera(?) :P

THE WHERE'S=)

Where do you go to school?...classroom dude ;)

Where is your phone?...here. :D

Where is your mom?...inside their room ;)

Where do you sleep?...on my bed ;)

Where do you shop the most?...ewan :P

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?...hand me down :P

Where did you last take a car ride to?...going home...from fil2 ;)

Where in your room are you?...nsa hallway ako ;)

THE WHAT'S=)

What was the last thing you ate?...peanut brittle :D

What color pants are you wearingdi ako nakapants;)

What is the closest item near you that is blue?...internet bard :P

What do you like about school?...I don't get bored always and I get to see friends :D

What are you wearing on your feet?...wala :P

What instant messaging service do you use?...ym...;)

What is your favorite color?...over-all. red :D

What is your favorite website?...blogger :P para makapagblog :P

What is your favorite shoe brand?...nike and reebok ;) ung nike kasi medjo madali masira ;)

What do you wear more?...mas comfortable ang skirt ;)

What is the last movie watched?...yours, mine and ours? dvd :0

What do you currently hear?...t.v. donwstairs :D

Why do you have a friendster?...ewan :P

Why do we have to go to school?...to learn :)

Why are your best friends your best friends?...i trust and appreciate them ;)

Why do the people on the news repeat the samestuff over?...to get attention ;)

Why is everyone obsessed over the Olympics?...the fact that almost everyone loves sports ;)

When did you start school?...when i was 4 :0

When is your birthday?...sa april 24 :D

When did you last go to the mall?....april 26 :)

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?...it was a long time ago :P

When were you last at school?...sa waiting thing :P ewan :P

When did you last see your dad?...awhile ago :P

*flashbacks:

so the game, uh, alright. haha. tambak. fine. wrong info :P it's not AA. it's team Antipolo :O okei,okei. See girls in Action ah? :P dude yun eh :P many of us we're not conditioned. and yeah. lack of training.referees should always be fair right?..hmmm...so yeah. Joy, o nakapagPDA na tayo ule ah?: P I saw my friends. except for one. bahala ka na. alright. yeah. bakit amraming taong hot? :P joke lang :D anyway. hmmm...so yeah. hinatid ako ng cousin ko dito sa house. then. yeah. i called up jollibee. kasi nagugutom ako. and yun lang yung nagfit sa budget ko :) tapos. oh yeah. no one was in the house except manang and me. so i was alone that night in the room. then. yeah. dyahe. nagbrownout. :O good thing lights went back :D haha. so i'm bored again. bored. bored. bored. :P haha :)

Chia dear, I wasn't able to give you my hug :P si Joy kasi eh :P hah. aion ung tipong pang PDA :P hahaha :)

Phoenix Suns won. :D Great! :) 31 poin-lead dude. Haha. San ka pa? :P Kobe was really mad. He even didn't shake hands with the team. He just left quickly. Well, yah, hidi rin kasi siya gumawa eh :P My brother, kobe wannabe was also mad. :P haha. He was ever praying the rosary for Lakers. Well, goodluck for the Suns :D I know tha they can do it :D Sun, Mavs and Pistons. :D

Akala ko talaga si Olyn yung matatanggal :P haha. mei bagong housemate :P

bordedom again..